第一章 这么做,值得吗?

diyizhangzheimezuo,zhidema?

wozhulifeiqihuangziduoqutianxia。

taweilehuibaowo,fengwoweihuanghou。

tianxiarendoushuo,dihouqingshen,tianzuozhihe。

我曾也是这般想的。

zhidaotaconggongwaijiehuileyigenvren,

tashuo:“woyunichenghunfuleta,burunijianghouweirangjita?”

kanzhezheigewoaileduoniandenanren,wodandandeyixiao,shuo:

“meiwenti,zheidaanguodehuanghou,wobuzuoyeba!”

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wobeidaanguodehuangdifuantaijinhuanggongdanghuanghoudeneitian,wodeshixiongyelanjilewoyikeyao。

tashuo:“yuner,zheishiyikejiasiyao,chileta,keyirangnidehuxitingshangwutianwuye。”

“ruguoyouyitian,nizaineigehuanggonglimiandaigouledehua,yourenrenishengqidehua,jiutunxiazheikeyao,dangshixiongtingdaoniyisidexiaoxideshihou,jiuhuiganlaijiuni。”

niezheyelansuojideyao,woheheyixiao。

woshuo:“shixiong,woshijinhuanggonglimiandanghuanghoude,youbushiqushourenqide,zheikejiasiyao,wozhenyongbushang。”

wobenxiangbazheikeyaohaijishixiongde,kexiangdaozheidaodishishixiongdeyipianxinyi,wohaishijiangzheikeyao,chuaijinlewodejinshenyiwuli。

fuanyingquwodehuajiao,henkuaijiujiangwotaijinlehuanggongli。

tadangzhetianxiachenmindemian,jiwoanpailedaanhuanggongzuidadegongdian,jizulewosuoyoudetimianhezunzhong,dangsuoyouderen,guixiangxiangwogaohuniangniangqiansuideshihou,wocaizhidaofuanyouduochongwo。

xinhunye,fuangenwohehejinjiu,woxiaozhegentashuo:“fuan,nizheimechongwo,shihuibawojichonghuaide。”

fuanshenmehuayebushuo,tazhishiditoushenqingdewenwo,qingdaoshenchuzhishi,tanannaneryu。

tashuo:“jiuchongni,chonghuaiyebupa,sheirangnishiweiyiyigeweilewo,keyifuchushengmingdenvrenni?”

xinhunyeli,fuanhentouru,weijingrenshidewo,beitazhetengdejihusanlejia,daitachenchenshuiquzhishi,womozhehoubeishangdejichujianshangbahen,anziqingxiao。

kan,wodefuchu,zhongjiushizhidede。

fuanjilewozunzhong,jilewotimian,haijidewoweitasuoyoudefuchu。

woshoudezheixiejian,youhezuguachi?

fuanshidaanchaoxiandizuibuxihuandeyigehaizi,tamuqindechushenjiaodi,zaijiashangtawencaiwugongdoubuchuzhong,yidulianxiandidemiandoubucengjianguo。

zhengyinweizheiyangdebuzhaodaijian,fuanzheigexiansanhuangzi,caiyoulezugoudeshijianquyoulijianghu,ranhou,jiurenshilezixiaozaigenzaiyelande**houmianxuewugongdewo。

dangshi,fuanzhengzaibeijiminggongfutebiegaodeheiyirenzhuisha,wokanfuanmeiyouzhaojiazhili,suiyizheleyigenshuzhi,jiubaneijigerendadaozaidi。

fuanshuo,neixiezhuishataderen,shitadexiongzhangtaizipaiguolaide。

taiziweilesaoqingyiji,zaorijieshoudiwei,canhaiduomingxiongdi,tahendaidu,shenzhilianfuanzheiyangdexiansanwangyeyebuyuanyifangguo。

dangshi,fuanshenshouzhongshang,tagenwoshuo:“zhengleqiangle,shigesi。buzhengbuqiang,yeshigesi,jiranruci,burupinshangyiba。”

“yuner,niyuanyiyuwogongjintuima?ruguowobaile,nijiupeiwosi,ruguowoshenglile,wojiuqunidanghuanghou,rangnichengweizheigeshijieshangzuizunguidenvren。”

woduidanghuanghou,bingmeiyoushenmexingqu,jiujuzaishanshangdewo,pingdandeshenghuorangwozaoyisuranwuwei。

fuanshuodeshengsizhishi,daoshitebiedexiyinwo,bujingliyixiekankehefengyuderensheng,neihaijiaorenshengma?

wojueding,qugenfuanshuayiba。

zhenghuangweidedaolu,xiangdangxiongxian,genzhefuanhuidaojingchengdewo,nvbannanzhuangchenglefuandetieshenshiwei。

youcikeyaoshata,wodingshangqu。

youhuangziyaoanhaita,woyijiudingshangqu。

wobuyaofuanyiliangyinzi,queganxinweitamaiming,danfanshijingchengrenshitaderen,douzhidaofuandeshenbianyouyigekeyiweiletaerbuyaozijixiaomingdeshiwei。

weilezhufuanzaoyidianerdedaotaxiangyaodedaodeyiqie,wobudantifuandangqiangdangjian,gengchengweiletaqusharendeguizishou。

sanhuangzi,sizaiwodejianxia。

fanduifuandebingbushangshu,yebeiwoyijianlejie。

zhizhiwojianzhitaizi,donggonglisuoyangdeneixiesishigaoshou,heliduiwoweigong,zaiwodehoubeishang,zhishelesijian。

woxueliuleyidi,jihukandaolesishendedaolai。

keraoshizheiyang,woyijiupinjinzijidexingming,zhanxialetaizideshouji。

suoyoudehuangzi,quansile,chuichuilaoyidelaohuangdi,wunaizhixia,zhidexiazhao,jiangdaanguodehuangwei,jiaodaolefuandeshouli。

dangshengmingdaodafuandefushangdeshihou,yijingshiquledabanxingmingdewo,zhengzaibeihaoduogelangzhongqiangjiu。

suoyourendoushuo,wojiubuhuole。

shifuan,feigechuanshulewodeshixiongyelan,zheicaibaozhulewodexingming。

zhikexi,wodehoubeishang,queliuxialesigechumujingxindeshuodabahen。

neitian,woxinglaideshihou,shixiongzhengshouzaiwodeshenbian,kanzhejiyushengsidewo,taxintengdewenchuletayizhidouxiangyaowendehua。

tawen:“yuner,nizheimezuo,zhidema?”

woxiaozhediantou:“zhide,dangranshizhidede,wobudanshiyinweiaifuan,caizhutaduodetianxiade,gengzhongyaodeshi,fuanhuishiyigehaohuangdi,tahuiyongtabishengdejingli,haizheitianxiayigelanglangqiankun!”

我没有看错人。

laohuangdisihou,fuanjiuchengweilexindi,tayishangwei,jiuyongleitingshouduan,chulileyipitanzangwangfadeguanyuan,youqingyaoyi,bofushui,zhibuguoyiniandegongfu,jiuchengweiletianxialaobaixingzuilimianzuiweijingpeidediwang。

erwo,chengweilehuanghouyihou,yefangxialeshouzhongdezhangjian,congyigeliqimanshendeshashou,bianchengleyigemuyitianxiadehuanghou。

weilerangneixiechaochen,xinganqingyuandeweidaanchaoxiaozhong,weifuanmaiming,zaifuanlongluotamendeshihou,woyeshishidegenzheixiemingfu,gezhongjiaowang。

fuanchengweilerenrenjingpeidehaohuangdideshihou,woyechengweilerenrenchengsongdehaohuanghou。

fuandengjisanniandeshihou,tianxiadawen,yiqiedeshiqing,sihudouzaichaozhehaodefangmianfazhan。

shihouwodeyatouhongyutixingwoshuo:“niangniang,ninrugongsannian,tianxiadawen,xianzai,shishihoukaolvshenggehuangzile,bijing,huangziguanhuweilaideguoben......”

hongyudehua,rangwoxianrudaoleshensizhizhong。

woyufuanchenghunsannian,zaizisishangmian,taconglaidoumeiyoucuicuguowo。

shitabuxiangyaohaizi?haishitabuxiangjiwotaiduodeyali?

我不得而知。

kewoshenzhi,meiyourenhebeijingdewo,yaoxiangzaihuanghouzhiweishangzuowen,jiudeweidaanchaodezisimianyanchuli。

wozhaolailetaiyi,weiwobamai,xiangyaozhidaowosannianweiyudezhenzhengyuanyin,meixiangdao,taiyiquegaosuwo,yinweiwozaonianshoushang,shangdaoleyuanqi,pashinanyiyouyunle!

tingdaozheigexiaoxi,woruwuleihongding,dunshidiezuozaidishang,jiujiubunengqishen。

beishangzhiyu,wozherenquqingfuan,xiangcongtaneilizhaodaoyixiananwei。

没想到......