第一章

daxuejiaqijieshu,huidaoshencheng,jiangyanghuanguleyiyanziyizhuleliangnianduodefangzi,nulixiangcongzhongxunzhaoyidianmeihaohuiyi。

kexianglebantian,jiyilimanmandedoushiziyinanbaomuyibandeshenghuo,haiyoudingyiqijianweijuanduanfaxiajingzhiwumeidemianrong,yijineidongbudongbiyi、cierdehuayu“shouqinishenqingdezuilian,kanzhelingrenzuoou。”

qishiyoushihoutajuededingyikanrenhenzhun,taqueshizhishidangzuoyifengongzuo,weiyinengrangtaxinqingyoudianbodongdejiushidingyichuanzheshayukuzaiketingniulainiuqudeshenzi,neizhangtui,neiqiaotun,neixiyao,tianshengyouwudadiruci。

kanleyiyancikeweishengjianliguazhedeheiseleisineiyiku,jiangyangyishidao,ziyifangjiahuijiazheiduanshijian,dingyiyinggaiyouguolaizhuguo,youshihoutahuixiangdingyishitaifangxinta,haishigenbenmeibatadangnanren?

yebujidecongshenmeshihou,dingyikaishisihaobubihuidejianghuanxixialaideyiwuguazaiweishengjian。

tajiubupaziyizuodianshenme?

dingyinansihoushinansihou,kemeiyeshizhenmei。

丁意

hedingyidexiangchu,mianqiangnengsuandeshangtongju,suiranmeiyoushijixingdefazhan。

jingguomougehuangdandexiaoyiwai,dingyicongfangdongzaimouzhongyiyishangbianchengletadehezuzhe,budingqidejiuhuilaizheilizhushangjitian,

tadehenduoyangzidagaiyezhiyoujiangyangjianguo。

zaiwaimianyinweixiangmaotianshengmianhanchunshui,quepoyouzhixingmeidedingyi,yehuizaimougeyewananranshenshangdepazaiyangtaidelanganchuchouzhexiangyan。

buzaiquxiangdingyineishuangbizhiyouxiuzhangdeshuangtui,jiangyangzhongzhongtuchuyikouqi,dichendeyuqishuodao“yongbiele,dingyi。”

shuowanzhihou,yourenbuzhudaizhejidudeshuodao“ai,yebuzhidaoyihounagegoudongxiyouzheizhonghaoming,nengbadingyibanle。”

bijingguangshijigewudaodongzuo,jiunengzhidaodingyiderourenxingjueduikeyijiesuohenduogaonanduzishi,tebieshineishuangzongshihanqingmaimaidetaohuayan,choushangyiyan,jiuhuirangnanrenrenbuzhudaduosuoneizhong,zaijiashangneizaijiangyangkanlaifanguideshencai。

不羡慕嫉妒是假的。

keqishitaxinliqingchu,dingyia,neigeyinweiziyifuqinerdishinanrendewumeinvren,zheibeizikenengyebuhuiyounanrenyoujihuipazaitadeshenshang。

可惜又觉得浪费了,

zheimexiangzhe,sixuluanfei,shuobudingziyishizheibeiziweiyiyazheguodingyidenanren,neicideyiwai,tajiyiyouxin,suiranshihoutameishaobeidingyishoushi,danzongdelaishuo,jiangyangbujuedeziyichikuile。

mingmingkanzhehenshou,yashangqudeshihou,queganjuedaodingyihunshenderouruan,yihouyinggaibuhuizaijianle,duoshaoshiyoudianwanxide,

不敢再多想。

jiangyangnaolenaotou,dunangdao“ai,taikaixinle,shizaishangganbuqilai。”

likaizheili,likaidingyiduitalaishuoshiyizhongjietuo,shizainanyanxinzhongdexingfen,sihouletadebianyifangdongyinianduo!

sheizhidaoziyizheiyinianduoshizenmeaoguolaide。

zaimeidenvren,zhengtianduinilengzhelian,xinqingbuhaodeshihoulengchaorefeng,yehuirangrenbushuang。

tebieshidingyihezuihoudongbudonghaihuimata,meicitadouxiangjiduifang***deqiaotunjibazhang,kehaiyaoyongkelianxixiyouchongmanaiyuandemuguangkanzhedingyi“dingyi,wozhishixihuanni,zhendesuanshicuoma?”

dingyizongshimuguangyanedekanzhejiangyangdelian,zuihoulengbingbingdeshuodao“nimennanrenmeiyouyigehaodongxi,buguoshimeideshouzhiqian,lingrenzuooudebiaoyan!

ninengbunengbushuozheimeexindehua,

nianjibuda,jiurangrenexin,aiqingzheiziyan,nibupeitan。”

恶心吗?

queshitingexin,yaozhidaojiangyangziyidiyicishuozheizhonghua,dourenbuzhuqilejipigeda,kerena,yushengcun,yuyalixiangbijiao,zheidianexinsuanbudeshenme。

tayaopeihezheshiluodebiaoqing,biaoxiandebeishangyixie,haiyaokezhizheziyitucaodehua:laozibupei?

老子配不死你,

chounanzhuyizhedingyi,laozibuhenijijiao。

xiangbiqilingwaijifengongzuo,dingyizheilidegongzuosuanshizhongguizhongju,bingqietaduidingyiduoshaohaishiyouxielianminde。

zheiniantou,shikanliandeshijie,

yidingyidezise,zhuitadenansheng,nengtianmanyidongjiaoxuelou。

ketayinweijiatingdeyuanyin,duinanrenzongshidaizhedishi,

yeshenrenjing,dingyiziyizuozaiyangtaihejiuwangzheyuanfangdeshihou,jiangyangyehuikeliantayixia。

neiyangdeyese,neixianbodeyaobeizongshishaoxianluomo,guji。

tazhidao,dingyiyinggaishizaihuainiantaneigeyinyiyuzaoshidemuqin,jiangyangzaimouyikeshenzhihuifanjiandeyoudianxintengta,suiranshigongzuo,danjitapishangwaiyidemouyishunjian,yeshiyouzhezhenxinshiyide,jishitaduijiangyangshuodezuihua,youshihouguoyunanting,

buguozaixiangdaobuyongfufangzu,buyongziyihuaqianmaicai,dingyihoulaihaihuijitashenghuokaixiao,tajiuburenkezele。

zhendesuanqilai,jidingyizuobaomu,chushishitaxingjiabizuidideyifengongzuo。

yilaishidingyijiletayifenjusuo,erlaishitazhendetingweidingyibuzhide。

chuleduinanrenyane,dingyiqishiweirenbucuo,xiwangtayihounengyudaoyigerangtadakaixinfeideren,tameijutilejieguo,danyezhidao,dingyisuiranhetafuqinguanxifeichangdebuhao,danjiajingquehenfuyou,dandanshitamuqinliujitadefangchanjiuyoushijichu。

zhiyutadefuqin,yigefenghuangnandedaoleyigefujia**deshenxin,jiezhezhangrenjiadebangzhu,feihuangtengda,quezaichenggongzhihou,liulianyushengsequanmazhijian,zuizhongdaozhidingyidemuqinyuyuerzhong。

taduoshaoshilijiedingyide,

dangchuyinwei**gongzuodeyuanyin,jiyuanqiaohexia,zuzhuledingyidefangzi,tataixuyaoqianle,bieshuoshiyinchayangcuozuogechuqitong,jiusuanshirangtamaixue,tayehaobuyouyu。

houlaigengshiyinweineiyiwai,dingyiouerhuizhuzaitazheili,

benzhenengshengyidianshiyidiandeyuanze,jiangyangziranbuhuijujue,

meitianfuzedasaoweisheng,xiyizuofan,dingyimeigeyiliangzhouhuijitaliangsanqiankuaiqian,yigongjialirichangkaixiao,jiangyangmeicidouhuikekouxialaiyixie,dangzuoziyidelaowufeiyijijingshensunshifei,bijingtaweidejiushizheige,tataixuyaoqianle,dingyiyebuhuizaihuzheidianqian。

youshihouzaichufangzuozhefancai,tingzhedingyizaiketingkandianshideshengyin,tayehuirenbuzhudequxiang,tamenouershenzhiyouxiexianghunhoudefuqishenghuo。

taqishimanxihuanzheizhongganjue,shitaxiangwangdeyizhongshenghuo,dangran,nvzhujiaobushidingyijiuhaole。

zheimexiangzhe,jiangyangyaoleyaotou,buzaiquxiangneixieguowang,suizhefangmenbeitadaishang,tajiangyaochiliuzaiwunei。

chulexiaoqu,jiangyangshenshenxileyikouqi,taziyoule,

fanzhengtashibuxiangzaijiandaodingyile。

zheimeyixiang,yebuzaijiujie,paileyixiayangguang,faleyigepengyouquan:jintiandeyangguangzhenhao,xindeshenghuo,xindekaishi。