第2章
镜子
yizhenzhuoredetoutong，lilinmimihuhudizhengkaiyanjing。naoziyishijianyouxiefameng，zaluandesixuhaoxiangbeidalewushugesijie，qiantouwanxudezenmedoulibushunleside，ketayiyonglixiangjiuyoutongdebuxing。
“nixingla？juedezenmeyang？”yigecixiangdeshengyinxiangzaierpan。
lilinweiweiceguotou，jiandaoyigelaoniandefurenzhengmanyanguanxindiwangzheta。taquebuzhidaotashishei。
zhengzhazhexiangyaozuoqi，keyidongdanquanshenshangxiadouhuoshaoyiyangditeng。“aiya，si……”tatongdejiaochusheng。
“nibieluandonga，shenshangdeshanghaimeihaobunengluandong。zhuxia，nizaizheierdengzhea，wozheijiuqujiaoyishengguolaijinikankan。”neifurenshuozhebianzhanqishenzouchulebingfang。
zhuxi？lilinlengleyixia，youzhengzhazhekanlekanziji，kanlekanzhouwei。quedingletazheishizaiyiyuan，yushihaoxiangnaozizhongyuqingxinglexie，taxiangqitayuxiazhuxijianmian，xiangqitazuolexiazhuxideche，cheshanghaiyouyizhonghenhaowendexiangqi，jiaohanxiao。
zheiyangzi，mobushichulechehuo？quanshendetengtongxiangyizhangwang，jiangtayueshouyuejin。suoyitashizhongshangle。keganggangneigefurenshishei？tazenmehanzijizhuxi？xiazhuxizenmeyangle？
yigenanyishengjinlaile，lilinyebunengdong，jiuneimejiangshiyiyangditangzaichuangshangrenpingyishenggezhongjiancha。taiduohuaxiangwen，ketoutongdetaiyanzhong，meiliqikaikou。tadaliangxiazheigebingfang，youxiejingdao，yetaihaohualexie，tazenmezhudeqi？
zheixiacanle，yiyuankendingshizaitazhongshanghunmideshihouqiaoletayibizhugang，fanzhengyishimohuyexuanbuleputongbingfang。yebuzhidaotahunmileduojiu，zheigaodangbingfangzhuyiwandeduoshaoqiana？
“zhangyisheng，zhuxizenmeyangle？”neifurenjiaojidiwen。
“xiaayinifangxin，xingguolailejiumeishenmedashile。xiazhuxizhuyaoshizhuangdaoletoubu，shenshangdeshangdoubuyanzhong。xianzaitarenyijingqingxingle，yongbuleduojiujiunengchuyuanle。”zhangyishengshuo。
“xietianxiedi，womenzhuxinengjianhuiyitiaoming，duokuilenia，zhangyisheng。”
“xiaayi，nifangxin，xiazhuxishixiaomengdelaopo，wonanengbujinxinzhiliaoni？”zhangyibaixiaozhe。
tamendeduihuashizaiyouxiechuanyue，lilinyuetingyuemihu，feilehaodajingcaifachuledianerweiruodeshengyin：“nimenshishei？zaishuoshenme？”
“zhuxi，nishuohuala！zenme，niburenshiwola？woshinimaa！”xiamumanyandejinzhangkankanta，youkankanzhangyibai。
“a？woma？”lilinjingle。
“xiaayininbiejinzhang，wokanzhuxishidanaoshoudaojuliezhuangji，yishijianyishimohule。zhuxi，niburenshiwomenle？woshizhangyibai，zheiweishinimuqina。”zhangyibaijimangjieshi。
zhuxi？yizhongshifenbuhaodeyuganshunjianjianglin，lilinfeilidizhangxiyikouqi，meitoujinsuozhekaikou：“neige，buhaoyisi，nengjiewoyimianjingzima？”
xiamutinglezheihuaquexiaole：“nizheiyatou，haoburongyixingguolaidiyijianshijiushizhaojingzi，lianbiminghaizhongyaoa！”shuozhecongbaolitaochuyigexiaohuazhuangjing，dakailebaidaotamianqian，“fangxin，zhishizhuangshangletou，lianmeishier。”
lilinduizhejingzizizixixidikanlebanfenzhong，ranhoufeijingerdizhengzhazheshenchushoulairoulerouyanjing，youdingzhejingzikanlebanfenzhong，queyijuhuadoushuobuchulaile。
jingzilideneizhanglian，bushixiazhuxishishei？
tayounieleniejingzilineizhanglian，youshenshoumolemojingzi，xiangyaobajingzinaguolai，keshouqueshiyidou，jingzidiaozailechuangshang。tayijiuyijuhuadoumeishuo，shuangmoufangkong，zhenggeshentidoukongle。
ta，talilin，jingranbianchengle，xiazhuxi？
“zhuxia，nizheishizenmele？”xiamuyoukaishidanxinle。
“zhuxi，nishijibuqilaizijishisheilema？”zhangyibaiyejinzhangle。
tayoushichenmolebanfenzhong，ranhouyoulingbandikaikou，qingshengshuo：“woshi，xiazhuxi？”
xiamuhezhangyibaidoubuyueertongdisongleyikouqi，xiangshiyixiao。
“xingle，kanyangzishimeishiyi。zhishigangxingguolainaozibuqingxing，jixuzhuyuanxiuyangyizhenziba。woxianzoule，xiaayinijidegenxiaomengshuo，wolaozhangkeshijinxinle。”zhangyibaishuowanbianxiaozhelikaile。
xiamuyexiaozhe，rouroudiwozhulilindeshou：“haizia，nikehesimale！niyaoshizhenchuleshi，niyaomayihouzenmehuo？”shuozheyanleijiuyaodiaochulai。
kelilinxianzaihaiyipianmimang，tazhuanguolian，kanzheneizhangcanglaodelian，mingmingnianjiyebuxianghenlaodeyangzi，nianqingshihouyinggaiyehexiazhuxiyiyangshigedameiren，kezenmehuirucicangsang，neixiemingxiandezhouwenlixiemanlekunanside，lingrenxinjing。
“woshichulechehuoba？”tashitanzhewen。
“ng，zhaoshisijiyijingbeizhuaqilaile，zhenshitianshade，jiuhoujiachejingranzhuangdaolewonver！”xiamudaizhehenshuo。
kanlaizheichehuoshimeicuole。lilinhurannaozhongyidaoliuxing，tajijidizhangkouwendao：“nei，chelishibushihaiyoubieren？hewozaiyiqide，lilinni？”wenwanlezijidouxinzhongyizhan。
“zhuxi，nibiejidonga，xianshunshunqier。”xiamudanxindimozhetadeshou。
“lilin，zenmeyangle？”tagenbenbulixiamudehua。
“neihaizi，shinigaozhongtongxueba？wojidenineishihougenwoshuoguode，nilianggaozhongshihouguanxizuihaole。”xiamushenseanrandishuo。
tayujiajiaoji，“lilinzenmele！kuaidianershuo！”
“nibiejia，wojiushipanizhidaolenanguozaiyangbuhaoshang。”xiamuyijiumanyandefuzaqingxu。
“lilin，nanbucheng，sile？”tashitanzhewendao，keneihuayichukou，huranjiujuedeyizhenjuewang。
“gangsonglaijijiuneitianwanshangjiubuxingle，meitingduojiurenjiumeile。ai，nianjiqingqingde。zhuxia，niyijinghunmilesantianle，nizhibuzhidaomazheisantianyouduodanxin！”xiamudeleidaodihaishiliulechulai。
kelilinyijingyukuwuleile。suoyi，talilin，yijingsile？zenmekeneng，tabuxin！
shuozhejiuyoushizhengzhazheyaozhanqishen，beixiamuhuangzhangdilanzhu：“haizi，nizheishiyaoganmaa？”
“woyaoqukanlilin。”tamianwubiaoqingdishuo。
“lilinyijingsilea，zhuxi，nibiezheiyanga。”
“neiwojiuyaojiantadeshiti。”tabuguzhoushendejutongyaozheyatuikailexiamu。
“nibietaiyonglia，xiaoxinshenshangdeshangkouliekai！haohao，wopeiniqu，wopeiniqu！”xiamubeihedaole。
tingshifangzaiwulou，ketamengangzoudaoerloujiuyoujiandaozhangyibai。
“zenmehuishi，nizenmexiachuangle？”zhangyibaijingyadiwen。
“zheihaizifeiyaoqukantatongxue，jiushineigequshidelilindeshiti。”xiamuwunaiyoudanxindishuo。
“ai，xianzaiquyemeiyonga，shitiganggangyijingbeijingchalazoule，womenyiyuandetingshifangduiyuzheizhongyiwaisiwangdeshitizuiduozhibaoliusantian。”zhangyibaishuo。
lilinfafengyiyangzhuazhuzhangyibaideshoubei：“ganggangzoude？beijingchalazoule？laqunaer？”
“tingshuoshizhijiesongquhuohuale，yinweimeiyouzhaodaozheisizhedelianxiren，suoyimeirennengdailingshiti。kewomenyiyuantingshifangshiyaoqiande，suoyizheizhongqingkuangjingchazhinengbashitilingzou，danyekendingbuhuijiuneimefangzhegandengshitifuhua，doushixianhuohualezaijixuzhaolianxiren，zhaodaolejiuzhijiebaguhuijiaojijiaren。”zhangyibaishuo。
火化？
lilinfafengyiyangdihuangdongzhezhangyibaidegebo：“jingchashenmeshihouzoude？zouduojiule？”
“jiushiganggang，wojitamenqiandeshitichukudan。”zhangyibaichayidihuida。
刚刚？
lilinmengdisongkailezhangyibaideshoubei，kuangbenzhechongxialelouti。buguanbugushenhouxiamudejingjiao，fafengyiyangdizhuichuledamenkou，yankanzheyiliangbaisedemianbaoche，chedingshangmianyigebingmeiyoudianliangdejingdeng，yishenghongming，chekaidongle。
neishangmianzaizhelilindeshiti。
ketalilinhaimeiyousi。zenmekeyizheiyang！tafafengyiyangdikuangben，wanquanbuguquanshendetengtong，qutamadetengtong，zheifushentigenbenjiushitade！tayaozhui，yidingyaobatadeshitizhuihuilai，tahaimeiyousi，tamenzenmenengbatahuohua！
kebuguantazenmeyonglidipao，neiliangjingchehaishiyuelaiyueyuan，yuelaiyueyuan。
zheiyangbuxing，tashengsilijiedidahanzhe：“tingxia，kuaidianertingxia！”tapinmingdihuishou，queyigeliangqiangdiedaozaidi。yanleijiuzheimebeidielechulai，ruquanyong。
yiliangjiaochecongtashenbianxunsushiguo，kaichumeiduoyuanyoufachuyishengjichachedemocasheng。tataiqitou，kandaoyigerencongchechuanglitanchutoulaikanta，xiangyemeixiangjiupaqilaibenleguoqu。“qiuni，qiuqiunizaiwoyicheng！”tadeshengyinzhandouzhe。
zuozaihouzuodenanrendakailechemen，yishuangmingliangyoushensuideyan：“shangcheba，niyaoqunaer？”
“huozangchang，qiuni，kuaidianerdaiwoquhuozangchang，woyaoquhuozangchang！”tayuwuluncididao。
nanrendeshensehuangdongleyixia，suijiduizheqianmiandesijikaikou：“zouba。”
zheishishanghaiyoubizijipinmingdizhuizhuzijideshitigenghuangmiudeshima？lilinyongtacikedejingligaosuni，zheigezhendeyou，neijiushiqinyankanjianzijideshitibeituijinronglulihuohua。
真逗。
zuozaicheshangdelilinmuguangmangrandikanxiangchuangwai，juedeshijianwanwudouniuquchengleyigeqimiaoyouhualidemengtaiqi。yuanlaishenghuohaikeyizheimexuanhuande。lushangdecheliangzaluanyouyongji，lubiandexingrenlaiqucongcong。baiguangguangdedataiyangdixia，nalaidexinxianshi？tayiqianyizhizheimerenwei。
kexianzaitaershibanianlaiyitiaozhixianderenshenghuranyigejizhuanwan，taderenjiuzheimebeilixinlishuaichulegui。haimeilaidejitapaqilaiquzhui，tajiuyijingbuzaishililin。weishenmeya？nandaoshilaotianyejuedetaderenshengtaiwuliao，jiuzheimerangtaxielema？kejiuzheimeturanjieshuleshengming，talilinhuoguodeershibanianqibushihaowuyiyi？
jiuxiangyigecancipin，haimeizouwanliushuixianjiubeijixieshoutiaolechulai，ranhou，rengdiao。yuanlaishangdishigelengxuedezibenjia。
tapinmingdixiang，pinmingdixiang，tahuoleershibanianjiujingliuxialeshenme。maosichuleyigeshengnvdeminghaozhiwai，shenmedoumeiliuxia。
ketabuganxin，daosidoubuganxin。
tasuiranmeiqianmeiyangmaomeidiweimeinanren，kezheixienandaodouguaitama？sheibuxianghaohaodihuozhe，huodeyouziyouweide？tahaimeidaosanshisui，taderenshengmingminghaiyouhenzhang，mingminghaiyouwuxiankeneng，taxianzaisuiranshixiaozhiyuan，kezaiaoshangjinianshuobudingyenenghunshanggezhurendang。taxianzaisuiranmeinanren，kezainulizhaozhaoshuobudingyenengzaisanshisuishijiehun。taxianzaisuiranmeiyouqian，kezaizanyizanshuobudingyenengjijialidefumudaikuanmaitaoershoufang……zenmenengjiuzheiyanggameoverleni？
shenbiandenanrenyizhichenmobuyu，fangfobeitacikezhuakuangyoubengkuiyoujuewangdezhuangtaijingdaole，lianzhengyandoubuganwangzheibiankanside。queyoubusichangrenbandajingxiaoguai，zhishihenpingjingdimushiqianfang。
“chengzong，zanmenshiqianmianzuozhuanxianhuigongsi，haishi？”qianmiandesijikanxianghoushijingwen。
“xiansongta。”tapingjingdikaikou，ranhoucaizhuanguolianlaikanxiangta，wen，“nishiganshijianduiba？”
lilinzhuanguolian，yishuangleiyanmimengzhe，tazhandouzhepinmingdiantou：“wanlejiulaibujile！qiunikuaidianer！”
tameishuohuazhiduizhehoushijinglidesijishilegeyanse，sijibianhuiyi：“fangxin，wochaojindao，haiyouershifenzhongjiudao。”
lilinyijiushizhandouzhe，moleyibaleishui，diantoushuo：“xiexienimen！”
tapingjingwubodelianshangluchuyisidandandexiaoyi：“shiyaoqusongbieshenmerenma？”shengyinhenqing，fangfoyiwangwenwendequanshui。
lilinzuijiaochechuyigeqiliangdehudu：“dui，shiqusongbiewoziji。”