第一章

第一章

sangeshaonianzuifan,nveshalewodenver。

fatingshang,tamenshoudao《weichengnianbaohufa》debihu,wuxuchengdanrenhexingshizeren。

jiranfalvwufashenpansharenxiongshou,neimewojiangyongwozijidefangshi,rangxiongshoufuchudaijia。

zhishi,chidaodezhengyi,busuanzhengyi,zhibuguoshigejieguobale。

yimingliusuixiaonvhai,jingjingtangzaibinglengdetingshifang。

那是我的女儿。

santianqian,taqizhexinmaidetabanche,duziyirenlikaixiaoqudamen,ranhoujiumeiyouzaihuilai。

jingfangshizaiheshuili,batalaoqilaide。

suiranbeijingxinweizaochengyiwainishui,dantashenshangqueyouhenduowaishang,bozishangyouliangdaohenshendeqiahen,erqiejingguofayijianding,tashisiyujixiexingzhixi。

qiziguizaidishang,hunshenzhandou,yanmiantongku。

我的心,早已麻木。

“请节哀。”

pangbianzhanzheliangmingshenchuanzhifudejingcha,tamendelianseyeshifenchenzhong。

wokanxiangtamen,wendao:“xiongshou,zhuadaolema?”

errenduishileyiyan,yifuyuyanyouzhideyangzi。

qizhongyiweinianlinggengdadejingcha,shenxiyikouqi,shuodao:“womentongguodaolujiankong,suodinglesanweifanzuixianyiren,yijingbatamenjinaguian,tamenyeyijingrushijiaodaifanzuijingguo,danshi...tamendoushiweichengnianren,erqieweimanshisisui,wufaduitamenzhuijiuxingshizeren。”

tingdaozheihua,wozhenggerenshunjiangandaozhixi。

zaizheigeshidai,youyuweichengnianbaohufadecunzai,xingfaruzuinianlingshishisisui。

zheiyiweizhe,neijigeemo,tamencanrenshahailewodeliusuinver,danshifalvquewufaduitamenshiyirenhechengfa。

yigeyuehou,woheqizizuozaifatingdeyuangaoxi。

beigaoxineibianshikongde,zuifanhetamendeqinshudoumeiyouchuxi,mianduiwomende,shiyiqundaomaoanrandejinpailvshi。

faguanxuandujingfangdebanancailiao,woheqizicaidezhi,yuanlaineisangebumanshisisuideemo,tamenqichuzhishixiangzhemowonverqule,houlaihaipashiqingbailu,caiqiasileta,lianrendaitabanche,tongtongrengjinleheli,weizaochengyichangyiwailuoshuideshigu。

zuihoudexuanpanjieguo,yezhishilvshidaibiaodangshiren,duiwomenfuqiliangbiaoshidaoqian,ranhoujiyuleyibaiwushiwandepeichang。

zheijiushiwonvershengmingdejiazhi。

kandaoxuanpanshu,qizidangchangbiankuyunleguoqu。

wojinjinbaozhehunmideqizi,muguangtonghong,fangfokandaoshimiwaidebeigaoxi,neixieshasiwonverdeemo,zhengyishenglizhedezitai,chongwoluchuqingmiedexiaoyi。

congzheiyike,wozaixinliduizijifashi,jiranfalvyueshubuletamen,woyaoyongwozijidefangshi,rangzhengyidedaoshenzhang。

wozhidao,zheijiangshiyigewubitongku,wubimanzhangdeguocheng。

suoyiwoheqizililehun,jiangzheiyibaiwushiwandepeichangjin,haiyouwomensuoyoudegongtongcaichan,quanbujileta,xiwangtanengkaiqixindeshenghuo,zhongxinhuidaoyangguangxia。

erwohuidunruyonghengdeheian。

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shahaiwonverdesanzhiemo,qizhongyigenanhaidemingzijiaoyujie。

dangshitajulinianmanshisisui,jinjinzhichalejitian,suoyihenxingyunduoguolefalvdezhicai。

cihoudehaojinian,wodouyizhimomoguanzhuzheta,kanzhetajieshouxinliganyuzhiliao,kanzhetazhuanxuedaoyisuoguizuzhongxuejixuxueye,kanzhetasihuyijingwanquanyiwanglezijifanxiadezuie...

erwozechengweilezheisuoguizuzhongxuedetiyulaoshi,houlaizaiwodeyunzuoxia,youchengweileyujiesuozaibanjidebanzhuren。

yujiebingburenshiwo,tazhishaozaibiaomianshangduiwozheigebanzhurenhenzunjing,meicizaiwomianqian,tadoubiaoxianderenchuwuhai,lianshangdaizheyangguangdeweixiao,kanqilaixiangshitianshi。

zaiwodehuanxiangzhong,tazhishaoyijingsileshangqianbian。

ruguozhishiqinshoushaleta,weiwonverbaochou,wogenbenbuyongzhunbeizheimezhangshijian。

yinweisiwangshiyiqiedezhongjie,zhiyouhuozhederen,cainengpinchangtongku。

woyaorangtafuchubisiwang,gengcantongdedaijia。

zheitian,shiyujiedeshibasuishengri,yiweizhetazhongyuzhangdachengren,《weichengnianrenbaohufa》jiangchedibuzaibaohuta。

wojingxinchoubeishuniandefuchoujihua,yezhongyunenggouzhengshikaiqi。