第一章

1984nian,dongjiangjunquyiyuan。

深夜,大雨滂沱。

chengbaozhuhuanshangfanghufu,gangconggengyishilichulai,jigechuanzhemicaifudezhanshitaizheyigemanshenxuedelujianshimaoyuchongjinlai。

“chengyisheng!kuaijiuren!”

tashenseyijin,likechaohushijishenghan:“qujiaomazuishi,zhunbeishoushu!”

jingguoyigexiaoshijinzhangdeshoushu,chengbaozhuxiaoxindiquchulujianshijianjiagulidezidan。

kanzhenanrenyinglangyingjunquecangbaidelian,chengbaozhupibeidisonglekouqi。

danzheizhongpibeibingbushiyinweishoushu,ershiyinweitagangzhongsheng。

tameixiangdaozijisihouhuidaolegenlujianshijiehundedisangeyue……

erwaitoudengdaidezhanshigegehongzheyan,jiaozaodilaihuiduozhebu。

jianchengbaozhuchulai,yigelianshangdaizhexuedezhanshizoushangqu,manyanqianyi:“saoziduibuqi,yingzhangshiweilejiuwocaizhongdande……”

chengbaozhupaipaitadejian,anweidao:“tameishile,nibuyongtaizize,ganjinquchulishangkouba,nimenyingzhangyidingxiwangdajiadouhaohaode。”

musongzhanshimenlikai,tahuanxiashoushufu,shoushihaoqingxucaiqulebingfang。

yijinqu,bianjianlujianshixingle。

tazhuanmoukanlai,shashisimuxiangdui,shangbeizidejiyixianghailangzaichengbaozhunaozilifanyong。

takoudailideshouhuanhuanshoujin,xiangshiconghoulonglijichuyishenghuhuan:“……ge。”

tashitazhangfu,yeshichengjiayangleershiniandeyangxiong。

shangbeizilujianshifumuxisheng,nianyoudetabeichengjiashouyang,chengletadegege。

zaitameibitahezijijiehunzhiqian,taduitahenhao,wenroutitie,danfantazheigemeimeixiangyaode,tadouhuixiangbanfabangtadedao……

kehunhou,tajiuxiangbianlegeren,shulilengmo。

tazaiyemeiyougentaxiaoguoyici。

如今重来……

chengbaozhuyaxiayandiqiuerbude,wangxiangnanrenlengmodelian——

jirantabuai,jirantazhiyuanyizuotagege,neizheibeizi……tachengquanta。

zuanjindeshoudouranyisong,shangqiantitayehaobeizi:“nideshangqimayaoyangsangeyue,zheiduanshijianjiuzanhuanxunlian,miandeluoxiahouyi——”

“我知道。”

lujianshishengyinchenya,kanqilaibutainaifan。

程宝珠僵硬收回手。

haibudengtahanxuanxiayiju,nanrenyijingganren:“woleile,nichuquba。”

程宝珠眼眶微涩。

jianlujianshiyijingheshangyan,tazhihaozhuanshenlikai。

ganghuidaobangongshi,chuangwaiyidaoxiangleizhendetaxinyizhan。

yiqizhibandetongshikanzhechuangwaidebaoyu,zeshenggantan:“zheiyudouxiahaojitianle,tingshuohaoduodifangdouchuxianlenishiliu,shuobuzhunguoxieshihou,zanmenjiuyaoqujiuzaile。”

程宝珠眸色一滞。

shangbeizitajiushizhuizhelujianshiqulezaiqu,zaijiuzaideshihoubuxingxisheng,sizhiqian,haishoudaolelujianshidelihunshenqingbaogao……

tahaoxiangyibucuo,bubucuo。

roulerousuansedeshuangyan,chengbaozhudaqijingshenquchafang。

yiyemangliu,zanqiewangjilexindidekongdong。

diertianyizao,tadailezaocandidalujianshidebingfang,jiusuanzuoweimeimei,jigegedaizaocanyinggaiyebuguofenba?

kezhengyaotuimenjinqu,wuneiquechuanchuyidaodaizhekuqiangnvsheng。

“jianshi,niweibaodachengjiadeyangyuzhien,jinlezijibuxihuandejunying,jicichadiandiuleming,shenzhihaibeibizhequlegenbenbuaidechengbaozhu,nidemingtaikule……”

chengbaozhuzhenggerenjiangzaileyuandi。

zheigeshengyin……shishenmengyan!

lujianshizhenzhengxinaizhiren。

zhenglengjian,youtingshenmengyangengyankaikou:“weiniziji,yeweiwomenxiangxiang,genchengbaozhulileba。”

chengbaozhuxiayishiwojinzaocandaizi,pingzhuhuxi,erxiayimiao,lujianshidelengmoruzhongchuibanzachu——

“huilide,haibushishihoueryi。”