J国。
凌晨，医院手术室。
“bingrenqingxuyijingwending，wenzong，xianzaiwomenkaishishishianlesi。”
binglengdeshoushushinei，gezhekuaitoumingbolichuang，liangweiwaiguoyishengkanxiangyipangzuozhedenanren，zhengqiuzuihoudeyijian。
“ng，kaishiba！”wenjingchuandandankaikou。
nanrenyuemoershibajiusuidenianji，mianbulunkuofenming，meiyanlengjun，fusepianbai，bilianggaoting，chunxianpingzhi，xiahexiantiaoganjingliluo，zhenggerentouzheyiguchenwenerneiliandeqizhi。
tashangshenzhengzheshenheisechenshan，yilingtingkuo，xiukouweiweijuanqi，luchuyijiexiuzhangdeshouwan，shoushushidelengguangluozaitashenshang，yingchuweichuideyanjiehechenjingdecelian。
shaoxiantuwudeshi，taxiaobeishangyouzhejitiaofanxuedezhuahen，kanyangzihaiweiwanquanninggu。
liangweiwaiguoyishengkaishicaozuoqilai。
anlesibingbunan，yishengtongchangshiyongdajiliangmazuiji，xianrangbingrenjinrushenduhunmi，zaizhushejirousongchijishixinzangtingzhi。
wenjingchuanmouguangbuzijuedekanxiangshoushutaishanganjingdenvren，yandiyiweibuming。
yishengnaguozhentong，gongshenzhunbeizhushe。
yiqiekanshangqudoushineimeshunli。
却不想，意外横生。
ganggangcaidaguozhendingjidenvrenhudizhengkaileyan，tazhizhidekanzhetianhuaban，xiangshizhashibanguiyi。
yishengbeiheleyitiao，shouzhongdezhentongzhizhidiaoluozaidishang。
lumianyanzhongmanshijingkong，shenceshuangshoujinwo，dakouchuanzheqi，taxiangshirenshouzhejudadetongchu，jiujiuhuanbuguoshenlai。
yiliangchechaozijizhuangguolai，tabeizhuangfeilehaojimiyuan…shenshanghaotong……
“shibushijiliangdadebugou，zaijitazhusheyizhiba！”
lingyiweiyishengjianqidishangzangdiaodezhentongrengjinlajitongli，ningmeishuodao。
“好…”
tingdaoyipangdeduihua，lumiancaizhujianhuishen，tazhalezhayan。
toudingyaoyandebaiguang，haiyoukongqizhongpiaosandexiaodushuideqiwei，rangtazhujianrenqingyigeshishi。
zijizaiyiyuan，jingranhai…haimeisi？
zhentouzhapopifu，lumianweiweipiantou，sangyinjiweishaya。
“yisheng…wohaiyoujiuma？”
beicheneiyangyizhuang，tadouyiweizijidangchangjiuqujianyanwangyeleni！
“……”
ruguonihaiyoujiu，xianzaijiubuhuitangzaizheilile。
liangweiwaiguoyishengduishiyiyan，yanzhongdouliuluchuxiexutongqing。
caiershiwusui，duohaodenianjia！
zhikexihuanshangjingshenbing，shichangshenzhibuqing，shenzhichuxianzicanxingwei，zaojiuwuyaokejiule。
lumianjiangtamendeshensejinshouyandi，chechuyimokuxiao。
“…neinengmafannimenjiwo……”daigekouxin
meidengtashuowan，yishengyongyikoubiejiaodezhongwengaosuta。
“fangxinba，lu**，anlesibuhuihentongku，nijiuanxinquba！”
zheijuhuazailumiandenaohailiguoleyiquan，tahouzhihoujuelijiewanyisi，yihuobujie。
什么……安乐死？
“我……”
meilaidejizhiwen，zaizhendingjidezuoyongxia，tayanpihenzhong，youyunleguoqu。
pangbian，wenjingchuanjiangzheiyiqiedoukanzaiyanli，taweicuqimei，quemeikaikou。
sinianqiandenieyuan，jintianyegaiyougeleduanle。
turan，yizhenjicudedianhua**turanxiangqi。
wenjingchuannaqizhuoshangdeshouji，shenshenkanleyanshoushutaishangderen，chaozheyipangzouqu。
“妈，什么…”事
“wei，ajing，xiaozhoutabujianle！”
neitoujiaojidenvshengbansuizhejicuhuangluandejiaobu，zuyizhangshizheqingxingdeyanjun。
wenjingchuannazheshoujidedazhangbuyoudejinlejin，tasangyinweichen，“shenmeshihoudeshiqing？”
“xiaozhoujigexiaoshiqianshuoxiangshuijue，yemeichifan，houlaiwoqujitasongwanfan，jiufaxianrenbujianle，zaijializhaoleyiquan，yemeifaxianrenying。”
wenfurenyikexinjidejin。
neikeshitamenwenjiaweiyidebaobeisunzi，kebunengchuleshenmeshi。
“duile，ajing，xiaozhoutahuibuhuishiqukanneigenvrenle，niganjinrangrendaofeijishangzhaozhao！”
“好。”
“haiyou”，wenfurenyouyuzaisan，quehaishikaikou，“tabijingshixiaozhoudeqinshengmuqin，anlesizheijianshiqingyidingyaokaolvqingchu，bunenghanlehaizidexin。”
“wozhidaole，ma，meishenmeshidehuawoxianguale。”
wenjingchuanzhijieguaduandianhua，tazhanzaiyuandi，xiaobeishangtengtongdechuganbuduanchongjizhetadeshenjing。
fengbidexiaokongjianlichongchizheshoushujixiedeyunzuosheng。
shaoqing，buzhixiangdaoleshenme，wenjingchuanyouxiepifadibilebiyan，“tingzhishoushu！”
talengshengzhizhi，suihounaguoyipangdexizhuangwaitaochuanshang，qizhangdeshenxingpeishanglengjundemeimu，qichangshizu，“barenhaohaodisonghuibingfang。”
liangweiyishengsuibujie，danhaishifangxiashouzhongdeshoushugongju，ganmangyingxia。
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闻憬川走出手术室。
lingchenkongdangdezoulangpeizhehonglvsededengguang，touzhesisiguiyideqixi。
tahaimeilaidejijiangbianjihaodexinxifasongchuqu，yidaotantoutannaodexiaoshenyingjiuchuxianzaishixianzhong。
“wenluozhou！”nanrenlishengkaikou。
xiaojiahuoshenxingyizhan，neishizhongxiayishidekongju，suizhierlaidezeshinongnongdefenkaiheweiqu。
“坏爸爸！”
wenluozhouxiangzhixiaopaodanyiyangchongguolai，zhongzhongdecailenanrenyijiao，yangtoushiyanzhonghanzheleihua。
“niweishenmeyaorangmamasi？”
wenjingchuantingzheyouxiehaoxiao。
tabandunxiashen，kanzhemianqiandexiaoren，manbujingxinkaikou。
“nizhidaoshenmeshisima？”
xiaojiahuomoleyibajijiangdiaoluodeyanlei，daizhediankuqiang，“wodangranzhidao，mamasile，wojiuyongyuanyejianbudaotale，wuwuwu…”
“不许哭！”
wenjingchuanyouxiexianqidikanzhe，culidezhifumosuozhexiaohaiziyanjiaojiaonendepifu。
“douduodarenle，haiku？”
naneryouleibuqingdan，zaishuotahaimeizhuijiutatoupaochulaideshiqingni！
xiaojiahuomanxindeweiqudouhuachengyuanyuanbuduandeleishui，tashangqianyibu，xiaoshoujiuzhenanrendeyijiao，henshikelian。
“baba，nibuyaorangtasi，haobuhao？”
他不想没有妈妈。
wenjingchuantiaomei，weiweitanlekouqi，mouseshenchen。
“taduinizheimebuhao，shenzhidouburenni，nihaiyuanyibangta？”
xiaojiahuolengzhule，youxiewucuodizhanzaiyuandi，shuobuchuhualai。
鼻头哭的红彤彤的。
“xingle，nizheiciduzichumen，ninainaihenzheji，fanihuiquyigeyuebuxukandonghuapian。”
danziyuelaiyuedale，caisisuijiuganyigerentouliuchujiamen，youpaoshangfeiji，genzhetayiqichuguo。
wenjingchuanqianqixiaojiahuodeshou，jiangrendaidaoxishoujianliqingliyifan，youjitazhenglihaoyifu。
kanzhejingzilitaheneinvrenyouzheqifenxiangderongmao，nanrenyouyishunjiandelengshen。
shuoshihua，zijiduineinvrenyijingshirenyizhijinle，yaobushi……
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