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可是,我犹豫了。

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我不能放弃!

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“wei,nishazuozaizheiliganshenme?”

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“什么意思?”

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tadelianhuranyihongyaoyaqiechidedao。

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“出息!”

tahenhendedenglewoyiyanzhuanshenjiuxiangshanxiaerqu。

我也赶紧跟上。

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