lingchensandian，shenyubaidezhulidalaidianhua，yuqipingbanwubo：“jiang**，
shenzongrangninsongtaoganjingyifudao‘yunding’huisuo，a888baoxiang。”dianhuaguadegancuililuo。wowozheshouji，
pingmudelengguangyingliangyanxiadeqinghei。youlaile。tashenbianneigejiaosuyuemengdenvhai，xiangzhidafanyanliaotongdequeer，
zongyoubanfabaangguidejiushui“buxiaoxin”pozaitashenshang，ranhoulisuodangrandizhaohuanwozheige“baomu”。
woqishen，mamudizouxiangyimaojian。zhijianlveguoyipaipaiyuntiezhengqi、jiazhibufeidechenshan，
zuizhongtingzaijiaoluolineijianxidefajiu、lingkouweiweimomaodebaichenshanshang。zheishishenyubaichuangyechuqi，
chuanzhequgongdikanchangdi、jiditiepaodaikuandeneijian。houlaifadale，taxiantahansuan，suishoudiujiwochuli。
womeireng，guishishenchadiliulexialai。jinwan，jiuzheijianba。wobatazixidiehao，fangjinzhidai。
jingziliderenliansecangbai，yanlideguangzaojiubeirifuyiride“zhaozhijilaihuizhijiqu”modeandan。
yundinghuisuo，jinbihuihuangdeciyan。tuikaihouzhongdebaoxiangmen，zhenerdeyinlehehunzadexiangshuiweipumianerlai。
judadeshuijingdiaodengxia，shenyubaiyonglandixianzaizhenpishafali，angguideshougongxizhuangsuiyidazaiyipang。suyuemeng，
neigemeiyanjianyoujifenxiangwo、queyoubiwojiaoyanzhangyangshibeidenvhai，xiangzhiwugumaonizaitashence，
zhengnianzheyikeputao，zuoshiyaoweita。“yubaigege，douguaiwobenshoubenjiao……”tashengyintiandefani。
shenyubaimeijieputao，muguangdandansaoguomenkoudewo，meitoujibukechadiculeyixia，sihuxianwolaidebugoukuai。
tatailetaixiaba，shiyiyifudeweizhi。wobazhidaifangzailitazuijindechajishang。
suyuemengdemuguangxiangtanzhaodengyiyangluozaiwoshenshang，daizhehaobuyanshidedaliangheqingmie。tachixiaoyisheng，
nieqineijianjiuchenshandeyijiao，xianglinzheshenmezangdongxi：“yo，jiangjie，
zheijiushinijiyubaigesonglaide‘ganjingyifu’？zheidoushenmeniandaidepolanle？yiguziqiongsuanweier！
”takuazhangdiyanzhubizi，bachenshanxianqididiukai，“yubaigexianzaishishenmeshenfen？chuanzheigechuqu，
haiburangrenxiaodiaodaya？”baoxiangliqitajigekanrenaodefuerdaifachudididehongxiao。shenyubaimeishuohua，
zhishiduanqijiubeiminleyikou，yanshendanmodikanzhewo，fangfozaikanyichangyutawuguandenaoju。neiyanshen，
bisuyuemengdejifenggengcigu。xinkouxiangbeidundaozihuanmandigekai。wowanyao，
qujianneijianbeidiuzaidishangdejiuchenshan。zhijiangangpengdaobuliao，yibeibingliangdeyetihaowuyuzhaodidoutoujiaoxia！
shisuyuemeng。tashoulihainiezhekongjiubei，lianshangguazhetianzhenyouedudexiao：“aiya，duibuqijiangjie，shouhuale！
kannichuandezheimesu，zhenghaojinitiandian‘yanse’。”binglengdehongjiushunzhewodetoufa、lianjiawangxiatang，
jintouledanbodeyishan，langbeiyounianni。zhouweishunjiananjingxialai，suoyoudemuguangdoujujiaozaiwoshenshang，
daizhekanhaoxidexingwei。shenyubaizhongyudongledong。tafangxiajiubei，chouchujizhangzhijin，quebushidijiwo，
ershimantiaosilidicazhesuyuemengneizhi“buxiaoxin”pojiudeshou，
yuqishiwunaidezongrong：“zenmezheimebuxiaoxin？shangzhezijimeiyou？”tacadehenzixi，
fangfosuyuemengdeshoushishenmexishizhenbao。erwo，dingzhemantoudejiuyehenianzaishenshangdeshiyifu，
xianggehuajidexiaochou，zhanzaibaoxiangzhongyang，chengshouzhesimianbafangwushengdechaoxiao。xueyesihuzaizheiyikechedininggu，
ranhouyoubeiyigujudade、binglengdehongliuchongshuaxiaqu。lianshangbingliangdejiuyehaizaiwangxiatang，liujinyanjingli，
cideshengteng，danyuanbujixinkouneipianbeichedidongjiangdehuangwulaidejianrui。wokanzheshenyubai。tachuizheyan，
zhuanzhudicashizhesuyuemengneizhibaixijiaonendeshou，celiandexiantiaozaimilidedengguangxiayijiuyingjundewuketiaoti，
queyelengmodexiangyikuaiwuburedehanyu。talianyigeyanshendoulinyushishejiwo，
fangfowozheigeganggangbeita“zhaozhijilai”、youbeitadexinchongdangzhongxiurudeweihunqi，zhishiyituanaiyandekongqi。
suyuemengyiweizaitashenbian，tiaoxindichongwoyangleyangxiaba，xiangyizhidoushengdehuakongque。
neixiefuerdaimenkanhaoxidemuguang，xiangzhenyiyangmimimamazhazaishenshang。shijianhaoxiangtingzhile。ranhou，
woqingxiditingdaozijishentilimougedifang，chuanlaiyishengxiweiquewubiqingxide“kaca”sheng。
xiangbingmianchedisuilie，chenruwudideshenyuan。meiyoufennu，meiyouxiesidili，shenzhimeiyouyanlei。
zhiyouyipiansijidebingleng，congxinzangmanyandaosizhibaihai。womanmanzhanzhishenti，
hongjiushunzhefashaodiluozaiditanshang，yunkaiyixiaopianshense。wowanyao，
jianqidishangneijianbeihongjiuwuleyidapiandejiuchenshan。buliaojinlejiu，chendiandiande，
daizhelianjiadexidijihehongjiuhunhede、lingrenzuooudeqiwei。womeiyouzaikanrenheren。baoxianglianjingdekepa，
lianbeijingyinlesihudoushiqudidiaodileyinliang。wozuanjinleneijianshitoudejiuchenshan，
buliaocucaodechuganluozhezhangxin。zhuanshen，yibuyibu，chaozhemenkouzouqu。gaogenxiecaizaihouhoudeditanshang，
meiyoushengyin，queganjuemeiyibudoutazaixukongdebianyuan。“zhanzhu。”shenyubaideshengyinzaishenhouxiangqi，bugao，
quedaizheguanyoude、burongzhiyideminglingkouwen。wojiaobumeiting。“jiangwan！”tajiazhongleyuqi，
sihudaizheyisibeiwunidebuyue，“nilongle？”wotingzhule，beiduizheneipianxuanxiaohebingleng。
baoxianglichedianjingxialai，suoyoumuguangdoujujiaozaiwojiangzhidebeiyingshang。suyuemengfachuyishengbumandeqingheng。
shenyubaidejiaobushengkaojin，daizhetashenshangqingliedexuesongxiangqi，hunhezhebaoxianglinongyudeyanjiuwei。
tazaiwoshenhouyibuzhiyaotingxia。“bayifufangxia。”tayuqidaizhebunaifan，
xiangshizaichuliyijianjishoudesuoshi，“nongzangleditan，nifuzeqingli？”wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen。
lianshangdejiuyeyijingbangan，liuxianiannidehenji，toufayilvlvtiezaiejiaojingce。wozhishizheta。diyici，
meiyouduoshan，meiyoubeiwei，zhiyouyipianwangbudaodidechenji。“zangle？”wokaikou，shengyinsiyadelihai，
xiangshazhimoguomutou，“shenyubai，nigaosuwo，shenmecaijiaoganjing？”wodemuguanglveguota，
luozaitashenhoushafashangqiaoxiaoqianxidesuyuemengshenshang，youyihuitahaowubolandelianshang。
“shizheijiannichuanzheqijia、zuihoubeinixianglajiyiyangdiudiaodechenshanzangle？
”“haishiwozheigebeinidangchengbaomu、zhaozhijilaihuizhijiqu、haiyaorenshounixinhuanxiurudeweihunqi，zangle？
”“huozhe……”wodunledun，meiyigezidouxiangcongbingjiaolilaochulai，zazaisijidekongqili，
“shinishenyubaidexin，zaojiuzangdekanbuqingsheicaishizhenzhengduinihaoderen？”shenyubaidelianseshunjianchenlexialai，
yandifanyongqibinglengdenuyi。taxianranmeiliaodaoyixiangwenshunchenmodewo，huidangzhezheimeduorendemian，
shuochurucijianruidehua。“jiangwan！”talishenghedao，shangqianyibu，zhoushenqiyazhoujiang，“nifashenmefeng？
sheijinidedanzizheimegenwoshuohua？jiwogunhuijiaquqingxingqingxing！”“jia？”wochelechezuijiao，xiangxiao，
quezhiqiandongyipianmamudejirou，“shenyubai，womenzhudeneigedifang，shi‘jia’ma？
neizhishinihuanyangjinsiquedelongzibale。”wokanzhetashunjiantieqingdelian，
xindizuihouyisiweiruodehuoxingyechediximie。“nidagaiwangle，”wojuqishoulineijianshitoudejiuchenshan，
shengyinbugao，queqingxidichuantouzhenggebaoxiang，“qinianqian，zaichengnanneigelouyudechuzuwuli，nigaoshaobutui，
waimianxiazhebaoyu，yaodiandouguanlemen。shisheimaoyupaolesantiaojie，qiaokaiyijiasirenzhensuodemen，
guixialaiqiurenjiamaijitatuishaoyao？”shenyubaidetongkongmengdiyisuo，sihubeizheituruqilaidejiushicileyixia。
“shiwo。”wodingzhetadeyanjing，yiziyiju，“nishaodemimihuhu，lazhewodeshoushuo，‘wanwan，
dengwohaole，jinimaidafangzi，rangniguozuihaoderizi，yibeizizhiduiniyigerenhao’。
”“nidagaiyewangle，”wowushitayuelaiyuenankandelianse，jixushuozhe，
xiangzaichenshuyijianyujiwuguandewangshi，“nidiyicinadaodaxiangmu，zaijiuzhuoshangbeirenguandaoweichuxue，
shisheizaiyiyuanshoulenisantiansanye，aohongleyanjing，yibianbianyongmianqianzhanshuirunzheniganliedezuichun？
nixinglaidiyijuhuashishenme？”shenyubaidezuichunjinminchengyitiaozhixian，xiahebengjin。suyuemengdelianseyebianle，
youxiejingyibudingdikanzheta，youkankanwo。“nishuo，‘wanwan，xinkunile。zheishishang，
zhiyounishizhenxinduiwohao。’”wotitashuolechulai，yuqipingdandexiangzainiantaici。“shenyubai，
”woshenxiyikouqi，feilichongchizhebinglengdekongqi，“wopeileniqinian。peinizhulouyudefangzi，
peinikenlengdiaodemantou，peiniaoguozuijiannandeqibu。woyiweiwomenshibingjianzuozhan，woyiweiwomenzhijianyouai，
youchengnuo，youweilai。”wodemuguangsaoguotashouwanshangneikuaijiazhiqiweishudebaidafeili，
saoguotashenhoushemidebaoxiang，zuihoudinggezaitayingjunquelengmodelianshang。“keyuanlai，zainixinli，
wozhishigechenxuerru、jiuzhanquechaodebaomu。”wochechuyigebikuhainankandexiao，
“nixinxinnianniandebaiyueguanghuilaile，napatazhishidingzhegexiangdemingzi，napatajiaozongrenxing，
napatayicicicaizaiwodezunyanshang，nidoukeyishierbujian，shenzhizongrongtaxiuruwo。”“zhiyinwei，
taxiangnijiyilineigemohudeyingzi？”“neiwosuanshenme？”woqingshengwen，
shengyinqingdejihuyaobeibeijingyinletunmei，quezhongzhongzazaishenyubaizhouranshousuodetongkongli，“wozheiqinian，
yousuanshenme？yigezhuoliede、suishikeyidiuqidetishen？yigeyonglaitianbunikongxudelianjiaweijie？”“goule！
”shenyubaimengdidaduanwo，tashangqianyibu，sihuxiangzhuazhuwodeshouwan，
yanshenlidiyicichuxianlemouzhongjingnujiaojiadeqingxu，buzaijinjinshibinglengdemingling，“jiangwan！bizui！
genwohuiqu！”wohoutuiyibu，bikailetadeshou。dongzuobuda，quedaizheyizhongzhandingjietiedejuejue。“huiqu？
”wokanzhetashenchude、gujiefenmingdeshou，zheizhishoucengjingwushuciwenroudiqianguowo，
yecengzaiwushugeyewanqianxiagaibianmingyundehetong，rujinqueweilelingyigenvrencashipozaiwoshenshangdejiu。
“shenyubai，meiyou‘huiqu’le。”woyaoyaotou，shengyinpibeidaolejidian，yeqingxingdaolejidian，
“congnimorentayicicicaizaiwotoushangkaishi，congnijinwanzuozaizheili，
kanzhetabajiupodaowolianshangerwudongyuzhongkaishi……womenzhijian，jiuchediwanle。
”wojuqishouzhongneijianjintoulehongjiu、wuhuibukandejiuchenshan。“zheijianyifu，jiuxiangwomenzhijian。
”wokanzheta，yanshenpingjingwubo，“tajianzhengguozuichuncuideqingyi，yechengzailezuibukandexiuru。xianzai，
tachedizangle，lanle。”zaisuoyourenjingedemuguangzhong，woshuangshouzhuazhuchenshandeliangjian，
mengdiyongli——“cila！”yishengqingxidesiliesheng，xiangchebaoxiang。cuiruochenjiudebuliao，
zaiwoshouzhongyingshengliechengliangban。liezhidexiantoubengkai，xiangyichangwushengdezangli。wobaliangpianpobu，
henhendi、yonglidishuaizaishenyubaijiaobianangguideshougongditanshang。“haijini。”woshuo，shengyinlengdexiangbing，
“liantongwoguoquqiniandesuoyouchixinwangxiang，douhaijini。”“shenyubai，womenliangqingle。”shuowan，
wobuzaikantashishenmebiaoqing，buzailihuisuyuemengjingedeyanshenhebaoxianglisiyibandejijing。wotingzhijibei，
daizheyishenlangbeidejiuzihecongweiyouguodeqingxing，zhuanshen，tuikaileneishanchenzhongdebaoxiangmen。
menwaizoulangdelengkongqimengdiguanrufeifu，daizheyizhongjiehouyushengdelinlie。shenhou，
sihuchuanlaishenyubaiyayizhebaonudedihou，haiyousuyuemengjianxidejinghu，
doubeiwogejuezaineishanxiangzhengzhezhizuijinmidemenhou。jiaobuxufudizouchuhuisuodamen，
lingchendefengdaizhecigudehanyi，chuizaishitoudeyifushang，jiqiyizhenzhenzhanli。woxiayishidibaojinshuangbei，
zhanzainihongshanshuodejietou，kanzhecheshuimalong，yishijianjingbuzhigaiwanghechuqu。“jia”？
neigebinglengde、duimanshechipinquemeiyouyisirenqidedingcenggongyu？bu，neibushijia，
neizhishiyigehualideqiulong。huifumujia？dangnianweileshenyubaichuangye，wojihuhejialinaofan。
fumuhentiebuchenggang，mawoguimixinqiao，fangzheanwendegongzuobuyao，genzheyigeqiongxiaozixiazheteng。zheixienian，
suiranguanxihuanhelexie，danmeicihuiqu，tamenxiaoxinyiyidedaliangheyuyanyouzhidetanxi，dourangworuzuozhenzhan。
genghekuangxianzaizheifulangbeiyangzihuiqu，chulerangtamengengdanxin，hainengzenyang？koudailishoujizhenleyixia，
shiyinxingkayuebiandongdeduanxin。shenyubaidongjielewodefuka。yiliaozhizhong。
tayixiangshanzhangyongzheizhonglengkudefangshixuangaotadezhangkonghebuman。yehao。chediduanle。wofanchutongxunlu，
shouzhizaiyigemingzishangtingdun——linxi。wodaxueshizuihaodeguimi，yigehuodeqingxingyoubiaohandeguniang。
biyehoutajinlejiabucuodelvsuo，zijimailetaoxiaogongyu。dangchutajilifanduiwogenshenyubaizaiyiqi，
mawolianainao，shenzhiliaoxiahenhua：“jiangwan，nichizaobeitachidegutoudoubusheng！daoshihoubiekuzhelaizhaowo！
”yiyuchengchen。youyulejimiao，wohaishibotongletadedianhua。xianglehaojiucaibeijieqi，
neibianchuanlailinxidaizhenongnongshuiyide、baozaodeshengyin：“wei？sheia！
dabanyede……”“xixi……”wozhanglezhangzui，shengyingengyandebuchengyangzi，“shiwo，
jiangwan……wo……womeidifangqule……”dianhuaneitouchenmoleliangmiao，
suijishilinxidouranbagaode、chediqingxingdenuhou：“jiangwan？！nizenmele？nizaina？
shenyubaineigewangbadanyouqifunile？！”tingdaotashuxide、haobuyanshideguanxinhefennu，
woqiangchengleyiludedibashunjianbengkui，yanleihaowuyuzhaodixiongyongerchu。wodunzaibinglengdemaluyazishang，
baozhexigai，xianggemiludehaiziyiyang，
wochulaile……tabuyaowole……suyuemengpowojiu……ta……takanzhetapo……haihuzheta……”“cao！
”linxizaineibianbaolejucukou，“dingwei！fadingweijiwo！yuandidengzhe！ganluandonglaoniangdaduannidetui！
”banxiaoshihou，yiliangbaisedegaoerfufengchidianchebantingzaiwomianqian。linxidingzheyitouluanzaozaodeduanfa，
sumianchaotian，guozhejianhouwaitaotiaoxiache。kandaowohunshenshitou、shihunluopodidunzailubian，
tayanjingshunjianjiuhongle。“made！”tamaleyiju，chongguolaiyibajiangwozhuaiqilai，
tuoxiazijidehouwaitaobuyoufenshuoguozaiwoshenshang，“dongsinisuanle！weilegezhanan，zhidema！
”tabawosaijinfujiashi，nuanqikaideshizu。cheziqidong，huirulingchenxishudecheliu。
“xianquwoneixigereshuizao，huanshenyifu。”linxiyuqiburongzhiyi，cetouhenhendenglewoyiyan，
“jiangwanwogaosuni，zheiciniyaoshizaixinruan，zaihuitou，wolinxijiudangmeinizheigepengyou！tingjianmei！
”woguojindaizhetatiwendewaitao，jiquzheneiyidianzhenguidenuanyi，yanleiwushengdiliu。woyonglidiantou，
houlongdudeshuobuchuhua。linxidexiaogongyubuda，yishiyiting，buzhidewenxinyouliluo。tabawotuijinyushi，
saiji**jingdemaojinhetadeshuiyi。guntangdereshuichongshuaerxia，pifubeitangdeweiweifahong，
quequbusanguzilidehanyi。wokanzhejingzilineigeshuangyanhongzhong、liansecanbai、langbeibukandenvren，
yonglicadiaolianshangdeshuizhu。bunengzaizheiyangle。jiangwan。xiwanzaochulai，
linxiyijingzhuhaoleyiwanreqitengtengdejiangtang。“hele！”tabawanduidaowomianqian，yanshenxiangdaozi，
“hewanshuijue！tiantaxialaimingtianzaishuo！”wopengzhewan，nuanyishunzhezhangxinmanyan。
xiaokouxiaokouhezhexinladejiangtang，weilizhongyuyouleyisinuanyi。“xixi，”woshengyinshaya，“woxiangzhaogongzuo。
yuekuaiyuehao。”linxilengleyixia，suijipailexiazhuozi：“zaogaizheimexiangle！kaonanren？
kaodezhumuzhudounengshangshu！nixiangzuoshenme？wobangniliuyi！”“wo……”woyouxiemangran。daxuebiyehou，
wojiuyitouzhajinleshenyubaideshiyeli。bangtazhengliziliao，chulizashi，zhaogutadeshenghuo。
tagongsizoushangzhengguihou，wogengshichedichengletabeihoudenvren，meiyouzijidelvli，meiyougongzuojingyan。
tuolile“shenyubaiweihunqi”zheigebiaoqian，wosihuyiwushichu。“buzhidaozuoshenme？
”linxikanchuwodejiongpo，“neijiucongzuijichudekaishi！qiantai、wenyuan、zhuli！yinidenengli，
xueshenmedoukuai！guanjianshiyaoxianzhanqilai，zijiyanghuoziji！tingjianmei？”“ng！”wozhongzhongdiantou。huoxiaqu，
kaozijihuoxiaqu。zheishiyanxiaweiyiqingxidemubiao。neiyiwan，zailinxizhaixiaodeshafashang，woquansuozheshenti，
queshuidebizaishenyubaineishehuadedachuangshanganwenbaibei。meiyouhuandehuanshi，meiyoudengdaidejianao，
zhiyoujiehouyushengdepibeiheyisiweiruoquejueqiangdexinshengxiwang。diertian，wodingzhehongzhongweixiaodeyanjing，
yonglinxidejiudiannaokaishifengkuangtoujianli。haitou，buguanzhiweigaodi，zhiyaozhaoren，zhiyaowonengzuode。tongshi，
wolianxilezhongjie，zhaozuibianyidedanjianchuzuwu。shenyubaidedianhuazaidisantiandalejinlai。
pingmushangtiaodongzheneigelanshuyuxindemingzi，wodingzhekanlejimiao，zhijieguaduan，lahei。weixinxiaoxisuizhierlai，
yuqishiyayizhenuhuodemingling：【jiangwan，naogoulejiuhuilai！biebiwoqinziquzhuani！
】womianwubiaoqingdishanchu，lahei。dongzuogancuililuo。shijieqingjingle。yizhouhou，
wobanjinleyigelaojiuxiaoquzhiyoushipingmi、meiyoudianti、zhiyougonggongweishengjiandexiaodanjian。qiangpiyouxieboluo，
jiajuzhiyouyizhangchuangheyigepojiudezhuozi。danchuanghuchaonan，yangguanghenhao。tongyitian，
woshoudaoleyigemianshitongzhi。yijiaguimobudadeguanggaogongsi，zhaoxingzhengzhuli。xinshuibugao，
danzugouwozhifufangzuhezuijibendeshenghuofei。mianshineitian，wochuanzhelinxijiejiwode、shaoxianzhengshidetongqinzhuang，
nulitingzhijibei。mianshiguanwenjishangyifengongzuojinglihekongchuangqi，
wopingjingdihuida：“guoqujinianzaizhaogujiaren，xianzaixiwangzhongxinhuiguizhichang，congjichuzuoqi，xuexichengzhang。
”yexushiwodeyanshenzugoutanchenghejianding，yexutamenzhendequeren。wodedaolezheifengongzuo。
shenghuoxiangbeianxialezhongzhijian，benzhuoerjiannandizhongxinqidong。meitianjizheshadingyuguantoubandezaogaofengditie，
zaixiaoxiaodegongweishangchulisuosuidewenjian、jietingdianhua、dingwaimai、maikafei。xinshuiweibo，
yaojingdaxisuanmeiyifenqian。xiabanhouhuidaoneigexiaofangjian，changchangleidedaotoujiushui。shentihenlei，
xinqueqiansuoweiyouditashi。buzaiyouhuandehuanshidedengdai，buzaiyouxiaoxinyiyidetaohao，
buzaiyousuishihuibeixiurudekonghuang。meiyifenshouru，doudaizhehanshuizhenshidexianwei。
shenyubaibingmeiyourutaweixiedeneiyang“qinzilaizhuawo”。yexutajuedewozhishizaishuaxiaoxingzi，
guobuleduojiujiuhuixiangyiqianyiyang，huiliuliudihuidaotashenbian，jixubanyanneigewenshunchenmode“baomu”。
yexu，suyuemengdewenrouxiangzugourangtawangdiaowozheigebushitaijudejiuren。zheiyangzuihao。
rizizaimangliuhepingdanzhonghuaguoyigeyue。woyiweizijiyijingchedibaituoleguoqudeyinying。
zhidaoyigexiazhexilixiaoyudebangwan。wogangzouchugongsidalou，zhunbeiquganditie。yiliangshuxideheisebinli，
xiangyoulingyiyangwushengdihuadaowomianqian，dangzhulequlu。chechuanghuanhuanjiangxia，luchushenyubaineizhanglunkuofenmingdelian。
tachuanzhejiancaikaojiudeshensedayi，toufadalideyisibugou，yingjunyijiu，zhishiyanxiadaizhedandandeqingying，
yanshenshiwocongweijianguodefuza。buzaishichuncuidelengmohuomingling，sihuchanzazheyisi……jiaozao？
haiyoumouzhongnanyiyanyudeshenshi。tajiuneiyanggezhechechuangkanzhewo，muguangxiangtanzhaodeng，
yicuncunsaoguowoshenshanglianjiadetongqintaozhuang，saoguowoshoulitizhede、zhuangzhejiabanwancandebianlidiansuliaodai，
saoguowoyinweibenboerxiandeyouxiepibeidelian。“shangche。”takaikou，shengyindichen，daizheburongzhiyi。
yushuidashilewodeefa，binglengdechuganrangwoshunjiancongmamuzhongjingxing。wokanzhechelideshenyubai，
xiangkanzheyigelaiziyaoyuanguoqude、lingrenbushidehuanying。“shenzong，”wokaikou，
shengyinzaiyushengzhongxiandeyichangpingjing，shenzhidaizheyisishulidekeqi，“youshi？
”shenyubaidemeitouhenhenningleqilai，sihujiqibushiyingwozheiyangdechenghuhetaidu。tatuikaichemen，
gaodadeshenyingdaizheyapoganchaowozoulai，wanquanwushilepiaoluodeyusi。“jiangwan，naopiqiyegaiyougexiandu。
”tazhandingzaiwomianqian，julijindewonengwendaotashenshangqingliedexuesongxiangqi，zheicengjingrangwomilianchenzuideweidao，
cikequezhirangwoweiliyizhenfanyong。tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yuqidaizheqiangxingyayidebunai，“genwohuiqu。
nikankannixianzaixiangshenmeyangzi？”tashenshou，sihuxiangxiangyiqianyiyang，xiguanxingdiqulawodeshouwan。
womengdihoutuiyibu，bikailetadechupeng，dongzuofudubuda，quedaizheqingxidekangju。
bianlidiandesuliaodaiyinweidongzuofachuhualadeshengxiang。“shenzong，qingzhuyinindexingwei。”wotaiqitou，
zhishizhetayanzhongfanyongdenuyi，shengyinqingxidichuantouyumu，“woxianzaiguodehenhao，buxuyaonincaoxin。
qingninlikai。”shenyubaidelianseshunjianyinchendenengdichushui。tadingzhewo，yanshenruilirudao，
xiangshidiyicizhenzhengdi、zixidishenshiyanqianzheigetayiweikeyisuiyinaniedenvren。“henhao？
”tachixiaoyisheng，muguangsaoguowoshenhouneidongputongdexiezilou，yuqichongmanlejifeng，“zaizheizhongpogongsi，
zuozheizhongdazadehuo，zhuneizhongpinminku？jiangwan，zheijiushinisuoweide‘henhao’？likaiwo，
nijiuzhinengguozheizhong**derizi？”“**”lianggezi，xiangcuiledudezhen，henhenzhajinwodeermo。
yigubinglengdenuyimengdicuanshangxintou，shunjianyadaolesuoyoudepibeihemamu。wozuanjinleshoulidesuliaodai，
zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。“shenyubai，”woyingzhetaqingmiedemuguang，meiyigezidouyaodeqingxierbingleng，
“**zijideshuangshouzhuanqianchifan，huodetangtangzhengzheng，ganganjingjing。zheirizi，
bizainishenbiandanggezhaozhijilaihuizhijiqu、haiyaokanbierenlianseguohuode‘baomu’、‘tishen’，qiangbaibei，
qianbei！”“zhishao，”woshenxiyikouqi，binglengdekongqijiazazheyushuiguanrufeifu，“wodezunyan，
meiyoubeirenherencaizaijiaoxiasuiyijianta！gengmeiyoubeiwozuixinren、zuiyilaideren，qinshouniansui！
”shenyubaidetongkongzhouranshousuo，xiangshibeiwohualidemougecihenhencizhong。taxiahebengjin，
yanshenlifanyongqijingtaohailangbandeqingxu——zhenjing、fennu，haiyouyisicubujifangdelangbei。“tishen？
”tajihushiyaozheyajichuzheilianggezi，shengyindaizheyizhongweixiandesiya，“sheigaosunide？suyuemeng？
tagennishuoleshenme？”tadefanying，xiangyipenbingshui，
chedijiaomielewoxintouzuihouyisicancunde、kexiaodeqidai。daolezheigeshihou，tadiyishijianxiangdaode，
bushijieshi，bushikuijiu，ershizhiwen？shipasuyuemeng“shuocuoleshenme”？xinkouneipianzaoyibingfengdehuangyuan，
lianzuihouyisiliehenyechedimihe。zhishengxiabinglengde、jianyingdesiji。“zhongyaoma？”wokanzheta，
yanshenpingjingwubo，xiangzaikanyigemoshengren，“shenyubai，shisheishuode，huozhenixinlijiujingzenmexiangde，
duiwolaishuo，douyijingbuzhongyaole。”“congniweileyigexiangtadeyingzi，
jiuqingyifoudingwomenqinian、foudingwozheigerenkaishi，yiqiejiudoujieshule。”“xianzai，qingrangkai。”woceshen，
xiangyaoraoguota，“woyaohuijiale。”“jia？”shenyubaimengdishenshou，zaicishituzhuazhuwodegebo，
yuqidaizheyizhongtazijidouweicengchajuedejiqiehe……konghuang？“neigepodifangsuannamenzijia！jiangwan，
bierenxingle！genwohuiqu！niyaoshenmewodoukeyijini！fangzi？chezi？haishiqian？nishuogeshu！”tayiwei，
yiqiedoukeyiyongqianlaibaiping。xiangguoquwushuciyiyang。wozaiciyonglishuaikaitadeshou，lidaozhida，
rangcubujifangdetadouliangqiangleyixia。suliaodaituoshoudiaozaidishang，limiandefanhegunluochulai，zhanmanlenishui。
“woyaoshenme？”wokanzhedishangneitanlangjie，youtaitoukanxiangta，yushuishunzhelianjiahualuo，
fenbuqingshiyuhaishibiedeshenme，danyanshenqueliangdejingren，daizheyizhongbeibidaojuejinghoudefengli。“shenyubai，
我要你离我远一点！
”“woyaonidaizhenineixieexindeqian、nixuweideshishe、haiyounixinjianshangdebaiyueguangtishen，
yongyuangunchuwodeshenghuo！”“woyaoni，yongyuanjizhu，shiniqinshoubawotuikaide！shini，bupei！
”houchuzuihoujigezi，xiongqianglijiyaletaijiudeweiqu、fennu、juewang，xiangshizhaodaoleyigexuanxiekou，
rangwohunshendouzaifadou。wowanxiayao，jianqidishangzhanmannishuidefanhehesuliaodai，
kanyemeikanjiangzaiyuandideshenyubaiyiyan，zhuanshen，dabuchongjinleyuelaiyuemideyulianzhong。shenhou，
sihuchuanlaishenyubaiyayizhejudaqingxude、dichendehousheng，haiyouchemenbeihenhenshuaishangdejuxiang。danzheiyiqie，
doubeihuahuadeyushenggejue。binglengdeyushuidazaishenshang，cigudehan。wobaozheneihezangdiaodefan，
zaiyuzhongyuezouyuekuai，zuihoujihushibenpaoqilai。yanleizhongyuxiongyongerchu，hunhezheyushui，
guntangdizhuoshaozhelianjia。bushiweitaku。shiweineigeshashafuchuleqinian、zuizhongbeiniandefensuideziji。
yeshiweizheichilaide、tongchexinfeideqingxing。paohuineigepojiudexiaowu，hunshenshitou，langbeibukan。
**zhebinglengdemenbanhuazuodaodishang，dakouchuanzheqi，xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong。
shoujizaishitoudekoudailizhendongqilai，pingmushangtiaodongzhe“linxi”。wozhandouzheshoujietong。“wei？wanwan？
nizenmele？shengyinbudui！nizaina？”linxijiaojideshengyinchuanlai。“xixi……”wozhanglezhangzui，
声音抖得不成样子，
“wo……wohaoxiang……butaishufu……”xiaofuchuanlaiyizhenzhenmoshengde、mianmidezhuitong。
linxierhuabushuo：“dingwei！fawo！like！mashang！”ershifenzhonghou，linxixiangyizhenfengsidechonglejinlai，
kandaowoquansuozaidishang、liansecanbaideyangzi，hedehunfeiposan。taerhuabushuo，jiaqiwojiuwangwaichong。
yiyuanjizhenshi，cibidexiaodushuiwei。“huaiyun，liuzhouzuoyou。xianzhaoliuchanjixiang，
qingxujuliebodongheshouhanshiyouyin。xuyaolikewochuangbaotai。”daizhekouzhaodenvyishengyuqilengjing，
diguolaiyizhangjianchadan。wotangzaibingliangdejianchachuangshang，tingzheyishengdehua，danaoyipiankongbai。huaiyun？liuzhou？
xiangyidaojinglei，pikailehundundeheian。shineici……shenyubainaxianeigezhiguanzhongyaodekuaguohezuoan，
xingfenzhixiahelehenduojiu，huijiahou……neicitayichangwenrou，
shenzhidaizheyizhongshierfudebandejuanlian……diertianxinglai，tazaoyilikai，
zhiliuxiayizhangshuebuxiaodezhipiaoyazaichuangtou……yuanlai，shineigeshihou。linxinazhejianchadan，lianseshabai，
youjingyounu：“jiangwan！ni……ni……”ta“ni”lebantian，zuizhongzhongzhongtanlekouqi，yanquanhongle，
“nidasuanzenmeban？”zenmeban？woxiayishidifushangyijiupingtandexiaofu。neili，
jingranqiaowushengxidiyunyuleyigexiaoxiaodeshengming。yigeliuzhewoheshenyubaixuemaideshengming。
zaizheigewozuilangbei、zuijuewang、ganggangxiadingjuexinyaochedibaituoguoqudeshihou。
mingyunjiwokaileyigejiqicanrendewanxiao。“liuxiata/ta。”wotingdaozijideshengyinxiangqi，
shayaquedaizheyizhongqiyidejianding。linximengditaitoukanwo，yanshenfuza：“nifengle？！
neishishenyubaidehaizi！niyihou……”“wozhidao。”wodaduanta，
muguangluozaijianchadanshangneigemohudexiaoxiaoyunnangyingxiangshang，
xinkouyongqiyigunanyiyanyudesuanchuhe……qiyiderouruan，“xixi，wozhidaozheiyiweizheshenme。zheigehaizi，
kenengshiwozheibeizizuidademafan，shizhanbuduanlihailuandeqianban。”woshenxiyikouqi，taiqitou，