第5章
qiangchengdejianqiangjihuzaiyishunjianjiubengtale。
guxiningcanbaizhelian，zhenggeshenzidouzhibuzhudikaishifazhan。
zhiyaoyixiangdaolinmiyunyaoshizhidaozijilailezheizhongdifanghuiyoudefanying，guxiningjiujuedezheigeshijiedouhuianle。
tazaiwaimianshoushenmeyangdekutadoukeyiren，keshitaquemeiyouyongqirangfumuzhidao。
tabuxiangrangtamenzhidaotamenyizhipengzaishouxinliyangdadenverrujinjingranlunluodaolezheibantiandi，tajianbudemuqinyanzhongliuluchuneizhongqingxu。
suoyicike，guxiningzhendebuzhidaogaizenmebancaihaole。
xianzaidechuxiuyanneimexiangyaoxiuruta，ruguotazhendegenmuqinshuole，neitazenmeban？
guxininghelexiejiu，yuanbenqingxujiuyouxiebuwen，cikeyoushenxianzaizijidekongjuzhizhong，zhenggeshenzibushoukongzhi，douderutongshaikangyiban。
“xining......”chuxiuyankanzhetacikedemoyang，xinkougenzheyizhan，jimangsongkaileduitadejingu，yanzhongyinzhejifenmingxiandedanyou。
jiuyishangtou，guxiningshuangshoujinjinkouzheshuichidebianyuan，nulidixiangyaowenzhushenzi，nulidixiangyaokongzhizhuzijideqingxu，danshizhuanshenkanxiangchuxiuyandeyishunjianhaishitonghongleshuangmou，yanleijiuzheimehaowuyuzhaodigunluoxialai。
mingmingxianghaolezaiyebuyaozaitamianqianshiruole，keshiquezhongjiuhaishimeinengguanzhuzijideyanlei。
kanzhejinzaizhichidechuxiuyan，guxiningyizhilaolaoshouzhedexinfangzhongyuhaishizaizheiyikechedibengtale。
taxiaoshilewunian，tazhengzhengzhaoletawunian。
yigeyueqian，taershiwusuideshengriyanshang，dangtingshuotayaohuilaideneiyike，tajidongdeshouzuwucuo，hanzheyanleizaimantangbinkezhizhongzhaota。
keshitaqueyouzenmenengxiangdao，wunianderisiyexiang，denglaidebushitawenrouqianquan，ershibinglengcanku。
tashideyouduohentacaihuixuanzezaitashengriyanshang，huiletadejia，huiletasuozhenxideyiqie，baokuoduitadeneifenai。
guxiningzheimexiangzhe，tongkudaoshisheng，shenshouyibazuanzhulechuxiuyandeyijin。
jiuyishangyong，guxiningkanzhechuxiuyanyayidaojizhi，yashengdao，“weishenme？chuxiuyan，weishenmeyaozheimeduiwo！”
“wodengleniwunian，wopanleniwunian，niweishenmeyaozheimecanren，weishenmeyaohuilewodeyiqie！”
chuxiuyankanzheguxiningcikeneishengsilijiedemoyang，xinkoumengdiyisuo，gangxiangshuoxieshenme，jiukandaotazhuazhezijiyijindeshouturanyisong，ranhouzhenggerenjiuzheimezaizijimianqianhualexiaqu。
“xining！”chuxiuyanjimangshenshouyibabaozhuleta，lianshangdetongyizaiyemeiyoubandianzheyan。
......
xiaoduyaoshuideweidaoqinrubiqiang，guxiningmengdizhengkaiyanjing，rumubianshilinmiyundanyoudemianrong。
kandaolinmiyun，guxiningzhenggerenshunjianbengkui，zhengzhazhejiuyaozuoqishenlai，“ma，nitingwojieshi，wo......”
guxiningyiweichuxiuyanzhendebalinmiyunzhaolaile，jideyanleishunjianfanleqilai，yikaikouquefaxianzijidesangzishayadaolejidian。
“xining，mamazhidao，mamadouzhidao，nimenyudaonanchandekehule，nibangtongshiduoheleliangbei，nitongshitamendougenwoshuole，wodeshayatoushoukule......”
linmiyunshuozhe，yankuangyihong，jimangpianzhuantoucaleyixiayanjiao，ranhounulijichuleyisixiaoyi，“mamajinibaolezhou，niyaobuyaoheyidian？”
guxiningtingzhelinmiyundehua，ditoukanleyiyanzijishenshangganjingdebinghaofu，jinbengdeshenjingzheicaimengdisongkaile，ranhoukanzhelinmiyundianlediantou。
suiranbuzhidaoshisheibangleziji，danshizhiyaomamabuzhidaojiuhao，zhiyaomamameibeijuanjinneixiewuzaodeshiqinglimianlaijiuhao。
linmiyunbazhouwenzailebaowentongli，cikehezhezhenghaowenre。
wennuandezhouhuaguohoujian，guxiningzheicaichedicongganggangdeyinmaizhizhongzhengtuolechulai。
yitaitouquekandaolinmiyunzhengzaiduizheshoujidiaoyanlei，bianjimangchushengwendao，“ma，shiyiyuanyoucuijiaofeilema？”
linmiyunshenshoumengdicaleyibayanjing，huitoukanzheguxiningdeshihou，yanleiquehaishizaicimaolechulai。
“yiyuanshuo，mingtianzaibujiaofei，jiuzhijietingyaole，yuanbenmingmingshuohaohuijiyigelibaizuoyoushijianjiwomenchouqiande，keshixianzaiqueyouturan......”
guxiningtingzhelinmiyunshuodehua，erbian‘wengweng’zuoxiang，yanqianquemanshichuxiuyanneihenjueletademoyang。
是他吗？
yinweizijizailiuzundebupeihe，suoyicaiguyirangyiyuanzheimezuodema？
guxiningzheimexiangzhe，quebugangenlinmiyunshuo，zhinenglazhetadeshouchushengdao，“ma，biedanxin，womingtianqugenlaobanshangliangyixia，rangtayuzhiyixiagongzi。”
“keyima？”linmiyuntingzheguxiningdehua，yanzhongshanguoleyisixiwang，danshitongshihaiyounongnongdexinteng。
tazhidaorangguxiningzheimezuoyidinghenweinan，danshicishicike，taqueyemeibanfayanzhengzhengdikanzhezijizhangfubeitingyao，suoyijibianxinzhongburen，yehaishikanzheguxining，zheimechushengwendao。
“keyide，zheizhongteshuqingkuang，tayinggaikeyilijiede，”guxiningjimangjichuleyisixiaorongkanzhelinmiyunchushengdao，“ma，nifangxin，womenlaobantinghaoshuohuade，dabulewojitadazhangqiantiaojiushile。”
guxiningkanzhelinmiyun，nuliyundanfengqingdichushengdao。
jiameile，zhiyaorenhaizai，guxiningjiujuedemeishenmehaopade，zhiyaobabamamadouhaizai，douhaohaode，tajiushenmedoubupa。
mingtiantayidingkeyixiangbanfanongdaoqiande，yidingkeyi！
linmiyunkanzheguxiningzheimeshuo，zheicaigenzheshaoshaofangsonglexie，ailiandifuzheguxiningdetoufa，yanzhongmanshixinteng，“xining，zaishuihuiba。”
“嗯。”
guxiningyingleyisheng，dingzhulelinmiyunyeganjinshui，zheicaiheshangleyanjing。
zhishicikedetaquebandianshuiyidoumeiyou，mannaozidoushizailiuzundeshihouzijiduizhechuxiuyanshuodeneifanhua。
dangshijiuyifanshanglai，tadeqingxuyegenzheyongleshanglai，yishimeiyoukongzhizhuziji。
但是现在她后悔了。
tawangle，xianzaidechuxiuyanzaojiubushineigeshitarumingdenanrenle，xianzaidetahentarugu，youzenmenengrongxutazaitamianqianzheimefangsi。
ruguoshiyinweitaderenxinghailebabadehua，guxiningjuedetazheiyibeizidoumeiyoubanfayuanliangziji。
zheimexiangzhe，guxiningdunshinanshoudezaibingchuangshangsuochengyituan，yaozheyixiuburangzijikuchushenglai......