第4章 留下

neiqunrenzhongnianjishaoxiaodehaiziyouxiexinruan,ruanruandeshuo“gouge,tashuodeyeshi,buruwomenliutayiwan。”

haimeidengqitarenfandui,gougeguoduandeshuo“buxing,zheizhongshiyouyijiuyouer,nixianzaijiuzou,buranbieguaiwomenbukeqile。”erqietabingburenweizheigeshouruodexiaozimingtiannengzhaodaodifangzhu。

linqingkangougeshuowanhou,qitarendouzaiwuyiyi,kanyangziduitahenxinfudemoyang,bianyilianzhenchengdeduigougeshuo“gouge,yikannizheiyingzisashuangdeyangzihegangcaiguojuedeqidu,wojiuzhidaonishigandashideren,wolinqinggendingnile。”

gougesuiranchengshu,danbijingshishiersansuidenianqingren,qieyizhiyilaizuoweiqigaiyizhishibeibierenrumaqifudecunzai,zhayitingyourenduitarucituichongyeshiyileng,dantahenkuaifanyingguolai“nizaikuawoyemeiyong,woshibuhuirangnizhuzaizheilide。”

linqingdiantou“dangran,xianggougenizheiyangderencaizenmenengsuibianshouliuren,qimayeyaoyoudianjingtianweididebenshi。”zheihuabaqitarentingdezuijiaoyichou,zhenshimeijianguozheimebuyaolianderen。

linqingjixushuo“wosuiranmeiyoudanengnai,danshiwohaishiyouxiexiaobenshide,shibuxiangman,woyiqianshidahurenjiadeshaoye,zhishijialibeijianrensuohai,cailuodaorujinzheigedibu,woyiqiancongxiaogenzhexianshengshiwenduanzi,shenmesanzijingabaijiaxingaqianziwenawodoushudehen,dajiazongbuhuixiangyibeizidangqigaiba,neishiwenduanzijiushishifenyoubiyaodele,wokeyijiaodajia,jiudangzhuzaizheilidezhusufeile,nikanzenmeyang?”

linqinglizhiqizhuangdexiache,haobuxinxu,huabingzheizhongshiyeshijiaqingjiushu。

dajiayitingtajingranshizidouyilunqilai,liangougeyezhenjingdekanzheta,shizaishizheigeshidaowanbanjiexiadeng,weiyoudushugao,ranerquebushimeigerendouyoudushudejihuide,ruoshitamennenggoushizi,chuquzhaohuojijiuhuirongyihenduo,shizaibuxing,nenggoubangbierenxiexinduxinyeshihenhaodeyingsheng,zongguibuyongzaidangqigai,bujinbeirenqiaobuqidaochuqugan,yebuyongtiantianezheduzile。

tamenyueshuoyuejidong,weiyougougeqiangpozijilengjingxialai“douanjing。”qitarendunshibuzaishuohua。

tazhizhidedingzhelinqing“zenmezhengmingnishuodeshizhende?”

“zheizuomiaomenshangguadepaibianxiedeshiguandimiaosangezi。”

“zheihenduorendouzhidao,jishibuzhidao,kanmiaolideshenxiangyenengmingbai。”

“nitingwoshuowana,renzhichu,xingbenshan,xingxiangjin,xixiangyuan……”linqingbeileyihuishu,“zheijiushisanzijing,nimenzonggaixiangxinwoleba”haihaoyiqianshangxuedeshihoushubenshangyou。

qishigougetamenbingmeiyoushangguoxue,duiyusanbaiqianyezhishitingguomingzieryi,tamenbingbunengquedinglinqingbeideshizhende,danlinqingdebiaoqinghebeishudejiezourangtamenjuedehejianguodedushurenhaoxiang,erqienenggoushizideyouhuoshizaishitaidale,tamenyaofuchudebuguojiushirangtazaizheilizhuxiaeryi。

yushiyiqunrendouyongreqiedeyanguangkanzhegouge,gougechensileyihui,tabuxiangliuxialinqingshiyinweibunengkaizheigetou,fouzelaideqigaiyuelaiyueduo,zuihoukennengtamenzijihuisangshizheigerongshenzhisuo,danxianzaisihuzhideduyidu。zaizheigeshidao,yiqunqigaiyounenghuoduojiuni。

tarenzhendekanzhelinqing“hao,nikeyiliuxia。”