lusichengchuxianzaierloudepinlvmingxianzengjiale。
tabuzaixiangyiqianneiyang,zhishizaimenkouduanzanditingliu,ershihuizhaogezhongjiekoujinlai。
youshishisongyipanshuiguo,youshishiwenyijuluniandeqingkuang。
dantashenchendemuguang,zongshiyouyiwuyidiluozaiwoshenshang。
woduicishierbujian,yijiuyangezunshouzhewodedagongrenshouze。
talai,wobianqishenhuibaogongzuo,tiaoliqingxi,yongcizhuanye,xiangzaizuoxiangmubaogao。
tazou,wobianjixuwodegongzuo,buduoshuoyijufeihua,buduojiyigeyanshen。
wodelengdanheshuli,xiangyiduwuxingdeqiang,jiangtasuoyoudeshitandoudangzailewaimian。
erlunian,zaiwodechengxuhuapeibanxia,qingkuangyitianbiyitianhao。
tabuzaikangjuwodekaojin,shenzhihuizhudonglazhewodeyijiao,rangwopeitayiqiwan。
tayiranchenmo,dantadeyanjingli,kaishiyouleguang。
zhuanyanjian,yigeyueguoqule。
neitianxiawu,yangguangzhenghao。
wozhengzaijiaolunianyongcaisedeniantuniexiaodongwu。
wodeshouhenqiao,yizhihuolinghuoxiandexiaotuzihenkuaijiuzaiwoshouzhongchengxing。
luniankandemubuzhuanjing,tashenchuxiaoshou,xiaoxinyiyidipenglepengxiaotuzidezhangerduo,ranhoutaiqitoukanwo。
neishiwodiyici,zaitadeyanjinglikandaoruciqingxideqingxu,kewanghexiai。
wobaxiaotuzidijita,gulidao:“niyekeyishishi。”
tajieguoxiaotuzi,baobeisidepengzaishouxin。
ranhouxuezhewodeyangzi,naqiyikuaibaisedeniantu,benzhuodinieleqilai。
jiuzaizheishi,shufangdemenkaile,lusichengzoulechulai。tadagaishixiangkankanerzi,jiaobuhenqing。
luniannielebantian,shoulideniantuhaishibuchengxing,tayouxiezheji,xiaolianzhangdetonghong,qiuzhudikanxiangwo。
wowozhutadexiaoshou,yindaozheta:“bieji,nikan,zheiliyaocuoyuan,zheiliyaonieyixia……”
huoxushiwodeshengyinrangtagandaoleanxin,tajinbengdeshentimanmanfangsongxialai。
takanzhewo,xiaozuizhanglezhang,yigemohudeyinjie,congtadehoulongliyilechulai:
“然……然……”
我的动作瞬间僵住。
menkoudelusicheng,yeruzaoleijiban,jiangzaileyuandi。
luniansihubingbuzhidaozijizuoleduomejingtiandongdideshi。
tajianwomeifanying,youlalelawodexiuzi,daizheyisijiqie,youhanleyisheng:
“然然!”
bushishangyishineishengrangwowanjiebufude“mama”。
而是“然然”。
我的名字。
wodexin,zaineiyike,xiangshibeishenmedongxihenhendizhuangleyixia。
wokanzhelunianqingchedeyanjing,neilimian,daoyingzhewanwanzhengzhengdewo,suran。
erbushilingyigenvrendeyingzi。
judadechongjirangwoyishijianshuobuchuhualai。
erlusicheng,yijingkuaibuzouleguolai。
tadunxiashen,kanzhezijideerzi,yankuangfanhong,shengyinyinweijidongerweiweizhandou:
“niannian,ni……nigangcaishuoshenme?zaijiaoyici?”
lunianquexiangshishoulejing,likebishangzuiba,youtuihuidaolezijideqiaoli。
renpinglusichezenmezhuiwen,doubuzaikaikou。
lusichengdemuguang,zuizhongluozailewodeshenshang。
那眼神,无比复杂。
youzhenjing,youkuangxi,haiyouyizhongwocongweizaitayanzhongjianguoguntangdedongxi。
neiyizhengtian,lusichengdouyouxiexinshenbuning。
daolexiawuliudian,wozhunshishoushidongxizhunbeixiaban。
“suran,”tajiaozhuwo,shengyinyouxieshaya。
“jinwan……biezoule,liuxialaiyiqichifanba。jiudangshi……qingzhunianniankaikoushuohua。”
tadeyuqilidaizheyisiburongjujuedeqiangshi,danyanshenli,queyouzangzheyisiqipan。
huanzuoshangyishidewo,kongpazaoyishouchongruojing,yuntouzhuanxiang。
danwozhishipingjingditaiqishouwan,kanlekanbiao。
ranhou,wodangzhetademian,nachushouji,diankailejishiqi,anxialekaishijian。
qingcuide“di”shengzaianjingdeketinglixiangqi。
wotaiqitou,yingshangtacuoedemuguang,lianshangguazhebiaozhunershulidezhiyeweixiao:
“keyi,luzong。xianzaishiwanshangliudianlingyifen,jiabanshijiankaishijisuan。”
“anzhaohetong,sanbeishixin。ninquedingyaowoliuxiama?”
talianshangsuoyouaimeide、wenqingde、shitandebiaoqing,shunjianninggule。
takanzhewoshoujipingmushangtiaodongdeshuzi。
yingjundelianpangshangdiyiciliuluchuyizhongjinsiyucuobaiheshikongdeshenqing。
tadagaicongweixiangguo,youyitian,huiyourenyongzheizhongfangshi,jiangtajingxinyingzaodefenwei,qiaodefensui。
wonengganjuedao,taneishuangshensuideyanmouli,youshenmedongxizhengzaijuliedifanyong。
tayishidao,yanqianzheigenvren,jiuxiangyipengzhuabuzhudesha。
tayueshiyongli,taliushideyuekuai。
taxiangyaode,sihuyijingbujinjinshiyigenengzhihaotaerzidegongjurenle。