第1章癌症晚期
bingchengdeshiyiyue，yijingkaishixiaxuele。
yehuancongyiyuanchulai，kanzhehunandetiankongzhonghuanhuanpiaoluodexuehua，buzijuedetankaizhangxinqujie。
mantianfeiwudexuehua，meidexiangmengjing。
zhishi，zheiyangdemeijing，tashikanyicishaoyicile。
“weiaiwanqi，zuiduoyezhiyoulianggeyuedeshijianle。“shifenzhongqian，yishengxuanbuleyehuandesiwangriqi。
lianggeyue，talianlainianchuntiandefengdouganshoubudaole。
dan，ruguozugouxingyun，taxingxunengaodaochuxi，peifuyanzhouguowanzuihouzheigexinnian。
xiangqifuyanzhou，yehuanxinkoujiuzhetengleyixia，suansedeqingxudunshizaixinzhongfanyongqilai。
tahefuyanzhoushizaiwunianqianxiangshixiangzhixiangaide，neishidetamen，yigeshishiyegangqibudeyouzhiqingnian，yigeshigangchuxiaomendemengdongnvda。
yigejunlang，yiqifengfa：yigehuopo，qingchunjingli。
henshizirande，meiyourenhepudiande，tamenbicixiangai，xieshougongjin，xianghufuchizhezoulehenjiudelu。
danaiqing，sihujingbuqishijiandetuiqiao，youqishiduinanren，yidantagongchengmingjiu，shouwodaquan。
neigecongqianpeizhetazouguorenshengdigudenvren，sihujiuchengleaiyandecunzai。
bijingzheigenvrenshiketixingzheta，neixietamopagundananzoudelu，tacongqianzoudeyouduolangbeiduobukan。
yufuyanzhoueryan，yehuanjiushizheiyangdecunzai。
suoyi，zaifushishangshihou，zaifuyanzhouchengweibingchengzhishoukeredeqiyejiahou，zaiyehuanmanxinhuanxidedengzhetaqutashi。
tadaizhejiangyuxinlaidaotamenzhulewuniandefangzili，gaosuta，taaishanglebieren，tayaoquneigejiaojiangyuxindenvren。
yehuandangshidaidaidewangzhefuyanzhouhejiangyuxinjinjinqianzaiyiqideshou，henjiudoumeinengshuochuyigezi。
yiqielaidetaiguoturan，taneiju，“weishenme？”wenchulaideshihou，fuyanzhouyijinglazhejiangyuxinlikaile。
cihou，yilianshuyue，tadoumeizaijiandaoguofuyanzhou，taqufushizhaoguota，yequfujiadengguo，kezuihoudoupulekong。
zuihoudezuihou，tashizaibingchengdetoutiaozhiboshangkanjianletadexiaoxi，tahejiangyuxindinghundexiaoxi。
yehuanshimengde，tachongqulejizhefabuhuidexianchang，taxiangwengeqingchu，wentaweishenmeyaodiuxiata？wentazijijiujingzuocuoleshenme？
ketakanjiande，shisulaiqinglengdefuyanzhoujiangjiangyuxinlouzaihuaili，zaiquanchengjizhedemeiguangdengxia，gaodiaoshenqingdeshenwenzhetadeweihunqi。
yeshikexiao，daolezheigeshihou，tadouyaosile，taxiangdejingshihefuyanzhouguowanzheizuihoudeyigexinnian。
xueyuexiayueda，meiyihuidegongfu，tashenshangluoledapiandejixue，hanqisuizhelengfengrulexin，zhourandelengyirangtaqingxingleguolai。
jiranzhudingletahefuyanzhouyaofenkai，neijiurangbicitimianxie，taliyingzaitadeshijieli，xiaoshidechedixie，rutongcongweichuxianguoyiban。
zheiyiye，yehuanzhenglilezheiwunianlai，tahefuyanzhouzaiyiqishidesuoyoujiyi。
zaiyiqideshijiantaijiu，tamenyoutaiduodehuiyiheqianche，zhengzhengyiye，tazhenglilehaojixiangzidedongxi。
kanzheketingliduizaiyiqidedadaxiaoxiaodexiangzi，yehuanyouxiechushen，zheixiedongxidaduodoushifuyanzhougangchuangyeneijinianjitamaideliwu。
neigeshihou，tashenshangmeishenmeqian，suoyimaihuilaideliwu，daduodoushixiejishikuaijibaikuaidewanouhuozheshiyixieyangshijingzhijiagepingmindexianglianshouzhuo，haiyoudeshitazaidadaxiaoxiaojierilisongdexianhua，beiyehuanjingxin**chengleganhuabaocunleqilai。
zixikanlai，zheixiedongxisihudoushifuyanzhouqianjiniansongde，suizhetadeshiyeyuelaiyuechenggong，zheiliangnianli，tasihumeizaisongguozijishenmeliwule，lianxianhua，sihudoubucengyouguole。
yuanlai，tabushituranbuaitade，zhishitadeganzhitaichidun，suoyidaoxianzaicaifaxian，zijizaihenzaozhiqianjiubeisheqile。
“da！”xuanguanchuchuanlaikaisuodeshengyin。
yehuanxiayishidehuitoukanqu，muguanghexuanguanchudenanrenbuqieryu。
simuxiangdui，yehuanxinkouhaishirenbuzhujiucheleqilai，tazenmehuilaile？
“wolainahukouben，shunbianbawodedongxibanzou。”fuyanzhoudemuguangzhishizaiyehuanshenshangtingleyishun，suiyipieleyanketinglidadaxiaoxiaodexiangzi，mianwubiaoqingdekaikou。
“ng！”yehuannuokaileluozaitashenshangdemuguang，pingjingdekailekou。
fuyanzhoudejiaobuyidun，buyoudeshenshendekanletayiyan，tayiweijiandaota，tahuibengkuidezhiwentaweishenme？
tazheimepingjing，shitameixiangdaode。
danyejiushiyihuoyishun，tabianzhijiejinlewoshi，jiangshuyutadedongxi，douyiyishounajinlexinglixiangzhong。
fuyanzhoutizhexinglixiangchulaideshihou，jianjigegongrenzhengzaibanfangzaiketinglideneixiexiangzi。
eryehuankanzhebeibanzoudexiangzi，manyanbeishang。
potianhuangde，takaikouwenleyiju，“xiangzilishishenme？”