第4章四
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，wozaiyiyuandebingchuangshangxingleguolai。
yizhengyan，wojiukandaolemamakushoudeshenqupazaiwodechuangbian，yizhishouhaijinjinzuanzhewodeshoubei，shengpabunengdiyishijianganshoudaowoxinglaidedongjing。
“nannan，nizhongyuxingle，nihunmilezhengzhengsantiana，nixianzaiganjuehaihaoma？。”
“niqianwanbieshangxin，haizi…haizihaihuizaiyoude，nikeqianwanbaozhongshenti。”
woruzaoleipi，dangshiwojiujuedebudui，meixiangdaowokukuqiule5niandehaizijingbeimingyuxuanyijiaozangsong。
我真的好恨。
wokanleyanshouji，zaiwoxiaoshidezheisantianli，mingyuxuanmeijiwofayitiaoxiaoxi。
meicichaojia，tajiuhuilengchuli，ranhoudengzhewo**lian，babadecoushangqu，qiuzhetajitataijiexia，kezheici，wobuhuile。
zaidezhi，wohaixuyaozhuyuanxiuyangyigexingqihou，wojimingyuxuanfaqulexinxi，gaosutayizhouhouminzhengjujian，yiqiqubanlihunshouxu。
kandaowomatuozhebingtihaiyaomangqianmanghoudezhaoguwo，wodexinzhonggengshisuanchunannai。
weimiantadanxin，lihundeshiwoxianbudasuangaosuta，dengshichenghouzaihuanhuanxiangtajieshi，buchengxiang，queyincimaixialehuogen。
yixingqihou，woquleminzhengju，zuodengyoudengbujianmingyuxuandeshenying。
wunaizhixia，wohuilejia，dakaimenhouquetingjianlecuiqiandeshengyin。
“yuxuange，wohaohaipa，anjiejiehuilaibuhuibawoganchuquba？”
“tagan！tazuihaorenqingchuzheidaodishisheijia，nijiuanxindaizhebeijia。”
mingyuxuanyibianqingroudifuzhecuiqiandefading，yibianhainazheshuiguotouweita。
cuiqianxiangwotoulailetiaoxindemuguang。
“aiya，anjiejiehuilaile。suanmingdashishuo，wozaiyuxuangedefangzilibeijiazuiwangwo，fanzhengnifeiyaobanhuixiangxiaqu，fangzixianzheyeshixianzhe，yuxuangejiubawojielaile，nibuhuijieyiba。”
shuowanhaiyongtoucenglecengmingyuxuandeshou。
woerhuabushuoyibahaozhutadetoufa，baolidijiangtawangmenkouzhuaiqu。
“nigefengpozi，jiwozhushou！”
mingyuxuanpadidalewoyibazhang，yigegongzhubaojiangcuiqianbaoqi，xiangwomendezhuwozouqu。
wochihongzheshuangyan，mannaozidoushiwohecuiqiandexinchoujiuyuan。
zaihemingyuxuanlihunqian，woyidingyaobaofuhuiqu。
chenzhetamenbuzaiwonaleyigetietong，quwomadewoshijiangmingyuxuanfanghuilaidebiaobentongtongrengjinqu，ranhouyibahuoshaolegeganjing。
cuiqiankanlingyigewoshimaoyanganguolaichakan，quezhikandaoyitonghuijin。
takandaozijideduonianzhenzangyichaojinhui，jianjiaozhehunleguoqu。
mingyuxuankandaocijingjiderutongreguoshangdemayi，ganjinbodale120。
wokandaoci，pojuefengci，woliuchanjinyiyuantashiruowudu，cuiqianzhishitaiguojidong，taquejidetiaojiao。
wohuidaoyiyuan，quzhaoguqianjitiantaiguocaolaoerhundaozhuyuandemama，quejiedaolemingyuxuandedianhua。
yikaikoubianshixingshiwenzui。
“qianqianjiubeijiazhulianggexingqizenmele，nizhiyuzheimezhenduita，xingkuizheicitameishenmedashi，fouzewojuebuqingraoni！”
qiguaideshi，woxianzaixinzhongquemeiyoutaiduofenhen，zhishilenglengdihuiyingta。
“wobuguannizenyangduidaiwo，wozhigennishuoliangjianshi。”
“diyijianshi，niqinshoushasilezijidehaizi。。”
“dierjianshi，mingtianshangwubadianbanminzhengju，niruguobulaigenwolihun，wopinlemingyeyaotuoniyiqi！”