第1章
S市雷雨持续几天。
tangshengwanzaibingchuangneinuonuoshenzi，chuangpuhuangdongfachuqingweixiangdong，piroushigudetengyangrangtazhengyezhengyewufarushui。
tabaozaodixianqibeiruqishen，yanxiawuqing，manlianjuanyi，fangzhizaichuangtoujuliangdewenshuiyijingchedishiwen，yiyuananjingdaochuqi，chuangwaideyurengjiuzaixia。
“guyu...”tangshengwanchijiaozhanzaidimianshang，qingqinghanta：“nidaodishenmeshihoucaidasuanxinga。”
huidatadeshixindianjianhuyineizhongsuishibinlinsiwangdeshengyin。
tadunzaichuangbian，dingzheneizhangyangqizhaoxiamiandelunkuo，nannandao：“kuaidianhuilai。”
haoburongyidanliankaihuajieguo。
qiangzhixinglianyinsannian，shouhuodehuibaojiuzaiyanqian，kequebeibangeyueqianneichangchehuogejue。
naochuxueqingkuangbusuanyanzhong，keta...
dangtianyuyeqingkuangjidezhenqie，tazhanzaimalupanghuishou，haihetayuedingzheitangchuchahuilaijiuqumiyuelvxing，jieguobeizhuanwandaoquansuchongchulailiangmeiyouchepaijiqiputongdesuvsuozhuangji。
chegaixiangshangxianqi，qiancheshenxunsuaoxianjinqu。
ertaqueyinzhunbeiquyingchousuoxiacheduoguozheijie，qingweibeijianqidelingjianhechongjilizhidailaixiexuqingshang。
“等我回来。”
“huilaibujinihunli。”
neiliangjuzailinbieqianzhengzhongdechengnuokuaiyaochengweiweiyizhichengtahaimeibengkuidezhizhu。
yudizazaichuangmian，menshengguaner。
“我等你。”
zaitabaotoudunxiashijianceyiyuanbenxintiaobodongzhujianzouxiangzhixian，xingchengdexiaoquekouzaicongzuodaoyouyidong。
哔———
neishitebiecierdeshengyin，xiangshizaitixingtaganjinjieshouposuidexianshi，tangzaibingchuangshangkanqilaiyanyanyixineigenanrenkenenggenbenbuhuizaixingguolai。
tangshengwanyandixinghong，huangluanzhexunsuqishenqupaitoudingdezhibanyishengling，shoujieryongdejida，yaguandouzaizhandou。
“xinzangfusu...xinzangfusu....”tazuojiaobanyoujiao，xianxiezhijiepuzaichuangbanshang，zuibalidehuyanluanyuyijingtingbuqing。
juewangdewuyanjiangshouzhanggenfugaizaitaqianxiong，fafengsidewangxiaya，yanzhongjicundexiwangzhujianandanwuguang。
脚步凌乱。
mingmingmiemiedezoulangshashijiandoushizouludeshengyin。
“gufuren，ninxianrangyirang。”zhuzhiyishengqianzhizhetagebojiangtachekai，yongyachizhuaikaizhenguanbaozhuangshiyonggebozhuangkaishencededeng，jianduanqieyoulikaikou：“qiangxinzhen。”
beiguanzaibingfangwaideshiliushouzaigebibingfangzhiyeguyudemuqinqiaozhi，tamianseqiaocui，kanjianzheifumoyangshishuangtuiyiruanxianxiezhijieguidao，shenhouhushilianmangqufutagebo。
“qiangxinzhen。”tadailenglengzhongfu，yankuangzhongxumandeleishuilengshengshengmeidiao：“zenmekenengni...”
neiqibushiyouqiangjiubuhuilaidekenengma。
tangshengwanjiqiexiangyaoxunqiukendingdezhengming，tazhanzaiyuandi，quanshenfadou：“lijiaoshou，woxianshengtakendinghaiyoukenengduibudui？”
zhuzhiyishidemianseyijiubutaihaokan，taminzhezuidingzhejianceyi：“gufuren，ruguoyourenhetu**kuangdehua，yiyuanhuilijianpaixiayibuzhou。”
tahoulongzhonggongshangkoutianxingdexianxue，meidengtuchulaibianliangyanyimoheizhitingtingxianghouyangqu。
bingfangliyongrurendeneishunjian，tasihuhaoxiangtingjianjiqizhongxinxianshidexintiaosheng，suiranhenhuanman。
黑暗更加漫长。
tahaoxiangzuolegemeng，mengjianguyuxingguolaihoudaitaqulvxing，tamenguozhepingfandefuqishenghuo，meirendarao，keshineixujiadaoshunxijiunengfenbianchulai。
“zhenbushiwoshuo，guzongneirenjiushishuaia。”
“ladaoba，youqianrenjiashiduoruma，meitiangendaxinggongdoujuxianchangside。”
“chi，neinibuxiangjiaruhaomen？”
erbianyouxiangqishuohuadeshengyin，tangshengwanbuzhidaozijishuiduojiu，zhazhengkaiyanjingshierbianhaiyourenzaixixiaozhetaolunbagua。
tasangyinsiya，yishizhujianqingxing：“shui。”
chuanzhehushifukaozheqiangjiaoshuoqiaoqiaohuadexiaohushijingyadefaxiantaxingguolai，limadaobeishuiweijitahe，erlingyiweizezhejimanghuangpaochuqu。
tangshengwanminxieshuizaizuishang，lijiwendao：“guyuni？”
“guzongyijingxingle。”xiaohushidao：“buguoxianzaijingshenzhuangtaikenengyouxieshoudaoyingxiang。”
“shenmeyisi。”tawenwanyoujuedexinlimayikenyaosideneiyangnanshou，dongdongsuanruandetuijiao：“wozijiqukankan。”
“shiyi...”xiaohushishuo。
tangshengwanneishunjianbiaoqingjiubiandegengjiahuangzhang，tasuanruanshentishaozhegutoudouteng，jiuliankongzhishentizuoqilaidoubanbudao。
好无力。
太无力了。
“bieluandong，wofuninqilai。”xiaohushilianmangzhuazhetagebo：“ninhunmilejinliangtian，youbuchibuhede，naliyouliqiya。”
fangmenwaixiangqilvexianjicuchenzhongjiaobusheng。
“xinglejiuzheteng？”shengdaorenweidaosangmenhongliang，chuanzhexizhuangdezhongniannanrenjinwu，toudingbaifamingxian，meitoushuzhe：“biedong！”
tangshengwanjiqiedao：“ba，woxiangkankanguyu。”
“nizabukankanniziji？”tangyaozulengheng，shouquechengshijieguoshenpangxiaohushituizhedelunyi：“neixiaozixingguolaizhihounaozihuaile，yiweizijihuozaiguoquni。”
tameidangshimeinenglijiezheigehuozaiguoqujiujingshishenmeyisi，ketangyaozujiantabudahuamanyanjiqiexiangyaopaqilaidemoyangqidexiongqiangdouteng。
tazheikexindouxizaiguyushenshangbuzhidaoshifuhaishihuo。
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bingfangdaogebibingfangzheiduanjulijiduan，kejiuneijimiaozhongshijianqueshitadexinliqianbianwanhua。
congyuncaidiedaonitudeziweibingbuhaoshou。
bingfangrenbuduo，cishiyezhishengqiaozhihezhuzhiyishengeryi，lijiaoshoubeiwanlifangzhejiluben，shibushitaiyankantawenjijuhoujiluzhe。
“shentigebufenzhibiaozhengchang，jiankang，danwaishanghaideyang，zailiuyuanguanchajitian。”bisaijindaguaxiongqiandekoudaili，lijiaoshouzhufudao：“chidefangmianzhichiliushi，zuihaoshiyouyingyangdetangyilei，hunxingladoubiepeng。”
“hao，neitadejiyifangmian？”qiaozhicuozheshou，zhanzaichuangbianjinzhangdao。
tangshengwanzuozailunyishangbeituijinqushiyanshenzhizhiwangxiangbingfangdefangxiang。
lijiaoshouyaotou：“zanshiyebuzhidaoshenmeshihounenggouhuifu，taderenzhiyinggaishitingliuzaigaozhongneiduanshijianzuoyou，jutiwobulejie，ninkeyiduowenwen。”
chuangshangbanyibankaodeqingnianchuanzhelanbaitiaobinghaofu，pifuchengxianchubingtaidebai，huimorushendelianshangkanbuchurenhebiaoqing，yuanbenzhengyonglanchuizhedeyanjingmanyouyouwangshangtai。
“wanwan。”qiaozhihanta，luchusixiaorong。
lijiaoshoufuzadekanliangyan，“zaijingshenzhuangtaihenbuwendingdeqingkuangxiazanshishunzheta，fouzehenrongyizaicizaochengnaochuxue。”
“wozhidaole。”qiaozhikeqidisongyishengchuquhoufaxianwuneideqifenningzhidaojueduidebingdian。
guyuneishuangbingliangshensuideyanlidaizhetanjiu，yizhiyutangshengwanhetamuguangxiangjieneishunjianxintiaofangruotingzhi，jibeishuangshouquanrandoushilenghan。
qiaozhimianqiangxiaoxiao：“erzi，neishinideqiziwanwan，duokuileta，fouzezheici...”
muguangyoushendingzhetadeguyudaduanneijuhua，handao：“tangshengwan。”
beihandaomingziderenquanshenyidou。