第一章
sangeshaonianzuifan,nveshalewodenver。
fatingshang,tamenshoudao《weichengnianbaohufa》debihu,wuxuchengdanrenhexingshizeren。
jiranfalvwufashenpansharenxiongshou,neimewojiangyongwozijidefangshi,rangxiongshoufuchudaijia。
zhishi,chidaodezhengyi,busuanzhengyi,zhibuguoshigejieguobale。
yimingliusuixiaonvhai,jingjingtangzaibinglengdetingshifang。
那是我的女儿。
santianqian,taqizhexinmaidetabanche,duziyirenlikaixiaoqudamen,ranhoujiumeiyouzaihuilai。
jingfangshizaiheshuili,batalaoqilaide。
suiranbeijingxinweizaochengyiwainishui,dantashenshangqueyouhenduowaishang,bozishangyouliangdaohenshendeqiahen,erqiejingguofayijianding,tashisiyujixiexingzhixi。
qiziguizaidishang,hunshenzhandou,yanmiantongku。
我的心,早已麻木。
“请节哀。”
pangbianzhanzheliangmingshenchuanzhifudejingcha,tamendelianseyeshifenchenzhong。
wokanxiangtamen,wendao:“xiongshou,zhuadaolema?”
errenduishileyiyan,yifuyuyanyouzhideyangzi。
qizhongyiweinianlinggengdadejingcha,shenxiyikouqi,shuodao:“womentongguodaolujiankong,suodinglesanweifanzuixianyiren,yijingbatamenjinaguian,tamenyeyijingrushijiaodaifanzuijingguo,danshi...tamendoushiweichengnianren,erqieweimanshisisui,wufaduitamenzhuijiuxingshizeren。”
tingdaozheihua,wozhenggerenshunjiangandaozhixi。
zaizheigeshidai,youyuweichengnianbaohufadecunzai,xingfaruzuinianlingshishisisui。
zheiyiweizhe,neijigeemo,tamencanrenshahailewodeliusuinver,danshifalvquewufaduitamenshiyirenhechengfa。
yigeyuehou,woheqizizuozaifatingdeyuangaoxi。
beigaoxineibianshikongde,zuifanhetamendeqinshudoumeiyouchuxi,mianduiwomende,shiyiqundaomaoanrandejinpailvshi。
faguanxuandujingfangdebanancailiao,woheqizicaidezhi,yuanlaineisangebumanshisisuideemo,tamenqichuzhishixiangzhemowonverqule,houlaihaipashiqingbailu,caiqiasileta,lianrendaitabanche,tongtongrengjinleheli,weizaochengyichangyiwailuoshuideshigu。
zuihoudexuanpanjieguo,yezhishilvshidaibiaodangshiren,duiwomenfuqiliangbiaoshidaoqian,ranhoujiyuleyibaiwushiwandepeichang。
zheijiushiwonvershengmingdejiazhi。
kandaoxuanpanshu,qizidangchangbiankuyunleguoqu。
wojinjinbaozhehunmideqizi,muguangtonghong,fangfokandaoshimiwaidebeigaoxi,neixieshasiwonverdeemo,zhengyishenglizhedezitai,chongwoluchuqingmiedexiaoyi。
congzheiyike,wozaixinliduizijifashi,jiranfalvyueshubuletamen,woyaoyongwozijidefangshi,rangzhengyidedaoshenzhang。
wozhidao,zheijiangshiyigewubitongku,wubimanzhangdeguocheng。
suoyiwoheqizililehun,jiangzheiyibaiwushiwandepeichangjin,haiyouwomensuoyoudegongtongcaichan,quanbujileta,xiwangtanengkaiqixindeshenghuo,zhongxinhuidaoyangguangxia。
erwohuidunruyonghengdeheian。
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shahaiwonverdesanzhiemo,qizhongyigenanhaidemingzijiaoyujie。
dangshitajulinianmanshisisui,jinjinzhichalejitian,suoyihenxingyunduoguolefalvdezhicai。
cihoudehaojinian,wodouyizhimomoguanzhuzheta,kanzhetajieshouxinliganyuzhiliao,kanzhetazhuanxuedaoyisuoguizuzhongxuejixuxueye,kanzhetasihuyijingwanquanyiwanglezijifanxiadezuie...
erwozechengweilezheisuoguizuzhongxuedetiyulaoshi,houlaizaiwodeyunzuoxia,youchengweileyujiesuozaibanjidebanzhuren。
yujiebingburenshiwo,tazhishaozaibiaomianshangduiwozheigebanzhurenhenzunjing,meicizaiwomianqian,tadoubiaoxianderenchuwuhai,lianshangdaizheyangguangdeweixiao,kanqilaixiangshitianshi。
zaiwodehuanxiangzhong,tazhishaoyijingsileshangqianbian。
ruguozhishiqinshoushaleta,weiwonverbaochou,wogenbenbuyongzhunbeizheimezhangshijian。
yinweisiwangshiyiqiedezhongjie,zhiyouhuozhederen,cainengpinchangtongku。
woyaorangtafuchubisiwang,gengcantongdedaijia。
zheitian,shiyujiedeshibasuishengri,yiweizhetazhongyuzhangdachengren,《weichengnianrenbaohufa》jiangchedibuzaibaohuta。
wojingxinchoubeishuniandefuchoujihua,yezhongyunenggouzhengshikaiqi。