第一章
“qiuni，kanzaiwomencongqiandeqingfenshang，jiwogetongkuaiba……”
“你想死？”
lengkudeshengyinguanrutayijingpibeibukandenaohai，fushuideshaozhuoganyesuizhierlai。
tashenshangyijingjihumeiyouyikuaihaopi，xuexingqiyingmanbiqiang，yanqiandeyiqiedoumengshanglecenghongshaside，shenmedoukandemenglongmohu。
fushuishaozhuodezizishengjiqikebu，zaijijingbinglengdelaoyuneihuidangzhe。
“he，wozenmekenengrangnisideneimeqingyi？”
“zheiyibeizi，nidoubiexiangqingyitaotuo，niyaoyongyuanhuozaidiyuzhong，yongyuantongkuxiaqu，zheishiniyingdedebaoying！”
jiezhe，tabeirenzhuazhutoufa，henhenenzaibinglengcigudefushuizhong。
fushuizilazuoxiang，jiangtademianpangshaozhuodexueroumohu。
xueranhongleshuangyan，tajianjianshiquyishi，buyoudexiang——
nandaozheibeizi，bianyaorucilangbeibukandiyinmiezaicilema？
yuezhaozaizhengkaiyandeshunjian，fuzhouxiaoshixueroudejutong，haicanliuzaijiyili。
taxiayishiqumoshoubei，chudaodequeshiwanhaowusundejifu。
cimudeyangguangzhaojinlai，touguochuangling，sazaitashenshang。
genzheneiguangxianditoukanqu，yuezhaocaiyishidao。
zijibuzhiweihe，sihuhuidaolecongqian。
huidaolehaiweitongyanjuechengweidaolv，weibeitaqiujinzhemozhishi！
shangyishi，tabenshixiuxianjieqingnianyidaideqiaochu，shizongmenneijingcaijueyandetianzhijiaozi。
benlaiyixinxiangwangdadao，buzhizende，zuihouqueluodegebeizhemoqiujindejieju。
ketamingminggaiyouzhezijidedahaorensheng。
neixiebeiqiujinderizili，tawushucixiangzhe，ruguonenghuidaoyiqiekaishizhiqiangaiduohao。
rujin，juranzhendeshixianle——
dangyishidaozheiyidianshi，taxinzhongxianshishengchudianhuangran，jiezhebianshibukezhixindexinxi。
yiqiedouhaiweifasheng，douhailaideji……
“shijieyijingxingle？”qingcuideshengyinbanzhezhulianxiangdongchuanlai。
yuezhaomengdizhuantou，kanjiananianpengzhetongpenzhanzaipingfengpang。
taxiaoyiyingyingdishangqianlai，qinnidiwendao：
“怎么啦？师姐？”
dingzhetafajianneizhibaiyuchai，yuezhaobuzhizende，sixubianhuadegengyuan。
suanqilai，tayuanianyijingyoujibainianweicengjianguole。
anianshiyouzhanrantalingxingdeyuhuanhuanhuaercheng，zishengchenglerenxinghou，bianyizhitongtadaizaiyichu。
errentongqintongshi，congbucengfenliguo，ganqingshendu。
tayizhibucengzhixiao，anianshiheshiyuyanjuexiangshixiangaide。
erdaolezuihou，tamenliangrenzhizhong。
anianzaiyinchayangcuozhijian，zaozaobianxiangxiaoyuyun。
tazijiyebeiyanjueguanzaidilaozhizhong，ririzhemozhuonong，zuizhongcansizaitashouzhong。
shizhijinri，xiangdaodangshibeiguanzaiqiheideshidongzhizhong，tarenghuirenbuzhuhunshenzhandou。
tawufawangque，yanjueqiazhetadebozi，jiangtahenhenanzaihanbingshibishangdeyangzi。
tayandifanyongzheniuqudehenyi，yiziyijudao：
“ruobushini，anianzenmehuisi？”
yanjuesangyindiya，shouzhiyicuncunshoujin，qiadetayanqianyipianqihei。
“tadainirutongqinjiejie……kenini？nilianjiutadoubuken！”
yuezhaohoujianyichuxianxue，yanqianfahei，quelianzhengzhadeliqidoumeiyou。
tadelingmaizaoyibeifei，pipagushangyebeidingshangleshiguding。
shenzhilianmeiyicihuxi，dourutongdaogeyiban。
yanjuesongkaishou，renyoutalangbeidishuaizaidishang，suijiyijiaocaizhutadeshouwan。
“tongma？”tafushen，zhijianhuaguotakuilandeshangkou，shengyinwenroudelingrenmaogusongran。
“kezheibujianianwanfenzhiyidetong。”
tataishou，youshiyidaofuzhouluoxia——
xuerouxiaorongdejutongshunjianxijuanquanshen，yuezhaosisiyaozhuchun，querengyizhibuzhucanjiaochusheng。
eryanjuezhishilenglengkanzhe，xiangzaixinshangzhetatongkuaihaodecanzhuang。
zhidaoxianzai，tarengbunengwangquedangshixinzhongdehenyi，jianzhihenbudejiangyanjueqiandaowangua。
kerujinzhendezhonghuoyishi，tahuranmingbai。
yuqijiuchanyuchouhen，buruchedizhanduanyinguo。
jiranyanjueaideshianian，neitabianchengquantamen。
zheiyishi，tabuhuizaikaojinyanjuebanbu，buhuirangneichangyinchayangcuodecuowuzaicifasheng。
而她自己——
yuezhaozhijianweidong，ganshouzhetineichongpeidelingli，chunjiaohuanhuangouqiyimolengliedehudu。
shangyishi，tabeiqingaijiugesuokun，beichouhenmengbishuangyan。
zuizhonghuangfeixiuxing，luodegeqicanxiachang。
zheiyishi，tabuhuizaifantongyangdecuowu。
tayaozouzijidedao，xiuzijidelu，zhengzijidexin。
shenmeqingjie，shenmeyinguo，tongtongyutawuguan。
zheiyishi，tabuyaozaibeiqianbanyuqingaizhizhong。