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wohuaiyunbageyueshiquchanjiandelushangfashengchehuo，budantaisifuzhong，haichedishiqushengyunengli。
chongworugudezongcailaogonganweiwo，bunengshenghaiziyemeiguanxi，
tahuibawodangnverchongyibeizi。
woxinyiweizhen，meiriweitaxishouzuogengtang。
zhidaoneitian，wotoupaoqugongsijitasongcantang，wuyizhongtingdaotahehaoyoudeduihua。
“jiangchen，niwandekezhengoudaa，jingganbalinqiheerzijiehuiguole，bupasaozizhidaolehuibuhuifakuang？”
“haha，jiusuantazhidaoleyouzenyang？tabunengshenghaibuxuwohebierenshengma？”
“qiqixintengwoguoneiwailiangdipaotaixinku，erqieyebuxiangrangwoquexierzidechengzhang！jiehuilaiwoxinliyetashi。”
“niguorangouchusheng！buguosaozishizhenkelian，tanshangnizheimegelaogong，niyigedianhuajiurangtashiqulehaizi，yihoudoumeijihuizaizuomuqin......”
“gun，gun，zenme？xintengle？yaobuwobatasongjinidanglaopo？”
我呆若木鸡。
yuanlai，wojinglidesuoyoutongkudoushitayishouzaochengde。
tayibianzaiwomianqianbanyanhaozhangfu，yibianchongzhechuliannvyouhetamendehaizi。
zheiyangdejipin**，wohaiyoushenmezhideliuliande？
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woduoxiwangzheizhishiyichangemeng，kexilianggerendeqingxiduihuahaizaijixu。
“jiangchen，saozishigehaonvren，zheizhongwanxiaobiekai！”
“tashihaonvren，qiqijiubushi？tabuyaomingfengenlewoliunian，woqiantataiduole。”
“niqiantade，nandaobuqiansaozide？saozicaishinilaopo，nidesuozuosuoweiduideqitama？”
jiangchendekouqizhujianlenglexialai：“dangnianyouduoshaojiashihaodenvhaijipoletouxiangjiajiwo，yaobushitachenwohezuijiupashangwodechuang，lundedaotazuowolaopoma？womeiyouhetalihun，yijingshiduitarenyizhiji。”
tingdaotazheimeshuo，wozhijuedetianxuandizhuan，jihuzhanbuzhu。
xiangku，kehoulonglixiangshisaileshitou，lianhuxidoubiandekunnan。
“buguohuashuohuilaile，suyinqueshixianhui，shitaoxintaofeidiaiwo，kexitadaitibuleqiqi。”
他知道我爱他，
caihuirucidedudingwobuhuilikaita，tacairucisiwujidandehulvewodeganshou。
worenzhewanjianchuanxinbandetongchu，momodetuilechuqu。
yichumen，babaoleyixiawudetangzhijierengjinlajitong，xiangdiulehunerside，lianchezidouwanglekai，shenyijiaoqianyijiaodimaozheqingpendayuhuilejia。
gangjinwu，kanzhezhengduimenkoudeqiangshangguazhejizhangxiaonanhaidezhaopian。
jiangchennahuilaideshihoushuoshipengyoujiadehaizi，tagangrenlezuoganerzi。
照片一挂就是三年。
zheigenanhaidemeiyanxiangjilelinqi，lianxinghezuibahejiangchenyimoyiyang，wojingranconglaidoumeiyouhuaiyiguo。
wobazhaopianhenhenchexialai，bolixiangkuangtuoshoudiaodaodishang。
‘哗啦’一声，
lingluandebolisuipianjiuxiangwohejiangchendeganqing，zaiyepinbuqilai。
woquanranwanglehunshenshilulu，diediezhuangzhuangdidaozaishafashang，zhuanyanleiruyuxia，kongkuangdefangzili，wosixinliefeidekuqishengchongchizhemeiyigejiaoluo。
shoujixianglehaojici，wocaicaquyanlei，nachulaiyikan，shiyigeshuming“qiqiaijc”derenfalaideyanzhengxiaoxi，
linqi，ganghuiguonizheimekuaijiupobujidaima？
buguo，wohaishidianletongguo。
yitiaoweixindanguolai：【suyin，woshilinqi，wohuilaile！】
zheibudanshiduiwodetiaoxinhaishixuanzhan，zhengdingzheshoujipingmufadai，jiangchenhuilaile。
takandaoyidilangjiedexiangkuang，yandishanguojifenbukechadenaonu，buguohenkuaiyaxianuyizhuanshunwenroudiduiwowendao：“laopo，zenmezheimebuxiaoxin，meishoushangba？”
shuozhetakuaibuzouguolai，zhuazhuwodeshou，danyoudebiaoqingbusizuojia。
woquewendaotashenshangmoshengdenvrenxiangshuiwei，yizhenfanwei，qingqingdituikaileta。
“我没事！”
tapengqiwodelian，zheicaifaxianwoshuangyanhongzhong。
“zenmekule？sheiqifunile？”
kanzhetaxuweidemiankong，woxinzhongbeifennuhejuewangxianqitaotiandejulang，
renwukerendeduitadashengdesihoudao：
“jiangchen！nihaiyaopianwoshenmeshihou？”
houchuzheijuhuashi，wodeshengyinzhibuzhuzhandou。
woganggangshiquhaizideshihoupiqiyinqingbuding，dongbudongjiukunao，tazongshibawoloujinhuaili，yibianqingqingpaidazhewodehoubei，yibiannaixindianweiwo，yiqiedouhuiguoqu。
neixierizihuangrufashengzaizuotian，kequegengxiangshiyigetianmeidemeng。
xingguolai，yiqiedoubianhuibinglenglinxundemoyang。
xiguanshiyijianhenkepadeshiqing，wojingranhaishixiayishidixiangcongtazheilidedaoxiexuanwei。
“laopo，nidaodizaishuoshenme？wopiannishenmele？woyizhizuiaiderendoushinia！”
jiangchenkandaoshikongdewo，yanzhongshanguoyisihuangluan，
kejiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujixiangle。
woqingchudikandaopingmushang“qiqibaobei”sigezi。
taqingminlexiachun，zouyuanlejibucaianxiajieting。
jishizhishikanbeiying，woyenengganjuedaotadejiaoji。
“我马上来！”
tazhuanguoshen，qingshenganfufennudewo：“xiaoyejiwodadianhua，shuogongsiyoujishi，wodequchuliyixia。”
我冷笑的看着他，
“yezhulibushiquguowaidumiyuelema？”
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jiangchenlenglelengcaishuo：“e，bushiyezhuli，shigongsixinlaideshixisheng，yexingye！”
tabenxiangxuanguan，bianxifasidepengleyidashumeiguihuazhijiesaidaolewoshouli。
“jinimaide，xihuanma？”
tadeyusuhenkuai，jiaojidouxiezailianshang。
renhaizaizheier，hunerzaojiupaodaolinqineiliqule。
huashulidiaochuyizhangjingzhidexiaokapian。
wojianqilaiyikan，shangmianxiezheyixingzi：qiqi，niyongyuanshiwocishengzhiai，meiyouzhiyi。
zaitaiqitoushi，jiangchendeshenyingyijingxiaoshizaileloudaoli。
jiangchenajiangchen，nizhuang**wodeyangzi，zhenrangwojuedeexin。
wojiangmeiguihuahenhendishuaizaijiaoluoli。
yinweizheishuhongmeigui，bujiuqianwogangzailinqidepengyouquanjianguo，beirengzailelajitongpang。
linqipeitushitashoupengdashubaimeiguidezhaopian，xiaorongruyangchunbaixuebancanlan。
fuwen：【hongmeiguizhishiheneixieyongsudenvren，erbaimeiguicaishitaduiwoduchongdeaiyi。】
dianzanderenhenduo，baokuozhiqianneigezaibangongshizhongyannierdepengyou。
tayigexiaoshizhiqianhaiweiwomingbuping，zhuanyanjiujieshoulelinqidecunzai。
guoranrenxinbugu，shunxiwanbian。
woyizhidaizuodaotianhei，yiqianpingshimeibangexiaoshidouhuijiwofayiciweixindejiangchenxiangrenjianzhengfaleyiyang。
shenbianyoulelinqi，talianrichangyanxidouxiedaile。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，wocongbaobaolifanchuzuihouyicichanjianshidebchaodan，quansuozaishafashangshuizhele。
womengdaoleyigefendiaoyuzhuodexiaonvhai。
“mama，niweishenmemeiyoubaohuhaowo？wohenni......”
weiquluoleidebiaoqing，peishangzhandoudexiaonaiyin，luojinwodeerduoli。
我的心都碎了。
“mamaduibuqini......”
wokuzhebenxiangta，xiangbaobaota，tayizhayanjiubujianle。
yayilexujiudebeishangzaizheiyikeniliuchenghe，jiangwochediyanmei。
wojingxingshi，shoulidebchaodanyijingbeiyanleizhanshiledaban。
wuziliheiqiqide，jiezheyueguangkeyimianqiangkanqingqiangshangdezhongbiao。
yijinghoubanyesandianduole，jiangchenhaimeihuilai。
wonaqishouji，guishishenchadidiankailelinqidepengyouquan。
yitiaoyitiaowangxiafanzhihou，wozhiqiansuodeyouyihuoquandoujiekaile。
yuanlaijiangchenxiangwoqiuhunneitianqianye，linqihetatilefenshou，liyoushimengxiangbiaiqinggengzhongyao。
womendediyigejiehunjinianri，jiangchencheyeweigui，shuoshizaigongsijiaban，qishishiyinweilinqibuxiaoxingepoleshouzhi，tazuofeijipaoqujitabaozhashangkou。
woliuchanneitian，jiangchenshuochuchaganbuhuilai，qishishizaipeizhelinqishenghaizi。
【haizishiaiqingdejiejing，meiyouaiqing，haizibupeilaidaozheigeshijieshang。】
jiangchenjitadezheitiaodongtaidianlezan，haipeileyigeqiaopidexiaolian。
jiranjiangchenzaojiujuedewobupeishengxiatadehaizi，weishenmezhangkoubikougenwoshuoxiangdangbaba？
woshentibuhao，weilemanzutadeyuanwang，yaoyadalejibaizhencuiluanzhen，helewushukudaolingrenbengkuidezhongyao。
ruguozaozhidaotaxinlimeiyouwo，wodasidoubuhuijiajita。
ruguowomeiyouduitayijianzhongqing，
ruguoneitianwanshangwomeiyoubeirensongshangtadechuang，keshishishangnayouruguo？......
linqijihumeitiandouhuifapengyouquan，yaomeshixuanyaojiangchensongtadegezhongliwu，yaomejiushishaitaerzihejiangchendezhongzhongqinmihudong。
neigehaizidebaitian、zhousuiyan、diyicihuizou、diyicikaikoujiaomama，suoyoudezhongyaoshikejiangchendoumeiyoucuoguo。
【wohetayizhizairelian，jinianruyiri，zheijiushiaiqingzuimeihaodeyangzi。】
【tashuo，wohehaizishitademinggenzi，meiyouwomenmuzi，taderenshengjiangchedishiquyiyi。】
【doushuoaiqingyoubaozhiqi，womendebaozhiqishiyibeizi！】
wobuxiangzaikanxiaqule，meiyitiaodouzaixiangdundaoyiyangmanmanqiegezhewodexin。
tacaishijiangchenzhenzhengdelaopo。
erwo，buguobitaduoyizhangjiehunzhengeryi。
jiranzheimexiangai，weishenmelaworuju？
nandaozhishiyinweiwotaiaijiangchen，jiuyaozaoshouzheiyangdechengfa？
xianzaiwozhixiangjinkuailikaizheige**，
erwozailikaiqianyaochedinongqingchu，
woneitianwanshangjiujingshibeisheisonglejiangchendechuangshang？
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jiangchenhuilaideshihouqingshouqingjiaode，xiangshishengpachaodaowo。
dangtafaxianwowushengwuxidizuozaichuangbianshi，hedeliansedabian。
“nidawanshangbushuijue，ganshenmeni？buzhidaorenherenhuihesirenma？”
tahenshengqi，yuqihenshengying。
yiqianwoyezuoguozheizhongshi，ketaconglaimeiyouzheiyangguo。
他明显是心虚了！
wodandandikanzheta：“nibuhuilai，woshuibuzhe。tangleile，zuoyihuier。”
jiangchenqingxiyikouqi，bianhuineigewenroupinghedelaogong。
tazuodaowoshenbian，xiangzaiwolianjiashangqingwen，quebeiwotuikaile。
tayizheng，yiweiwohaizaishengtadeqi，suijikaikou，
“duibuqi，laopo，gongsideshigaodewojiaotoulane，woxinqingbuhao......”
woxiulexiubizi，zhishitadeyanjing：“nishenshangyouxiaodushuiwei，quyiyuanle？”
taduoshanzhewodemuguang，qingtanyishengshuo：“pengyouchuchale，taerzishengbingle，rangwoguoquzhaoguyixia。”
“shinineigeganerzima？”
tayidingmeiyouxiangdaowohuituranzheimewen，mingxianyoudianerhuang。
“你怎么知道？”
“猜的！”
jiangchensihubingbuxiangliaozheigehaizi，dishengshuo：“laopo，woleile，woxianquxizao。”
说完径直走进浴室。
zaitaqishendeyichanei，wokandaotayilingneiceruoyinruoxiandekouhongyin，weilidouranfanqiyizhenelang，woqiangxianyibudiediezhuangzhuangdichongjinweishengjian，tudaozhishengxiaganou。
jiangchenyishouduanzheshuibei，yishouqingqingpaidazhewodehoubei。
“zenmeturanbushufule？yaobuyaodainiquyiyuankankan？”
tazaihudeshenqing，ruguowomeiyoutingdaotahepengyoudeduihua，yidinghuibeitadetiexingandong。
“buyongle，shuiyijuejiuhaole！”
wohuanhuanqishen，budongshengsediduokailetadeshou。
takanwotaidujianjue，bianmeizaijianchi。
dengdaotaxiwanzaochulai，diyijianshijiushinaqishoujilaichakan，haoxiangshishengpawotoukantadeliaotian。
wopielepiezui，zheijiushiwotongchuanggongzhenlewuniandezhangfu？
weishenme，woconglaimeiyoufaxianguotabuaiwoderenhezhusimaji？
daodishitayanjitaihao，haishiwotaichunle？
tashuizhele，woquezhanzhuanfance，yiyewumian。
tiankuailiangdeshihou，diyilvyangguangchuanpogaoloudefengxi，zhaoliangzhenggechengshi，wodexinliqueyipianyinmai。
zuowanneishubeiwosuiyirengzaiqiangjiaodehongmeiguichuxianzaicanzhuoshang，huapinglihaifangleshui，buyongshuo，yidingshijiangchengande。
cimudexianhongjiqiwoneixinshenchuyinmidetong。
wobameiguinachulai，zhijierengjinlelajitong。
zheiyimuganghaobeilalaimenchulaidejiangchenkandao。
tazhoulexiamei，gouchunxiaodao：“buxihuan？”
“wogengxihuanbaimeigui！”
江辰面色一僵，
“laopo，xianzaibaimeiguishimianshangnanzhao，decongguowaikongyun，wogaitianjinimai！”
guoran，aihebuaiguorantianchadibie。
wohejiangchenyijingmeiyoushenmehaoshuode，wodeweilihunzuohaoxiayibudezhunbeile。