第4章 他们都可以,我为什么不行?

gongyikuaibugenzaishenhou,xinlihuangdeyipi。

suiranzhenggedujiacundoushihejiade,danrenduoyanza,hekuangneichangjiaqianjinhaizhuzaizheidujiacundeyiyuanli。

bijinghaimeijiechuhunyueawodedashaoye!

gongyixinliguji,youbuganduoyan。

daojiudianfangjianhou,gongyikuaisudiaohaokongdiaowendu,shaolehureshui,kaishiwangyuganglifangxizaoshui,jiushibuzou。

heyulingdongzuoqinghuandijiangqinmopingfangdaochuangshang,gaihaobeizihouyeleyebeijiao。

zhuantoukanjiangongyihaizhanzaiqiangjiao,bochunyigou,“nidasuanjinwanshuizheili?”

“bububu,dangranbushi。”gongyilianlianbaishou,calecaetoudexihan,yadishengyinshanxiaozhe,“neige……qinxiaojiezuile,zheiyang……shibushibutaiheshi?”

heyulingxianyanpi,yuqiyileng,“nixianzaiguandeyuelaiyuekuanle。”

“bu……bushi,heshao。wodeyisishi……”

“woshuishafa。”heyulinglenglengtuchuzheijigezi,huihuishoushiyi。

shiyizhici,gongyizhihaojiangzuibiandehuayanlexiaqu,yuqiyouxiewunai,“wozheijiugun。”

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modi,qinmomenhengleyisheng。

heyulinglikeqishenshangqian。

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heyulingjiangfengmishuidaochuchuiliangleyixie,fuqiqinmokaozaizijishenshang,“lai。”

guluyisheng,jiangzhengbeifengmishuiyikouhewan,youzhongzhongtanlekouqi,qinmozheicaihuanhuanzhengkaiyanlai。

tahuanguyiquan,yanshenmiliditingliuzaiheyulingdelianshang。

xikanzhixia,tazhendeshuaidejingweitianren。

yiqiantingshenbianbushaoderenbaguaguoheyuling,zhishitacongweiguanzhuguo。zaijintianzhiqian,tadeyanlinanrenfenweiliangzhong:shentingjunheqitananren。

xianshirangtahuodexianggexiaohua。

tashuranshenchushoubeigouzhuleheyulingdebozi,zuichunweizhang,dingzheheyulingdebochun。

liangrendejulijindaokeyiganshoudaobicidehuxi,qinmoqieshengshengdikaojin,heyulingweiweicetouduokaile。

“nikanqingchu,wobushishentingjun。”

heyulingdeyuqibuxianbudan,zhishimeitouweining。

qinmoguaneryixiao,“wozhidao,nijiaoheyuling。”

shishentingjunchuguiduixiangchangjinyudeweihunfu,zheiyidianjiugoule。ciketamannaozilizhishengxialianggezi:baofu。

kongqizhongdeqifenbiandeaimeiqilai,heyulingdingzheqinmodeshuangmou,bochunqingqi,“buhouhui?”

qinmomeiyanjianshanguoyisibuyichajuedeluomo,zuijiaodexiaoyouxiexuliangyi,“doushichengnianrenle,zhidaozijizaizuoshenme。”

tamendoukeyi,woweishenmebuxing?

heyulingdehoujieshangxiagundongleliangxia,shenshoukouzhuqinmodejianbang,yigeceshenjiangtayazaishenxia。

tadedongzuojicuqiangshi,qinmoqingsedihuiyingtadeqinwen,hongzhelianjiadiyu,“tingshuodiyici,youdianteng。”

heyulingweizheng,biandewenrouqinghuanqilai。

zheiyiwan,heyulingxiangshiyipibuzhiyanzudelang。zhetengdaopoxiao,zhongyuchenchenshuiqu。

qinmoshibeishoujizhendongdeshengyinchaoxingde。

toutengdejin,tameixinjincu,yanpizhongdezhengbukai,mosuozhezaizhentouxiazhaodaoshouji,anxialejieting,“wei。”

dianhuaneitouderenyizhenxixilvlvhou,meileshengyin。

qinmozhengzhazheceshendao:“wei,nihao,nawei?”

“e……”duifangchiyihou,haishimeiyoushuohua。

jiuzaiqinmozhunbeiguaduandianhuajixushuiyihuiershi,shencechuanlaileheyulingdeshengyin,“ninade,shiwodeshouji。”

qinmowenyan,shunjianshuiyisanqu,zhenggerenqingxingguolai。

tawanglezheichuangshanghaiyougeren。

qinmokanleyanshoujipingmu,shangmiandelaidiantixingheranxianshizhe“ma”。

“……”