第一章

renmenchangshuoxiaoyuanlianainanyizhangjiu,wohenanyoushangliang,biyehoubianjiehun。

raner,biyeqianxi,dashujutuisongleyizeshipinjiwo。

shipindewenzichongmanleshanggan,taolunzhenanrenshifoudouhuanyoukonghunzheng。

womanbujingxindihuaguo,quefaxianshipinzhongderenjingshiduanyujing。

neigeshengchengmangyulunwendenanyou,zhengyuyimingnvzigongjinwancan。

shipinsuimohu,danworengrenchuneijiataicanguan,taweitaboxia,yutagongyintianpin,baoyuanzijihaiweizhunbeihaoburuhunyindefenmu。

“nishuotaweiherucijiqiedixiangjiaren,nandaobuzhidaoyaojinchima?”tafanzaodishuodao:“ruofeitaxiandayinglewodegaobai,wokendinghuizhuiqiunide。”

nvzixiusedipaidatadejianbang,xiandeqinniwujian,erduanyujingzezhuazhutadeshouwan,anzhutadehounao,shenshendiwenlexiaqu。

zaijieshuzheigelingrenzhixideshenwenhou,nvzicaihuanhuantaiqitou。

wowangzhetadelianpang,xinrudaoge,zhizhuishenyuan。

“jiangqingshu,”sheyouzaiqianfanghanwo:“bushiyaoqutushuguanma?nizenmebuzou?”

wolengzaiyuandi,shengyinyouxieshaya,“wo……youxiebushufu,xianbuqule。”

“xuyaowopeiniquyiwushima?”

takanshangquzhendehenguanxinwo,yanshenzhongmanshidanyou。

“ruantian,”wokanzhetayushipinzhongxiangtongdemiankong,renbuzhuzhandouzheshengyinwen:“nijuedewonanyouzenmeyang?”

ruantianyileng,likehuida:“shibushineixiaoziqifunile?ganduiwojiemeibuhao,kanwozenmeshoushita!”

真的是这样吗?

我低下头。

youqingyuaiqingdeshuangzhongbeipan,zaizheiyikejianglin。

woduzihuidaosushe,jiduanyujingdadianhua。

qianliangtongtaweijie,disantongbeiguaduan,tafalaiweixin——

“wobushishuoguozheiliangtianzaishiyanshima?daoshizhengzaikaihui,nidashenmedianhua?jiangqingshu,nizheimenianrensheinengshoudele?wohenmang,meikonghongni。”

wokanzhezheitiaoxinxi,mianwubiaoqingdijixuboda。

zuihou,tajiangwolaheile。

woningshizhepingmushangneiciyandehongsegantanhao,shuangshouzhandouzhewangshangfan。

manpingdeliaotianjilu,sihuzaizhengmingzheiduanxiaoyuanlianqingyecengzhenxinxiangdai。

linjinbiyeji,womendoumangliubuyi,yeyuedingguoxianzhuanzhuyuxueye,zheiduanshijianjianshaolianxi。

zuijindeyitiaoxiaoxishisantianqian,tashuoruantiangaosutawoyinweimangyubiyelunwenermeiyouhaohaochifan,tabiaoshijishengqiyouxinteng,weiwodianlemeiweidexiawucha——neijiacantingyeshiruantiantuijiande,tadingzhuwoyidingyaozhaoguhaoziji。

wangshangfanshiwomenjuedingjiehundeneiwan,tashuotadefumuhenzhichi,wenwoheshihuiqujianjiazhang,tixingwodaoshihoukeyichuanshangneitiaobaisequnzi,jiushiheruantianyiqimaideneitiao,jiandanyoupiaoliang。

womenyigeyueqianquleneijiataiguocanting,qingzhuwomendelianaijinianri,tamailexianhuaheliwu,tiqianyudinglezuowei,yiqiedouhenwanmei,danchidaoyibanshiruantiandadianhualai,daizhekuqiangshuosusheturantingdian,menkouyouqiguaidejiaobusheng,tahenhaipa。duanyujingdangshikanqilaihenbunaifan,shenzhiduiwofahuo:“jiangqingshu,nishitasheyouhaishitama?jintianzheimezhongyaoderizi,nijiubunengbuguantama?”woyibiananfuta,yibiandanxinzheruantian,tazuihoutanlekouqi,jieshulewancan,hewoyiqihuixuexiao。

siniandeliaotianjilusihuyongyuanyefanbuwan,woyitiaoyitiaodikanzhe,guoqudediandiandididouyongshangxintou。

tajingchangshuoyaoganxiesheyouzhaoguwo,jingchangqingdajiachifan,zheipinlvshenzhichaoguolehewodanduchifan;meicijiwomaideliwuzonghuijiruantianyedaiyifen,haikaiwanxiaoshuoguimishixiaozhangmuniang,tashiwozuihaodepengyou,ziranyaohaohaotaohao……

gangkaishizaiyiqishi,duanyujingcengduiwoshuo:“nihuishiwoduyiwuerdepianai。”

但我早该意识到的。

zaizheifenpianaizhong,yijingchanruletaiduodisangerendeyingzi。