第一章
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jingongcanxuantaizifeideqianyitian，wobeiyiqunshanfeituoshangshan，henhenzheruleyizhengye。
beijiushi，woxueroumohuyanyanyixi，hunshenshangxiameiyikuairoushiwanhaode。
muqinyinmeiyoutingdaowodehujiushengkuijiudaku，fashiyidinghuitiwobaochou。
xiongzhangjiangquanjingchengmingyidouqinglaile，yiqijiuzhiwo。
tangzaichuangshangshi，woquetingdaoxiongzhangyadishengyinshuo：
“muqin，zhaorenzheruxueerzheijianshi，womenshibushizuodeyoudianguo？jiusuanweilerangyueerchengweitaizifei，xiangzuzhixueerjingong，yeduodeshibanfaa。”
muqinnajuanpaxizhicadiaowolianshangdexuewu，qingtanyishengdao：
“xueershishizhenduiyueer，weilerangtashoulianpixing，buzaidangyueerdelu，zhinengchucixiace。”
“yihouwohuijiangwomingxiachanyequandoujiaojixueerguanli，zugoumibutale......”
keshimuqin，huidiaowoderongmaoyuqingbai，zheibeizi，wojiangbeifugezhongmaming，beishirenchixiaoyibeizi。
guntangdeleishuicongyanjiaoshenchu。
yuanlaiwoyiweidexingfu，quandoushihuangyanheqipian......
“huanzheshangshiyanzhong，bixumashangqiangjiu，fouzetazheibeizidoubukenenghuaiyunle。”
muqinchenyinxujiu，quedao：“dengmingri。”
dafuyilianbujie：“tingshuotahenxihuanxiaohai，ruoshiwufahuaiyun......”
xiongzhangmianseningzhong：“xueerhaizheimenianqing，zongbunengrangtawufahuaiyunba？”
“yaodejiushitawufahuaiyun！shiqingdaolezheiyibu，wobixuquebaoyueernengshunlichengweitaizifei。xueerzhangdetaimeile，jiusuanhuiletadelian，wanyijianglaizhihaolezenmeban？zhiyaotahainenghuaiyun，nanbaonayitianbuhuimupingzigui，wobunengmaozheigexian。zhiyouxueerchedihuile，yueercainengwanwuyishi。”
“xingle，xianrangdafujixueershangyao！”
wohunshenzhandou，shuangshousisidiwojinquantou。
benyiweiwobijingshitamendeqinshengnver，tamenzaizenmepianaiyangnv，yebuzhiyuhuidiaowoquchengquanyangnv。
rujinkanlai，shiwotianzhenle。
weileyigeyangnv，tamenjingyaochedihuidiaowo！
woxiangbumingbai，zuoweiwozhiqinxuemaideqinren，tamenweiheduiworucihendu......
wokuqishengxiyinlemuqindezhuyi，tafeibenerzhi，guanqiexunwen：
“zuoemenglema？xueerbiepa，muqinzaini。”
tamanyanxinteng，yibianmoyanleiyibiandao：
“neibangqinshou，jianzhibushiren！xueerbiepa，muqinyijingpairendiaochale，shibizhuazhuzhenxiong！”
muqinhongzheyanfenfenbuping，rensheikanledouhuishuotaaiwo。
xiongzhangzhuanshenpaoquzhaodafu：
“yongzuiguideyao，bixuzhihaowomeimei！yaorangtawanhaowusun，bunengliuxiayixingbandiandehouyizheng！”
tamenxintengdebiaoqingbuxiangzuojia。
可一切都只是骗局。
tamenrangwohuozaiyigejudadehuangyanli，beiqipianbeishanghai。
wotouyunmuxuanhunhunee，xinzangchuanlaizhenzhenchoutong，sihuxiayigeshunjianjiuyaohunjueguoqu。
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dafutuimenerru，xiaoxinyiyidiyongjianzijiankaiwodeyiku，weiwopeiyao。
muqinyilianbeishangdijieshi：
“xueernishangdetaizhongle，wopamaoranyizhihuihainiwufashengyu，womenhaishidengmingritianxiadiyishenyigandaohou，zaiyizhihaobuhao？”
“nibiepa，muqinxiangnibaozheng，yidinghuirangnizaijingongcanxuantaizifeide！”
泪水从眼角滑落。
worenbuzhuzhandouzheshengyinwen：“muqin，wozhendehainengcanxuantaizifeima？”
muqinlengleyixia，xinxudipiekaiyan。
chenmopianke，taqingtanyishengdao：
“xueer，muqinshenmeshihoupianguoni？”
zheiyici，woshizhendechedisixinle。
wochuimoudao：“wozhidaole，jiutingmuqinde。”
muqinluchuyigexiao：“xueerguai......”
raner，tahuahaimeishuowan，kandaodafujianxiayiku，luchuxueroufanjuandejifushi，jinghaishisheng。
“怎么会这样？！”
kanzhemuqinhexiongzhangzhenjingdebiaoqing，wodanrankaikou。
“neibangshanfeiweiletingdaowodecanjiaosheng，douzaibisaikansheinengshangwozuizhong。”
“tamennaanqishewo，nadaojianciwo，shenzhihaihuoshengshengbawoderouyaoxialai，jigenanrenyiqi**wo......”
xiongzhanghedewuzhuerduo：“bieshuole，nibiezaishuole......”
muqinleiruyuxia，manyanxinteng。
大夫也连连摇头：
“doushixieshenmechushenga！jingranxiadelezheimehendeshou！xiaoguniang，nirenzhedian，kenenghuiyouxieteng......”
wohuanhuanyaotou：“wufang......”
shenshangzaiteng，nabideshangxinlidetong？
shangyaoqijian，woyoutingdaoxiongzhanghemuqinzaimenwaishuohua。
兄长压低声音询问：
“xueerdouzheiyangle，haixuyaopairenzaoyaotaxingweibujian，zhaofengyindie，gouyinshanfeima？”
duanzanchenmohou，muqindandankaikou。
“yao。xuanbataizifei，zuikanzhongnvzipinxing，yigedaodebaihuaipinxingbuduandenvzi，zhangdezaimeiyechengbuletaizifei。”
kemingming，wocaishishouhaizhe！
tamenzheiyangzaoyaowo，hezhishixiangrangwochengbuletaizifei，fenmingshixiangbawowangsilibi！
leishuiduokuangerchu，hededafulianmangwen：“nongtengnile？”
womamudiyaotou，fenbuqingshishangkoutenghaishixinliteng。
yuwoxuemaixiangliandezhiqin，bujinxiangyaohuidiaowodeshenti，haixiangchedicuihuiwodelinghun。
cishicike，wozhendehenxiangwenwentamen，nimendaodishiwodeqinren，haishichouren？
guolemeiduojiu，wotingdaomenwaichuanlaiyahuanxiaosimendeyilunsheng：
“tingshuolixue**gouyinshanfei，yuyiqunshanfeimeirimeiyezongqing，shenshangquandoushineizhongxiurendeshanghen。”
“tianna，tangtangxiangfuqianjin，zenmezheimebuyaolian？tajiuzheimequenanrenma？”
“bukenengba？takeshizuiyouxiwangchengweitaizifeiderenxuan，weileyushanfeikuaihuo，fangqidahaoqiancheng，zheiyetaifeiyisuosile！”
“zenmebukeneng？shishishengyuxiongbian！fouze，weiheshanfeibuzhaozanmen，pianyaozhaota？kendingshitagouyinshanfeia！”
“tingshuotachedibeiwanhuaile，zaiyewufashengyule！jianglaisheihaihuiquta？tazheibeizisuanshichedihuile！”
“zheidoushitajiuyouziqu！huogai！”
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zheifenmingshishouhaizheyouzuilun！
neiyigeyouyigezuiming，fangfoyizhizhibinglengdelijian，simianbafangshexiangwodexinzang，tongdewohunshenzhandou。
xiongzhangshenshouwuzhuwodeerduo：“xueer，bieting。”
母亲气得破口大骂：
“lirui，nishizenmebanshide？bushirangnichulihaoma？”
兄长一脸愧疚：
“woyijing**le，haishibeiyouxinrenzhidaole。xueerbiepa，gegelimasuqingyaoyan，jueduibuhuirangneixieyaoyanshanghaidaoni。”
tamenyanjijingzhan，meiyigexijiedourangwokanbuchupozhan。
这让我无比恶心。
muqinxintengdiwozhuwodeshou，muguangzhenzhi：
“xueer，wulunfashengshenme，niyongyuandoushiwodezhangshangmingzhu。”
xiongzhanggenzhediantou：“shiaxueer，gegeyongyuanaini。”
xiangfulixiarenmendeyaoyanhenkuaisuqing。
keyaoyanxiangzhanglechibangyiyang，feiguoxiangfugaoqiang，chuanbianjingchengjiaojiaoluoluo。
wodemingshengchedihuile，jibianshentihuifu，yejianbuderenle。
canxuantaizifeigengshijuebukeneng。
dafujianchawanwodeshenti，yilianningzhong：
“shenshangmeiyouyikuairoushiwanhaode，jingmaihegutoudouyouduanlie，zuiyanzhongdeshi，wuzangliufubeidayiwei，xiongqianghaibeirentonglehaojidao，julixinzangzhiyouyicun，ruobujishiqiangjiu，kongyouxingmingzhiyou......”
muqinmianseningzhong，zhenggerendoujiangzhule：“xingmingzhiyou？”
xiongzhanghongleyankuang：“zenmehuizheiyang？”
tamenchidaochaowoxinzanghenhentonglaishi，woguizaidishangkukuaiqiu，kewojiaotiantianbuyingjiaodidibuling。
neiyitianyiye，shiwoyongyuandeemeng。
“dafu，wulunfuchushenmedaijia，bixuzhihaowonver！”
dafuchenzhongdiantou：“womenhuijinlide。”
xianglaijiaoaodemuqintouyihuiguidaozaiwomianqian：
“xueerbiepa，muqinhuirangnichengweiyaoyanduomudetaizifei！”
kewo，zaiyebuxiangxintale。
muqinhexiongzhangquchulishiqinghou。
wobodonglunyilaidaowaimian，feigechuanshujiwoyangxiong：
“woxianghaole，woyaodianfuzheiqiankun！”
“xueer，nizenmepaowaimianlaile？muqindanxinhuaile，haiyiweini......”
muqinshengyingengyan，yibajiangwobaojinhuaizhong。
“muqinjuebunengrangnizaishoudaoyidingdianshanghai。”
shuowan，taniutoukanxiangwoxiongzhang，anshitakaikou。
xiongzhangluchuxinxidebiaoqingdao：
“xueer，woshoudaoxiaoxi，tianxiadiyishenyitiqianfanjing，womenjintianjiukeyiyizhile！”
wotaimou，dandandisaoletamenyiyan。
shifaxianwoyouxingmingzhiyouhou，juedezhihaowoyebuhuidangleliyuedelu，suoyicaidasuanyizhiwoma？
danwobuxuyaotamenzheiyangdeenci。
“母亲，算了吧。”
muqinzhejijieshi：“xueer，xianzaiyizhinengzuidabaozhengniyihouhainengshengyu，fouze，wufashengyukeshiyibeizideshi。”
womoranyaotou，woyijingbuzaiyile。
tahaixiangzaishuoshenme，xiongzhangqueyilianhuanxididao：
“muqin，yueerlaile，zaihuatingdengzheni。”
muqinnanyangaoxing：“xueer，nijiejiehuilaile，wotuiniguoqu。”
tadoumeiwenwodexiangfa，tuizhewojiuwanghuatingfangxiangqu。
wochunjiaorenbuzhugouqiyimochaofeng。
muqindagaizuomengdoumeixiangdao，tadangyanzhuziyiyangtengaileshijiniandeyangnv，qishishiwofuqinhewaishishengdesishengnv。
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yizhiyilai，fuqindouyinmandehenhao，zhidaowoyouyicixunzhaofuxiongshi，buxiaoxinfaxiantamenyijiasikouqilerongrongchiwanshan。
xiongzhangshenweinanzi，wufagongqingmuqin，zhihuigongqingfuqin。
tatongqingwaishimunv，juedemuqinshigedufu，lianxiaoqiedourongbuxia，haidewaishimunvwumingwufengenzhefuqin。
taqianfangbaijiduiwaishimunvhao，tahaijuedezijiweidajile，shizaibangmuqinshuzui。
zaitakanlai，wojiranshimuqinqinsheng，jiugaibangzheyiqishuzui。
wohuijingzheiyinianlai，tabutingdizaimuqinshenbianchuierpangfeng，bangliyueduifuwo。
woyiwei，zaizenmeshuowoyeshitamendexuemaizhiqin，tamenzuiduoyejiuxiaodaxiaonao，chubuleshenmedashi。
raner，wogaogulexuemaidefenliang。
“xueer，nimeishiba？jiejiedanxinsile。”
yijinhuating，liyuejiujiaqingjiayididuiwoxuhanwennuan。
woquezhuyidao，tashenchuanhuafu，huanpeidingdang，zhuguangbaoqi。
zhuyidaowodemuguang，liyuelianmangdaoqian：
“duibuqi，wowanglenihuironghuiqingbai，wufacanxuantaizifeile，wobushiguyide。”
ketafenmingjiushiguyide！
“wonengyuxueerdandutantanma？”
tamuguangtandang，yilianderenchuwuhai。
muqinziranbuhuijujueta：
“dangran，niduokaijiekaijieta。”
tamenyizouchuhuating，liyuejiubuzhuangle。