第一章
zaiwomenlianaiwuzhounianhou，jiyuaishangleyigenvdaxuesheng。
tabarendaidaozhongrenmianqiangaohu：“tashiwohuianshijielideyishuguang。”
tiqiwoshi，jiyuchaofeng：“tabuguoshigejianqianyankaidebaijinnv，gougoushoujiugenzhezoule。”
wofanranxingwu，yiqianbuyuanjichengjiachanhefumuduikangerlikaijiashigeyuchundejueding。
houlaiwocanjiawanyanyujianjiyu。
tahongyandingzhewohezhumashizhixiangkoudeshouzhichedifengle。
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weileyanzhengneitiaomoshengxiaoxidezhenjia，wotounaoyiredinglejipiaolaidaoashi。
zoujinjiubalaidaowochaxundaodebaojianmenkou。
baoxiangneiqihongshengciqibifu。
chuanzhebaiqunzidexiaoguniangbeigaodadenanrenhuzaihuaili，xiaoliantonghongjinxianxiuse。
nanrenzuijiaoqinzhexiaobaibaishouxiangzhizhizhongrendeqihong，
“jizongjiarenzaihuaihaoshijiangjin，rangwomenyezhanzhanxiqi，zheibudeqinyige。”
baoxiangliyigedandadenanshengxiangqi，baqifentuixiangdingfeng。
jiyukouzhuxiaoguniangdehounaoshao，qinwenshangqu。
wozhanzaibaoxiangwaitingzhelimiandejiaohaosheng，neixinsuanse。
这一切都是真的。
xiawuwoshoudaoleyigemoshenghaomafalaidezhaopian。
jiaoxiudenvhaihexizhuanggelvdenanrenjiuchanzaiyiqi，qinmiwujian。
erneigenanrenshigenwotanlewuniandenanpengyoujiyu。
tagaosuwoyaoquashihesushitanhezuo，shijishangshizaizheilihetazuijinxihuanshangdeyigenvdaxueshenghejiu。
mingmingyigeyueqianwomenhaiyiqiqingzhulelianaiwuzhounianjinianri，ertaxianzaijiukeyisiyideqinwenqitadenvhai。
zhouweiyizhenaimeidedaqusheng。
“jizonghaofuqi，zhaodaolegezheimemaomeidenvpengyou。”
jiyuxulanzhenvhaideyao，lanlankaikou：“ruyanshiwoshengminglideyishuguang，yujiantashiwodefuqi。”
cishiyidaobudadeshengyinxiangqi：“neisuheni？”
woxintiaojiasu，huxidouninggule。
baoxiangneichaonaodeshengyinshunjiananjingxialai。
jiyuchixiao，fangfozaichaoxiaotiwenderen：
“苏禾？”
“tabuguoshigejianqianyankaidebaijinnv，dangchuwogougoushoujiugenzhezoule。”
renqunbaofachucierdexiaosheng。
yiqunfujiazidi，shenbianzuibuquedejiushiweilepangaozhiershichuhunshenjieshudepiaoliangnvren。
pingshidajiadoushixinzhaobuxuandewannvren，dangjiyuzheizhongzhanzaidingduandejiaojiaozheshuochuzheizhonghuashi，tamenfangfobeishouguwu。
“aiyo，wodangshihaiyiweiyugegensuhelaizhendeni。”
“wojiushuozanmenzheizhongshineixieqiongxueshengpanbushangde。”
“suheduiyugekeshiaidesiquhuolaia。”
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“neiwoni，ayu，niyeshizheiyangkanwodema？”
tianmeidenvshengxiangqi，shenzhihaidaizheqingxiketingdeposuigan。
“buhuide，ruyan，nishihaishangyue，shixinshangren。”
“suhebuguoshigekaojiangxuejinmianqiangdurideqiongren，lianzijidefumudoumeijianguo。”
“nifumudoushilaoshi，shuxiangmendi，zenmenenggensuheneiyangdenvrenxiangbi。”
jiyuhuangleshen，lianmanganwei。
zhongrenjianjiyudefanying，daqudaoyugezheicishizhendezaidaolinruyanshoulile。
jinjingezheyidaomen，woyutamenrenaodezhuangtaiquanranxiangfan。
woruzhibingjiao，doubuzhidaozijishiruhezouchumende。
我这样的女人？
baijin，jianqianyankai，qiongxuesheng。
jiyushizheiyangkandaowode？