wozhengxiangkan，beitazheimeyihe，genbenmeikandao。buguotazheimewen，fanergouqilewodehaoqixin，wowen：“zheizhaopianyoushenmetebiedema？”
“meishenmetebie。”talengdandihuileyiju，shunbianjiangxiangkuangnazoule。
wosonglesongjian，xinxiang，zhenshiyinqingbudingderen。
zheiduanxiaochaquguoqu，xuyunyanyezuohaofanle。
kanzhezhuozishangsexiangweijuquandesancaiyitang，worenbuzhuxiangjitadianzan：“shenzangbulua。”
taduiyuwodezilaishubingbumaidan，ananjingjingdichifan，shunbianjiwoxiazhukeling：“chiwanfan，nikeyizoule。”
“xuyunyan……”wojiaotamingzi。
“womenmeineimeshu。”taduiwo。
wobeitadehuayeleye，xinxiangzheijiahuohaizhendeshiyouyanbujin，buguowokebushineigepiqibaozaodeqianjindaxiaojie，yiliangjuhuajiunengjiangworemao。
“haoba，xuxiansheng，qishiwojintianzhaoni，shiyouyijianshixianghenishangliangyixia。”
他抬头，盯着我。
wohuanhuankaikou：“xuyunyan，womenjiehunba。”
wenyan，xuyunyanneishuangpiaoliangdetaohuayanshuranzhengda，wozhidaowoturuqilaide“qiuhun”rangtatongkongdizhenle。
“nixianbiehuang，xiantingwoshuowannizaifabiaoyijian。”
“wozhidaowodetiyitaituranle，buguowoshizhenxinshiyi，woxuyaoyiduanhunyin，erni……”woyongleyigeweiwandecihui，“niyinggaiyezhidaozijizhangdeyouxiezhaofengyindieba，gumozheyiqianyejingchangbeirendashanba。”
“wojuedewomenkeyiyouhaohezuo，xieyijiehunsannian。jiehunqijian，wohuijinkenengbanyanhaoqizidejiaose，danwoyemingshuo，yinweiwogongzuodeyuangu，wokenengjingchangjiabanbuzaijia。”
“zhiyushenghaizi，ruguoniyuanyidehua，neizuihaobuguole。buguoruguosannianhounihaishiyaohewolihun，neihaizidefuyangquanbixuguiwo，wohuifuzetachengzhangdeyiqiefeiyonghedaijia。”
xuyunyanzhongyukaikoule：“nishuowanlema？”
“dagai，jiushizheimeyigeyisile。”wozongjie。
xuyunyanfangxiakuaizi，heiliangdemouzizhigougoudidingzhewo，jiezheshueryixiao，buguoxiaoyiquebudayandi：“wohaizhenshidiyicijiandaoyourenbahunyindangerxilaiwande。”
tazhanleqilai，fushenkaojinwo，yizhangshuirundebochunyikaiyihe：“buyaoyiweinibanglewo，jiukeyisuibianduiwotibuhelideyaoqiu。hunyinshiyibeizidedashi，jiubeinizheimecaolvdejueding，niheneigeqianjindaxiaojie，youshenmebenzhishangdequbiema？”
buzhidaoweishenme，tashuozheijuhuadeshihou，yanzhongyouzhejifenhentiebuchenggangdechengfenzailitou。
huozhezhunquebiaodashi，shiluoheshiwang。
失望？
他对我失望什么？
“dangranyoubenzhishangdequbie，woduiniyijianzhongqing，suoyixianghenidijiehunyue，erqieganqingzheizhongshiyeshikeyimanmanpeiyangde，bushima？”
tingdaoyijianzhongqingjigezi，talenglexia，erduomanmanpashangyimohong，jingranyishizhijianzhaobudaoliyoufanbowole。
wochenredatie：“hekuang，woyebucha，biedenvrenyoude，woyeyou，qulewo，nibingbuchikui，bushima？”
tayanshenyouyishunjiandemiluan。