disancibeichuansong,wodeshenfenshiyigegangganghuaxingdejiexianghuaxiaojingling,linglidiweidaozhinengweichizijiderenxingzhuangtai。
wokanleyiyanduimianjiejiaochudepeiji,youtaishoukanleyiyanzijideshou,yishizhijuedewuyu。
xianzaidepeijishiyigepuputongtongdeliulangxiaohaier,anzhaowodushushihoukanguodejiushuwendetaolu,woxianzaiyinggaichuxianzaitamianqian,jitasongwennuan、bangtachuqi、zaitashenbianpeibanta、manmandedaotadexinren……
danshi……congwoganggangtaishouzaiqiangshangzuodeshengaobiaoji,haiyoupanghuhugenoujiesideshou,yijizoulutaikuaidouhuipingdishuaideqingkuang……zhongzhongdouzaigaosuwo,woxianzaishiyigebipeijihaiyaoaixiaodexiaodouya。
buyaoshuosongwennuanzhileide,wonenggoupingwenbushuaijiaodizouguozheigezhangjiedao,wodouxiangguzhangkuajiangwoziji。
wozaixinlibuduandihuhanxitong,keshixitongbawodiujinlaizhihoujiuxiaoshile。
woyechangshiyonglezijidelingli,keshineigelingguangruodehemeiyoumeishenmequbie。
「……」
心情复杂。
wotoutoudiduozaijiaoluoguanchalepeijijitian,faxiantaguodehencan。
wohaodaishigehuacaochengjingdexiaojingling,buchidongximeiyouguanxi,danshizheigeshihoudepeijizhishiyigexunchangdexiaohaizi。
tameiyouqian,yemeiyoupengyou,haoburongyiyouluguodehaoxinrenjiletayidianchidehuozhesuiyin,haihuibeiqiangzou,keyishuosuibianshenmerendounengqifuta。
woneixinzuoweiyigechengnianren,jianbudezheiyangdeshiqingfasheng,woxiangyaochuquzuzhi,keshidengwoshuailepaqilai、zouliangbuzaishuai,zheiyangzhongfuzhedaotamianqiandeshihou,yefenbuqingdaodisheigenglangbei。
wopazaidishanghekaozaiqiangbiandetadayandengxiaoyan。
wodaxinyanlihaishiduitayouxiehaipade,bijingwoyijingzaitamianqiansiguoliangcile,suirantaxianzaihaishigehaizi,danshitazhongjiuhuichengweimozun。
peijimeidaliwo,jiuzaitaliangqiangzhepaqilaiyaozoudeshihou,wozuosidilazhuletadekutui。
duishangtakanguolaideshixian,woxiayishidiyanleyantuomo:「gege?」
mengdadadexiaonaiyinyehelewozijiyitiao,zheigepodifangyemeiyouzhaodaoyimianjingzi,wozhizhidaozijishigezouludouzoubumingbaidexiaohaier,danshijutishenmeyangzi,kanqilaiduoshaosui,woyebuqueding。
suiranwoxianzaikanqilaishiyigexiaohaier,danshiwozhenshishenfenshiyigeershiduosuideshechua,kaikoudeshihouhaishijuedeyouxienanweiqing。
danshidiuliandiuduole,woyejiubuneimezaiyile。
wokuaisudijizijizhidinglexindejihua,haiyoushenmebiqingmeizhuma、liangxiaowucaigenghaodeganqingni。
wozhiyaocongxiaoshihoujiugenzheta,yizhipeizhetazhangda,zheiyangjiusuantahoumianyijiurumo,danshixianglaixinliyinggaihuixinrenwode……ba?
zheigeshikongxianmoyaoshouzhileideyouhenduo,shoumingyepubianpianzhang,youlexinrenzhizhihou,haoganduyinggaikeyimanmanshuade……ba?
buguaiwomeiyoudiqi,zhuyaoshiwomeiyoujianguoyixinbingxiangpeijizheimezhongde。