第1章 我只是不爱你了

“lixinwan,ninaogoulemeiyou?kuaixialai!”

tiantaishangdefenghenda,shunjianbianbagujingniandeshengyinjichuisanle,lixinwanbaoxizuozaitiantaidebianyuan,yixiayixiadekenzhezijidezhijia。taxianzaijiuzuozaitiantaibianshang,yaoyaoyuzhui,fangfozhiyaozheitiantaidefengzaidayidian,doukeyibatajichuixiaqu。kejiusuandaolezheigeshihou,gujingnianqueyijiurenweishitazaiwuliqunao,shenzhilianyijuguanxindehuayudoumeiyou。

zheijiushitaailezhengzhengshiniandenanren,tazheibeizizuimeihaodeshiguang,douyonglaiaizheigenanrenle。kedaolexianzai,tadouhuanbulainanrendeyidianlianxiheyidianzhenxin。

lixinwanfangxiashou,yaoyaohuanghuangdezhanqilai,zhuanguoshenlai,shenshangdebaiqunsuifengchuidong,tayiluchijiaoshangletiantai,cikejiaoshangmanshishangkou,xianxuelinli。lixinwanjuedezijixianzaijiuxiangtonghuali,zouzaidaojianshangdexiaomeirenyu。zhishi,xiaomeirenyushiweilezouxiangtadewangzi,ertashiweilezouxiangtadebuguilu。

“shidaorujin,nihairenweishiwozaiwuliqunao。”lixinwangoulegouzuijiao,zhangkaishuangshouzuochuyigeyongbaodezitai,buwujifengdewendao:“gujingnian,shibushiwoguaiguaixialai,rangniyazhequshoushutaizhailewodexinzang,jiusuanshibuwuliqunaole,shima?”

tingdaozheihua,gujingnianyiguanlengjingdebiaoqingzhongyuyouleyisihuangluan,shengyinyedailezhandou:“lixinwan,nizaihushuoxieshenme?”

“hushuo?shiwozaihushuoma?nandao,nibuxiangyaowodexinzanglema?”lixinwanweiweicelecetou,yanshenzhizhongyouyisiwugu:“gujingnian,nibuxiangyaowodexinzangqujiurenlema?”

“bu,bushizheiyangde,zhimengta……”

tingdaozheigemingzidelixinwanfangxiashou,jinjindebaozhuziji。zheigemingziyouruyitiaojingji,jiangtajichanraoqilai,jingjishangdemeigencidouhenhendezhajinletadeshentizhinei。kebukeyibuyaozaitizheigemingzi?kebukeyibuyaozaitile?tabuxiangting,tazhendebuxiangtinga!

lixinwanzaixinlikukunahanzhe,kelingyibiandegujingnianbingbuzhixiao,rengjiuzaiweibaizhimengshuozhehaohua。lixinwanmengdetaiqitoulai,shengsilijiedejiangxinzhongdenahanhanlechulai:“buyaozaititademingzile,buyaozaitile!wobuxiangcongnizuilitingdaoyouguantadeyiqie!”

gujingnianyileng,tameiyouxiangdaolixinwanhuirucidejidong。shenxileyikouqi,gujingnianjinliangrangzijideyuqipinghuanyixie:“hao,wobuti,nixianxialaihaobuhao?”

lixinwanyaoleyaotou,leishuisuijiluoxia:“gujingnian,nizhidaoma?wohenbaizhimeng,kewoyouduohentajiuyouduohenni。wohenni,henniweilelingyigenvrenguyijiejinwo;wohenni,hennimingmingjiubuaiwoquehaiyaohewojiehun!

niweilewodexinzanglaidaowodeshenbian,kuxinjingyingjiwobianzhiyichangmeimeng。jiwoyizhongcuojue,rangwoyiweiniyeshiaiwode。weishenmenijilewoyichangmeimeng,youyaoqinshouhuileta?nixinxinniannianzhiyoubaizhimeng,neiwoni?wozheixieniandeshiguangsuanshenme?niyoumeiyouweiwoxiangguo,meiyoulexin,woyaozenmehuoxiaqu?

yilianchuandezhiwen,gengshiranggujingniancuoebuyi:“nizaishuoshenme?wotingbumingbai,nibuyaoluanxianghaobuhao?”

kanzhegujingniandebiaoqing,lixinwanchadianjiuxiangxingujingnianzhendebuzhiqingle。kexiangdaozaiwoshilikandaodeneifenbaizhiheizidebaogao,xiangqitaqinyankandaogujingnianhebaizhimengbaozaiyiqidehuamian,xiangqitaqinertingdaogujingniangaosubaizhimenghenkuaijiuhuiweitazhaodaoheshidexinzang。lixinwanzhendeyijingzhaobudaokeyijixuxiangxingujingniandeliyoule。

gujingnianshiyigezuiyouxiudepianzi,pianletazhengzhengsannian,pianletadexin,pianletadehunyin。xianzai,tayouzenmekeyijixushangdangshoupianni?

“gujingnian,niyaopianwodaoshenmeshihouni?baizhimengxinzangshuaijie,dengzhexinzangyizhijitajiuming。ernengjiutadeneikexinzang,zaiwozhei,bushima?”

“wobuguannizaihushuoxieshenme,nixianzaimashangjiwoxialai!niyaoshigantiaoxiaqu,woyidinghuirangzhenggelishijituanjinipeizang!”gujingniansihuzhongyuyishidaotadechujing,yuqiyouxiebianle。

kanzheyanqianqijibaihuaidegujingnian,lixinwanzhijuedexiqi。congqiandegujingnianyongyuandoushilengjingzichide,meiyouxiangdao,zijiyouyitianyekeyijiandaogujingnianzheiyangdeyimian。buguocongjinyihou,gujingnianruhe,douyutawuguanle。

zheixienianlai,tayizhihuozaiyigemengli,xianzaimengpole,tayekanqinglezhenxiang。shitataishataidanchun,xianggujingnianneiyanggaobukepandenanren,zenmehuihuranbeitadechixinsuodadong,congeryifabukeshoushideaishangta。

zhenxiangbukan,kejiushizheiyangbukandezhenxiang,caizhongyujiaoxingleta。ruguokeyidehua,tazhendexiwangyiqiekeyizhonglai,tazaiyebuyaoyujiangujingnian,yebuyaozaiaishangta。

lixinwanhuiguotoukanleyiyanloudi,shicengloudejulizairujingaoloudashalinlideshidaibingbusuangao。keshi,congzheishilouyiyueerxiaderen,quemeiyouyigekeyihuoxiaqude,zheiyangdegaoduduiyuxianzaidelixinwanlaishuo,zugoule!

“lixinwan,xialai,nitingdaowodehualemeiyou?xialai!”gujingniansihuyouxieqijibaihuaile,zhishilixinwanquebuxiangzaihecongqianyiyangquhongququanle。

“gujingnian,congjinyihou,womenyongbuxiangjianle。”

lixinwandishengninan,buzaikangujingnianyiyan,baisedeshenyingyiyueerxia……