第4章
4
我的孩子没了。
nulilewuniancaihuaishangdehaizi，duanduanlianggexiaoshimeile。
yuanbendasuanlihunhouduzibatafuyuchengren，kewozuoweimamameinengbaohuhaota。
fuzhiyangchugui，shoushangdequeshiwohewoduzilisuweimoumiandehaizi。
wojinjinzuanzhebeijiao，yanleishunzheyanjiaohualuo，zhentouyunshiyipian。
想想也好。
haizibenjiushidaizhefumudeqiwangcailaidaozheigeshijieshangde。
erfuzhiyangdepianaidoujilelingyigenvren，tazhudingzuobuleyigehaofuqin。
wonachushoujixiangyaojizijizhaogelihunlvshi，zheicaikandaosuwanyingjiwofalexiaoxi：
“qinaidejiejie，wolihunle，niyegaibafuzhiyanghaijiwole。”
“niyiweifuzhiyangaideshinima？dangnianyaobushiworangtaguyijiejinni，kongpanidoumeijihuihetashuoshangyijuhua。”
“pianjiushinizheiyangdeshanvrencaihuixiangxinshenmeyingxiongjiumei。”
wobushimeixiangguo，fuzhiyangshiguyijiejinwode。
danyezhishidanchundeyiwei，taweideshiwozheizhanghesuwanyingxiangxiangdelian。
meixiangdaocongxiangshikaishibianshierrenjingxincehuadepianju。
yuxiangzhongdechangjingbianchenglexianshi，mianduizhangfuhemeimeideshuangzhongbeipan，yuanyiweiwohuihennanguo。
kexianzaiwodexinliqueshifenpingjing。
wodianjinsuwanyingdepengyouquan。
tashaichulezijidelihunzheng，yijihefuzhiyangdetielianqinmizhao，liangrenmianqianbaizhehouhoudeliangluocailiao。
peiwen：“yougenenggouweizijipinmingdenanrenyouduoxingfuwobushuo。”
bamayezaixiamiandianlezan，zhuhetazhongyulihun。
haibuwangzaipinglunqudingzhutayihouyidingyaozhaogexiangfuzhiyangzheiyangdehaonanren。
renleidebeixiguozhenbuxiangtong。
tamenzaikaixiangbinqingzhudeshihou，wotangzaibingchuangshangbaochangshiquhaizidetongku。
wocaganleyanlei，buzaixinruan。
lihunwoyidingyaozhengqudaozijiyingdedecaichan。
ganghelvshitongwandianhua，fuzhiyangdedianhuabiandalejinlai：
“wanyingdelihunguansidayingle，wanshangtongshihuilaijialijucanqingzhu，nitiqianzuohaofancaidengwomenhuilai。”
“duile，wanyingbuchila，suoyoucaidoubiefanglajiao。”
tahaizaidianhualishiwujuxidijiaodaizhezhuyishixiang，kexianzaiwozuibuxiangtingdaodejiushitadeshengyin。
meidengtashuowan，wozhijieguaduanledianhua。
jintian，wozhixianghehaizihaohaogaobie。
napazhishiyituanhaiweichengxingdexuerou，tayeshiwowubizhenshidebaobei。
fuzhiyanglianpiankedeanjingdoubujiwo，shoujibuduanzhendongzhe。
wofanbushengfan，gangjieqijiutingdaotadepaoxiaosheng：
“suwanqing，nizaina？”
“nihuaiyunleweishenmebugaosuwo？”
“yaobushijintiantongshiyiqidaowojiaqingzhukandaolebchaodan，nidasuanmanwodaoshenmeshihou？”
wobeitadelizhiqizhuangqixiaole，renbuzhufanji：
“fuzhiyang，womeigaosunima？shinizijibuxinde。”
“duile，haimeilaidejigongxini，niqinshoushalezijidehaizi。”