fengshengzaierbianhuxiao，jianruidexiangshimoshisangshidesihou。wo——sutang，
bengaizaisangshichaozhongyujidigongcunwang，cikequeshenbuyoujidizhuiluo。yanqianjiaotishanguode，
shimoshineibeixueshuijintoudetudi，hezheijushentiyuanzhusutangtangneirunaojubandeguowang。yuanzhusutangtang，
anlehoufudeqianjin，quechichidizhuizheguogongfusangongzipeiyanlipaolesannian。neisannianli，
tadeshijiefangfozhiyoupeiyanlideyigeyanshen、yijuhua。tamanxinhuanxidiyiwei，zhiyaozijizugounuli，
jiunengzoujinpeiyanlidexinli。ketabuzhidao，zaipeiyanliyanzhong，tabuguoshigeshuaibudiaodemafan。“ali，
nikanzheiyupei，haishinisongjiwodeni！”yuanzhuzongshizheiyang，nazhepeiyanlisuiyisongchudeyupei，
xiaodeyiliancanlan。peiyanlimeicidouzhishifuyandiyinghe，yanzhongdeyanfanquezenmeyezangbuzhu。erxianzai，
woshuaixiaxuanyadeshunjian，hounaokezaituqideyanshishang，jutongrangwojihuhunjue。
moshidexueyuxingfenghehoufudechishajiyizainaohailifengkuangjiaozhi、pengzhuang，
woganjuezijidenaodaixiangshiyaozhakaileyiyang。yuanzhusutangtangbaozhepeiyanlideyupeixiaolesannian，
quezaitaneiju“yadiyouduobingdilian，weiwocailaikehao”dehuangyanli，rutongfeiepuhuoban，
haobuyouyudibenxianglesiwang。tacaizhesongdongdesuishi，yibuyibuzouxiangshenyuan，neiyanshenli，
daozuihoudouhaidaizheduipeiyanlideqidai。erwo，shangyimiaohaizaimoshijidiyongmuxiyinengjiaosuisangshiwangdehejing，
weilebaohujidilideren，wobuxipinshangzijidexingming。kexiayimiao，
woquebeizheifujiaoruoqutilidekongjuzuanjinxinzang。wokanzhexuanyaxiadetengmanzaifengzhongyaohuang，
tamendexingzhuang、tamendebaidong，jingxiangjilemoshibianyizhiwudechuxu，zhangyawuzhuadixiangwopulai，
sihuyaojiangwotuoruwujindeheian。luodideneiyike，wobennengdizhuaizhuyicongyeju，
jianruidetengtongcongshouxinchuanlai，wozhidao，shouzhangyidingbeihuapole。dancike，wogubushangzheixie，
yinengshunzhegenximanyanchuqu，woxiangxunzhaoshengji，xunzhaokeyibangzhuwolikaizheilidexiansuo。raner，
dangyinengchupengdaoyadishitideshunjian，wodehunshenmengdiyizhenbingliang，fangfobeiyitonglengshuicongtoujiaodaojiao。
neijubaigushouzhongjinzuanzhebanmeiyupei，yupeishangdewenlu，wozaishuxibuguo，
zhengshisangeyueqianpeiyanli“yishi”dedingqingxinwu。kanzheneibanmeiyupei，
wodexinzhongyongqiyiguwufayanshuodefennu。yuanzhuzhisibuzhi，tazhuizhusanniandeweihunfu，
zaojiuzaiguogongfudeyanxishang，jiangtabizuo“lubianzacao”，siyidixiuru。ertaquehaishahuhudi，
weiletaquzuorenheshi。“peiyanli，nihaohendexin！”woyaoyaqiechididiyu，
shengyinzaikongkuangdeshanguzhonghuidang。dangwotuozheshanghenleileideshentipahuihoufu，meiyibudouwubijiannan。
yifubeijingjihuapo，toufalingluan，lianshanghaidaizheganhedexueji。wogangzoujinhoufu，
jiuzhengzhuangshangmuqinduizhekongmigangmolei。muqindeyanshenlimanshijuewanghewuzhu，tadeshouwulididazaimigangbianyuan，
jianbangweiweizhandouzhe。“zheikezenmeban，nifuqinyouzaidufangqianleyinzi，jialiyijingjiebukaiguole，
rujintamenhailaiyaozhai，yaomainidepeijiashoushi！”muqinkanjianwo，xiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocao，
kedangtakanqingwolangbeidemoyang，youxintengdebuxing。woshunzhemuqindemuguangkanxiangfumenkou，guanjiazhengzhanzaineili，
jiangwojinyoudejijianpeijiashoushibaizaituopanli，gaoshengjiaomai。zhouweiweileyiqunren，tamenzhizhidiandian，
lianshangdaizhekanxiaohuadeshenqing。“zheianlehoufu，zhenshiluopole，lianzijiaguinvdepeijiadouyaomai！
”“kebushima，tingshuohoufudegongzimen，yigebiyigehuangtang，zheihoufua，pashiyaowange！
”neixiecierdehuayuchuanjinwodeerduoli，wojinjindiwozhuquantou，zhijiashenshendiqianruzhangxin。
kanzhezheipobaidehoufu，xiangzheyuanzhudezaoyu，haiyourujinjialidekunjing，
wozaixinzhongananfashi：“congjintianqi，wosutangjuebuhuizairangzheiyijiazishourenqifu，peiyanliqiande，
woyaotaqianbeiwanbeidihaihuilai！”wodangchangpailezhuozi，dashengshuodao：“bujiuqiongme，queshenmejiuqiangshenme。
zhiyaowoqiangqiandesuduzugoukuai，qiongjiuzhuibushangwomen！”muqinbeiwodejudongheleyitiao，
talenglengdikanzhewo，sihuburenshiwoleyiyang。dancike，woyijingxiadingjuexin，yaogaibianzheiyiqie，
rangneixiecengjingkanbuqiwomenderen，douduiwomenguamuxiangkan。huidaohoufuderizi，
meiyikedouxiangshizaipojiudelaowuliyupinqionggongwu，chuchudoushijiongpoyuwunai。qingchen，
yangguangjiannandichuanguopojiudechuangling，sazaiwoneidazhebudingdebeizishang。wofanshenqichuang，
jiandanzhenglileyixiayiwu，bianzouchufangjian。tuikaizhiyazuoxiangdemumen，
rumudebianshidageguangzhebangzizaiyuanziliwudaodeshenying。tashenxingjiaojian，meiyigedongzuodouhuhushengfeng，
keneibadaoquepojiubukan，daorenshangdequekoumimimama，bitashenshangzonghengjiaocuodeshangbahaiyaoduo。neixieshangba，
shitaweilebaohuhoufu，zaijietouyurenzhengdouliuxiadehenji。jinguanrizijiannan，
dageyijiumeiyoufangxiashouzhongdedao，tazongshuo，zhiyaodaohaizai，jiumeirennengqifuhoufuderen。“dage，
nizheidaogaihuanle。”wozoushangqianqu，kanzheneibapodaoshuodao。dagetingxiadongzuo，heiheiyixiao，
yongmanshilaojiandeshounaolenaotou：“xiaomei，zheidaosuipo，kepeiwozheimeduonian，shunshoudehen，huanbule，
huanbule。”zaikanlangxia，ergezhengsuozaineilibonongzhesuanpan。tameitoujinzhou，yanjingsisididingzhezhangce，
neishangmianwaiwainiuniudijizhe“qianmipusanliangqiqian”。ergexianglaixinsixini，shanzhangsuanzhang，
kerujinhoufurubufuchu，tajiusuanbasuanpanzhuzibodefeiqi，yejiejuebulegenbenwenti。“erge，biesuanle，
zaisuanyebianbuchuyinzilai。”woqingshengshuodao。ergetaiqitou，yanshenzhongmanshiwunaihepibei：“xiaomei，
busuanbuxinga，zheizhangzongdenongqingchu，buranyihouzenmehairenjia。”sangezezuixunxundikaozaimenjianshang，
huailibaozhekongjiutan，kujiaohaizhanzhedufangdenizi。tamanliantonghong，zuilidunangzheyixietingbudongdehua。
sangeshijiuruming，youchenmidubo，houfudeqianyoubushaodoubeitahuihuozailedufanghejiusi。“sange，
nijiubunengxingxing，biezaidule！”woyouqiyoujidishuodao。sangetaiqitou，mizheyanjingkanlewohaoyihuier，
caihanhubuqingdishuo：“xiaomei，nibudong，hejiuduqian，neicaishirenshengleshi……”huahaimeishuowan，
tabianyitouzaidao，youshuileguoqu。zuinianyoudexiaodizuanzhebankuaiyingbing，qieshengshengdizhanzaiyipang。kandaowohuilai，
tayanjingyiliang，mangpaoguolaibabingwangwoshoulisai，bingzhadiaozaitaneibudingluobudingdeyijinshang。xiaodicaibasui，
zhengshizhangshentideshihou，quezongshichibubaochuanbunuan，ketayijiudongshiderangrenxinteng。“jiejie，nichi，
zheishiwojiniliude。”xiaodiyangzhezangxixidexiaolianshuodao。wojieguobing，qingqingmolemotadetou：“xiaodi，
nichi，jiejiebue。”muqindeduziyijingqigeyuele，xingdongshifenbubian。ketahaichuanzhesannianqiandejiushan，
yifushangdeyansezaoyitunqu，biandeandanwuguang。tazuozaiyuanzili，zhengzaifengbuyijianpojiudeyishang，
zhenjiaoximi，neishitaduizheigejiazuihoudejianchi。“tangtang，nihuilaile，ebue？niangjiniliulexiezhou。
”muqinkandaowo，lianshangmianqiangjichuyisixiaorong。wozoudaomuqinshenbian，wozhutacucaodeshou：“niang，
ninbietaileile，yihouderizihuihaoqilaide。”fuqinzeduozaichaifangliaishengtanqi。takongyouanlehoudetouxian，
quemeiyourenheshiquan，youbushanjingying，daozhihoufurijianshuaibai。cengjingfengguangwuxiandehoufu，rujinmentinglengluo，
neibianezaoyitunse，lianjiaohuazidoubuyuanzaizheilitingliu。yewan，houfuyipianjijing，
zhiyououerchuanlaidejishengquanfei，dapozheiyayidefenwei。wozuozaipochuangqian，yueguangrushui，sazaiwodeshenshang，
yingchuyimogujideyingzi。zhuoshang，yipenlancaozaiweifengzhongqingqingyaoye，yepianxiuzhangerrouruan，
sanfazhedandandeqingxiang。woxiayishidishenchushou，zhijianqingqingfuguolancaodeyepian，xinzhongmanshiduiweilaidemimang。
jiuzaizheishi，yigushuxieryouqiyideliliang，rutongqingquanbancongwodezhijianyongchu。zheiguliliang，
zhengshiwozaimoshilaiyishengcundemuxiyineng。woxinzhongyijing，yuanyiweilaidaozheigeshijie，yinenghuiliwoerqu，
meixiangdaotajinghaizai。suizheyinengdeyongchu，wodeyishifangfoyuzhouweidezhiwurongweiyiti。
woneng“kan”daolancaogenxizaiturangzhongnulishenzhan，
xishouzheshuifenheyangfen；neng“ting”daoweifengfuguoshuyedeshashasheng，neishizhiwumenzaidiyu。
gengrangwozhenjingdeshi，wojingtongguolancao，
“kan”daoleqiangjiaolaoshudonglidemimi——jimeisuiyinjingjingditangzaineili，sanfazheweiruodeguangmang。
wozhidao，neishiyuanzhutoutouzanxiadetijiqian，zaizheiqiongkunliaodaodehoufu，
zheixiesuiyinwuyishiyibizhenguidecaifu。erdangwodeyinengchupengdaochuangtaishangdeyipenlvluoshi，
yiduanrangwofennubuyidehuamianyingruwodenaohai。sanriqian，peiyanlicengzhanzaiyuanwai，yuguanjiadishengjiaotan。
“chishazhinv，liuzheheyong，buruzaoxiechudiao，yeshengdemafan。”peiyanlideshengyinbinglengeryouwuqing。
guanjiazeweiweinuonuodiyinghezhe：“gongzisuoyanjishi，zhishizheibijingshihoufuqianjin，cishihaixucongzhangjiyi。
”zuanjinsuiyindeneiyike，wohuranxiaole，xiaoshengzhongdaizhejifenchaofeng，jifenjueran。zaimoshili，
woliansangshidouganzhengmianyinggang，haipazheigudaideqiongsuanrizi？haipapeiyanlidesuanji？peiyanli，nijiwodengzhe，
zheibizhang，wochizaohuigennisuanqingchu。diertianqingchen，yangguangganggangsajinhoufu，
wobianchuaizheconglaoshudong“jie”laidesuiyin，daizhexiaodizhibenmipu。yilushang，xiaodixingfenbuyi，
tayijinghenjiumeiyouchiguoyidunbaofanle。“jiejie，womenzhendenengmaidaomima？”xiaodilazhewodeshou，
yanzhongshanshuozheqidaideguangmang。“neng，dangranneng，xiaodi，jintianwomenjiuchidunbaofan。”woxiaozhehuidadao。
womengangzoujinmipu，mipulaobanbianyingleshanglai。tashangxiadaliangzhewomen，yanshenzhongmanshixianqi。“yo，
zheibushianlehoufuderenma？zenme，youlaishezhang？”mipulaobanyinyangguaiqidishuodao。“bushezhang，
jintianwomenyouqianmaimi。”wobubeibukangdishuodao，tongshibasuiyinfangzaijutaishang。mipulaobankandaoyinzi，
yanjingdunshiyiliang，taidulikelailegeyibaibashidudazhuanwan：“aiya，yuanlaishiyouqiana，zaoshuoma，
yaoduoshaomi，jinguanfenfu。”jiuzaiwomenmaihaomizhunbeilikaishi，shenhouturanchuanlaidagedemenhou：“xiaomei，
nizabushale？”wozhuanguoshen，kanzheyilianzhenjingdedage，weiweiyixiao：“dage，wohaole，yihou，
wohuirangwomenhoufuhaoqilaide。”dagezhanglezhangzui，xiangshuoxieshenme，queyoushenmeyemeishuochulai，
zhishizhongzhongdidianlediantou。yangguangtouguodanbodeyunceng，sazairenaodejishishang，
jixixirangrangderenqunhelinlidetanweidoudushangleyicengdandandejinse。jiedaoliangpang，
xiaofanmendeyaoheshengciqibifu，ciqibifu。“xinxiandeguaguolei，youdayoutian！”“maibuge，
shanghaodechouduan，zouguoluguobuyaocuoguo！”wodaizhexiaodizairenqunzhongchuansuo，
shouzhongjinjinzuanzheconglaoshudong“jie”laidesuiyin，zhunbeiqumaixieliangshiheshenghuoyongpin。
xiaodixingfendidongzhangxiwang，yanjinglishanshuozhehaoqideguangmang，tayijinghenjiumeiyouchulaiguangjishile。“jiejie，
nikanneige！”xiaodituranzhizheyigemaitangrendetanwei，lazhewodeshoushuodao。woshunzhetazhidefangxiangkanqu，
zhijianyigelaoshifuzhengshuliandiyongtangjianghuizhizhegezhongzaoxingdetangren，youxuxurushengdedongwu，
haiyouhuolinghuoxianderenwu。neixietangrenzaiyangguangdezhaoyaoxia，jingyingtitou，sanfazheyourendexiangqi。“xiaodi，
dengwomenmaiwandongxi，jiujinimaiyige。”woxiaozhemolemoxiaodidetoushuodao。xiaoditingle，
gaoxingdidianlediantou，lianshangyangyizhexingfudexiaorong。womenlaidaomipu，zhunbeimaixiedami。
mipulaobanshigefeitoudaerdezhongniannanren，manlianhengrou，yishuangxiaoyanjingdiliuliudizhuanzhe，
yikanjiubushishenmeshancha。takandaowomenjinlai，likemanlianduixiaodiyingleshanglai。“yo，
zheibushianlehoufudegongzihe**ma？jintianzenmeyoukonglaiwozheixiaodiana？
”mipulaobanpixiaoroubuxiaodishuodao。wokanletayiyan，meiyoulihuitadehanxuan，zhijieshuodao：“laoban，
jiwolaiwujindami。”mipulaobanyingleyisheng，biankaishichengmi。tadedongzuohenkuai，
buyihuierjiuchenghaolewujindami。tabamidijiwo，shuodao：“**，wujindami，yigongwuliangyinzi。
”woyiting，meitoulikezhouleqilai。wosuiranduizheigeshijiedewujiabutailejie，
danyezhidaowujindamijueduibukenengyaowuliangyinzi。zheimipulaobanmingxianshizaiqifuwomenhoufuluopo，
xiangchenjiqiaozhawomen。“laoban，nizheimijiashibushitaigaole？”wolenglengdishuodao。mipulaobantingle，
lianshangdexiaoronglikexiaoshile，tadenglewoyiyan，shuodao：“zenme？xiangui？xianguijiubiemaia！
zheijishishangjiuwoyijiamipu，woshuoduoshaoqianjiuduoshaoqian！”wokanzhetaneifuxiaozhangdemoyang，
xinzhongbujinyongqiyigunuhuo。wogangxiangfazuo，turanganjuedaoyigushuxideqixicongjutaishangchuanlai。
woxiayishidishenchushou，qingqingchumozhejutaishangdeyipenlvzhi。chaneijian，
wodeyishifangfoyuzheipenlvzhirongweiyiti，
wo“kan”daolemipulaobanzangzaiangezhongdemimi——neishijimeijiayin，
yijitapingrilikekoujinliangdezhongzhongexing。woxinzhonglengxiaoyisheng，jiranniburen，jiubieguaiwobuyile。
woshouhuishou，kanzhemipulaoban，lenglengdishuodao：“laoban，nizheimiwokeyimai，danshinidexianjieshiyixia，
zheiangelidejiayinshizenmehuishi？haiyou，nipingrilikekoujinliang，qipianguke，jiubupazaobaoyingma？
”mipulaobantingle，liansedunshibiandeshabai。tameixiangdaowojingranhuizhidaotademimi，yishizhijian，
jingbuzhidaogairuheyingdui。zhouweideguketingdaowodehua，yefenfenweileguolai，duimipulaobanzhizhidiandian。
“meixiangdaozheimipulaobanjingranshizheizhongren，taikeele！”“jiushi，yihouzaiyebulaitazheimaimile！
”mipulaobanjianshibumiao，lianmangpeixiaodao：“**，ninwuhuile，zheidoushiwuhui……”wolenghengyisheng，
daduanletadehua：“wuhui？nijuedewohuixiangxinma？jintianniyaoshibujiwoyigehelidejieshi，
wojiuquguanfugaoni！”mipulaobanyiting，hedelianmangqiurao：“**，raominga！shiwobudui，
wobugaiqipiannin，zheimiqianwojininsuanbianyidian，ninkanzheiyangxingbu？”wokanzhetaneifulangbeidemoyang，
xinzhongdenuhuoshaoweipingxileyixie。wodianlediantou，shuodao：“zheihaichabuduo。buguo，
niyihouyaoshizaiganzuozheizhongquedeshi，woyidingbuhuifangguoni！”mipulaobanlianmangdiantouchengshi，
ranhouyijididejiagebawujindamimaijilewo。wofuleqian，daizhexiaodilikailemipu。
womengangzouchumipumeiduoyuan，turantingdaoshenhouchuanlaiyizhenjinghusheng。woxiayishidihuitoukanqu，
zhijianyigenanrenturandaodichouchu，pifuxiajingyoulvsewenluyouzou，jiuxiangmoshichuqidezhiwubianyizhengyiyang。
woxinzhongyijing，xiayishidihoutuibanbu，quezhuangshangleyigewenrundexiongtang。wotaitouyikan，
zhijianyigebaiyishaonianbeishicongchanfuzhe，miansecangbairuzhi，meixinhongdianzaichenguangxiagewaixingmu，
zhengshiliqinwangfudedumiaomiaoshizixiaoyan。xiaoyanbingfaturan，zhenggerendouxianrulehunmizhuangtai，
shicongmenjideshouzuwucuo。wokanzhexiaoyandezhengzhuang，xinzhongyinyinyouzhongbuandeganjue。
zheizhengzhuangyumoshidezhiwubianyizhengrucixiangsi，nandaozheigeshijieyeyinzangzhemouzhongbuweirenzhideweiji？
jiuzaizheishi，xiaoyanshenshangdexiangnangturandiaoluo，banfucantuconglimianlulechulai。woxiayishidijianqicantu，
zhijianbianjiaoxiuzhedetengmanhuawen，yuwozaixuanyadibaigushouzhongdeyupeiwenluyizhi。woxinzhongyizhen，
nandaozheicantuyuyupeizhijianyouzhemouzhonglianxi？dangwan，wohuidaohoufu，zuozaichuangqian，
jiezheyueguangzixiyanjiuzheneibanfucantu。woshitutongguomuxiyineng，
conghoufumenqiandelaohuaishuneilihuoquyixiexiansuo。guoran，zailaohuaishudejiyili，
wo“kan”daolepeiyanlicengdaizheguogongfudeanweizaishuxiamimou，
tiji“liqinwangshizishouzhongdezangbaotu”。woxinzhongyidong，
nandaoxiaoyanshenshangdecantujiushitamensuoshuodezangbaotu？ruguoshizheiyang，
neimezheizangbaotuliyouyinzangzheshenmemimini？weilenongqingchuzhenxiang，wojuedingqianruguogongfu，
xunzhaogengduodexiansuo。shenye，wochenzheyese，yunyongmuxiyineng，qiaowushengxidiqianruleguogongfu。
wobikailexunluodeshiwei，laidaolepeiyanlideshufang。shufanglibaimanleshujia，shujiashangfangmanlegezhongshuji。
wozaishujiashangzixixunzhaozhe，zhongyufaxianleyiben《yizhizhi》。wofankai《yizhizhi》，
limianjizailegezhongqiyidezhiwu，qizhongyouyizhongmingwei“huichunteng”dezhiwu，yinqilewodezhuyi。
shushangjizai，“huichunteng”shengzhangzaishenshanlaolinzhizhong，juyouqisihuishengdegongxiao，
zhengshinengzhiyuxiaoyanbingzhengdeguanjian。raner，dangwojixufanyuexiaqushi，
quefaxian“huichunteng”dexiansuojingyuqianchaobaozangyouguan。genglingwoxinjingdeshi，shuzhongjiazhedezhitiaoshang，
heranhuazhemoshisangshiwanghejingdetuan。kanzhezheigetuan，wodexinzhongyongqiyiguhanyi。
nandaozheigeshijieyumoshizhijianyouzhemouzhongqiansiwanlvdelianxi？zheiyiqiedebeihou，youyinzangzhezenyangdeyinmouni？
xiaoyandebingfa，rutongyikejushitourupingjingdehumian，zailiqinwangfuxianqilejingtaohailang。
wangfulideshicongmenluanzuoyituan，tamendelianshangmanshijingkonghewuzhu，jiaobucongmangdichuansuozaigegefangjian，
xunzhaozhenenggoujiuzhishizidebanfa。zhenggewangfubeiyizhongchenzhongdeyayiqifensuolongzhao，
fangfosiwangdeyinyingsuishidouhuijianglin。wodezhixiaoxihou，xinjirufen，buguyiqiedichaozheliqinwangfubenqu。
cikedewo，xinzhongzhiyouyigeniantou，neijiushiyidingyaojiuxiaoyan。wodingzhe“houfuchinv”deminghao，
yingshengshengdichuangjinlefuzhong。dangwolaidaoxiaoyandefangjianshi，zhijiantamiansecangbairuzhi，haowuxuese，
etoushangmanshidoudadehanzhu，zuichunweiweizhandouzhe，zhenggerenxianrulehunmizhizhong，
shengmingdeqixirufengzhongcanzhubanweiruo。wohaobuyouyudizoudaotadechuangbian，shenchushou，
zhijianqingqinganzaitademeixin。chaneijian，wodemuxiyinengrukaizhadehongshuibanxiongyongerchu，
shunzheneimohongdiankaizha，jinruletadetinei。zaitadetinei，
wo“kan”jianlelingwozhenjingdeyimu——pangencuojiedeanzisetengman，
rutongemodechushoubanjinjinchanraozhetadejingmaihezangqi。woxinzhongyilin，likeyishidao，
zheishibeirenyongduzhimifazhongxiade“chanhunteng”。zheizhongdutengjiweihanjian，
tahuizairendetineibuduanshengzhangmanyan，xishirendeshengjiheyuanqi，zhidaojiangrenzhemozhisi。woshenxiyikouqi，
jizhongjingshen，diaodongtineidemuxiyineng，xiaoxinyiyidijiangtengmanyidiandianboli。meiboliyiduantengman，
xiaoyandeshentijiuhuiweiweizhandouyixia，wodexinyesuizhijiujin。wozhidao，zheigeguochengduitalaishuowubitongku，
danwobiewuxuanze，zhiyouchediqingchuzheixieduteng，tacaiyoushengji。suizhewoyinengdebuduanshuchu，
xiaoyancangbaidelianshangjianjianfuxianchuyimohongyun，yuanbenjicudehuxiyebiandepingwenqilai。
erduozaipingfenghoudeliqinwang，shouzhongdeyupeituranfachuweiguang，yuwozaixuanyadijiandaodebanmeiyansihefeng。
zheiyifaxian，rangwodexinzhongyongqilewushudeyiwen，zheiyupeijiujingyinzangzheshenmemimi？tayuxiaoyandebing，
yuzheishenmideduteng，youyouzhezenyangdeguanlianni？chenggongjiuhuixiaoyanhou，wodeshenghuobingmeiyouyincipingjingxialai，
fanerbeijuanruleyichanggengjiafuzadexuanwozhizhong。yitianshenye，woyiwaishoudaoleyifenglaizihuangzidemixin。
xinzhongmeiyoushuming，danneicangjingyoulideziji，touluchuyizhongburongzhiyideweiyan。wojiezheweiruodezhuguang，
xiaoxinyiyidizhankaimixin，zhijianshangmianxiedao：“huangzaijiangzhi，weiyouhoufunengjie，sulaishangyi。
”kandaozheijigezi，wodexinzhongmengdiyizhen，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganyongshangxintou。wolaidaoyuanzili，
kanzheyuanzhongdewutong，xinzhongyidong。woyunyongmuxiyineng，yuwutongjianliqilelianxi。shunjian，
wodeyishifangforongrulewutongzhizhong，tongguotade“yanjing”，
wo“kan”daolelingrenzhenjingdeyimu——sanhuangzideanweizhengyufuqindelaobuxiajietou。
tamendebiaoqingyansu，yanshenjingtidisichuzhangwang，sihuzaijinxingzheshenmejianbuderendejiaoyi。
“rujinhuangzaijiangzhi，zheikeshiguanhutianxiabaixingshengsidedashi。weiyouhoufunengjiecizai，
womenbixushuofuhouyexiangzhu。”sanhuangzideanweidishengshuodao。fuqindelaobuxiazhoulezhoumeitou，
lianshangluchuyisiweinanzhise：“houyerujinluopo，zaoyiwuxinchaotangzhishi。kuangqie，cishiguanxizhongda，
wanyi……”“cishiburongyoushi，niwubishuofuhouye。ruonengchenggong，houyedingnengzhonghuoshengen，
houfuyejiangzhongzhenxiongfeng。”anweideyuqijianding，burongzhiyi。woxinzhonganzisisuo，
yuanlaianlehoufuzushangcengshizhangguanhuangjiayuanlindeguanzhi，erwotineidemuxiyineng，
zaigudaijingnengyu《nongzhengquanshu》zhongde“yuzhishu”xiangtong。
nandaozheijiushitamenrenweihoufunengjiehuangzaideyuanyin？gengrangwoyiwaideshi，xiaoyanxinglaihou，
weilebiaodaduiwodeganjizhiqing，pairensonglaileyifenhouli。dangwodakailihedeneiyike，
yibenfanhuangde《shanchuantu》yingruwodeyanlian。woqingqingfankai《shanchuantu》，
zhijianshangmianbiaojizheyixieqiguaidefuhaohezuobiao。wozixiyanjiuleyifan，xinzhongbujinyijing，zheixiezuobiao，
jingyuwozai《yizhizhi》zhongkandaodebaozangweizhiwanquanwenhe。erpeiyanlineirizaidufangshujisangede，
kebushiputongdeyinzi，ershiyizhanghuazhehuangchongdemixin。dangshisangebingweizaiyi，suishoujiangmixinrengzaileyibian。
rujinxianglai，tazaojiuzhidao，jinxiadehuangzai，huishiqiaodongchaotangdeguanjian。tajiujingyoushenmemude？
tayusanhuangzi，youyouzhezenyangdeyinmouni？dangdiyibohuangchongruxiongyongdehuangsechaoshui，
putiangaididilveguojingchengjinjiaoshi，wozhanzaitiangengshang，xinzhongyongqiyiguqiangliedeshuxigan。
neimimimamadechongqun，rangwofangfohuidaolemoshishidiyicimianduishichaodechangjing。woshenxiyikouqi，
nulirangzijizhendingxialai。kanzheyanqianjijiangbeichongquntunshidewanmunongtian，wozhidao，
zheishiyichangguanhuwushubaixingshengsidezhandou，wobunengtuisuo。wohuanhuandunxiashenzi，
zhijianqingqingfuguotianjiandemaimiao。shunjian，wodemuxiyinengrutongyiguwuxingdelianyi，xunsuxiangsizhoukuosankailai。
zaiyinengdeganzhixia，meiyipianmaimiaodeyezimailuodouzaiwo“yanzhong”qingxichengxian，
jiuxiangyifuxinidehuajuanzaiwomianqianzhankai。wonengganshoudaotamendeshengjiyuhuoli，
yenengchajuedaotamenduijijiangdaolaidezainandekongju。huangchongqunyuelaiyuejin，tamenjianruidechibangmocasheng，
fangfoshisishendepaoxiao，rangrenbuhanerli。jiuzaihuangchongqunjijiangpuxiangnongtiandeshunjian，woyaojinyaguan，
diaodongqifangyuanshilidezhiwugenxi。chaneijian，shenqideshiqingfashengle，
yuanbendiaidemaimiaoturanxiangshibeizhuruleyiguqiangdadeliliang，mengdibagaolecunxu。bujinruci，
maimiaodeyepianbianyuanjingshengchulexiruzhenjianderongmao，zaiyangguangdezhaoyaoxia，shanshuozhedandandeguangmang。
zheishiwoyongyinengcuishengde“kangchongjiyin”，shiwoweizheipiannongtianzhuqidediyidaofangxian。raner，
wozhidaojinjinrucihaiyuanyuanbugou。wohuangusizhou，muguangluozailetianbiandeyicongpugongyingshang。woxinzhongyidong，
likeyunyongyineng，rangpugongyingtiqiankaihua。baisederongmaozaiweifengdechuifuxia，rutongmantianfeiwudexuehua，
qingyingdipiaoxiangchongqun。meiyiduorongmaoli，douzangzhewoyongyinengningjude“zhiwuxinxisu”。
zheixinxisujiuxiangshiyigewuxingdezhihuibang，ranghuangchongqunzaibankongzhongturanmishilefangxiang。
tamenyuanbenzhengqideduiwubiandehunluanbukan，zaikongzhonghuluanfeiwu，jiuxiangyiqunwutoudecangying。zuizhong，
zaixinxisudeyindaoxia，huangchongqunjingrangaibianlefangxiang，chaozheyuanchudehuangshanfeiqu。kanzheyuanqudehuangchongqun，
wozhangshuleyikouqi，jinbengdeshenjingzhongyufangsonglexialai。danwozhidao，zheizhishizanshideshengli，
zheichanghuangzaihaiyuanmeiyoujieshu。wozhanqishenlai，wangzhezheipianbeiwozanshishouhuzhudenongtian，
xinzhongananfashi：“woyidinghuibaohuhaozheipiantudi，baohuhaomeiyigebaixingdexiwang。”huangzaituiqudejiebao，
rutongyikezhongbangzhadan，xunsuchuanbianlezhenggejingcheng，zuizhongchuandaolehuanggong。huangdidezhicishihou，longyandayue，
dangjijuedingsheyankuandaigongchen。zheiyitian，yangguangmingmei，huanggongneizhangdengjiecai，renaofeifan。wofuzhefuqin，
huanhuantarujinluandian。dianneidenghuohuihuang，jinbihuihuangdezhuangshirangrenyanhualiaoluan。dachenmenshenzhehualidechaofu，