第2章

wowangzheshoulidejiancebaogao,

qiaoqiaodeminqichunjiao,yanliyouxiexiaoyi,

我怀孕了,

wohejizechuanjiehunwunian,taduiwozongshihulenghure,

wozhidaojizechuanyouyigeqiuerbudedebaiyueguang,

danwobuzaiyi,wozhishibeiweideqiqiuzhe,jizechuanzhiyaoyouyidianeraiwojiuxing。

bijing,wohejizechuanxinxisudepipeidu,keshibaifenbaia。

jizechuan12suishi,cechutashiss+jibiedealpha,shangyigeyourucitianfudealpha,haishidiguoshangyirenyuanshuai。

tianfuyuegaodealpha,zaiyiganqinei,yuexuyaoomegadefuwei。

weilejizechuandeshentijiankang,xiangguandefuzeren,zhaobianlejiyinku,ranhoubawodaidaolejijia。

那一年,我十五岁。

zhengshiqingdouchukaidenianji,zaiwushurendedingzhuxia,wozhidaole,woyihoushizhudingyaojiajijizechuande。

jizechuanzhangdejunmeidejihubuxiangzhenren,youqishitasherenxinpodeshuangyan,rangrenzongshixinloutiaoleyipai。

buguojizechuanzongshichenmode,tadechenmobushiguayan,ershidaizhegaoao。

yeshi,xiangtazheiyangzhanzaisuoyourendingduandetiancai,ziranyouzigegaoaode。

woxiaoxinyiyidepeizaitashenbian,yipeijiushi18nian。

jizechuanjihuzhanjulewodabandeshengming。

我自然爱他。

xianzai,womenyaoyouyigehaizile。

wozaibieshuli,congbaitiandengdaowanshang,caidengdaolejizechuan。

jizechuancongwoshenbianjingguodeshihou,wozhuailezhuaitadeyijiao。

jizechuantingxiajiaobu,chuimoukanwo。

wojiemaozhanlezhan,xiaoshengshuo:「jizechuan,wohuaiyunle。」

woyouxiehaixiu,youyouxieqidai,jizechuanhuibuhuikanzaihaizidefenshang,duoaiwoyidian,

一点就好。

kongqilianjingxialai,jizechuanyouxiezhengzhule,haojiu,tameiyanchuranleyisinuyi,taqingshengwen:「sheizhunnitoutouhuaiyunde?」

wozhanglezhangzui,queyouyouxiewuli,buzhidaogaishuoxieshenme,

zuihouzhishidixiatou,shengyinyuelaiyueqing:「yiganqidealphajiushirongyi——」

wohaimeishuowan,jizechuanjiudaduanlewoshuohua。

「bienazheiyitaoshuoshi。」

jizechuanzuitaoyandejiushibeixinxisucaokongdeshenti,tarenweialphaheomegadoushididengdedongwu,lianrendousuanbushang,

zhiyoubushouxinxisuyingxiangdebata,caisuandeshangwanmei。

ertaxinmuzhongzuiwanmeidenvren,jiushifuxue。

mingmingjizechuanmanshicixingdeshengyinlengderugu,woquexiangshibeizhuoshangleyiyang,meiyouzaijixushuoxiaqu。

jizechuanyongxiuzhangdeshouzhigouqiwodexiaba,tahongwodeshihou,zuixihuanzheiyang,

「qudadiaoba,aning,womenxianzaihaibuxuyaohaizi。」

woxiyuedexintiao,tingzhile。