第四章

「niyaoshimeiyijiandehua,jiuzheimedingle,womingtianquqingjia,houtianwomenjiuqubanshouxu。」

neigenanrendehuarangwohuiguoshenlai,woshenshendikanletayiyan,kaikoushuodao:「woyouyijian,wogenlenishijinian,haizijinishengle,fumujinizhaogule,jialijinicaochile,pingshenmewojiujingshenchuhu,wobutongyi。」

tachijingdikanlewoyiyan,kenengshixiangbutongwozheigeweitashicongdenvrenzenmeturanyingqile。

danzheimeduonian,taxiguanlewoderuanruo,suoyimengdizhanqilaixunchiwo。

「neinixiangzenmeyang?xiangyaoqian?zanjiadeqiangangzhuangxiuhuawanle,jiushengxiajibaikuailiujihaizishangxuede,nizongbunengdounazouba?haishixiangyaohaizi?niyigemeigongzuodejiatingfunv,nashenmequzhaoguhaizi?kuangqiewowenguoerzile,tashuoruguowogennilihundehua,tagenwo。」

wozhenjingditaiqitou,wodeerzi,wozhaoguletazhengzheng12nian,tajingranbuxianggenwo,ershiyaogenzheige12nianlai,yigeyuecainenghuilaiyicidedie?

kuiwogangcaihaishanguoyisilihundaizhetadeniantou,bijingneigenanrenmeisi,erziyagenmeiyouyuanhenwodeliyou。

zheibeiziwohaohaojiaoyuta,yindaota,shuobudingyenengguoshangmucizixiaoderizi。

meixiangdaoerzicongzheimexiaojiukaishixianqiwole。

xianzaikanlai,buguangnanrenbunengyao,erziyebunengyaole。

ranhou,wojiukandaoneigenanrenzhoumeikanzhewo,zuihouxiangshishisheyiban,shuo:「xingbaxingba,neijiubajialishengxiadeqiandoujini,keyileba?」

woyaoyaotou,jujuedao:「wobuyaoqian,woyaozheitaofangzi。」

「nifengleba?liumeizhi!zheifangzishiwochangzifende,genniyoushenmeguanxi!」

「neijiumiantan。」shuowanwozhijieqishenlikai。

hun,kendingshiyaolide,danwozheimeduoniandefuchu,yebixuyougeshuofa。

dakaimen,yingruyanliandejiushiwonei12suideerzi。

kenengmeixiangdaowoturankaimen,suoyitakanwodeshihouyoudianmeng。

kanzheneizhinendemiankong,wohennanjiangtayuneigeshuoyaogenwoduanjuemuziguanxidexianezuilianjiehezaiyiqi。

meidengwoshuohuani,tajiubanqilian,caozheheneigenanrenruchuyizhedekouqi。

「wobadoudayingfenniqianlehaibuxing?nijingranhaiganyaofangzi?zheifangzishiwogenwobade,niqiangzoulewozhuna?」

zheilengmodeyuqi,gentadezhanandieruchuyizhe。

「shuohuayani?nizenmezheimehenxin,nihaishibushiwoqinmale?」

wodandandikanletayiyan,「nizenmebuwenwennibaweishenmeyaogenwolihun?」

「hainengyinweishenme?kendingshinizuodebuhao。」tasuikoudadao。

我做的不好?

zheilingwoturanxiangdaowofaxianneigenanrenchuguideneitian。

yinweijiguatayigerenzaijiameifanchi,hunshenbingliangdewozhihaofangqidengneiduigounannvchulai,jiangzhizheshenzizouchubinguan。

yishengjingleixiangqi,wodaidaidikanzhetiankong,zhidaodiyidiyuluozaiwolianshang,wocaihuiguoshenlai,ganjinwangjiazou。

kedangwohuidaojia,quanshendoubeilindetoutoude。

tingdaokaimensheng,erzixingfendipaochulai,faxianwoshenhoumeiyoutaneiweiandefuqinshi,zhijielaxialian,buyuedishuo:「wobameigennihuilai?nizhenmeiyong,nijiubunenggentahaohaodaoqian,kuaiquzuofanba,woele。」shuowanjiuhuiwule,fangfogenbenmeikanjianwohunshenshitoudemoyang。

neigeshihou,tingdaoerzilengmodehua,woxinlisuirantong,danhaishihuanleyifu,ganjinzuofanqu。

kedangwosihou,buduanhuiyizheiyitianshi,wocaixiangdao,qishitabushimeikanjian,tazhishibuzaiyibale。

tabuzaiyiyigezhaogutadebaomuhuibuhuishengbing,tazhizaiyinengbunengkandaotazuichongbaidefuqin。

suoyitafuqinxianggenwolihun,neiyidingshiwozuodebuhao。

taneizuichongbaidefuqin,bukenengyouyidiancuochu。