第004章 难以启齿的心酸

haozaiwodanxindeshiqingbingmeifasheng,xiyuntingzhanzainei,bufayiyan。

woduimuchenzheibuzhihuigaidetaidugandaotongxin,shangquyouchouletayibazhang。

xiyuntingyaogenwolihun,muchentabushizuikuihuoshou,queyeshichouedebangxiong。

“jiefu,niguanguanwojie,tayoudawo!”muchenbeiwodalezhihou,zhaoxiyuntingqiujiu。

zaitayanzhong,zheigejiefu,haishitanengrenxingsajiaodeduixiang。

“muchen,zheishizuihouyici,nihaoziweizhi。”xiyuntingchenshengshuowan,zhuanshenjiuzou。

lengzhuliyegenzhechuqule。

baoxiangneizhishengxiawogenmuchenliangren。

“jie,jiefutashenmeyisi?”muchenwuzhidezhazheyan。

“tabuhuizaiguannile。”wobuxiangrangjialirenzhidaowomashangjiuyaolihunle,chenmozhezhuanshenzoule,yinweineixinliyijingwubinanguo。

xiyuntingneihua,qishishishuojiwotingde。

zouchuhuisuo,wobamuchenmeishiledexiaoxi,gaosulemama。

mamatinglehengaoxing,teyijiaodaiwoshuo:“fangning,xiyuntingzhenlihai,niyidingyaoduotaotaotadehuanxin,zhidaoma?womenmujiaxiabanbeizi,doudeyangzhangzhexijia。”

“ma,wozhidao,wohaiyoushi,xianguale。”woyaxiaxinzhongdekuchu,duizhemamashuodao。

woyexiangyaotaoxiyuntingdehuanxin,keshi,woyongleqiniandeshijian,quelitayuelaiyueyuan。

“shaonainai,xishaoyerangnishangche。”wokanzhedianhuafadaideshihou,lengzhulizouleguolai。

woyingleyisheng,biangenleguoqu。

shangleche,xiyuntingzhengzaidadianhua,wuguanrouhedenazheshoujidadianhua。

dianhuaduimian,yinggaishifangtong。

“wokanwanyeyemashangjiuqujieni,tianqileng,buyaoganmao。”tashuohuadeshihou,meiyanjiandewenrouheqianquan,wocongweijianguo。

zheiyikewocaizhidao,xiyuntingbushibuwenrou,zhishitadewenrou,conglaibushuyuwobale。

chiduandianhuatamiansehuifulelengjun,duiwodao:“yeyexiangrangwomenyiqiquyitangyiyuan。”

“恩。”我点头。

zaizhenggexijia,weiyiduiworeqingyidaide,zhiyouyeye,woduitayizhixincunganji。

lengzhulikaizhecheqianwangyiyuan。

xiyuntingyanmoulengdandekanlewoyiyandao:“yeyebingqingyijinghaozhuan,bangeyuehoujiugaiguoshoudanle,biewanglenidayingwodeshi。”

“wozhidao。”wokanxiangchuangwai,xinzaicisiliebantengtong。

tajiuzheimepobujidaidexiangyaohewolihun,yingqufangtong?

woweiweicetou,kanzhexiyuntingwanmeidecelian,yanleiyizhizaiyankuangzhongdazhuan。

woaileshiwunian,queyijiumeiyoubanfachupengyanqianrushenzhiyibandenanren,yeshishihou,yaojieshule。

xilaoyeziyizhijiuhenxihuanwo,yezhengshiyinweizheigeyangzi,wanglanjiusuanshiduiwoyoutiandadebuman,yebuganduiwozuochugengjiaguofendeshiqing。

daoleyiyuan,xilaoyezidejingshenhenhao,yigejingdewenwoxiyuntingyoumeiyouqifuwo。

wokanleyiyanzhanzaichuangkou,yizhitaishoukanshijiandexiyunting,wozhidao,xiyuntingpobujidaidexiangyaoqufangtongdeshenbian。

woqiangyanhuanxiaodeduizhexilaoyezishuodao:“yuntingduiwohenhao,wohenxingfu。”

“shenmeshihoushenggexiaocengsunjiwoa?wodoupanlezheimeduonianle。”xilaoyezibaoyuandelazhewodeshoushuodao。

孩子……

qinianlai,xiyuntinggenwojihumeiyoutongchuanggongzhen,wozenmekehuihuaishanghaizi?

congyiyuanchulai,xiyuntingshuotayaoqujiefangtong,rangwozijidachehuijia。

wozhanzaihanfengxia,kanzhexiyuntingzuoshangchezi,juechenerqu。

turanfaxian,xiyuntinghenyuan,yuandaowowulunzenmenuli,doumeiyoubanfachumo。

womeiyoucongyiyuanhuixijia,ershizhijiehuilemamajia。

wohuiqudeshihou,muchenyijingzaijiale,genjializaichifan,mamahanjiandejiwoqunaleyifuwankuai,jiwoshenglefan。

ruguoshiyiwang,wokendingbuhuiyouzheizhongdaiyu,haibushiyinweiwojiuledidi。

mamapianaidagehedidi,wodoushizhidaode,danshi,yeyinggaimingbianshifei,jiushiyinweimamadepianai,muchencaihuizhengtianwusuoshishi,jiuxiangyaoduqianreshi。

dangzhemamademian,muchendiqizulehenduo,bumandeduiwoshuodao:“jie,niyoumeiyougaocuo,wokeshiniqindidi,nidangzhejiefudemiandawo,nengbunengjiwoliudianmianzi!”

wotinglezhihou,likenaohuodao:“muchen,nijiwotingzhe,niyaobushiwoqindidi,xianzaishitiyijingrengzaijianglile。”

“xinga,mufangning,nizhangdanle?jiadaoxijiazhihou,piqijianzhang,shibushijuedewomentuoleinile?”muchenyinyangguaiqideduizhewochaoxiaodao。