第1章爱到可以去死
“yuanzhang，wojuedingcanjiazheicizangqudekeyanxiangmu。”
jiangshiyuedeshengyinjianding，yanshenlimeiyousihaodongyao。
yuanzhangtaitou，muguangruili：“niqueding？zheiyiqu，zhishaoshinian，nikenengzaiyewufahuidaozheili。”
jiangshiyuechuixiayanmou，zaitaitoushi，shouzhongyiwozhezaoyizhunbeihaodeshenqingshu，haobuyouyudidileshangqu。
yuanzhangchenmopianke，zuizhongqinzizaishenqingshushanggaixialegongzhang。
“qitianhoushouxubantuo，wohuianpairenjieni。”
zhuanshenyuzou，jiangshiyuequeyinyuetingdao，bangongshiligongzuorenyuandeqieqiesiyu。
“neibushisongtaitaima？keyanjidineidifangniaobulashide，tayiqujiushishinian，songzongshede？”
“sheibuzhidaotamenshitongchengdemofanfuqi。songzongdangniankeshilikezhuangyuan，danweilejiangshiyue，taganyuanfuduyinian。”
“shia，erqiesannianqian，jiangshiyuezhongbing，songzonggengshihaobuyouyudigeleyikeshenjiuta。xianzaiyitamenweiyuanxingdedianyingdouyaoshangyingle，jiangshiyuezheiyizou，songzongpashiyaofengleba？”
jiangshiyuetachufangmendeneiyike，yandimanshizichaohebeiliang。
zaitongcheng，sheibuzhidaosongyanchengaijiangshiyue，aidekeyiweitahuochumingqu。
tamennianshaoxiangshi，yilufuchizoudaojintian，songyanchengdeaiyizhizengbujian。
shinianlai，jiangshiyuedeshenghuobeisongyanchengchongchenglegongzhu，tacongweitaruguochufangbanbu，lianneiyidoushisongyanchengqinshouxiganjing。
meidangtabuyuanzoulu，songyanchengzongshibeizheta，zouduojiudoubuhanlei。
napatazhishiyigexiaoganmao，songyanchengyehuizhengyebumiandishouhuzaitashenbian。
qiuhunneinian，jiangshiyueganranfeiyanzhuyuan，bingqingjiujiuweijianhaozhuan。
songyanchengxinjirufen，jingzaisimiaoqianguileyigeyue，naodaidoukechuleshang，zhiweiqiulaiyidaopinganfu。
taguidexigaidouzhanbuzhile，querengjiandingdishuo：
“wogaosutianshangdeshen，zhiyaowoxinaideyueerpinganwushi，neizheishishangsuoyoudejibinghetongkudoukeyijiazaiwodeshenshang。zhiyaonijiankang，wokeyibianchengyigecanfei，shenzhikeyiqusi。”
bingchuangshangdejiangshiyuetingdaohoukuchengleleiren，tadangshijiuxiang，yudaosongyancheng，shitazheigeguerzheibeizizuidadexingyun。
yushi，tajueding，yushengyaoyutagongdu。
songyancheng，jiushitashengmingzhongzuizhongyaodenanren。
keyigeyueqian，jiangshiyuequeyiwaifaxian，zheigekoukoushengshengshuoaitadenanren，jingranhetacengjingdeyigexueshenggunlechuangdan。
tayiweitashenmeyebuzhidao，suoyiyuelaiyuedadan，shenzhizaitamendecheshang、woshi、shafa、yangtaishang，douliuxialetamenhuanaidehenji。
zhidaozhenxiangdeneiyike，jiangshiyuejihubengkui，tajuewang、tongku，zuihouyezhinengsixinliefeidijieshoulezheigecankudeshishi。
tajuedinglikai，zuoweiwulixuejiaoshoudeta，ziyuancanjialeqianwangzangqudekeyanxiangmu。
huoxushishinian，huoxugengjiu，tayaorangsongyanchengyongyuanyezhaobudaota！
quchehuidaojiamenkou，jiangshiyuezhengyaoshurumima，quetingdaolelimianchuanlaidebukanruerdeshengyin。
“yancheng，nigaosuwo，wohenilaoposhei，geng，jin？xiacinilaopozaijiadeshihouwomen......”
“bienaole，baobei，bierangwolaopofaxian，fouzeworaobuleni。”
jiangshiyuexinrudaoge，querengqiangrenzheleishui，duozaianchu，zhidaoyemujianglincaiqiaoqiaozoujinjiamen。
fangjianlimimanzhefancaidexiangqi，songyanchengduanzhetangcongchufangzouchulai，kandaojiangshiyueshi，yanshenlimanshihuanxi。
“baobao，nihuilaila！jintianzenmezheimewan？woyigerenzaijiadoukuaixiangsinile。”
takuaibushangqian，lazhetadeshou，shenmixixidishuo：“kuailai，laogongjinizhunbeilejingxi。”
jiangshiyueqiangrenzheexin，mianqiangzoudaochajiqian，muguangsaodaoleyigejingzhidehezi。
dantadeyuguangquerenbuzhupiexiangjiaoluo，neiliyongguodetaoziheyitanshuizigewaiciyan，rangtaweiliyoushiyizhenfanteng。
“zheishiwoqinshoushejidexianglian，jiao‘songmingyue’，quanqiuzhiyouzheiyitiao，jiuxiangnizaiwoxinliduyiwueryiyang。”
songyanchengwenroudishuozhe，jiangxianglianquchu，zhunbeiweitadaishang。
jiangshiyuelenglengdidingzheyanqiandenanren，zhijuedemosheng。
taxiangbutong，zheigenanrenzenmenengyibiankoukoushengshengshuozheaita，yibianyouhelingyigenvrenzaichuangshangfanyunfuyu？
“baobao，lai，laogongjinidaishang，nishiwoweiyideyueliang，womenyaoshengshengshishizaiyiqi。nizhidaode，meileni，wohuozhedoumeiyiyile。”
songyanchengbianshuobianjiangxiangliankaojinjiangshiyuedebozi，fangfozhendehaipatahuituranxiaoshiyiyang。
jiangshiyuezhanzaiyuandi，yidongbudong，renyoutakaojin。
yishijiantahaizhenxiangkankan，dengtazhendelikaita，tashibushizhendenengxiangshuodeneiyang，huodemeiyiyi。