第五章 当初的决定,是否是一个错误

diwuzhangdangchudejueding,shifoushiyigecuowu

songtajinjiamendeshihou,tayijingfaqilegaoshao。

erqiahao,tadefumuchuchabuzaijia。

wojiuneiyangyizhishouzaichuangbian,weitachiyao,jitahuanmaojinfuetou,zhaoguleyiwanshang。

diertianqingchenwoxinglai,zaiyangtaifaxianlezhengzaichouyandeta,zhijianniaoniaodeyanwushengqi,zaitadeyanqianxingchengyipianyinyun,queyeyanyingbuzhutayanlidehuian。

erzaitajiaobiandecanliuzhede,shibeicaimieledeshubuqingdeyantou。

xuyanqishibuaichouyande,tashifenzhuzhongzijideshentijiankang。

wozhidao,neiyiyeduiyutaeryan,canrenqiemanzhang。

neishizaitachajuedaolewoxintengzhushitademuguangzhihou,buzhishichuyushenmexinjing,taturankaikouxiangwoqiuhun。

zaiwohaimeifanyingguolaishi,tayijingchongdaolewodemianqian,wenzhulewo。

neijiazadandanyancaoweidewenjiangwodesixunongdehunluan,shenzhirangwoyouxiehundunmiluan。

yiwenguohou,tajinjindiyongzhewo,yongjizhiyinrende、keqiulianmindeshengyinduiwoshuo:

「xinxin,wozhiyounile......qiuni,nibuyaolikaiwo,wobaozheng,jinhouzhiniyiren。」

tashuodeneimezhenchengpoqie,woqingchudetingjianletaneixindegujihehaipa,neixindedongrongyichujifa。

bijingshiwoxinxinniannianxihuanlezheimejiuderen。

wochengrenwozhendewufakangjuzheiyangdeyouhuo,suoyi,wodayingle。

woliangcongquedingguanxidaojiehun,qianhoubuguolianggeyueshijian。

neishihouwoyiwei,zhiyaowozugouaita,wennuanta,tajiunengzouchubaijindeshijie,xinlihuiyouwodecunzai。

erxianzai,zhuanyanwohexuyanqijiehun5nianle,zaicike,wozaixiangdangchudejueding,shifoushiyigecuowu。

huijiazuojindiantishi,xuyanqixiangyaoqianwodeshou,beiwoxiayishiduokai。

tazheicaixiangshifanyingguolaishenme,zaiyijindiantishijiulikejiangshoudazailewodejianbangshang,louzhuwo。

「xinxin,shihainanshouma?」

wobingmeiyoudalita,zhizaidiantimenyikaishijiuzhengtuotadeshufu,ziguzidizoudaojiamenqian,anmima。

ertazhishianjingdegenzaiwoshenhou,weifayiyu。

zhidaowomomodizoujinwoshi,tasuihougenlejinlai,fansuolewoshimen,ranhoucongbeihouyongzhuwo,yibianrouzhewodetoufa,yibianyongxiangshihongxiaohaideyuqizaiwoerbiankaikou:

「生气啦?」

erduoshiwoshentizuipayangdedifang,tazhendehenlejiewo,yezhidaoduiwoshiyongzheizhao,baishibailing。

bingqie——tazhidaowozaishengqi。

yixiangdaozijiquanranbeitananie,neigufenmenzaixinliyouhuachenglejudadepanni,wozhijiezhengtuokaitadehuaibao,zuozaichuangshang,yijiubulita。

tayebunao,zhishijixuguolaihongwo。

「zheicishiwodecuo,baijinlinshishuoxiangyuezanmenjianmian,woxiangzheyehenjiumeijianle,suoyijiuyiqile,wanglejintianshijiehunjinianri,dengzhoumo,wohaohaobuchangnihaobuhao?」

wotingdaotazheiyangshuo,youxiangqiganggangzaicheli、cantinglideyiqie,neixindeweiquganyixiazidadaodingfeng。

「nizenmebuchang?nizhijidebaijindeshengliqi,weitaliuzhenuanbaobaotie,rangtazuofujiashi,diancandeshihoushenzhidoumeiyoujingguowodeyiyuan,nimenjiuzhijiejueding......neishiwoliangdejinianria,nidemuguangzhiyouta,genbenjiumeiyoukanjianwodenanshouheweiqu!」

shuozhewozhijiekulechulai,zhendeshiyuexiangyueweiqu,haohaodejinianri,shuyuwohetabicidejiehunjinianri!weihefeideyaoyoudisangerenni?