bingzhongdesannianqishiguodehenkuai。
qiuzhishentibuhao,yichushengjiubeiyishengpanduanhuobuguoshinian。
dantayouyiduihenaitademamababa。
tadejiarenyongwushudejinqianheyaopinduiqiqileyigenulidadaojiankangde、xiangyaohechangrenyiyangdequti。
danshiyuyuanwei,zheifushentijiuxiangyigewudidong,zhujiantaokonglezhouweideyiqie。
zuihoushengxiadeshitamenfabaidebinjiao,shimeiwanyintengtongqianmiantingdaodewunaitanxi。
haiyoutangzaibingchuangshangyuelaiyuexuruodeta。
jiejiari,cengjingdehaopengyoulaikanwangta,dingzheqiuzhidelianxiaohuataguangtoudeyangzixianggebaisedejidan。
yangguangdexiaoguniangxiaozhexiaozhejiukule,pazaitadebingchuangshangbuyuanyiqilai,buxiangrangqiuzhikandaozijideyanlei。
“woshijidan,yeshijidanlimianzuihaokandedan。”
bingmozhangqiyilaidezhetengrangnvhaiqixuebuzu,shuohuashengyinzongshihenxiao,dantahaishikaikouanweizhehaoyou。
neizhangpiaoliangcangbaidelianshangluchuyisixiaorong。
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“zenmebanazhizhi,wobuxiangyaonijiuzheiyang...”pengyouleiyanmenglongdetaiqitou,kudexilihuala。
qiuzhicongchuangtouchouleyizhangzhijinqingqingdecaqumianqiannvhaizideyanlei,queyijuhuameiyouhuida。
沉默便是答案。
houlaideriziguodefeikuai,yuanxianhainengxiadixingzoudedetachedimeileliqi,meitianzhinengkaozheshengmingweichizhuangzhideyicunhuo。
shengmingzoudaojintoudeneitian,bingfanglizhiyoutamamahebaba。
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dantazhinengkanjianliangdaoxuying。
haozai,tahaishinengganshoudaowenredeshouzhangheshirundeshoubei。
“...bie...bieku...”
tanulikaikou,quexiruwenyin。
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“womenzhizhikeyihaohaoshuiyijuele......”
这是妈妈的声音。
“zhizhi,mamahebabayongyuanaini....”
qiuzhizhanglezhangzui,xiangyaohuiyingshenme,quefabuchurenheshengyin。
我也...爱你们。
shiquleyuanxiandidideshengxiang,xinlvjianceyizhongyutingzaileyipianpingjingzhong,xiangjingzhidehaiyu,meiyouyisibowen。
zhenzhentongkushengzaixiaxiaodebingfangjianxiangqi。
qiuzhideshijieyipiankongbai。
rensihoujiujingshishenmeyangdeni。
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这是天堂吗?
她来到了天堂吗?
tahutudexiangzhe,naozilichengleyipianjianghu。
yishenghaowuganqingde、jiadaizhexiexudiancideshengyinxiangqi。
“huanying0971suzhulaidaoemengyouxi,qingxuanzeniderenwu。”
秋栀猛然睁开眼睛。
tazuoqishenhuanshisizhoudeqingkuang,faxianzheishitakuobieyijiudewoshi。
chuanghubankai,yangguangtouguofengxiyangyangsasadepumanzhenggefangjian,fensedeleisichuanglianbeifengchuiqi,suiziqingqingfuguoshouzhi,zhijiandaizhexiexuyangyi,chuangtaishangdesanzhuduorouhexianrenzhanghaichengxianchutalikaiqiandeyangzi。
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zhuozishangfanglejiben《wunianzhongkao,sannianmoni》,haiyouyiqianmaidegezhonghuayangdewenju,manhuashu。
wuzidejiaoluobaifangzheshushigedaxingwanou,shimamasongjitadegezhongyangshidemengxidongwu,shifenkeai。
zheigewuziyibiyifukeletadewoshi。
“yuanlaishitiantanga...”
nvhaiheshangyan,manzudetanglehuiqu。
“qingsuzhuxuanzeniderenwu,shimiaohousuzhuruguorengweixuanze,jianghuizidongtoufangdaofubenzhizhong。”
“十、九...”
qiuzhimeiyoufanying,tongguoshentijunyundehuxikeyikanchutayijingshuizhele。
xitongmomotingxialejishi,jixiededanaodiyicichanshenglezhongwulideganjue。
taxianglexiang,haishijiangzheigekanqilaihenkeliandenvhaichuansongdaolefubenzhong。
———
秋栀睡醒了。
menglidetashigefeichangjiankangdenvhaizi,tameiyoushengbing,tigeqiangzhuang,ananwenwendejinglileshierniandushushengya,gaokaokaoleyigeyouxiudefenshu,mamababadouweitaqingzhu。
这个梦太美好了。
qiuzhitiantianzuichun,tazixihuiyizhelimiandexijie,dangranyeyishidaolexianzaishenchudehuanjing。
zheishiyitaohetadefangjianwanquanbutongdezhuangxiufengge,jiandanquegongnengqiquan,jiuxiangshixuexiaodesusheyiyang。
“你醒了。”
xitongpingjingdeshengyinchuanlai。
qiuzhibingmeiyoubeihedao,bijing,zaijinglisiwangzhihou,haiyoushenmehuibisiqugengyaokepani。
“zheishi[langlaile]defubenshijie,nishizailangrenyouxizhongyikaishijiusidiaodepaohuizhuanxiaosheng,jiexialaideshijianli,nixuyaobanyanhaonidejiaose,qingnulizaiyouxizhongcunhuo,zhaochusheicaishizhenzhengdeelang。”
xitongjiuxiangbaocaimingyiyangmiaoshuleyibiantaderenwu,qiuzhixiaonaodaiyidianyidiande,biaoshimingbai。
“qingwen,zheilishijiaozuo...emengyouxi?”
她开口,声音细弱。
“neimeyouxitongguanhouwohuidedaoshenmejianglini?”
nvhaipiaoliangdeyanjingyizhayizha,xianggeqiuzhidexueshengban,haoqidexiangzheigefeirenshengwutichuzijineixindeyihuo。
qiuzhixiaoxuedeshihouzhishikanshangquyouxiebingyanyan,danxinggehuopo,kaozheyizhanghaokandeliandanfuhuolexuduoxiaopengyoudefangxin,fangxuetamenjingchangshoulashouyiqihuijiawanwangyexiaoyouxi。
tazhidaoyouximeiwanchengyigerenwudouhuiyoujiangli,jiuxiangtameicizuowanshoushuhehualiao,mamadouhuijitadaiyigewanouyiyang。
xitongdiyicijianshanglaijiuwenyouxijianglideren,tayoupotianhuangdechenmolesanmiaozhong,henkuaihuida。
“renwuchenggongdewanjiakeyihuidaoxianshi,huodezhongsheng。”
qiuzhiyanqianyiliang,talikecongbeizilizuanlechulai。
“那我会努力的!”
xitongmeiyoushuohua,tadejixiedanaofeisuyunzhuanzhe,liangjiuhouzhongyusikaojieshu,taxiangsuoyouyouxixitongyiyangweiwanjiamenzuochuzuihoudetishi。
“ruguozaiyouxifubenzhongsiwang,suzhudeyishiyehuiwanquanxiaoshi,haiqingsuzhubaohuhaozijideshengming。”