第1章流产
hunhoudisannian，wozhongyutongguoshiguanhuaishangleshuyuzijidehaizi。
jiangyuzhouzaozaocharenweitaqilemingzi，xiaohaideyifuyongjuduimanlezhenggeyingerfang。
zhidaowozhuangjiantahechenyoujinde**。
jiangyuzhoujiangzuchuandefeicuiyuzhuodaizailechenyoujinshoushang，shuochudehuawenroudongting。
“ajin，womendehaizizailinchuduzilihenjiankang，linchubuhuifaxiande。”
jiangyuzhouzhangzhefuchankezhurendeshenfenjiangwodangchengchenyoujinhaizideqimin，shuochudehuazizizhuxin。
wowannianjuhuilikai，taqueguizaiwomianqian，disanxiasiqiqiuwodeyuanliang。
qiangliededengguanghuangdewozhengbukaiyan，woganshoudaobingliangdeshoushudaozaiwoshenshangyouzoudehenji。
有人剖开我的肚子，
yishengzhouzhemeijiangshoushangdeyaojihuanleyijiyouyiji。
yihurenyuanlailaiwangwang，jinjicongbiedeyiyuandiaoxue。
“bingrendachuxue，yanzhongdehuaxuyaoqiechuzigong。”
“jiashuni，kuairangjiashulaiqianzi......jiashubulaiqianzi，huidanwuzuijiadejiuzhishijian。”
woxiangshuojiashushijiangyuzhou，quefabuchubandianshengyin。
wozhilezhiqiangshangdezhibanbiao，hushizhishisaoguoyiyan，congcongzouguo。
meiyourenhuibawohetalianxizaiyiqi。
shixidexiaohushihuangmangchuleshoushushi，nachuyizhangqianzibiao，shensedaizhejifenjiaoji“dianhuahaomaxianshishikonghao，yemeiyouqitadelianxifangshi。”
“bingrenjiashulanshangbingmeiyoutianxiejiashuxinxi......”
jiangyuzhoudehaomawozaoyilanshuyuxin，taqueweilebixianyinmanwomendeguanxi，tianlegekonghaoshangqu。
tajiuzheimepahewocheshangguanxi。
woyongjincundeliqixiexiajiangyuzhoudeshoujihao，dianhuazaishimiaohoujietong，youbeicongcongguaduan。zaidaguoqushiyijingshiguanjizhuangtai。
“qingkuangweiji，jiangyisheng，kuaiquhanjiangyisheng。”
buzhidaosheihanleyijujiangyuzhou，rangwodeyishizaicihuilong。
hushipaoxiangjiangyuzhoudebangongshi，quekandaojiangyuzhouheyuchenyoujinjiuchanzaiyiqidehuamian。
“jiang......jiangyisheng，zheiliyouyigeyunfuzaochandachuxue，qingkuangweijikenengxuyaoqiechuzigong！”
jiangyuzhoubunaifandejiangmentishang。
“家属签字了吗？”
“mei...，dianhuadabutong。”
bangongshineijiangyuzhoujiangmenfansuo，
“meiyoujiashuqianzihanwozuoshenme，xianzaishiwodexiabanshijian，jiaoshixiyishengqu，womingtianhaiyaoquxishichucha，xuyaobaocuntili。”
xiaohushiyilianjiongpodepaolehuilai。
“jiang......jiangyisheng......shuo，tayoushi......”
“yaoganzhequxishichucha。”
“buxing，zaizheiyangxiaqu，chanfuhehaizidoubaobuzhu，qidongjinjicuoshi，rangganglaidexiaowanglaizuoshoushu。”
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，wogandaoshenxiayiqing，jinjiezheshichegudeliangyi。
再次醒来时。
xiaohushishoulibaozheyigexueroumohudehaizi，yankuanghonghongdiwangxiangwoshixiemanlewanxi。
“taierzaochan，zaijiashangyangqibuzu，shengxialaijiushigesitai。”
“ruguojiangyishengzai，zheigehaizi......”
tameiyoujixushuoxiaqu，wozhidaotaxiangshuodeshi，ruguojiangyuzhouzai，zheigehaiziyexubuhuisi。
woxiayishidiqumoduzi，neilikongdangdangde，fangfosuoyoudeyiqiedoushiwodeyichangmeng。
neishiwohuaileqigeyuedehaizi。
yeshijiangyuzhouchiguoguodebeipan。