dahunershinian，wodefujun，dangchaotianzipeidu，qinshoujiangwosongshangpanjundechuangta。taniezhewodexiaba，
xiaodewenrunruyu：“wanyu，nizheishenzi，yegaiweizhen……weijiangshanchudianlile。”tabuzhidao，
wozhongshengerlai，zhixianghuzhetahetaxinjianshangdebaiyueguangyishianwen，ranhouzijigundeyuanyuande。
dangpanjundedaotongchuanwoxiongkou，takanjianwosongtadedingqingxueyubeimian，kedebushitabaiyueguangdemingzishi，
tadangzhesanjundemian，fengle。kewodeguhui，yijingbeitaqinshouyangzailetaweibaiyueguangzhongxiadeshilitaolinli。
diyizhangjiajipeidudediershinian，wocaizhidaotashufangdeangeli，zangzheyibailingbafusongyanyudehuaxiang。
meiyifuhuadeluokuan，doushiwoqinshouweitacaobandeshengchen、womenchenghundejinian、huoshitadengjineiyangdedarizi。
yuanlaiwozhanzhanzixidemeiyige“teshu”，douzhishitasinianlingyigenvrendezhujiao。wozaleneijiananshi，
zadeshuangshouxianxuelinli。peiduwenxunganlaishi，wozhengjuzhezuihouyifuhua，neishitazuoyecaihuade，
huashangsongyanyuyishenrongzhuang，yingzisashuang。erzuoye，tatangzaiwoshenbian，wenrouqianquandiduiwoshuo：“wanyu，
youni，zuyi。”wopei！“nifashenmefeng！”peidudeshengyincuizhebing，yibaduoguowoshoulidehuajuan，
xiaoxinyiyidichuiqushangmiandehui。neizhenshidemoyang，xiangyigenshaohongdetieqian，henhentongjinwodexinwozi。
woxiaochulesheng，yanleiquebuzhengqidiwangxiadiao。“peidu，ershinianle，nitaniangdebawodangshenme？
yigeyonglaiyanrenermudedangjianpai？yigebangniwenguhougong，rangnianxinsinianxinshangrendegongju？
”peidudeliansechenlexialai，neizhangwoaileershiniandelian，cikekanlaizhishengxuwei。tajianghuajuanhao，
fangzaiyipangdezitanmuzhuoshang，caizhuanguoshen，yongyizhongkanfengzideyanshenkanzhewo。“huanghou，zhuyinideyanci。
”tadanledanyixiushangbucunzaidehuichen，“nileile，huigongxiezheba。”youshizheiyang。yongyuanshizheiyang。
wulunworuhexiesidili，tayongyuanyifuyundanfengqing、bolanbujingdesirenyangzi。womengdichongshangqu，
yibahuidiaotazhuoshangdehuajuan。“wobuhui！peidu，nijintianbujiwogeshuofa，wojiubazheixiehua，
quandoujinitongdaosongyanyumianqianqu！rangtakankan，tajiaweirenfu，nizheigehuangdihaiduitarucichixinbugai！
”“nigan！”peidudeyanshenshunjianbiandehenli，yibaqiazhuwodebozi，jiangwosisidizaiqiangshang。lidaozhida，
wojihuyiweizijidebojingyaobeitashengshengqiaduan。kongqixibo，wobiedemanliantonghong，
zhinengyongzhijiaqukoutadeshoubei。“jiangwanyu，biebizhenshaleni。”tadeshengyinyadehendi，xiangdushetuxin，
“zhennengjinihuanghoudezunrong，yenengrangnisidewushengwuxi。biequzhaoreyanyu，tahexiaoyanhenhao，
niganqupohuai，zhenjiurangnizhenggejiangjiapeizang！”jiangjia。youshijiangjia。taquwo，
shiweilelalongwofuqinhexiongzhangjianghuaizhidebingquan。tachongwo，shizuojimanchaowenwukan，yishijunchenhemu。
wosuanshenme？wojiangwanyusuanshenme？qianshi，wojiushineigebuzhisihuodejiangwanyu，weilejiajixiaoyan，
basongyanyuhaidejiaporenwang，zuihoubeipeiduqinshoutiaoduanshoujiaojin，zailenggonglihuohuotenglesantiansanyecaiyanqi。
zhongshenghuilai，wopale，zhendepale。wozhixianglineiduinannvzhuyuanyuande。wocuohesongyanyuhexiaoyan，
bikaisuoyouqianshidehuoduan。woshenzhibangzhepeidu，zheigeqianshinveshawodenanren，yibubudengshanghuangwei。woyiwei，
zhiyaowoguai，zhiyaowobuzaishineigeedunvpei，wojiukeyidedaoyidiandianzhenxin。woyiwei，
ershiniandechaoxixiangchu，jiusuantashikuaishitou，yegaibeiwowurele。kewocuole。
wohoulonglifachugegedeshengxiang，yanleihuzhuleshixian。jiuzaiwoyiweizijiyaosizaitashoulishi，
tamengdisongkaileshou。wotanruanzaidi，xiangyitiaolishuideyu，dakoudakoudichuanzhecuqi。bozishang**ladeteng，
fangfohaicanliuzhetazhigudexingzhuang。“gunhuinidefengluangong。”peiduzhenglileyixiabeiwozhualuandeyiling，
shengyinhuifulewangridepingjing，zhishineifenpingjingli，zangzhegengshendeyane。
“zainixuehuizenmedangyigeanfendehuanghouzhiqian，biezaichuxianzaizhenmianqian。”shuowan，tazhuanshen，
xiaoxinyiyidijianqidishangdehuajuan，yifuyifu，yongzijidexiukoucashiganjing。wokanzhetadebeiying，
xinlidexue，yidiyidi，liuganle。wopaqilai，liangliangqiangqiangdizouchushufang。waimianyangguangzhenghao，
cidewoyanjingshengteng。peidu，zheishinibiwode。womeihuifengluangong，ershizhijiechulegong，
qulexiaoyandejiangjunfu。wobixuqujiansongyanyu。bushiweilegaozhuang，ershiweilesongyiyangdongxi。
yiyangnengjiuxiaoyan，yenengrangwochedihetamenpieqingguanxidedongxi。wogangdaojiangjunfumenkou，
haimeilaidejidishangbaitie，yibingbinglengdexiongqijiucongbeihoudizhulewodehouxin。shipeidu。tajingranzhuilaile。
tashenshanghaichuanzhechaofu，xiangbishilianyifudoulaibujihuan。“jiangwanyu，zhendehuanidangerpangfeng？
”tadeshengyinbidongridehanfenghaiyaoleng，neilidao，sihusuishidounengtongchuanwodexinzang。
“wo……wozhishilaizhaoyanyushuoshuohua。”wohedehunshenfadou，shengyindoubianlediao。“shuohua？
”talengxiaoyisheng，“shixianggaosuta，zhenduitayuqingweile，haorangtafuqishihe，nihaochenxuerru，
zaiqujiuchanxiaoyan？”wohunshenyizhen。yuanlaizaitaxinli，wohaishineigebuzhilianchi、jiuchanxiaoyandejiangwanyu。
wozheiershiniandegaibian，zaitayanli，buguoshigenggaomingdeweizhuang。“womeiyou！”wojizhebianjie，xiangzhuanshen，
keneidizaiwohouxindedongxiyoujinleyicun。shifengchai。worende，neishiwojijishi，muqinsongwodefengchai，
houlaiwobatasongjilepeidu。tashuo，huitiwohaohaoshouzhe。yuanlai，tajiushizheiyang“haohaoshouzhe”de。
yongwomuqindeyiwu，laiweixiewodexingming。“huangshang！huanghouniangniang！”songyanyudeshengyincongfuneichuanlai，
daizhejinghuang。tagangsongzouyipikeren，jiukandaolezheirangtaxindanjuliedeyimu。takuaibupaoguolai，
yibatuikaipeiduwozhefengchaideshou。“peidu！nifengle！niyaoduiwanyuzuoshenme！”songyanyushizhendejile，
lian“huangshang”douwanglehan。peidukandaota，yanzhongdehenlishunjianshoulian，
querdaizhideshiyisibuyichajuedehuangluan。tashouhuifengchai，zangyuxiuzhong，dongzuokuaidexiangpabeitakanjian。
“yanyu，nibiewuhui。huanghou……tajinlaixinxubuning，zhenpatashangdaoni。”tabianzaodehuangyanshirucizhuolie。
“shangwo？”songyanyuqixiaole，tafuzhuwo，jiqiedishangxiadaliang，“wanyu，nizenmeyang？”woyaoyaotou，
congxiuzhongtaochuyigeyongyouzhibaohaodexiaojuanzhou，saidaotashouli。“zheishi……？”songyanyubujie。
“beijingchuanlaixiaoxi，shuozuijinmanzuyidongpinfan，nirangxiaoyanxiaoxin。zheishiwogecongbingbunonglaide，
beijingzuixindebingfangtu，huoxuyouyong。”woqingshengshuo。zheishiwozhongshengdeyoushi，wozhidao，zaiguobanyue，
xiaoyanhuiyinweibingfangtuchenjiu，zhonglemanzudemaifu，duanleyitiaotui。songyanyuweijiuta，qianlibenxi，
yeyinciluoxialebinggen。wobuxiangtamenzaishouku。songyanyuniezheneijuanzhou，shoudouzaidou。tataitoukanpeidu，
yanshenlimanshishiwanghefennu。“peidu，nitingdaolema？wanyushilaibangxiaoyande！
nique……niquechadianshaleta！”peidudelianyizhenqingyizhenbai，takanzhewo，yanshenfuza。youzhenjing，
youhuaiyi，danmeiyoubanfenkuijiu。“zhen……shizhenwuhuile。”taganbabadishuoleyiju。woxinlilengxiao。
wuhui？fangniniangdepi。“yanyu，woxianhuigongle。”wobuxiangzaikantaneizhangxuweidelian，zhuanshenjiuzou。
“wanyu！”songyanyujiaozhuwo。womeihuitou，zhishibailebaishou。shanglehuigongdemache，
wocaifaxianzijideshoudoudebuchengyangzi。huidaofengluangong，woqiansanlesuoyougongren，yigerenzuozaibinglengdediannei。
bozishangdeqiahen，houxindecitong，doubibushangxinlideneidaoshangkou。woyiweiwozhongshenghuilai，huantiaoluzou，
jiunengyoubuyiyangdejieju。yuanlai，zaipeiduxinli，wojiangwanyu，yongyuandoushineigegaisideedunvpei。yeli，
peidulaile。tatizheyiheguihuagao，shiwocongqianzuixihuande。“haizaishengqi？”tafangruanleshengyin，
shitulawodeshou。woxiangbeixiezizheleyixia，mengdichouhuishou。“biepengwo！”dongzuojiangzaibankong，
lianshangshanguoyisiganga。“wanyu，jintiandeshi，shizhenchongdongle。”tatanlekouqi，
“zhenzhishi……taizaihunile。”wotingzhezheihua，chadiantuchulai。“zaihuwo？”wotaitoukanta，
yiziyidundiwen，“shizaihuwozheigehuanghouzhiweinengbangnipinghengqianchao，haishizaihuwojiangjiahainengweinisuoyong？
”peidudeliansechedilenglexialai。“zainixinli，zhenjiushizheiyangderen？”“buranni？
nandaohuangshangduichenqiehaiyounannvzhiqing？”woxiaole，xiaodebikuhainankan，“peidu，biezhuangle，nibulei，
wodoutinilei。nineixiehua，wodoukanjianle。”peiduchenmole。liangjiudechenmo，xiangyizuodashanyazaiwoxinshang。
“jirannidoukandaole，”tazhongyukaikou，shengyinlitingbuchuyisiqingxu，“neizhenyebumanni。
zhenshixihuanyanyu，danzheibeizi，tayijiazuorenfu，zhenbuhuizuorenheyujuzhishi。niyongyuanshizhendehuanghou。
”“suoyi，wojiugairenqitunsheng，kanzheniduizhetadehuaxiangyiyin，haidebangnidalihougong，
zuogexianliangshudedehaohuanghou？”woqidehunshenfadou。“zheishinidezeren。”tayuqipingdan，quezizizhuxin。
“qu**zeren！”wochaoqizhuoshangdechabei，henhenzazaitajiaoxia。guntangdechashuijianshiletadelongpao。
taquelianyanjingdoumeizhayixia。“jiangwanyu，ninaogoulemeiyou？”tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，
“zhenkeyirongrenniyici，danbuhuiyoudierci。zuohaonidehuanghou，womenhainengxiangyiqianyiyangxiangjingrubin。
fouze……”tameishuoxiaqu，danneiyanshenlideweixie，birenhehuayudougengrangrenxinhan。woturanjiuleile，
suoyoudefennu、bugan，zaizheiyikedouhuaweileshenshendepibei。“heliba，peidu。”woqingshengshuo。
taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，meishaoyitiao：“nishuoshenme？”“woshuo，womenheli。
wozheigehuanghoubuganle，niquzhaogenimanyide，wogunchugongqu，womenliangbuxiangqian。”“liangbuxiangqian？
”peiduxiaole，neixiaoyiquelengdexiangbing，“jiangwanyu，nishibushiwangle，nidemingdoushizhenjide。meiyouzhen，
nixianzaizaojiushiluanzangganglideyiduibaigule。heli？nijuedelilezhen，lilejiangjia，ninenghuojitian？
”shia，wowangle。qianshi，tajiushizheimenongsiwode。jinsheng，tayirankeyiyongtongyangdefangshi，
rangwoshengburusi。wokanzheta，huranjuede，yanqianzheigenanren，hewojiyilineigenveshawodeyanwang，
jianjianzhonghele。yuanlai，tacongweibianguo。biande，zhishiwodeyixiangqingyuan。“hao。”wodiandiantou，chuixiayanmou，
“womingbaile。”peiduyiweiwofuruanle，liansehuanhelexie。tazoushangqian，xiangmowodetou。wopiantouduokai。
“biezaipengwo。”wokanzhedimian，lenglengdishuo，“congjintianqi，wohuizuohaowodehuanghou。danniyejizhu，
biezaitajinfengluangongbanbu。”shuowan，wozhanqishen，jingzhizouxiangneidian，jiangtayigeren，guanzailemenwai。
wotingdaomenwaichuanlaitalikaidejiaobusheng，meiyouyisitingliu。**zhemenban，huanhuanhualuozaidi，
jianglianmaijinxigai，wushengditongku。wozhensha。wojingranhuiaishangyige，qinshoushaguowoyicidenanren。
dierzhangzineiritanpaihou，peiduguozhenmeizailaiguofengluangong。takaishibianbenjialidi“buchang”wo。
qizhenyibao、lingluochouduan，liushuisidewangwogonglisong。hougonglirenrendoushuohuangshanghehuanghouqingbijinjian，
zhiyouwozijizhidao，neixiedongxi，buguoshitayonglaiduwozuidefengkoufei。wozhaodanquanshou，
zhuanshoujiurangrennaqubianmai，huanchengyinpiao，cunleqilai。likaihuanggong，nayangbuyaoqian？
rizijiuzheimebuxianbudandiguozhe。zhidaowogejianghuaizhi，neigehunshimowang，congbianguanshuzhihuilai。
tashiwoweiyideqinren，yeshiwozuidaderuanlei。tahuijingdediertian，jiuqichongchongdichuangjinleyushufang，
yiquanjiuzouzailepeidudelianshang。“peidunige**de！nigandongwomeimei！”jianghuaizhiyanzhuzidouhongle，
xiangyitoufanudeshizi。peidubeidadezuijiaojianlexue，quelianmeitoudoumeizhouyixia。tacalecazuijiaodexueji，
lenglengdikanzhewoge。“jianghuaizhi，nikanqingchu，zhenshijun，nishichen。”“laoziqu**junchen！
”jianghuaizhiyoushiyijiaochuaiguoqu，“laozijintianjiurangnizhidao，wojiangjiaderen，bushinisuibiannengqifude！
”lianggedangchaozuiyouquanshidenanren，jiuzaiyushufangli，xiangjietouhunhunyiyangniudazaileyiqi。wogandaodeshihou，
kandaodejiushizheiyangyimu。peidudelianshanggualecai，wogedechaofuyebeisipoleyijiao。“ge！zhushou！
”wochongguoqu，sisilazhujianghuaizhi。jianghuaizhikandaowo，nuhuogengsheng。tazhizhewodebozi，
neilibeipeiduqiachudeyuqinghaiweiwanquanxiaotui。“nikankan！nikankan！zheijiushinijiadehaofujun！
tajiushizheimeduinide！”tahuitou，youxiangquzoupeidu，“nizhibuzhidao，wanyutaxigaiyoujiushang，
meidaoyinyutianjiutengdexiangmayizaikengutou！neidoushidangnianweilejiuni，
zaixueshanliguilesantiansanyeluoxiadebinggen！nitaniangdebuzhientubaojiusuanle，haiganshangta？”peidudedongzuo，
zaitingdao“xueshan”erzishi，mengdiyidun。takanxiangwo，yanshenlidaizheyisikunhuohetanjiu。“xueshan？
zhenzenmebujide，huanghoujiuguozhen？”jiananershiwunian，haishitaizidepeidubeifeitaizisheji，
kunyubeijingxueshan，jiusiyisheng。dangshi，woqiahaoyezaineili。bushiweileta。ershiwozhidao，
songyanyuhexiaoyanyehuibeikunzaixueshan，ruguomeirenyinlu，tamenhuihuohuodongsi。woyinlexunshanshibingqujiutamen，
zijizexuanlelingyitiaoluxiashan。jieguo，jiuzhuangshangleyanyanyixidepeidu。tazhongledu，gaoshaobutui，
shenzhibuqing。woyigeruonvzi，beizhetaneimegedananren，zaijixidexuedili，yibuyigexuejiaoyin，
zoulesantiansan*ye*。wodexigai，jiushineishihoufeide。wobatatuodaoguandaopang，querentatuoliweixianhou，
jiuqiaoqiaolikaile。wobuxiangrangtazhidao。neishiwoyiweitaaiwo，buxiangrangtajuedewoshizaixieentubao。xianzai，
wogengbuxiangrangtazhidao。wopatahuijuede，woshizaiyongzheifenenqing，bangjiata。“ge！nihushuoshenme！
”wohenhendenglejianghuaizhiyiyan，“woneishizijitanwanshuaide，genhuangshangyoushenmeguanxi！
nibiezaizheierxuekoupenren！”wojizhexiangbajianghuaizhituozou。kepeiduquebukenfangguozheigehuati。
tayibubuxiangwozoulai，muguangzhuozhuodidingzhewo：“wanyu，nigaosuzhen，nigegeshuodeshibushizhende？
”“bushi！”woshikoufouren。“neizheigeni？”taturanconghuailitaochuyikuaiyupei。neishiyikuaixueyusui，
tongtichihong，shiwomuqindeyiwu。dangnianwobatasongjita，dangzuodingqingxinwu。“zhenjide，jiuzhenderen，
zaizhenhunmishi，wangzhenshoulisailezheikuaiyu。”taniezheneikuaiyu，yanshenruilidexiangnengchuantouwodexin，
“zhenyizhiyiwei，shiyanyujiulezhen。yinweitayeyouyikuaiyimoyiyangdeyupei。houlaizhenwenguota，tashuo，
shinimennianshaoshijiaohuanlexinwu。”wohunshenyizhi。woqueshihesongyanyujiaohuanguoyupei。
neishizaitajiajixiaoyanqian，wozhidaotayaoquzhangqimimandenanjiang，
teyizaisongtadeneikuaiyupeishangjinlequshechongdecaoyao。meixiangdao，jingchengletawuhuideyuantou。“peidu，
nidaodixiangshuoshenme？”wolenglengdikanzheta。“zhenxiangzhidao，dangnianzaixueshanjiuzhenderen，daodishibushini？
”tadeshengyinli，daizheyisiliantazijidouweicengchajuedejinzhang。wokanzheta，huranxiaole。“shi，youruhe？
bushi，youruhe？”wofanwenta，“huangshangrujinshixianggenwosuanjiuzhang，haishixianggenwotanganqing？ruguoshisuanzhang，
neichenqiezheitiaoming，ninsuishikeyinaqu。ruguoshitanganqing……”wodunledun，yingshangtatanjiudemuguang，
yiziyidundishuo：“baoqian，yijingwanle。”wolazhejianghuaizhi，xiangtaxinglegeli，zhuanshenjiuzou。“ge，
niyihoubiezaizheimechongdongle。”zouchuyushufang，wodishengduiwogeshuo，“tashijun，nishichen。
nijinridaleta，taruozhenyaojiangzui，zhenggejiangjiadouyaogenzheniwandan。”“wobuguan！
”jianghuaizhihaizaiqitoushang，“taganqifuni，wojiuganshaleta！”“ge，”wotingxiajiaobu，
renzhendikanzheta，“woguodebukaixin。woxianglikaizheili。”jianghuaizhilengzhule。“wanyu，
ni……”“woxianghaole。dengshijichengshu，wohuilikai。daoshihou，woxuyaonidebangzhu。”wokanzheta，
yanshenjianding。jianghuaizhichenmolexujiu，zuihouzhongzhongdidianlediantou。“hao。zhiyaonixiangzou，
napashishangdaoshanxiahuohai，geyebangni。”songzouwoge，woyiweipeiduhuilaizhaowo。dantameiyou。yilianjitian，
tadoumeiyouchuxian。zhishisonglaideshangci，biyiqiangengduole。woledeqingjing，meitianchulepandianwodexiaojinku，
jiushiyanjiuchugongdeluxian。zhidaoneitian，gonglituranchuanchuyigexiaoxi。qianchaoyuniezuoluan，
zaijingjiaojiechileyipiguanjuan，qizhong，jiuyousongyanyu。erweishoudeluandangtouzi，dianmingyaojianwo。
shuoyaoyongsongyanyudeming，huanwozheigehuanghoudeming。wojiedaoxiaoxideshihou，zhengzaixiujianyipenlanhua。
jiandao“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidishang。wozhidao，wodejihui，laile。zheiyeshiwobaodapeidu“bushazhien”de，
zuihoujihui。wohuanshangyishensufu，meidairenhegongren，duziyirenshangleqianwangjingjiaodemache。chelungungun，
shixiangwoweizhide，queyeshiwoyishoucehuademingyun。disanzhangjingjiaodepomiao，yinsendexianggeguiyu。
wodaodeshihou，songyanyubeibangzaizhudiandefoxiangqian，zuilisaizhebutiao，lianshangmanshileihen。kandaowo，
tapinmingdiyaotou，fachu“wuwu”deshengyin，xiangshizaicuiwokuaizou。shayatou。wochaotaanfudixiaolexiao，
ranhouzhuanxiangneigezuozaifoxiangtoudingdeheiyiren。“wolaile。fangleta。”wodeshengyinhenpingjing。