zhenxianggongbuhou，wodeshenghuozhujianhuifuzhengchang。
neixiequxiaodingdandekehuyouhuilaile，neixiegongjiwoderenyexiaoshile。
fangfozhiqiandeyiqiedoumeiyoufashengguo。
danwozhidao，youxiedongxiyijingyongyuangaibianle。
biruwoduirenxingderenshi，biruwoduizheigeshijiedekanfa。
yigeyuehou，lujingshenyouchuxianzaiwodegongzuoshi。
"nilaiganshenme？"wotouyebutaidiwendao。
"woxianghenitantan。"tashuodao。
"womenmeishenmehaotande。"
"guanyuwomendeguoqu。"
"guoqujiurangtaguoquba。"wofangxiabi，kanzheta，"lujingshen，womenyijinglihunle。"
"wozhidao，danshiwoxiangxiangnidaoqian。"lujingshenchengkendishuo，"weiwozhiqianzuodeneixieshi。"
"daoqian？"wolengxiao，"xianzaizhidaodaoqianle？"
"wozhidaowocuole。"lujingshendeshengyinhenxiao，"wobuyinggaixiangxinanruo，buyinggailengluoni，gengbuyinggaiyaohenilihun。"
"keshinihaishizuole。"
"wo..."lujingshenwuyanyidui。
"lujingshen，nizhidaoma？"wokanzheta，"dangchunishuoyaohewolihundeshihou，wodexinjiusile。"
"白筱..."
"woailenisannian，weinifuchulesuoyou。"wodeshengyinkaishifadou，"keshiniweileyigegangrenshijigeyuedenvren，jiuyaopaoqiwo。"
"wodangshishibeimengbile..."
"beimengbi？"wozhanqilai，"lujingshen，nijuedezheigejiekounengshuofuwoma？"
"我..."
"ruguonizhendeaiwo，jiubuhuineimerongyibeibierenmengbi。"wolenglengdishuo，"guigenjiedi，haishinibugouaiwo。"
陆景深沉默了。
"suoyi，nidedaoqian，wobuxuyao。"wozhongxinzuoxia，"qinglikai。"
"baixiao，womenzhendebunengzhongxinkaishima？"lujingshenaiqiudao。
"zhongxinkaishi？"wolengxiao，"lujingshen，pojingnengzhongyuanma？"
"keyide，zhiyaowomendouyuanyi..."
"wobuyuanyi。"wodaduanta，"lujingshen，woduiniyijingmeiyourenheganqingle。"
"bukeneng，womenyouguoneimemeihaodehuiyi..."
"meihaodehuiyi？"wodeshengyinchongmanlefengci，"nishizhiwoweinifuchuyiqie，ernibeipanwodeneixiehuiyima？"
lujingshendeliansebiandecangbai。
"baixiao，wozhidaowoshanghaileni，danshi..."
"meiyoudanshi。"wojianjuedishuo，"lujingshen，womenjieshule，chedijieshule。"
"keshiwoaini..."
"aiwo？"wolengxiao，"nixianzaishuoaiwo，bujuedetaiwanlema？"
"shenmeshihoushuodoubuwan..."
"duiwolaishuo，yijingwanle。"wokanzheta，"lujingshen，nishiquwodeneiyike，jiuyongyuanshiqule。"
陆景深愣住了。
"suoyi，qingbuyaozailaidaraowole。"wojixugongzuo，"womenyongyuanbukenengle。"
lujingshenzhanzaiyuandihenjiu，zuizhonghaishilikaile。
wozhidao，zheicitabuhuizailaile。
yinweiwodetaiduyijinghenmingquele。
jitianhou，shenmogaosuwoyigexiaoxi。
"lujingshendegongsichushile。"
"shenmeshi？"wosuikouwendao。
"zijinlianduanlie，mashangyaopochanle。"
"e。"wodefanyinghenpingdan。
"nibuguanxinma？"shenmoyouxieyiwai。
"weishenmeyaoguanxin？"wofanwen，"tahewomeiguanxi。"
"keshinimenbijingyouguosanniandefuqiqingfen..."
"qingfen？"wolengxiao，"tayaohewolihundeshihou，youkaolvguoqingfenma？"
沈墨沉默了。
"shenmo，wozaojiushuoguo，woshiyigehenjichouderen。"wokanzheta，"sheiduiwohao，wohuijiabeihuibao。sheishanghaiwo，woyongyuanbuhuiyuanliang。"
"可是..."
"meiyoukeshi。"wodaduanta，"zheijiushiwodeyuanze。"
"neiruguolujingshenlaiqiunibangmangni？"
"wobuhuibangde。"wohaobuyouyudishuo，"jueduibuhui。"
guoran，diertian，lujingshenjiulaizhaowole。
"baixiao，woxuyaonidebangzhu。"takaimenjianshandishuo。
"什么帮助？"
"wozhidaonixianzaihenchenggong，nengbunengjiewoyixieqian？"lujingshendeshengyinhenxiao，"wodegongsiyudaokunnanle。"
"jieqian？"wofangxiashouzhongdebi，"nijuedewohuijiejinima？"
"wozhidaonihaizaishengwodeqi，danshi..."
"shengqi？"wolengxiao，"lujingshen，nigaoguzijile。woyijingbuhuiweilenishengqile。"
"那你能帮我吗？"
"buneng。"wohaobuyouyudijujuele。
"为什么？"
"yinweiwomeiyouyiwubangni。"wokanzheta，"lujingshen，niwanglema？womenyijinglihunle。"
"可是..."
"keshishenme？"wozhanqilai，"dangchuniyaohewolihundeshihou，youxiangguojintianma？"
"我..."
"dangchunixuanzeanruoerbushiwodeshihou，youxiangguojintianma？"
陆景深沉默了。
"lujingshen，zheijiushibaoying。"wolenglengdishuo，"nipaoqilezhenxinainideren，xuanzelexujiadeaiqing，zheijiushidaijia。"
"baixiao，wozhidaowocuole..."
"zhidaocuole？"wolengxiao，"wanle。"
"nandaonizhendezheimehenxin？"lujingshendeshengyindaizhekuqiang，"womenbijingyouguosanniandeganqing..."
"ganqing？"wodeshengyinchongmanlefengci，"lujingshen，nihaihaoyisitiganqing？"
"dangchunibeipanwodeshihou，youxiangguowomendeganqingma？"
"dangchuniyaohewolihundeshihou，youxiangguowomendeganqingma？"
"dangchuniweileanruoerxiuruwodeshihou，youxiangguowomendeganqingma？"
meishuoyiju，lujingshendeliansejiubaiyifen。
"xianzainixuyaowodebangzhule，jiulaitiganqing？"wolengxiao，"nijuedewoshishazima？"
"wo..."lujingshenchediwuyanyidui。
"lujingshen，wogaosuni，wozheiyishengzuihouhuideshi，jiushijiajini。"wokanzheta，"erwozheiyishengzuizhengquedejueding，jiushihenilihun。"
"suoyi，qingbuyaozailaizhaowole。"wozhongxinzuoxia，"womenmeiyourenheguanxi。"
lujingshenzhanzaiyuandi，yanzhongmanshijuewang。
"baixiao，nandaonizhendeyaokanzhewopochanma？"
"weishenmebu？"wotouyebutai，"zheishiniyingdede。"
"可是我们..."
"womenshenmedoubushi。"wodaduanta，"niduiwolaishuo，jiushiyigemoshengren。"
lujingshendeyanleizhongyuliulexialai。
"baixiao，woqiunile..."
"qiuwo？"wolengxiao，"lujingshen，niyeyoujintian。"
"dangchuwoqiunibuyaohewolihundeshihou，nishizenmehuidade？"
"dangchuwoqiunixiangxinwo，buyaoxiangxinanruodeshihou，nishizenmezuode？"
"xianzailundaoniqiuwole，nijuedewohuidayingma？"
陆景深彻底绝望了。
tazhidao，wobuhuibangtade。
"白筱，我..."
"qinglikai。"wolenglengdishuo，"buyaozairangwojiandaoni。"
lujingshenzuizhonghaishilikaile。
zheici，shizhendelikaile。
yinweitazhidao，womenzhijianyijingmeiyourenhekenengle。
yigeyuehou，lujingshendegongsizhengshixuanbupochan。
tabenrenyeyinweizhaiwuwentibeipotaowanghaiwai。
tingdaozheigexiaoxi，woxinzhongmeiyourenhebolan。
这就是背叛的代价。
"nizhendeyidiandoubutongqingtama？"shenmowendao。
"weishenmeyaotongqing？"wofanwen，"tadexiachangshitazijixuanzede。"
"keshitaxianzaihenkelian..."
"kelian？"wolengxiao，"shenmo，nizhidaoshenmejiaokelianma？"
"什么？"
"dangchuwobeitaxiuru，beitabeipan，beitapaoqideshihou，neicaijiaokelian。"wokanzheshenmo，"xianzaideta，zhishizaichengshoutayinggaichengshoudehouguoeryi。"
沈墨沉默了。
"shenmo，woxiwangnimingbaiyigedaoli。"woshuodao，"zaizheigeshijieshang，meiyouwuyuanwugudeai，yemeiyouwuyuanwugudehen。"
"我知道。"
"lujingshenjintiandexiachang，shitayishouzaochengde。"wojixushuodao，"wobuhuiweitadezaoyugandaorenhetongqing。"
"neinixianzaiyoushenmedasuan？"
"jixushenghuo，jixugongzuo。"wodandandishuo，"guohaozijideshenghuo。"
"那我们..."
"womenjiuzheiyang，tinghaode。"wokanzheshenmo，"nibuyongyouyali。"
shenmodiandiantou："hao。"