disizhanglixiaojie！qingnizizhong！
4.
neijinian，wozhanzhuanguohenduochengshi，yechiguolebushaoku，danwodoumeiyoubaoyuanyiju。
shuiguoqiaodong，fanguolajitong，beidangzuoqigaishisheguo，yebeirenbangzhuheqipianguo......
zuiluopodeshihou，jinshengxiadeshikuaiqian，wodouxuyaohaohaozhuomorangzijihuoguoyigeyue。
有句老话说。
nulibuyidingnengrangnichenggong，danshinuliyidingkeyirangnibizuotiandeshenghuoguodegenghao！
rujindewobuganshuoyijinggongchengmingjiule，zhishaoyeshibeigaoxinpinqinghuiguodangshejishile。
wozhidao，dangchuwodebucierbie，duilimuzilaishuohencanren，yeshihenzisidejueding。
danneiyiqiebushiwoxiangyaode，yebushitaxiangyaode，womenzhongjiubushiyigeshijiederen。
jibianwokeyirenshouyiqie，renshoutadeqingshi，renshoubiwogengyouxiudezaitashenbian......
womomodezhanzaishuyutadejuguangdengbianyuandeheianzhong，xiaoxinyiyidezangzhezijideai。
jibian，wokefuleyiqie，woyerenshouyiqie，yiqiedoubuzaiyi，womenyebuhuixingfu。
呼。
woshenxiyikouqi，congguowanghuiyizhonghuiguoshen，zhengshishuangyanshi|rundelimuzi。
tabijinianqian，kanqilaigengjiachengshu，yegengyouyunwei，yegengjiapiaoliangle。
wochengren，woyijiuhuixintiaojiasu，zhishi......zheifenai，yijingshenzangxindile。
jinianguolai，wojianshilehenduoyejinglihehenduo，buxiangdangnianneimedeyouzhile。
xianzaidewo，pengshangleshiqing，gengduoshiquanhenglibi，kaolvqingchufengxianhehouguo。
就比如现在。
wohelimuzizhijianyijingshizuishuxidemoshengrenle，bicichongchilengmoheshengshu。
tazhisuoyizhizheyuwo，buguoshibeiwojishuaile，yanbuxiaxinzhongneikouqibale。
xiangtazheizhongren，congchushengjiuyijingzaizhongdianle，buzhidaoshibaiyebuzhidaocuozhe。
ruguodangnianhuanzuoshitapaoqidewo......
zheimeduonianguoqule，pashiwojiaoshenme，tadouyijingwangleba。
duiyutalaishuo，wodeyiyi，qishihenjiandan。
shidaxuedechulian，yeshihenduocigandongdebaiyueguang，shenshenluoyinzaitadejiyizhong。
tahuoxuhenaiwo，zhishizheizhongai......wozhendechengshoubuqi，woyegenbenpeibushang。
唉。
wozaicibaikaitadeshou，wunaideyaozhetou，kuxiaolesheng。
“henbaoqian，dangnianshiwozoudetaicongmang，jiaonicubujifang。”
“woxianzaikeyihenishuole，limuzi......womenzaiyiqi，shimeiyoujieguode。”
“nixianzaizhizhejiujie，shizhongfangbuxiadeneixie，duiwoeryanyijinghaowuyiyi。”
“womenyijingshibutongshijiederenle，woxiwangweilaideshenghuozhong，niduobaozhong。”
hualuo，wobianbuzaitingliu，taiqichenzhongdebufa，caizaidibanshang，jianxingjianyuan。
sheizhidao，limuzigenbentingbudongrenhua！kuaibupaoshanglai，bawozhuairuloutijian！
sanfazhenvxingfangxiangdemanmiaoquti，haobukeqidetieleshanglai，wobeiheleyitiao！
huangluanjian，yijingpaobudiaole，beitabidongzaijiaoluo，hanqingmaimaidekanzhewo......
erwoqieyouxiefangandenaonule：“lixiaojie！qingnizizhong！kuaidianrangkai！”
“woburang！”limuzihongzheyan，zhuazhewodeshou，jueqiangdebukenrangwozou。
“woyijingshiquguoniyicile！zheiyicibulunshuoshenmewodoubuhuifangkaini！”
meijiwobandianfanyingdeshijian，limuziqianghengdetieleshanglai，qinwenzaiwodezui。
“wuwu！”wodengdaleshuangyan，xintiaozhujianjiakuai，woyouxiehuangluandekaishizhengzha。
ranerwoyueshizhengzha，tajiuyueshiyonglibaojinwo，qinlvexingshizudebidongqiangwenwo！
xujiuzhihou，tacailikaiwodezuichun，xiangshiyijingfaxiewanleyayixujiudesinian。
maitouzaiwodejianbang，yonglidebaojinwo，shentizaiqingqingzhandou，leishuiluozaiwodejianbang。
她哭了。
我愣住了。
yinxiangzhong，zheishitadiyici，zaiwoyanqianluolei......xiangshigecuiruodexiaonvhaibanhenwuzhu。