第1章
sannianqian，wobeiyigefupowannongzhihuirong，shisuyishuangchushoujiulewo。
taduiwoyijianzhongqing，buguanghuaqianxiufuwodelian，haipengwoweiguanlizuihongdenanmo。
tabuxianqiwodezhiye，yebuzaiyiwoduitashifouyouai。
wobeitachedizhengfule，ganyuantigudiaoai，napatabuxianggongbulianqing，woyemeiyouyuanyan。
kemoutianwoqufangjianjikerensongan**shi，quetingjianyushilichuanchusuyishuangdehuanyusheng。
wohunshenjuzhan，tingjianlingyigenanrenzaishuo：“niyaoshigenwoshuonixiangwole，wozhijiehuiguozhaoni，hebidafeizhouzhang，maitongfuporangyigenanmohuirongzhongzao？”
“meiguanxi，shuoyu，nideshiyegengzhongyao，gulizhishiyigebuhegedetidaipin，yonglaijiwojiemendechongwueryi......”
“fangxin，wohuibagulichulihao，buhuirangtaxiangtiangouyiyanglaifanwomen，xiangxinwo。”
我的泪水夺眶而下。
zhuantou，wozhudonggenlaobanshenqing：“shangcijingquanshenhaolinvshideyaoyue，woyingle。”
......
wotongkudimozhelian，liangliangqiangqiangdilikailezheili。
huiyijihuyaojiangwodanaosilie。
guaibudedangnianwozhishizhuanghuailebiliang，suyishuangjiurangwozhengzhangliandouzhenglerong。
meiqimingyueshirangwogengjiahaokan。
buguoshitasiniangurendeshouduan！
neixiexiangchuzhongdewenrou，chuangdijiandeshishen，douzhishibawodangzuolingwaiyigeren......
woningyuantaconglaimeiyouaiguowo，yebuyaozuobierendeyanpin。
“xiaogu，zheishizenmele？”
laobankanrenaosidewenwo，yanzhongdaizhexixue。
tashisuyishuangdepengyou，yinggaizhidaobushaoneiqing。
cikebuguoshizaikanwoxiaohuabale。
wozangzhuneixindekuchu，gaosuta：“jingquanshenhaolinvshideyaoyue，woyingle。”
tidaoliruonan，laobanyouxieshanshan。
bijingyigejieshenzihaodeshenhao，banyueqianhuranjianglinzheigeputongdenanmoguan，haizhimingdaoxingyaozhaowoyuehui。
简直匪夷所思。
“lizongzuijinmeikonge，xiaogu，nihaishibuyaozuochuduibuqiyishuangdeshiqing......”
“这是我的自由。”
“是么？”
suyishuangbinglengdeshengyinziwobeihouxiangqi。
tabozishanghailiuzhebierenliuxiadeaimeihenji。
“kuiwohaoxinlaijienixiaban，zhaobantiandouzhaobudaoren，yuanlaizaizheibianzhunbeijiedaixinkeni？”
wopeifutanengtanransahuang。
yehenzijiweishenmebunengxiangtayiyanglengjing。
“wo，xuyaoyejieryi。”
“guli，woshishaonichihaishishaonichuanle？xuyaoniquzhaobiedenvren？wokannifenmingjiushijike！”
wodajingshise，wuyishiwuzhuqidefamendexiongkou。
taduiwodezhanyouyuxianglaihenzu，gaodeduozaiyiwoyiyang。
“ninengyubiedeyixingjiechu，wojiubunengma？”
suyishuangyileng，suihouzuiyingqilai：“womencaibuyiyang，wo......woneizuiduozhishigongzuofangmianduoyingchou。”
“gongzuoyingchoudedidianxuyaoxuanzaijiudianfangjianma？”
“你懂什么？”
tazhendeconglaimeiyoubawofangzaiduidengdeweizhi......
yeshi，wozhishiyigetidaipin。
buxiangyutajijiaoxiaqu，wozhuanshenjiuzou。
beiwowushidesuyishuangshunjianbaoqi。
“jiuzheimepobujidaima？guliniyaobuyaolian？！”
“xinga，jiranniyaoxindejinzhumama，wobangni！”
xiayike，suyishuangqiaolegexiangzhi，baobiaobawocengcengweizhu。
tamenbawoyafanrensidedaizou。
daidaoyigebaoxiangli，zhuweizhengshixianqianzhemoguowodefupo。
takanqingwoshisheihou，yanjingshunjianyiliang，baqitahupenggouyouganzou，xiaomimidiyingshanglai。
“suzong，ninzheishishenmeyisiya？”
“nibushiyizhixiangyaozheigenanrenni？woxianzaibatasongnile，jinwan，nisuiyi。”
信念瞬间崩塌。
fuponeixiangsheyiyangniannideyanshenchanzaiwoshenshang。
让我几欲作呕。
“suyishuang......nibunengzheimeduiwo！”
“xianzaihouhui？youdianwanle。”