wanyanshang，wudaojiaqiziqinshouweimeiweikoudenanwubanboxiashi。
suoyourendougangadikanzhewo。
bushiyinweiwoshitazhangfudeshenfenyuanyin。
而是前一秒。
wohaizaigentouzishangxinshidandandishuo：
“kongquewuzuijingsuishizhangzhijiadelingdongnitai，shenzhixiazuoweikongquewudeweiyichuanchengren，tadeshoushangleyiwanbaoxian，pingshiweilebaohushou，liancanjudoubuna。”
weileyuanchang，wozifasanbeibaijiu。
xuesiconghoulongyongleshanglai,wozhandouzheshouqiushenzhixiadizhangzhijin。
她却掀翻桌子：
“nizijimeizhangshou？buzhidaowodeshouhenjinguima？”
banianle，lianyuqidouhediyicizhengchaoshiruchuyizhe。
tawanzhewubanzouhou，wozhongyumingbai，womenzaogaifenkaile。
1.
“baoqian，ranggeweijianxiaole。”
womianqiangchechuyigexiaorong，
“wudaojiadouyouxie...yishujiadepiqi。”
zouchujiudianshi，womochushouji，suopinghaishishenzhixiadehuojiangzhaopian。
banianqian，womenjiehunhou。
wojiufangqilezijidewudaoshiye，quanshenxintourudaotuiguangtadekongquewuzhong。
congxianchengxiaojuchangdaoguojiadajuyuan，congwurenwenjindaoyipiaonanqiu，wopeitazouguomeiyigetaijie。
shenzhixiataoyanwotixingtabaohushouzhi，taoyanwoanpaitadexingcheng，taoyanwoxianggejianhurenyiyanggenzaitashenhou。
“woshiyishujia，bushinidetixianmuou！”
moucizhengchaohoutazheiyanghoudao。
huidaojiazhong，liangongfangdejingzishanghaitiezheshenzhixiazuihouyicipailianderichengbiao。
wozoujinzheigetadaideshijianbiwoshihaiduodedifang，shouzhiqingfuguobagan。
wozhandaojingziqian，manmantaiqishoubei。
duonianmeiyouxitongxunlian，shentizaoyijiangying，danjiroujiyihaizai。
wocengjingzuinashoudexuanzhuandongzuo。
kewobuzainianqing，yanjiaoyoulexiwen，shencaiyeburucongqiantingba。
“yuanlainihaijidezenmetiaowu。”
shenzhixiayizaimenkuangshang，buzhiheshihuilaide。
tatuolegaogenxie，guangjiaocaizaidibanshang。
“woyiweinibuhuilaile。”woshuo。
tazoujinlai，babeizifangzaigangqinshang：“wanglenamingtianyaoyongdelepu。”
tademuguangsaoguowodezhanzi，“nihenjiumeitiaowule。”
“八年零四个月。”
wozhunquedishuochuzicongchengweitajingjirenneitianqideshijian。
shenzhixiachenmoleyihuier，turanshuo：
“林修很有天赋。”
“kandechulai。”wobaochishengyinpingwen，
“takannideyanshen，jiuxiangwodangnianyiyang。”
tamengditaitou，kongquebandeyanjinglishanguoyisiyayi，suijiyouhuifulengmo：
“你什么意思？”
“没什么。”
wozouxiangta，zaijuliyibuyuandedifangtingxia，
“zhishituranmingbaileyixieshi。”
“什么事？”
“womenzaogaifenkaile。”
shenzhixiadeyanjingdengdale，tuzhelansezhijiayoudeshouzhiwuyishidiquansuoqilai
——zheishitajinzhangshidexiaodongzuo。
banianlai，wodiyicizaitamianqianrucipingjingdishuochuzheijuhua。
“你喝多了。”
tazuizhongshuodao，zhuanshenqunalepu。
“wohenqingxing。”wogenzhetazouchuliangongfang，
“mingtianwohuilianxilvshi，qicaolihunxieyi。nifangxin，wobuhuiyaoniderenhedongxi，baokuoneidongwomenmingyishanggongyoudebieshu。”
tatingxiajiaobu，beiyingjiangying：
“jiuyinweiwojilinxiubolexia？”
“bu，yinweibanianlai，nicongmeiweiwoboguoyizhixia。”
我轻声说，
“shenzhizaiwoweichuxuezhuyuanshi，niyemeilaikanguowoyiyan，yinweineitianyougezhongyaodecaifang。”
shenzhixiazhuanguoshen，lianshangshiwodubudongdebiaoqing：
“nizhidaowoyouduomang...”
“wozhidao。”wodaduanta，
“wozhidaoniweileyishufuchuleduoshao。danwoyefuchule，zhishimeirenjidezhoujingchuancengjingyeshigewuzhe，meirenjidetafangqileshenme。”
tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhongzhishibaojinlelepu：
“随便你。”
mingtian，wojiangzhongxinkaishi。
buzaishishenzhixiadezhangfu，buzaishikongquegongzhudejingjiren，zhishizhoujingchuan
——neigecengjingreaiwudaodenianqingren。
zheibanianlai，wodiyicigandaoziyou。
2.
diertian，wozaozaoxinglaishoushidongxi。
“你在干什么？”
沈知夏抱起双臂：
“你认真的？”
“wojintianjiuhuibanchuqu，lvshixiawuhuilianxini。”
wojiangjijianchenshandiehaofangjinshoutixiang，
“gongyuyijingzuhaole，zaichengdong。”
“chengdong？”tachixiaoyisheng，“neizhongpodifangniyezhudeguan？”
wotingxiadongzuo，zhishitadeyanjing：
“zhixia，zheibanianlai，wozhuzainidebieshuli，kaizhenideche，huazhenizhuandeqian。xianzaiwoxiangshishikaozijinenghuochengshenmeyang。”
tadebiaoqingjiangzhule：“nishizaiguaiwo？”
“不。”我摇摇头，
“shiwozijidexuanze。wozhishi...buxiangzaizheiyangxiaqule。”
shenzhixiadezuichunminchengyitiaoxixian，yanjinglishanshuozhefennudehuohua：
“hao，henhao。zhoujingchuan，nibiehouhui。”
tazhuanshenyaozou，youtingzhu，
“duile，xiageyuedeguojiwudaojie，linxiuhuidaitinidangwodejingjiren。”
我点点头：
“他很合适。”
zheijuhuaxiangzhenyiyangcizhongleta。
shenzhixiamengdizhuanshen，shuipaozaikongzhonghuachuyidaohuxian：
“nijiubuwenwenwoweishenmexuanta？”
“zheishinideziyou。”wopingjingdishuo，
“jiuxiangwolikaiyeshiwodeziyou。”
tadexiongkoujulieqifu，turanzhuaqishuzhuangtaishangdeyigebolipinghenhenzaxiangqiangbi。
“滚！现在就滚！”
tajianjiaozhe，shengyinlishiwocongweitingguodeshikong。
womeiyouzaishuoshenme，naqiyijingshoushihaodexingliheneizhijiuxinglixiang，congtashenbianzouguo。
zaimenkou，wozuihouhuitoukanleyiyanzheigeshenghuolebaniandedifang，shenzhixiazhanzaiyidibolisuipianzhong，beiyingjueqiangergudu。
新家的确又小又破。
wohaimeibadongxifangxia，zhulifalaidexiaoxi：
「zhouxiansheng，shenlaoshirangwobanindeyixiesirenwupinjidaonali？」
wohuifulegongyudizhi，xianglexiangyoubuchong：
「gaosuta，wudaojiedexiangguanziliaodouzaishufangdisangechoutili，linxiuhuixuyaotamen。」
对方很快回复：
「shenlaoshishuo，meiyounintazhaoyangnengchulihaoyiqie。」
wojihunengxiangxiangshenzhixiashuozheihuashidebiaoqing，yanshenjuao。
banianlai，tayizhirucizixin，renweiwohuiyongyuanzaitashenhou，xiangyingziyiyangzhongcheng。
shoujiliyijingdanchubaodao：
《kongquegongzhushenzhixiayujingjirenzhangfuyisihunbian，xinwubanlinxiuhuojiangjieshoujingjigongzuo》。
peitushizuowanyanhuitingmenkou，shenzhixiawanzhelinxiulikaidebeiying。
woguandiaoyemian，zhixianganjingdidaihuier。
zhoumodewudaoyongpindianrenbuduo，meixiangdaowozaizheiliyouyudaoshenzhixiahelinxiu。
shenzhixiatabishangcijianmianshouleyixie，yanxiayoudandandeqingse。
“jingchuan？”tadeshengyinqingdejihutingbujian。
shenzhixiadingzhewoshouzhongdedongxi，meitoujianjianzhouqi：
“nizaimaibagan？weishenme？”
“显而易见。”
wozhongfulegangcaiduilinxiushuodehua，
“为了跳舞。”
她的瞳孔微微扩大：
“nirenzhende？sanshiwusuifuchu？”
“sanshiliu，xiageyueshengri。”
我平静地纠正她，
“chenjiaoshourenweiwohaiyoujihui。”
“chenjiaoshou？”shenzhixialengxiaoyisheng，
“neigelaohutuhaihuozhe？”
woxiongkouyizhi，banianhunyin，tamingmingzhidaochenjiaoshouduiwoyiweizheshenme。
“tahenhao，bidaduoshurendouqingxing。”
wojiangyiwuguazaipangbiandejiazishang，
“budaraonimengouwule。”
zhuanshenyaozoushi，shenzhixiabijinyibu，shenshangdandandemolixiangshuiweipiaoguolai
——shiwomenjiehunsanzhounianshiwosongtadeneikuan。
“nidaodizaiwanshenmebaxi？”
tayadishengyin，yanjinglitiaodongzhenuhuo，
“naolihunhaibugou，feiyaolaiaiwodeyan？nigenzongwoshangyinleshiba。”
“chengdongzhiyouzheijiawudaoyongpindian，zhixia。womeigenzongnideaihao。”
“neinimaibaganganshenme？zhenyiweizijihainengtiaowu？”
tashangxiadaliangwo，muguangxiangdaoziyiyangguaguowodeshenti，
“nipangleshijinbuzhi，rourenxingtuihuadaoxiaoxueshengshuiping，liangejiandandexuanzhuandouhuitouyun——”
“goule。”wodaduanta，
“wozhidaozijidejuxian。danzheibuguannideshi。”
shenzhixiadezuichunzhandouleyixia，turanshenshouzhuazhuwodeshouwan：
“weishenmeshixianzai？banianle，niconglaimeitiguoxiangfuchu！”
tadeshouzhibingliang，zhijiajihuqiajinwodepifu。
我轻轻挣脱：
“yinweiwohualebanianshijiancaimingbai，wobubihuozaibierendeyinyingli，jishishinide。”
zheijuhuaxiangzhenyiyangcizhongleta。
shenzhixiadelianseshunjianbiandecangbai：
“huozai...wodeyinyingli？zhoujingchuan，meiyouwo，nishenmeyebushi。”
3.
zicongshangcibuhuanersanhou，woyouyigeduoyuemeijiandaoshenzhixiale。
zheitian，zhuliturandawodedianhua。
“zhouxiansheng，chudashile！”
xiaolindeshengyindaizhemingxiandekonghuang，
“shenlaoshidekongquewubeirenzhikongchaoxi，xianzaiwangshangyijingzhakaiguole！”
woyixiaziqingxingguolai，fanshenzuoqi：
“chaoxi？nayizhiwu？”
“《quezhiling》，zuijingdiandeneizhi！yourenbachuershinianqiandeguoyigewuzhedezuopin，dongzuobianpaijihuyimoyiyang！”
小林语速飞快，
“shipinduibiyijingzaiweiboresoudiyile，zhuanfaguoshiwan！”
我点开社交媒体。
guoran，#shenzhixiachaoxi#debiaoqianhoumiangenzheyigeshenhongsede“bao”zi。
dianjinqudiyitiaojiushibingpaidelianggeshipin。
shipinlidewudaodongzuoxiangsidulingrenzhenjing。
weiyidequbieshishenzhixiajiarulekongquewuteyoudeshouzhidongzuo，danzhengtibianpaikuangjiaruchuyizhe。
我深吸一口气，
“zhixiaxianzaizenmeyang？”
“wanquanbengkuile...tacongzuowankaishijiubazijisuozailiangongfangli，sheidedianhuadoubujie。tuanzhangyijingdalaisancile，shuozanzhushangyaochezi...”
xiaolindeshengyindilexiaqu，
“zhouxiansheng，ninnengguolaiyitangma？xianzaizhiyounindehuatakenenghaihuiting...”
我胸腔一阵钝痛。
jinguanyijingjuedingfenkai，dantingdaoshenzhixiaxianruweiji，shentihaishixianyulizhizuochulefanying。
“我半小时后到。”
我刚到别墅。
小林惊慌的说：
“qingkuanggengzaole，linxiuganggangzaiweiboshangfaleyiduanshipinshengming...”
小林点开视频。
“...zuoweishenzhixiawutuandechengyuan，wobudebushuochuzhenxiang。”
shipinzhongdelinxiushengyinjianding，yanshenqueshanshuobuding，
“《quezhiling》queshichaoxiledeguowudaojiahaiyinlixidezuopin。bujinruci，shenzhixiajinnianlaidexuduosuowei'yuanchuang'wudao，doushijiejianshenzhizhijienuoyongtarendechuangyi...”
“...zuifengcideshi，shenzhixiayizhibiaobangzijishikongquewudeweiyichuanchengren。”
linxiujixudao，zuijiaofuxianyisilengxiao，
“danshijishang，talianzuijibendewudaodaodedoubujubei。zuoweitade...wuban，wogandaoxiuchi。”
shenzhixiaquansuozaishafashang，yanjinghongzhong。
我还没出声安慰她。
takandaowobiaoqingcongmangranxunsuzhuanweifennu。
“nimanyile？xianzaiquanshijiedouzhidaowoshigepianzi，lianlinxiudoubeipanwo...nigaoxingle？”
“骗子！”
taturanzhuaqiyigekaodianzaxiangwo，
“nizaojiuzhidao？nihelinxiuchuantonghaode，shibushi？jiuweilebaofuwo！”
wodunxiashen，yutapingshi：
“zhixia，kanzhewo。wofashi，zaizheijianshishangwohenishitongyizhenxiande。”
tasisidingzhewodeyanjing，sihuzaipanduanwohuayudezhenshixing。
piankehou，tadejianbangkualexialai，zhenggerenxiangqianqingdao，etoudizaiwodejianbangshang。
“tamendouyaohuilewo...”
tadeshengyindaizheqiansuoweiyoudecuiruo，
“jingchuan，bangbangwo...zhiyouninengbangwole...”
jinguanzhidaotazuoguoshenme，cikedeshenzhixiayiranrangwoxinteng。
“wangshangxianzaishenmeqingkuang？”
我问一旁的小林。
“yijingzhakaiguole...”
xiaolinshuazheshouji，lianseyuelaiyuenankan，
“linxiudeneitiaoshipinzhuanfapobaiwanle，suoyouguanmeidouzaibaodao...tiana，wudaojiaxiehuigangfaleshengming，yaochexiaoshenlaoshidesuoyourongyujiangxiang！”
shenzhixiadeshentijuliezhandouleyixia，danmeiyoushuohua，zhishijiangshoushangdeshouzuanchenglequantou。
“lianxilvshilema？”wowen。
小林点点头：
“zhanglvshishuoqingkuanghenbuleguan，ruguodeguoneibianjuedingqisu...”
“不会的。”
shenzhixiaturankaikou，shengyinlengjingdekepa，
“haiyinlixiyijingsile，2003nianjiusile。tameiyourenheqinshu。”
wohexiaolintongshikanxiangta，zheigexinxiwuyizuoshiletaqueshichaoxideshishi。
shenzhixiasihuyeyishidaozijishuoloulezui，zuijiaochouchuleyixia。
shenzhixiadexiongkoujulieqifu，turanzhuazhuwodeshoubei：
“jingchuan，nidebangwo！xianzaizhiyouninengjiuwole！”
我轻轻挣开她的手：
“怎么帮？”
“nishiwodejingjiren...qianjingjiren。”tajicudishuo，
“nikeyifashengming，shuo《quezhiling》shinibianpaide，shinijiejianledeguorendezuopin，wobuzhiqing...”
wohoutuiyibu，buganxiangxinzijideerduo：
“niyaowotinidingzui？”
“bushidingzui！”tajidongdihandao，
“zhishi...fendanzeren！nishijingjiren，benlaijiuyoucanyubianwudezhize...”
“zhixia，”wodaduanta，
“womenlihunle。jidema？erqie《quezhiling》chuangzuoyushinianqian，neishihouwohaiburenshini。”
tadebiaoqingninggule，suijibiandeniuqu：
“suoyinijujuebangwo？kanzhewoshenbaiminglie？”
“wobushizheigeyisi...”
“那是什么意思？”
taturanpuxiangyipangdechaji，zhuaqiyidiewenjianshuaizaiwomianqian，
“看看这个！”
zhizhangsanluoyidi，wowanyaojianqiyizhang
——shilihunxieyishu，shangmianyoushenzhixialongfeifengwudeqianming。
dancike，zheifenwenjianbeihongsedemakebihuademianmuquanfei，dadade“void“(wuxiao)ziyangfugailezhenggeyemian。
“wosihuilelihunxieyi。”
taxuanbu，shengyinlidaizheyizhongbingtaidedeyi，
“falvshangwomenhaishifuqi。nibixubangwo！”