第4章4
ruguozheishihouyourenwenwo，nveryaowobangtashengerzihezhangfutiwobanzhunshengzhengzhijianjiujingnatiaogengbunengjieshou。
我会让他去死。
songzouyouzhengkuaidiyuan，wokuzuozaishafashang，naohailifanlaifuqudoushizheijirixuwenhedezuilian。
congtingshuonvernvxuhunzhangshihoudeyifentianying、daoshibushizhuacuozhongdiandeguaiyisiwei、zaidaohefuqiliangjianmianhoudeshencaiyiyi。
yuanlaiyiqiedouyoujikexun。
tamenyuanbenjiushichuantongyiqide，zhiyouwobeimengzaiguli。
可是为什么？
zhizhenzhixiangwudian，zhuoredetaiyangyijingluozaitianbian，sanshiletaibanwendu，wodexinyetongzheijianmeileyangguangdewuziyiyang，lengjibingliang。
yourenyongyaochidakailefangdaomen，xuwenhejingedeshengyincongxuanguanchuanlai。
“nizenmezaijia？zheidoujidianle，zenmebuqujiexiaowanfangxue？”
“xiaowanyoulaoshibangmangzhaokan，wanyihuierbudajin，”wodingzhechajishangdeshengyudengjizhengming，shengyinpingjing，“niguolai，jinikanyangdongxi。”
“shenmea，nijintianzenmeqiqiguaiguaide？”xuwenheyibiandunangyibianzouguolai，daikanqingwomianqiandeneizhangzhi，tachaneibianlelianse。
wotaitoukanta，jiangtadehuangluankanzaiyanli，xindigengshiyichen。
“zheishizenmehuishi？wohuaiyunle，zenmemeirentongzhiwo？”
xuwenheyaozhehoucaoya，duoshanzhemuguangbugantongwoduishi，banshang，tacaimosuozhekutuizaishafaneitouzuoxia。
“ningninghenxiangyaogeerzi，woshijuedeba......zanmenzuofumude，haiziyounan，nengbangchendehaishidebangchen。”
“younan？debang？”yiguhuoqichongshangwodenaomen，“heyongzenmebubang？nvrenshenghaizizouyangtajiulengbaoli？woweishenmebubang？tabuxiangshenghaiziwojiudebangtashengma？xuwenhe！nimenfunvzhenshiyiluhuose！”
xuwenheyishengzuikanzhongmingyu，wozunzhongta，jihumeiduitashuoguozhonghua，yanxiabeiwoyihou，tazhaixiayanjing，jingkoubuzeyan。
“meishuoyaonibangzheshenga，niyebukankanzijidesuishu，jiusuanshengle，chulaidehaizinengduojiankangma！”
wobukezhixin，zheishiyigeminsujiemingyujiaoshoushuochulaidehua？
xuwenhehuangruobujue，chixushuchu：“nveryijinghendongshile！kenjinimaiyitaoshizhongxindedafangzizuoweibuchang，tahaibugouxiaoshunma？zhishiranghaizizaiwomenzheierguageming，haizicongxianzaidaochusheng，douyouzhuanyerenshibangwomenwancheng！”
“niyiweiwojintianmangshenmequle？woyijingrangnidemingzixiezaifangbenshangle！”
xuwenhetaochuyigehongbenzishuaizaichajishang，xiangyongqilingwobizui。
kewoyijingzhuazhulezhongdian：“shenmejiaohaizicongxianzaidaochusheng？haiziyijingyoule？！”
shidaorujin，xuwenheyebudasuanzaimanshenme，tacongbizilihenglesheng，duanzhesizhubupakaishuitangdemoyang：“youle！yijingsangeyuele，taierfayudehenhao，buchuyiwai，nianqianningningjiunengruyuanbaoshangerzile。”
“daiyunfanfa！”wohuoranqishen，binlinbengkui，“tabudongshi，nijieshoulezheimeduojiaoyu，zenmenengzhifafanfa！”
“zheibenlaijiushihuisechanye，zhiyaozuodehaohennandingxing，meinixiangxiangdeneimekepa，”chuhuwodeyiliao，xuwenhejiweipingjing，“nixianzaizhixuyaozhuangzuoshenmedoubuzhidao，denghaizibaohuilai，baibaiduoyigesunzi，zheibuhaoma？”
“taxiangyaoerzi，weishenmebuzijiqubanzhunshengzheng，”wojinhujuewangdibishixuwenhedeyanjing，shitucongtashenshangzhaochuyidiandianwoshuxideyingzi，“nifeizheimedagongfupianwoqianzi，shibushiyeshixiangzijimingxiayougeerzi？”
可惜，我没找到。