第一章
wodezhangfuyanjilewo，henwonaqianbaoyangta。
kedangtazhidao，tadebaiyueguangshengbowodejiaomojitazhibingdeneiyike。
他却彻底崩溃了。
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luchizhouhuiguoneitian，woyijingsiquhenjiule。
可惜他并不知道。
tadaizhezijidebaiyueguangqinwanyi，congchelichulaideshihou，zhengshiwanzhongzhumudejiaodian。
angguidexizhuanghelaosilaisi，wenwankeren、duanzhuangdafangdenvyou，jijiangshangshidegongsi，yijifengyongershangdejizhe......
cengjingbeiwozaqiandeqiongxiaozi，rujinzhongyushiyangmeituqi。zheigeshangjiexingui，zaizheiyikezoushanglerenshengdedianfeng。
tadongzuoyouyacongrong，qinmiwanqiqinwanyideshou，errenxiangshiyixiao。
说不出的甜蜜。
“luxiansheng，zaojiutingshuonindexingongsijijiangshangshi，rujinheqin**yeshiyaohaoshijindeyisima？”
“luxiansheng，qingwenninzenmekandaiqianqipaoqinin，juankuanertaodexingwei？”
“luxiansheng......”
mianduijizhemenyigejieyigedewenti，luchizhoushizhonghanzhejinguidexiaorong。
dairenqunshaoshaoanjing，tacaitaishoushiyi。
“ganxiegeweijizhepengyoumendeguanzhu，zaici，lumourenyicixingjiedageweideyiwen。”
“wodegongsizandingyuxiageyueshangshi，tongshi，yerudajiacaicedeneiyang，wohewanyi......”
tazhuantoukanleyiyanqinwanyi，erhoulaqiduifangdeshou，shizhijiaokou。
“yejiangyuxiageyuejiehun。”
zhouweidejizheyeshiyouyansede，fenfenbiaoshizhufu。
“zuihou，dajiadouzhidao，womingyishangdeqizi，xieranran......”
tidaowo，tayanshenlikebiandelengjun，hanqibiren，xianqiyouyane。
“tazaiwoshuangmushiming，zuijiannandeshihoujuankuantaozoupaoqiwo。kejianpinxingbeilie，lingrentuoqi。”
“cicihuilai，woyeyaohetazuogeleduan，zhengshilihun。”
gangganghairenaodejizhemenshunjianchenji，piankezhihouzhongyuyourenkaikou。
“luxiansheng，nizhenshitaishanliangle，juwosuozhi，xieranranzainidaxueshi，mingzhininjiatingqueqian，quenaqianweixieninhetazaiyiqi。”
“jiushi，yingshengshengchaisanninheqin**sannian。”
“zheiyangxianpinaifu，muzhongwurendenvren，jiugaiqusi。”
......
就该去死。
buyongyinggaile，woyijingsile。