第4章
“anyushi，nixiudejianyue！”
anlaofurenyijinglenglelian，zhuantouduizhezhoujingfudeshihou，youbiandeheshan：“niniangshicongwoduzilishengchulaide，nengbunengdaizaianjia，wozheigedangmuqindeshuolesuan！jiushininiangdejigexiongdi，yejuebuhuiyinciyanqinimen，naozheyaobanimenganchuqu！”
shunshijian，zhoujingfupiexianganyushideyanshenliduolehaoxiedeyi。
anyushidingzhemantouwenhao，zhijuedewuyu，dangjimeihaoqidao：“woconghuilaidaoxianzai，zonggongshuolejijuhua？heshijianyue？youyouhechujianyuele？”
anlaofurenyileng，danzixixiangxiang，haoxianghaizhenmeiduoshuoshenme，dangjiyalekou。
zhishineizhanglaolian，shushishiheidehen。
zhoujingfudileditou，yandishanguoshenchendeyinan，neiqunyijingshouletabushaoyinzideshizenmehuishi？
daodishideshoulehaishimeideshou？
ruodeshoule，anyushihaiganzheibanxiaozhang？
ruoshiweicengdeshou，neizhongjianjiujingfashengleshenme？
zaijiashanganyushixianzaidetaidu......
zhoujingfuxinlimeidi，mianshangrourouyixiao，yanlihaiguazheleishui，manlianchunzhenkeaidedao：“zongzhi，zhiyaomeimeipingpinganandejiuhao，kandaomeimeiwushi，wozheidangtangzideyejiuanxinle，suoweijiarenzhijiandeqixu，jiushizheimejiandandeba！”
“nianxin？”anyushilengxiao：“tangzizixikankanwo，shiwushidemoyangme？nijiujingshicongshenmefangmiananxinde？”
“wo......”zhoujingfumuguanghushan，weiqudaodadidadideyanleipinminggunluo，zhenggerensesesuosuode，haoxianghenshijupaanyushihuifanu。
zaianyushichaoqianyibudeshihou，tahaihuranwanghoushanduo，jiuxiangyibuliushen，jiuyaoaidaozhoujingfudedaside。
anyushidoubeiqixiaole：“tangzizuochuzheifuyangzizuoshen？shixiangrangdajiayiwei，nizaianjiadeshihoujingchangbeiwobaodalingnve？”
zhoujingfuyoudianmeng，tajiushizuomengyemeiyouxiangdao，anyushijuranhuishuodezheimezhibai。
meicuo，taguyizuochuzheifuyangzi，jiushiyaoyinqipangrendewuhuihecaiji。
kezheizhongwuhuishiwanwanbukebeishuopodeya！
yidanshuopole，zijimeipingmeijude，qibushibanqishitouzalezijidejiaoma？
“我......”
kanzhoujingfunieruzheshuobuchulaihua，anyushizuijiaodexiaorongkuoda，zaichengwaishijiushuaichushangshidechunjiaoshangkouliekai，shenchuxianyandexueji。
“cishishoushangdefenmingshiwo，bingbushitangzi，zendetangzifanerguyibaichuzheifumoyang，shixiangrangwobeizaizuodezhangbeimen，hepingbeidexiaojiemenwuhui，congerrenweiwoshigezaijiakuangwang，zaiwaihulaidelanren？”
zheixiehua，zhibaidelingzhoujingfuhaowuzhaojiazhili。
taniejinquantou，zhangxinkuaibeiqiachuxue。
anyushibushiyiguanchenmowenjingma？
youqishizaimengguogongfuquanyuanzhansizhihoubianyuefachenmo，jiusuanbeirenqifudaolianshangyebuganduohuale，zendejinerhuranjiuzheibanyajianzuilile？
“meimei......”
anyushipieletayiyan，daduandao：“kebiezheimehanle，nisuibianzhangzhangkou，baiyafanzhangzhijian，wojiujishileqingbai，youbeishangyaobaqinguguheniganchujiamendeeming，nizaiduoshuojiju，wozhibudinghaiyaochengweishenmeshiebushezhirenni。”
zhoujingfudelianseshunshicanbai，tazailihaiyejiushigeshijiaxiaojie，haimeineimegaodedingli，zheizhongwanquantuolizhangkongdeqingkuang，genbenzhaojiabuzhu。
jianci，anyushizhiliuxiayigelengxiao，ranhoushangqian，duizhezuishangshoudefantaifeizhengzhongxiabai。
“chennvanyushi，canjianfantaifei！”
kantarucisumu，zaoyijinghuiguoyixieweilaidefantaifeiyerenbuzhuyanjinqilai，chenshengdao：“niyoushenmeweiqu，shuochulai。”
anyushishenxiyikouqi，gangyaokaikou，quetingdaobeihouchuanlaijicongcongdejiaobusheng。
haimeihuitoukan，youtingdaonushengdechima：“nienv，nihaiganhuilai？”
“yushi，jinrishininiangdedanchen，jiazhongzheimeduobinke，nijurantanwanzaiwaidangedaoxianzai！”
“xiaomei，nizhenshitairangwomenshiwangle！”
anyushihuimouwangqu，yandibinglengyipian。
lairenshianyinghuai，tadeshengshenfuqin。
yuxiadeliangge，bianshianyinghuaidediyirenfurensuoshengxiadeerzi，dageanjingchuan，yijiergeanjingzhou。
meicuo，tademuqinmengzhijiadaoanjiadangleerfang，shizaishianjiagaopanlede！
zheitouanyushihaiweihuizui，shenpangyizhenjiaojiaorouroudexiangfengyijingfeisuchongleguoqu，zhanzaineifuzisanrenmianqian，yirankuchushenglaile。
“jiujiu，bieguaimeimei，kanmeimeizheiyangyishenshishangdehuilai，dingranshizaiwaimianshoulexieweiqude，yebuguojiushizaizumumianqianchongleyixie，shizaibuzhidangshenmede！”
“haiyouerweixiongzhang，nimentengaimeimei，yixinyaotaxuehao，zaizheizhongshihouyebuyaotaiyankele，meimeixianzaikeshinanguozheni！”
zhoujingfuxilexibizi，youdao：“meimeibuguoshuohuajilexie，zheinengsuanshenmede？zhiyaopinganhuilai，jiushidinghaodele！”
houmian，anyushilengxiaoyisheng，morandezhuanhuilenaodai。
永远都是这样！
benshenyijuhuajiunengjieshimingbaideshiqing，anyinghuaiheneiliangxiongdiyongyuandouxianruweizhu。
ranhouzhoujingfuzonghuihuranchuxiancheyidaduiyoudemeide，keyibashiqingwangfuzaleyin，sanyanliangyutiaoqigengdademaodun，yuanbenmeibiandeshi，yenengbianchengtiaoqifuzisanrennuhuoranshaodekaiduan！
zaizhihou，buguanyuanzhuhaiyaozaishuoxieshenme，jiudoumeirenlihuile。
shuoshihua，anyushixianzaidoubuganxiangxiang，ruguozijijintianmeiyoujizheganhuilai，neizheijianshiqinghuizaizhoujingfudecaozongzhixiabianchengshenmemoyang？
事实也正是如此——
“nienv！”anyinghuaiyoushiyishengbaohe：“nichengrizaiwaizhaomaodougou，rujinhuilai，juranhaigandangzhebinkedemiankuangwang？dangnianjiubugaibanifangdaoniwaizujiaqu，fouzeyeyangbuchunizheifubuzhisihuodexingzi！”
anjingchuanduanzhedagedezuopai，zhangkoujiushimeiwanmeiledeshuojiao：“yushi，nizijihaohaoxiangxiang，congnihuidaoanjiadaorujin，yijingrechuduoshaohuoshile？cicidoushinitangziweinibianbo，kenini？nishizenmeduitade？”
anjingzhoulengheng：“nijiushisixingbugai，buranyouzenganzaishandaoshangbanitangzituixiamache，haitashoushang！？neishangkouhaishabubaozhe，nizhengkaiyanjiunengqiaojian，nandaohaibuzhihuigai？”
“zhenshihaoxiao。”anyushixinkoududelihai，xiangshisuishidounengpenchuyituanhuo。
sizhoudenvjuanmendouchayidedengdayan，douyijingbeixunchengzheiyangle，juranhaimingwanbuling？