第四章
wanghouliangnian，longdiezaimeijiguowoxunxi，longdieshibushibawowangjile？
suoyineirichenzheshifuzai，womangguoquqiushifurangwohuiqukankan。
chuhuyiliaode，tatongyile，yanlihaishanguoyisishenyi，rutongchurushimenshiyiyang，tarourouwodenaodai，wenrouyixiao。
wodexinyoubushoukongzhidepengpengtiaoqilai，lianjiafanqisisilvlvreyi。
kewobuzhi，zaiwozouhou，xujiaokanzhewoxiaoshidebeiying，piankeshishen。
tayiribiyiriqiaocui，xiangshimashangyaosiquyiban，lianjiazuichunhaowuxuese，queyijiufeiyangbahudelihai。
danshifuduitadetaidumingxianhaoqilai，tashichangyifushengzhedezitaipiniwo，shenzhichangchangxianhaiwo，haidewobeishifuzefa。
woyaohuilongzuneiri，tajingranyishixingqi，yirouruozitaijiangwopianquxisuichi，chenwobubeijiangwotuilexiaqu。
tayangzhuangyaoshuaidao，quezaijijiangdieruxisuichishibeiwoxinxinnianniandeshifulaolehuiqu。
shifua，shiheshiqi…tuerbuzaishininweiyidetuerleni？
tayandimanshidanyoudewangzhexujiao，baozhetahuangruopengzheshenmexishizhenbao。
quezaipiejianwotongkuzhengzhademoyangshimiansedouranbingleng，shenzhizaiwozhengzhazheyaopachulaishi，shuaichuyidaolinglijiangwohenhendidalehuiqu。
youjineirixisuichimanyanquanshendetong，huangruohunshenjingubeicuncundasuiyouzhongzu，jixuzhongzuyoudasui，zhouerfushi。
wotengdefabuchushengyin，sangzixiangbeiduzhuyiban。
yishihuanghuzhishi，wozhitingjianneixuebaiyishanhaowubolandeliuxiayijubinglengdehua。
tashuo“jiniyaohairen，neibianhaohaopaoshangsanriba”
tabaozhexujiao，zhiliujiwoyidaobeiying。
bujideliuleduoshaoyanlei，zhijidezheishiwoshubainianlaitouyihuiku。
wozailongzu，yeshirenrenchongaidexiaogongzhuni。
xisuichidailaidetongbujixindineiyisitong，zaiwomeicijijiangpaodetongsiqushi，woyouhuiqingxingguolai，zheibianshixisuichi，fanfanfufu，tongbuyusheng。
煅筋骨，塑皮肉。
yibanyouxiexianyuandexiushi，jiebuhuixuanzecizhongtongkudefazi，zhiyinnengchengguodierriderenshaozhiyoushao。
wotouyicineimeqingxideganjuezijiyaosi，keshiwohaimeilaidejihuilongzu，longdiehuibuhuidanxinwo…
zhenggeshenziwulidemeiruxisuichi，jibianyishibuqingyenengganshoudaoneirufuguzhiqubandetengtong。
痛。
太痛了。
xinglaishijiejieyijingziranxiaosanle，shifushelesanri，wobianshishizaizaipaolesanri。
shenzitengdemeizhijuele，wobianyidiandianpashangan，pazaianbianxiangshitiaobinsideyu。
“he，jiupingniyigejiamaode，yepeihewozheng？”wofeilitaiyankanqu。
是徐娇。
yirujiwangdezhigaoqiyang，yizhixiezihenhencaishanglewodeshou，shaneijianjiaonendejifupolie，kongqizhongchuanchujisixuexingwei。
“wo…bushi…jiade。”wobeiyanrudaizoule。
tajianwobeixujiaoqifudebansibuhuo，yueshuyibuguanbugu，chengtianzuanyanzhefuhuoneiren......
“nichunbuchun？taqifuninibuzhidaodahuiqu？”tayibianjiwoshangyao，yibianmeihaoqidetucao。
woxiangxiaode，danshixiaobuchulai，banshangcaikaikou“shifuweita，jiangwokunzaixisuichisanri，wonashenmehetazheng？”
sihushibeiwodehuajingdaole，tacengdezhanqilai，tashoushangdongzuoxiayishizhongleyishun。
xianxuedunshizaiduyongchu，talianxiashense，“baoqian”
wodandingdechouhuishou，zijishangleyao。
kongqizhongdexuexingweizhonglejifen，zaiwomeikanjiandejiaodu，yanrudemouzishenleyishun。
“你有何打算吗？”
“woyaohuitanglongzu，zaihuishifuneier”
“…hao，daoshiwosongnihuiqu”sihushigengzhule，tazheihuashuodeshifenmianqiang。
wotaixianglongdiele，dengbudaoshanghaobiantoutoulikaile，zouqianjiyanruliulexinjian。
yanrushengbushengqiwobuzhixiao，wodaolongzushiyishiliangrihoule。
jinridaoshiqiguai，jingwurenshoumen，yaoshirangzuzhongzhanglaozhidaole，kendingyaozefale！
静。
太安静了。
像是进入了…死城…