第1章

kanzheganggangzuoxiazhunbeichifan,youyinnvzhuxiaoyinyigedianhuacongconglikaideshengjingzhou,wodexinturantengdelihai,buzhishiyinweiyuanzhudecannianhaishiwodebuyouzizhu。

tazoudecongmang,laibujihewojiaodai,zhiyijuhedianhuaneitoude「dengwo,mashangdao。」

wojinjindewuzhuxiongkou,jinkenengburangneifenshangxinmanyan,keyanleirengzaikanxiangmanzhuoziyongxinzhunbeidefancaishiluolexialai。

wonengganshoudaoyuanzhucancundeneifenyizhizaimanmanxiaosan,woxiangzhuazhu,zhituliuzheshuobuqingdaobumingdeziwei。

woshijintianqingchencaiqingxingguolaide,yijuexinglaizijijingranchuanshule,chuanchenglezijikanshikudexilihualadexiaoshuo,erzijichengweilekanshushijiuxintengdechiqingnanerdelianyinqizi。

zheiyitian,zijiwanquanshihunhuneedeguolai,meiyigedongzuodouxiangshixiguanhuozhebeiyuanzhuzhipeizhe。

wobuzhidaozijiweishenmelaidaozheili,yebuzhidaozenmenenghuiqu,laibujixiaohuayuanzhudejiyi,beipomangmangliuliudezhunbeizhezheigeshengjingzhouwanquanwangjidejiehunjinianri。

dangshengjingzhouxiabanhuilaishi,woxinzhongdejidongzuobudejia,tabishuzhongmiaohuidegengjiaxiyinwo,keneifenqinglengyeshizhenshicunzaide,kanguoshuzhongtaiduotaduinvzhudewenrouyurelie,qingxideduibixia,neifenjidongyezaimanmanxiaosan,zhidaotalikai。wohetadeduihuazhiyou「wohuilaile。」he「chifanba。」

cikeneifenxintongyezaimanmandexiaosan,wonaqiwankuai,wuyishidechizheyuanbenmeiweidecanshi,kezuibaliqueganshoubudaoyidianweidao。

shoushihaozijiyiguo23dian,julitalikaiyijing5gexiaoshi,buzhinvzhuyudaoleshenmeshiqing,weishenmebujiaonanzhu。

wotangzaichuangshang,bizheyanjing,xiangyaohaohaozhengliyuanzhudejiyi,quefaxianmeiyouneiduanheshengjingzhoudeqinggan,haosibeitafengcunyiban。

yuanzhuxiaomansheng,xiaojiadunv,xiaofubaofahuchushendanshanyutouzi,zichanfensandanshixianjinliuchongyu,xiaomuxiaojiabiyu,liangrenyizhienenaiai,hunhoushengxiaxiaomanshenghoumeiyouertaijihua,zaiaizhongzhangdadeyuanzhuyizhishidanchunermeihaode,tazuidadeyuanwangjiushiyujianyigerennenghefumuyiyangxiangai。

youguanyushengjingzhoujieshihejiehundeqingganwanquanbeifengcun,

xianglai,neigeyuanwangzhongjiuyezhishiyuanwang。

buzhiweishenme,woduixianzaidehuanjingmeiyousihaobushi,gengmeixiangdaohuidaoxianshi。

manmandejinrushendushuimian,

menglishiyuanzhucongchushengdaoxianzaideyiqieguiji,

weiraozhefumudeaiyi,rangwowanquanganshoudaotadexingfu。

xinglaishi,wodezuijiaoshixiaozhede,

而我,也做好决定。