wowangzheshoulidejiancebaogao,
qiaoqiaodeminqichunjiao,yanliyouxiexiaoyi,
我怀孕了,
wohejizechuanjiehunwunian,taduiwozongshihulenghure,
wozhidaojizechuanyouyigeqiuerbudedebaiyueguang,
danwobuzaiyi,wozhishibeiweideqiqiuzhe,jizechuanzhiyaoyouyidianeraiwojiuxing。
bijing,wohejizechuanxinxisudepipeidu,keshibaifenbaia。
jizechuan12suishi,cechutashiss+jibiedealpha,shangyigeyourucitianfudealpha,haishidiguoshangyirenyuanshuai。
tianfuyuegaodealpha,zaiyiganqinei,yuexuyaoomegadefuwei。
weilejizechuandeshentijiankang,xiangguandefuzeren,zhaobianlejiyinku,ranhoubawodaidaolejijia。
那一年,我十五岁。
zhengshiqingdouchukaidenianji,zaiwushurendedingzhuxia,wozhidaole,woyihoushizhudingyaojiajijizechuande。
jizechuanzhangdejunmeidejihubuxiangzhenren,youqishitasherenxinpodeshuangyan,rangrenzongshixinloutiaoleyipai。
buguojizechuanzongshichenmode,tadechenmobushiguayan,ershidaizhegaoao。
yeshi,xiangtazheiyangzhanzaisuoyourendingduandetiancai,ziranyouzigegaoaode。
woxiaoxinyiyidepeizaitashenbian,yipeijiushi18nian。
jizechuanjihuzhanjulewodabandeshengming。
我自然爱他。
xianzai,womenyaoyouyigehaizile。
wozaibieshuli,congbaitiandengdaowanshang,caidengdaolejizechuan。
jizechuancongwoshenbianjingguodeshihou,wozhuailezhuaitadeyijiao。
jizechuantingxiajiaobu,chuimoukanwo。
wojiemaozhanlezhan,xiaoshengshuo:「jizechuan,wohuaiyunle。」
woyouxiehaixiu,youyouxieqidai,jizechuanhuibuhuikanzaihaizidefenshang,duoaiwoyidian,
一点就好。
kongqilianjingxialai,jizechuanyouxiezhengzhule,haojiu,tameiyanchuranleyisinuyi,taqingshengwen:「sheizhunnitoutouhuaiyunde?」
wozhanglezhangzui,queyouyouxiewuli,buzhidaogaishuoxieshenme,
zuihouzhishidixiatou,shengyinyuelaiyueqing:「yiganqidealphajiushirongyi——」
wohaimeishuowan,jizechuanjiudaduanlewoshuohua。
「bienazheiyitaoshuoshi。」
jizechuanzuitaoyandejiushibeixinxisucaokongdeshenti,tarenweialphaheomegadoushididengdedongwu,lianrendousuanbushang,
zhiyoubushouxinxisuyingxiangdebata,caisuandeshangwanmei。
ertaxinmuzhongzuiwanmeidenvren,jiushifuxue。
mingmingjizechuanmanshicixingdeshengyinlengderugu,woquexiangshibeizhuoshangleyiyang,meiyouzaijixushuoxiaqu。
jizechuanyongxiuzhangdeshouzhigouqiwodexiaba,tahongwodeshihou,zuixihuanzheiyang,
「qudadiaoba,aning,womenxianzaihaibuxuyaohaizi。」
woxiyuedexintiao,tingzhile。