第四章我想死
“wozhidaonireaizheifengongzuo，keshinizheiyangkebudui！”
李大昌笑着说道。
zhaohangtianwunaideshuodao：“woyeshizhendemeiyoushijianle！”
lidachangyansudeshuodao：“gongzuohenzhongyao，gerenshiqingyehenzhongyao，zheigebixuyaotishangyichengle。fouzeyihounimangyugongzuo，sheilaizhaoguni。”
zhaohangtianqishibingbushimeiyourenzaihu，taxianzaishichejiandeyibashou，erqiehainianqingyouwei。
shouxiayouhaojiqianren，gengshidongbeizhonggongzuinianqingdeganbu。
youhenduorenxiangjitajieshaoduixiang。
zhaohangtianzuizhuyaodeshihenmang，keshimeicitiqizheijianshideshihou，tabuyouzizhulexiangqile。
neigejiaozuosuruiruidenvhai，duitazhalezhayanjingdeyangzi。
明明有好几年了。
taqueyiranxiangzhezheijianshi，youqishineigehuamian，huizhibuqu。
lidachangjianzhaohangtianbushuohua，suoxingshuodao：“nideshiqingwoyaoguanxin，erwowaishengnvyemeiyounanpengyou，wokannimenhenxiangpeide，suoyinimenjianjianmian，napadanggepengyouyehao！”
zhaohangtianxinzhongmingbai，lidachangzheimezuoziranshihaoxin，keshitashizaishiwangjibuleneigeshaonvdezhalezhayan。
在赵航天看来。
neigeshaonvdezhayan，yaobiqingxiahejiu，zhangminhuimou，zhuyinzhayan，douyaohaokandeduo，zhishaorangtadexinmeiyourongnaqitarendedifang。
weileburanglidachangzaiquzuozheiyangdeshiqing。
zhaohangtiansuoxingshuodao：“lichangzhang，shihuahenishuoleba！wolaojiayounvpengyou，douzhunbeitanhunlunjiale，suoyiduoxienile。”
lidachangkanlekanta，wunaideyaoleyaotou：“neiyezhinengzheiyangle！”
zhaohangtianjianshiqingyijingshuowan，bianzhunbeilikaizheili。
可是。
dangtazouchumendeshihou，yingmianzouguolaiyigenvhaizi。
tachuanzhebaideyurongfu，chentuodetadeliandanguangjiewumei，wanmeiroushun，yishuangliangjingjingdemouzixiamian，shixiaoqiaodebizi，hongrundeyingtaoxiaokou。
赵航天呆住了。
yinweizheigenvhaizizhengshisuruirui。
suruiruijiandaozhaohangtianshihou，liansefahong，sihuyouxiebuhaoyisi！
啊！
liayixiaozheshuodao：“ruiruilaile，yaoburanxiaozhaozaizuoyihui。”
“不用了！”
lidachangzoulechulai，hengleyishengdao：“zheixiaozizangdehenyanshi，jialiyougenvpengyou，douyaojiehunle！”
liayilengleyixia，takanlekanzhaohangtian，yihandeyaoleyaotoudao：“xiaozhaohaiyoushi，jiuxianzouba！lushanghua，xiaoxindianya！”
zhiyusuruiruibiaoqingpingjing，kanbuchushenme。
zhaohangtianzhenggerendoubuhaole。
takanlekansuruirui，yukuwulei。
likailelidachangdejia，tadenaodaizhijiezhuangzailebuyuanchudedianxianganzishang。
pangbianyoulianggexiaonannvjingguotazhihouhaoxinwendao：“gemen，nimeishiba！”
zhaohangtiantaiqitou，kanlekanzheiyiduixiaonannv。
ziyanziyudeshuodao：“meishashi，jiushiwoxiangsi。”
huidaojiazhihou，zhaohangtianfanlaifuqudeshuibuzhe。
taxianzaicaizhidao，yuanlaineisuruiruidezhayan，genbenbushiduizheziji，ershiduitadejiujiu。
gengrangzhaohangtianjuedetongbuyushengdeshi。
mingmingzijiyigexihuandenvhaizijiuzhanzaizijishenbian，ranhouzijihetadejiujiushuo，zijikuaijiehunle。
zheigejianzhishitianzuoniebukehuo。
xiaoshihoufuqingaosutabunengshuohuang，tayixiangshizheimezuode，zheicishuoleyigehuang。
就得到了报应。
xiangdaozheige，zhaohangtiannaodaiyonglidezhuangleliangxiaqiang。
“疼。”
初八上班。
tayouyulebantian，keshiweilezijidezhongshenxingfu，tahaishijuedezhaolidachangqushuomingbaizheijianshi。
sheizhidao，lidachangjingranchuchale。
zhaohangtianwunaizhixia，huidaolezijidechejian。
xiangqilidachangshuodehua，takaishishangwangzhaoleyixieziliao，ranhoujizijizaiwaiziqiyedetongxue，daquledianhua，lejieleyixiedongxi。
suihou，taquleyicibeijing，zhaoleyigedagongsi，quxuexileyixiedongxi。
zuizhongzhaodaolegongchanglingdao，shenqingzhenggejituanjinxing6sguanli。
jingguogongchanglingdaodeyanjiu，tamenjuedingzaizhaohangtiandechejian，xianshiyunying6sguanli。
6sjiushizhengli（seiri）、zhengdun（seiton）、qingsao（seiso）、qingjie（seiketsu）、suyang（shitsuke）、anquan（security）liugexiangmu，yinjunyi“s”kaitou，jiancheng6s。
jiandandeshuo，6szhideshizaishengchanxianchangzhongjiangrenyuan、jiqi、cailiao、fangfadengshengchanyaosujinxingyouxiaoguanli，tazhenduiqiyezhongmeiweiyuangongderichangxingweifangmiantichuyaoqiu，changdaocongxiaoshizuoqi，liqiushimeiweiyuangongdouyangchengshishi“jiangjiu”dexiguan，congerdadaotigaozhengtigongzuozhiliangdemude。
zaizhaohangtiankanlai，tuixing6sguanlikeyitigaogongzuoxiaolv。zaiyigezhengjieyouxudegongzuohuanjingzhonggongzuo，keyijianshaoyuangongxunzhaowupinheshebeisuohuafeideshijian，bingqiebimianyinweizaluanwuzhangerdaozhidecuowuheyanwu。
tongguozhengli、zhengdunheqingjiedengbuzhou，meigewupindouyougudingdeweizhi，bingqieyiyuzhaodaohequyong。zheiyangyilai，yuangongkeyigengkuaidiwanchengrenwu，tigaoshengchanxiaolv。
tuixing6sguanlikeyijianshaolangfei。zaiyigemeiyoujingguozhengliheqingjiedegongzuohuanjingzhong，changchanghuichuxianhenduowuyonghuozhezhongfugoumaidewupin。tongguojinxingzhenglibuzhou，keyiqinglidiaozheixiewuyongdewupin，bimianlangfei。
tongshi，tongguozhengdunbuzhou，keyiyouhuagongzuochangsuodebujuhezuzhi，shidemeigewupindounengbeichongfenliyong。zheiyangyilai，bujinkeyijianshaocaigouhecunchuchengben，haikeyitigaoziyuanliyonglv。
tuixing6sguanlikeyigaishangongzuohuanjing。yigezhengjie、youxu、ganjingdegongzuohuanjinghuijiyuangongdailaishushiganheyuyuegan，congertigaotamendegongzuojijixinghexiaolv。
tongguoqingsaoheqingjiedengbuzhou，keyibaochigongzuochangsuodeweisheng，bingqiejianshaojibingchuanbodefengxian。ciwai，tongguosuyanghezilvdengbuzhou，keyipeiyangyuangonglianghaodezhiyedaodehexingweixiguan，zaizhenggeqiyezhongxingchengjijixiangshangdewenhuafenwei。
tuixing6sguanlikeyitigaochanpinzhiliang。zaiyigezhengjieyouxudegongzuohuanjingzhongjinxingshengchanhuofuwuguocheng，nenggougenghaodikongzhishengchanguochengzhongkenengchuxiandewenti，bingjishifaxianbingjiuzhengcuowu。
keshirangzhaohangtianmeixiangdaodeshi，guangtamenchejiantuixing6sguanlijiupengdaolehenduomafan。
bijing，6sqishidoushitongguozengjiagongzuoliangcainengwanchengde，erqiezaichuqijieduan6sguanliyuchanpindepinzhi、anquan、gongzuoxiaolvdengdexianghuguanxibiaoxiandebumingxian。
keshi，jiuzai6sruhuorutudejinxingshi，taquetingdaolehenduoyuangongsixiayilundeshiqing。