第四章
shijifenzhonghou，shenziangbeituijinleqiangjiushi。
linzhaoyilianshangleihenweitui，xinzhongmanshibuan。
shenjingzhibunaidicuicudao：“yaoyijingdashangle，nidepeixingni？”
qinshenghaizihaizaijijiushishengsiweibu，ketaxinxinnianniandequezhiyouxiesiyundexinzang。
linzhaoyiyaxiahoutoudesuanse，taimouchechuyigenankandexiaorong：
“已经做了。”
shenjingzhimeitouyisong，zailandeshuoyijuhua，zhuanshenbianchaozhejianyankezouqu。
linzhaoyikanzhetadebeiying，chuizaishencedeshouzhiyizuan。
“沈敬之！”
tamengdikaikouhanzhuta，baozhezuihouyisixiwangshitankaikou：
“ruguoquzouxinzangyihou，wobunengzaifuhuo......”
沈敬之脚步一滞。
“biehushuo......”tahoujiegundonglexia，yanshenyizhan。
guanqiedehuajiuzaizuibian，taquexiangqilinzhaoyishenshangdexitong，xinlidebodongshunjianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
zhiyingbangbangdiuchuyiju：“niyoufuhuoxitong，buhuiyoushide。”
wenyan，linzhaoyiyandideguangyian。
tazhanglezhangzui，jihujiuyaojiangneigeyinzangyijiudemimituokouerchu——
shenjingzhideshouji**quezhouranxiangleqilai。
tabunaifandizhoulezhoumei，shengyindichen，daizheyisijinggao：
“siyunyigerenxuyaopeihu。linzhaoyi，biezainazheizhongshilaiyaoxiewo。”
linzhaoyidongledongchun，hailaibujizaiwanliu，jiukanjianshenjingzhiyijingpobujidaidilikai。
xiangshiguoqudeqinianyiyang，yongyuanzhiliujitayigejicongcongdebeiying。
tachenmoyixiao，ziguzididishengkaikou：
“shenjingzhi，xiwangnibuyaohouhui。”
dengshenjingzhilikaihou，linzhaoyizhongyubeiyunxutanshishenziang。
gezhehouhoudeboli，takanjianshenziangshenshangchamanlegezhongguanzi，haowushengqiditangzaineili。
linzhaoyidezhijiashenshendiqiajinzhangxin，tengtongquejibushangxintouwanfenzhiyi。
shenjingzhizhejiquxinzang，huoxutagenbendengbudaoxiaoangzaixinglai。
kesiqian，tazongyaobaozhengxiaoangyihouyishiwuyoudizhangda。
linzhaoyizhuanshen，ditoubotongdianhua：“ninhao，woxiangzhuanyimingxiadesuoyouzichan。”
深夜。
lingchendeshenjiabieshukongwuyiren。
linzhaoyichijiaocaizaidibanshang，hanyishunzhejiaodipamanquanshen。
taduizheziliao，jiangzheixienianshenjingzhifuyantashizengyudegeleizichanquanbuzhenglifangjinkuaidixiang。
kanzheziliaoshishangneixiebieshuzhubaodegaoegujia，linzhaoyikuxiaoyisheng。
dangnianshoudaozheixiedongxideshihou，tahaiyiweishenjingzhishizhendechongaita。
keyuanlaicongshidaozhong，tamenzhijianjiuzhiyoufengchangzuoxidechong。
从没有过一丝爱。
fangjianheian，linzhaoyibugankaideng，zhinengjiezheshoujipingmudeweiguangzhengli。
zhengdangtashoushihaozhunbeifengxiangshi，shenhouturanchuanchuyishengjuxiang。
shenjingzhidichendeshengyinzhouranxiangqi：
“linzhaoyi，nishoushidongxi......shiyaodaizheqianpaoma？”