第5章 她要活下去

fujunyanyijiyanshensaoleguoqu,yeqianlijiguaiguaibizui。

“tashiqinjiadenver。”gexiachazhan,fujunyanqingmiaodanxiededao。

yeqianhenhencumei:“nageqinjia?gennimenjiadingqinneige?”

傅君砚颔首。

“tamenjia……bushizhiyouyigenver?”

“dui,tajiushiqinguanyue。”

yeqianchengmujieshe,zaikanniutoukanqinguanyuedeshihou,liansejingdedoubianle。

tashizaihennanbazheigerongmaokebudenvrengenshichangchuxianzaiyingmushang,neigeyouyameilide“tiancaigangqinshaonv”qinguanyuelianxidaoyiqi。

“tazhendeshiqinguanyue?”yeqianhaishibutaiganxiangxin,“tazenmebianchengzheifumoyangle?”

“yihouzaigennimanmanjieshi,nigaosuwo,tadezheizhanglian,hainengwanquanhuifuma?”fujunyanwen。

yeqianyihandetuchusigezi:“huifuwuwang。”

tanlekouqi,tajiezhedao:“xianghuifuchengyiqiandeneizhanglian,jihushibukeneng,jiusuanyaobianchengzhengchangren,yeyaojinglishucizhengxing,qitongkugengshichangrennanyirenshou。”

zheixiehua,xishudouluojinleqinguanyuedeerduoli,youruyipenlengshuicongtoujiaodaodi,touchexinfei。

jinguanconglianbeihuidiaodeneiyikeqi,taxinlibianzuohaolezhunbei,kedangzhenqiedetingdaoshishishi,tahaishixintongde。

“她醒了。”

bujingyijian,yeqianfaxianqinguanyuedeyanjiaohuanhuanhuaguoleleyidilei,youxieaonao。

zaozhidaotajiugaisixiagenfujunyanshuole。

fujunyanyuyeqianduishileyiyan,qishenzhanqi,zoudaochuangbian。

qinguanyuebuzhehenjidefulefuyanjiao,yandideleidunshizhengfadeganganjingjing。

“醒了。”

fujunyanjugaolinxiadenita。

qinguanyuediandiantou,“ganxieerweibangzhu,guanyuejizaixinlile。”

tashuohuashishensepingjing,bubeibukang,fangfotiantaxialaidouyutawuguanle。

fujunyanlveweihanshou:“nihaohaoxiuxi。”lalelayeqiandexiukou,tadandao:“womenchuquba。”

yeqianyuanbendemuguangyizhidouluozaiqinguanyuedeshenshang,tingdaofujunyandeshengyincairumengfangxingban,genzhetalikaileyongrenfang。

chumenraoguailehenjiu,zaiquedingqinguanyuetingbudaohou,yeqianwenfujunyan:“nizhunbeizenmeanzhita?”

“duiwaijiushuoxinlaideyongren。”jiutashi,tajiushuoguo,buhuimafanta。

“haodaiyeshidaxiaojie,genyongrenjizaiyiqizhu,heshima?”yeqianyouwen。

“meishenmebuheshi。”benlaishouliuta,jiuyijingshiduoshizhijule。

wenyan,yeqiantanleyikouqi:“yeshi,zaoyuneimedadebiangu,dounengbolanbujingde,yebushiyibanren。huanzuopingchangdeguniang,yaoshitingdaozijibeihuirong,zaojiukutianqiangdidele,gengbieshuoqinguanyueshigeneimepiaoliangdemeirenle。”

xiangdaotayuanbenshiyaojiajifujunyanderen,yeqianxinlibumiangankai:“ruguobushibiangu,taxianzaia,jiushinideweihunqile。”

tingdao“weihunqi”sangezideshihou,fujunyandesixupiaoyuanleyixie,erbianbuyouzizhudehuixiangqiqinguanyuesuoshoudeneixiekuchuhelinlihuamunvdehendu,xinlibuyoudejiandingleyaoquxiaohunyuedejuexin。

“wei,niyoumeiyoutingwoshuo?”yeqianjianfujunyanchushen,buyoudezaitayanqianhuanglehuangshou。

fujunyansixuhuilong,pianmoukanzheta:“zheixianshinihaishishaoguandehao,meisantianlaiyitang,kankantashentidezhuangkuang。”

shuowan,fujunyandabuliuxingdexialelou,jiangyeqianyigerendiuzaiyuandi。

yeqiandingzhetabizhiluotuodebeiying,xinlifanledigu:zheixianshihaibushitaxianguande?

yeqiangenfujunyanlikaileyihou,qinguanyueyoumimihuhudeshuileyijue,yijuexinglai,tianseyijinganlexialai。

fujunyandebieshuhenda,tonggongzhiyousangexiaren。nianjishaozhangxiedezixiaojiuzhaogufujunyanzhangda,youzijidefangjian,erqinguanyuezhudeyongrenfanglihaizhulelingwailianggenianqingdexiaoguniang。

taganggangxinglai,bianyoulianggenianjibudadenvhaituimenjinlai,shunbianhaibangtadailailewanfan。

“re,jinwanshiliumaqinzixiachuaodecanjitang,niganglaijiuyoukoufule。”liandanyuanyuandeneigexiaoguniangbawangezaiqinguanyuedemianqian,xiaoyingyingdeshuo。

“谢谢。”

qinguanyuelianshangdeshabuyijingchaidiaole,banbodedaoshangzailianshangfenwaidezhengningheren,taduanzhetangwan,liliangrenyuanleyixie。

lianggexiaoguniangyeshiganglaifuzhai,jianqinguanyueyutamenzhuzaiyichu,bianyiweiqinguanyueshifujunyanxinzhaolaidexiaren。

tayouyishendeshang,bumianyinrenhaoqi。

“wojiaoxiaoyu,tajiaotongtong,nijiaoshenmeya?”liandanlveyuandeneigexiaoguniangfangfosihaomeiyouganshoudaoqinguanyuekeyideshuyuan,lazheshenbianshoushougaogaodenvhai,zoudaoqinguanyueshenbian,reqingyangyidexunwen。

qinguanyuebuzhigaizenmehuidata,pengzhewan,jihuzhengzhangliandoumaizaiwanli,meiyouhuida。

xiaoyulianshangluchuyisiganga,rengjiuqieerbushededuiqinguanyueshihao:“nizheiyishendeshangshizenmelaidea?”

qinguanyuetunyandedongzuoyizhi,huanhuanfangxialetangwan。

xianmeinongyudecanjitangfuweizheqinguanyueguguzhijiaodewei,weilinuanleyixie,shentijiushufulexuduo。

xiaoyuhaiyilianhaoqidedingzhetawen:“nidaodichuleshenmeshiera?”

beitadingdeyouxiebushufu,qinguanyuezhanleqilai,yiyanbufadetangshangchuang。

xiaoyumeitouweizhou,“wei,wozhishiguanxinni,meiyoubiedeyisi。”

yichaobeisheyaoshinianpajingsheng,xiangdaozijiyulinlihuachaoxixiangchuleershiernian,taquechuchuyuzijixuyuweishe,koumifujian,qinguanyueshenshangbianyizhenehan。

tashizaibuganzaiqingyidejieshoubierenduitadehaole。

xiaoyuhaizaishuozheshenme,qinguanyuebianyijingjiangbeizimengzaitoushang,chengxianchuyizhongpaichidezitai。

xiaoyujianzhuangdunshiqifenbuyi,lazhetongtongdeshou,liqinguanyueyuanleyixie,couzaitongtongerbianxiaoshengshuo:“zhenshigeguaiwu,fuxianshengzenmehuibazheimeguguaiderendaihuijiaa。”

qinguanyuebingmeiyoutingdaoxiaoyudehua,taquansuozaibeiwoli,shentigongchengleyitiaoxiaoxiaodexia。

meiyoushenmebiyanghaoshentigengzhongyaole,tayaohuoxiaqu。