fuxiu、chaoshidenituqixinongliedaolingrenzhixi，xiangyizhibinglengdeshoumanhengdisaijinwodehoulongshenchu。
meiyicijiannandexiqi，yongruxiongqiangdequezhiyouchenzhi、wuzhuodefulanqiwei，binglengdishunzheqiguanwangxiapa，
zuanjinfeili，jiqiyizhenzhenzhasideluansuo。womengdizhengkaileyanjing。shiyelimeiyouguang，
zhiyouyizhongyayi、zhanchoudehuabukaidemohei。shenxiashilengyinghuanidechugan，xiangshimouzhongliezhideduanzi，
jinjintiezhehoubei，hanjinjindeliang。wodeshoubeichenzhongdebusizijide，
meiyicinuodongdouqianchechugutoukuaiyaosanjiabandeduntong。zhijianmodaode，shibingleng、culidemubanwenlu，
daizheshilengdechaoqi，jiuzailiandezhengshangfang，jinzaizhichi，fengsilesuoyoutouqidekeneng。guancai！zheigeniantou，
xiangyidaosilieheiyedecanbaishandian，daizhejiaohuweihejianruidemingxiang，henhenpijinwodenaohai。
bansuizhetaxiongyongerzhide，shijianruidaolingrenlinghunfazhandejiyisuipian——mantianpiaoluodebaisehuaban，
cierdejingdisiming，zhanchouguntangdexianxuepenjianzaixuebaiangguidehunshashang，
haiyou……houlongshenchuneiwufayanyudebingliangjinshuguanchuangan！wopinjinzuihouyisiliqimengdixiangshangzhuangqu。dong！
chenmendeshengxiangzaixiazhaibizedekongjianlihuidang，zhendeerduowengwengzuoxiang，
toushangshufadebaoshifajia——jianruibingliangdechugan——suizhejuliededongzuohenhenluojintoupi，**laditeng。
zheiguruitongrutongshaohongdeluotie，zhuochuanpirouzhidajiyishenchuzuicanliedeyimu——“nizhipeidangtadeyingzi。
”nanrenbinglengxianedesangyin，haowuqifudixuanpanwodemingyun。
taxiuzhangdeshouzhidiuguolaiyizhiqingpiaopiaodelihunxieyi，zhiyehuanhuanpiaoluozaiangguideditanshang。hualidewoshili，
judadeshuijingdiaodengtouxiabinglengdeguang。jingziliyingzheyizhangguofenjingzhidelian，
meiyanjiandaizhejifenkeyimofangdehenji。woduizhejingzi，manmandi，manmandiwanqichunjiao，xiaorongbinglengerpiaomiao，
xiangshenqiuhumianningjiedeboshuang。lingyizhishou，dahuojidechilunmocachuqingcuiyueerdehuohua，
youlandehuomiaoshunjiantianshishangneifenshufudezhizhang。jihujiuzaizhiyejuanquzhehuazuohuijindetongshi，
“peng”yishengjuxiang，houzhongangguideshimufangmenbeihenhenzhuangkai！yigechuanzhetongkuanxuebaisichoushuipaodenvren，
xiangyitoushikongdeyeshou，chihongzheshuangmu，jianjiaozhepulai。taneijingxintangranguodejuanfalingluanbukan，
baixixiuyadelianshangniuquzhezhengningfengkuangdehenyi。
neigenshanyaozhebinglengbojinguangzedefazan——wocengjingsongjitadexinhunliwu，cikewenwenwozaitashouzhong，
dingduanjianruixizhang，rutongdusheluchushirendeliaoya——daizhefengxiaoshenghechongtiandeyuandu，
haobuyouyudi、jingzhunhenlidicixiangwodehoulong！“siba！nizheibuyaoliande**！
pingshenmeninengdangtadeyingzi？！”jianlidaosiliekongqidezuzhouzuanjinermo。puchi——wenredeyeti，
daizhezijitiwen、daizhexingtiantiexiuweierdexuemengdiyongchu、penjian！
jide、binglengde、chenrushenyuanyongbujiandidezhixigan……“ea……”yizhenjianruidecitongcongtaiyangxuecuanguo，
daduanneikebudezhixihuiyi。zhixiganshurantuichao。binglengcucaodemubanxiaoshile，
bijianyingraodeqixiyechedigaibianle。
nongliede、daizhedianhuagongtianniqiweidemeiguixiangfenbadaodigaiguoyiqiefuxiu。guang，
ciyandeguangxianzhizhidichuangrushiye，cideyanjingsuansefazhang，shenglixingdeleishuishunjianmohuleyiqie，
yanqianzhishengxiabaihuahuahuangdongderenying。wozhengzuozaiyizhangrouruandeyizishang，
houbeixianrutianerongkaodianrouruandebaoguoli。hundundeyishizaiguangxiande**xiabeiponingju，
jiaojujiannandiduizhun——mianqianshiyimianjudade、xiangzhejinsefanfuhuabiandehuazhuangjing。jingzilidaoyingchude，
shiyizhangnianqing、quehaowushengqidelian。meibeijingxinmiaohuaguo，youxiyouwan，daizhechuchukeliandehudu，
quejiangyingdexiangshisuliaojiaren；bobodezuichunshangtuzhebaomanyanhongdechunyou，xiangliangpianjintoulexuejiangdehuaban，
yanlidejinhuguiyi。yicenghouzhongdefendilaolaofugaizhezhengzhanglian，baidemeiyouyisixuese，
xiangyijianjingzhide、beidamodeguoyuguanghuadeliezhibaici。zheizhanglian……bushuyuwoziji。huozheshuo，
bushuyuzhenshidewo。meiyigexiantiao，meiyicimeiyandichuidejiaodu，meiyifenzhuangrongtumodezhongxin，
douzhiyouyigemude——wuxianqujinyulingyigeren，lingyigezaoyihuazuohuijindelinghun，
jiangyanxingfangzaixinjianshangde，neigeyongyuanwufaqudaidebaiyueguangshenweiwei。“shen**？
”yigeshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi，xiaoxinyiyidaizhedianshitandetaohao，“gangcaininshuolei，bimuyangshenlejifenzhong，
xianzaiganjuehaoxielema？haiyouliangxiaoshihunlijiuyaokaishile，
dezhuajinshijian……jiangxianshengneibianpairencuileliangbianle，shuohuazhuangjindubuyaotuotaijiu。”woxiangkasidechilun，
bozijiangyingdi、yigeyigedizhuandong，fangfonengtingjiangutouzhisedemocasheng。muguang，bingliangde、chihuande，
zhongyuluozaineishuohuaderenshenshang。yizhangyuanrun、daizhemingxianzhiyexiaorongdelian，
chuanzhezhengjiedejinhukebandefensegongzuoqun，shihunlizaoxingtuanduidezhuli。
tashoulihainiezheyizhixizhangdeyanxianbi，yanshenliyouduiwoturantingdundebujie，
gengduodeshijiyuwanchenggongzuodecuicu。muguanglveguotaxiongqianguazhedeyinsemingpai——“9:30am”。
xinmengdiyizhen！woxiangbinsiderenchudaodianliu，shudizhuanguotou，
muguangsisidingxiangjingmianjiaoluoliyigebuqiyandedianzishuzishizhong！lanyouyoudeledshuzi，
lengyingqingxiditiaodongzhe。9:30am。zheichuanshuzi，xiangyibingcuilebingdezhongchui，
daizhecuihuiyiqiexuweihuanxiangdeliliang，henhenzazaiwodeyanqiushang！
meiyigeguangdiandeshanshuodouzaichoujizhewodeshenjing！qianchenwangshiguoxiezhejianruibingleng，
zaiyicihuxiaozhexijuanerlai——“shen**，zhenshiqianshixiulaidefuqia！”“jiangzongneiyangderenwu，
jingranqingxinyuni……”“maquebianfenghuang，yibudengtian！tingshuojiangzongteyizhaorenfukeleyitaohunsha，
hedangnian……”zhouweijinshiyanxianqieyu，shengyinbuda，quexiangqianwangenxizhenmimizhazaixinshang。hunshashifukepin。
neigezaoyichenshuizaibinglengmubeixiadenvrencengchuanguodetongkuan。hunjieshichengduidejiushilaokuan。lianhunyandecaidan，
douguzhidibaoliuzheneigewangzhepianaidejidaotiandian。suoyourendouzaizantanxinlangde“qingshensihai”，
“nianjiu”、“zhangqing”。weiduwanglequxiang，wozheigezhanzaiguangyingli，
beijingxindabanchengbierenyangzide“xinniang”，shihuoshengshengderen。
yigechengzaizheduiwanghunaiside、angguiyoubeiweidewanou。gengshendejiyibinglengcigu。
neibingfeishiyuxinhundesihuiheyue，ershiguanchuanlewoneiduanzan、chiruyoukexiaozhijidesuowei“hunyin”。
hunhouciriqingchen。wozoudaocanting，judaluodichuangwaishichenxiweizhaodetingyuan。
zhangcanzhuoguanghuarujingmiandeshensezhuomian，zhizaiwoguanchangdeweizhiqian，
fangzheyifugulinglingde、miaozhebojinbiandexicicanju，
limianbaifangzhejiandepiaoliangdetangxindanhehongdeqiadaohaochudetusi。duimiandeweizhi，kongzhe。
“xianshengzuoyechuliguowaijinjishiwu，tianliangcaishuixia。”guanjiachenshuchuanzhebitingdeheisezhifu，
toufashulidewensibuluan，shengyingongjinquepingbandexiangzaixuandugongwen。tazhanzaipangbian，weiweihanshou，
dongzuobiaozhundewuketiaoti，yanjingliquexunbuchuyisiduinvzhurendewendu，
zhidaoyingzheyigebinglenghualidekongzuowei。leisideshiqingbibijieshi。yicijiayanqianye，
yongrenpenglaiyigechenzhongdesironghezi。limiantangzheyijianjiqihualidewanzhuang，cengcengdiediedeleisi，
kuanshimingxiandaizhemouzhongfugudeyouyaqingdiao。“xianshengteyiweimingwanzhunbeide。”yongrendishengshuo。womomohuanshang。
jingzilideren，jihuchenglemougeshiqushunjiandefukepin——congqunbaidehudu，daoyaojianzhuangshileisideweizhi，
shenzhilianxiukouxiangdesuizuanpailiedouyimoyiyang。xialoushi，jiangyanxingyijingzaiketing。takaobilubianzhanzhe，
shoulisuiyidifanzheyibenshuce。nuanhuangdedengguangdazaitalunkuofenmingdecelianshang，goulechujunlangdexiantiao。
tameiyoulikekanwo，zhishizaiwozouxiazuihouyijieloutishi，muguangdandansaolai，duanzandeningzhi。neiyanshenhenshen，
xiangshitutouguoyigebolizhaozi，xunzhaolimianchenliezhede、yuguoqumougezhenguihuamianwanquanqihededaoying。
zhuanzhudejinhutanlan。“zheiyang……henxiang。”tazhongyukaikou，shengyindichen，tingbuchujutideqingxu，
zhiyouyizhongjinhukekedewanchengduyaoqiubeimanzuhoudepingjing，suihoutashouhuimuguang，shixianzhongxinluohuishuye。
tacongbucengzhenzhengchupengguowo。fangfozheijubeixixinzhuangbandeyujiyizhongyingxiangwuxianjiejindequqiao，
zhiyaoyisiqingweidechupeng，jiuhuilikefensui，luchulimiancucaopingfandebenxiang。
fangfoneigeyewanbeipoqiandingdeqiyue，zaijiangwochediwuhuadetongshi，
yezaiwozhoushenwuxingdishuqileyidaobinglengdepingzhang。neiyiqie……douzhongjiezaiwoshengmingdezhongdian，
beineigenbinglengdebojinzanzidongchuanhoulongdeshunjian。“shen**？shenqingmo**！ninzenmele？
shinalibushufuma？”neiyuanlianzhulideshengyinzaicixiangqi，
daizhemingxianjiazhongdejiqieheyisibuyichajuedehuangkong。dayueshikanwoliansezhouranbiandecanbaiheren，
zhigougoudingzheshizhong，zuichunweiweizhandoudeyangzishizaihairen。bingfengdezhixiganzhourantuiqu，
jingzilineizhangmoshengyoushuxidelian，chaneijianbeizhurulemouzhonglingrenzhanlideguangcai。
yiguchilieruyanjiangbandenuanliu，congxinzangzuishenchuhongranbaofa，shunjianbentengzhechongsansizhibaihaidejiangyingbingleng！
zhijianneishuyufuxiuguanmudeyinhanchuganchaneijianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。querdaizhide，
shixiongyongde、zuyidianrangusuidezhuotong！zheibushimeng。wohuilaile。
huidaole……shenqingmobeituijinlianyudezhenzhengqidian！huidaolejulihunlizhengshikaishi，
jinshenglianggexiaoshidediyudaojishi！shijian……binglengdeshuzizaiyandilanyouyouditiaodongzhe。9:31。
9:32。zhizhenwuqingtunshizhemeifenmeimiao。meiyimiao，doushitongwangdiyudejieti；meiyifen，
doushiqianshiliehuofenshendeyugao。“shen……**？”zhulideshengyinbagao，daizhebuandepoyin，
xianranbeiwozheipiankejiandejubianhedao。tawangqianshitanxingdikualeyixiaobu，shouzhibuandijiaozhegongzuoqunbianyuan。
womengdicongyizishangzhanqi。lidaozhida，rangchenzhongdepiyituizaiguangjiededalishidimianmocachucierdezaoyin。
judadehunshaqunchengyinzheituwudedongzuozhouranhuangdong，
daiqidefengshenzhichuidonglepangbiantaizishangjizhangqingbodehuazhuangzhi。jingzilidenvren，
mianrongyijiufugaizhehouhoudezhuangfen，jingzhiderutongchuchuanglibaifangdemote。
danneishuangyanjing——zhiqianrutongmengchenbolizhubankongdong、sijideyandishenchu——youshenmedongxiranleqilai。
bingleng、ruili、pofuchenzhou。xiangzaibingfengdehumiantouxiayikeshaohongdeshizi，bingcengsuiliejidangqiwushenghongming。
“chuqu。”wodeshengyinbuda，pingjingdeyihuxunchang，meiyouyisigangcaidehuanghuhecuiruo。
meiyigezidouxiangbinglengdejinshuzhu，zazaidalishidimianshang，qingxi、jianying、burongzhiyi。
zhulixiangbeirenyingmianchouleyierguang，wanquanlengzhu，lianshangzhiyexingdeweixiaochediningguchengjingkongdemianju，
mangranshicuodikanzhewo，zuichunrudong，fabuchurenheshengyin。“chuqu。”yudiaomeiyousihaoqifu，
danqizhongdefenliangzuyiyakuakongqi。“suoyouren。bamenguanshang。”zuihouyigeziluoxia，
fangjianlidekongqifangfoninggulejimiao。lingwailianggefuzefaxinghefuzhuangdenvhaiyetingxialeshouzhongdehuoji，
yanshenhuangluandihuxiangduiwangzhe。“hai，meizuowan……”zhulijiejiebabadishuo，shitujichuyidianxiaorong，
danzaikandaowojingzhongneishuangyanjingshi，neidianmianqiangdexiaorutongbeihanliuxijuan，shunjiandongjiezaichunbian。
neishuangyanlimeiyourenheqingxu，zhiyouyipianjihande、shenyuanbandesiji，yingbuchurenherendeyingzi。
woshenmedoumeizaishuo，zhilenglengdizhuanguoshen，shixianzhijielveguoletamen。kongqishunjianbeichoukong。
jigenvhaishentitongshiyidou，beineiyanshenchedishezhule。buxuyaozaiduoyijuweixie，
wuxingdefengbaoyijingyadetamenchuanbuguoqilai。yuanlianzhulizuixianfanyingguolai，zuichunduosuozhe，liansebaidexiangzhi，
chaolingwailiangrenshilegejingkongdeyanse。sangerenjihuliangundaipa，xiangshishenhouyoukanbujiandemengshouzaizhuigan，
feikuaidishoushiqisanluodebufengongju，dizhetou，daqibuganchu，shoujiaobingyongdijilechuqu。houzhongdegeyinmen，
“kada”yisheng，beizuihoulikaiderenxiaoxinyiyidiguanshang。gejuelewaimianyinyuedexuannaoherensheng，
jiangzheigeshuodadelinshigengyixiuxishichedimifengchengleyigegudao。shunjiandesiji。jueduideanjing，
shifengbaozhongxinneishuangwuxingjushouzaihuanhuanshoulong。shehuadekongjianlizhishengxiakongdiaoxibukewendedipinwengming，
yijijingzilineigexinniang——wochenzhongderutongguanleqiandexintiaosheng。dong，dong，dong……shengyinqiaodazheermo，
jiezouhuanmanquechenzhongdejingren。meiyishengtiaodongdouzhendezhijianmamu，
fangfozaifengkuangjiquzheijushentilimeiyisicancundeliliang。zhuoredexueyezaisizhibaihaibentengchongzhuang，
xiangwushuchiredezhenzaicichuanxueguanbi。wodingzhejingzilibeibaozhuangwanmeideyingxiang，neiwanmeiwuxiadexinniangmianju，
chunjiaojiangyingdigouqiyigebinglengjianruidehudu。shenqingmo。nizhongyu……huilaile。shixianchuantoujingmian，
luoxiangfangjianjiaoluoneijudade、shejidutedeheisehuxingkaifangshiyimaoqu。
chunbaidehunshacengcengdiediedidazairentaishang，pangbianyijiashanghaiguazhejitaoweihunlibutonghuanjiezhunbeidebeiyonglifu。
erzaineipianbaidejintou，neipianzuiweikuanchangdequyu……yimotuwude，jiqiciyandeanhong，
沉甸甸地挂在那里。
woqianshicangculikaishenjiashiweiyidaizoudejiuwu——yijianwanquanburuliu、shejisutaolaojiudezhongshicixiujiayi。
houzhongdeduanzizaojiushileguangze，zaishenjiabieshuneijudaqueyinandechuwujianlibuzhijiyaleduoshaonianyue，
bumanzhezhou。dancishicike，
tashangmianbumandapianyunrankailaide、yiranbianchenganhesedewuzi——neishicongwoshentililiuchudexue！
ganhe、ninggu，sanfazhewushengkongsu！xintiaomengranzhuangjixiongkou，zhendeermohongming！zhijianchuanlaibingliangdemayi。
neininggudexueji……shiwoqianshizuihoucanliude、guntangdeshengmingwendu！shiwosiwangzuicankudezhengming！
shijianjinporuxuandingdelijian。judadehunshafangfoyizuobinglengdexueshanyazaiwodejianbangshang。womengdizhuanshen，
jiaobudaizheyizhongzhanduanqianludejuejue，chongxiangneipiancimudeanhong。shoubeiyongliyiche，
“cila——”cierdesilieshengshunjianhuaposijidekongjian！jikegudingyongdexiaozhenzhuyingshengbengfei，
zaiguangjiededibanshangdantiaogundong。
neijianzhanmanxueji、sanfazhesiwangqixidejiujiayibeiwocubaodicongyijiashangzhuaixialai。
culichendiandeduanmianmocazhepifu，dailaiyizhongbinglengdetonggan。meiyouyouyu，
meiyouyisitingdundituoxiashenshangneijianjiazhibufei、chengzaizhejiangyanxingduilingyigenvrenshenqingxiangzhengdefukebanhunsha。
taxiangyituanhaowushengmingdebaibu，beiwosuiyierculudishuailuozaibinglengdedibanshang，chenzhongdequnchengsankai，
cengcengdiediedebosharutongbinsitianetuiranchuiluodechibang。neituanciyandebaiduidiezaidishang，
xiangyipianjudaerangzangdewuzi。taoshangneihouzhongdeanhongjiayi。ganhefayingdexuekuaimocazhejingcedepifu，
xiangshalimocazhecuiruodeliulibianyuan。bingliang、zhisedecucaoganlikebaoguozhuquanshen，
neigushenrugusuidesiwangqixirutongbinglengdetengman，shunjianchanraoshanglai，jinmiditiehezaimeiyicunpifushang，
dailaiyizhongjinhuzhixiyouguiyidecitong。kuandadexiuguan，anchenchendehongse，xiangninggudeshangkou，
youxiangchuisidehuoyan。wotaiqitou。jingzili，chedihuanleyigeren。houhoudewutaizhuangyijiufugaizhemianrong，
xuebaidefendiyanzangzaiciyandehongchouzhijian，chunsexinghongdejihuyaodichuxuelai。
zhiyouneishuangyanjing——qingmingruili，daizhediyuguilaidesenhan，gezhecengdiedeanhongbuliaohenongzhongfencai，
sisidisuozaiyingchudeyingxiangshang。neishuangyanjing，buzaikongdong。neimuguang，chuantoujingmian，chuantoushijiandezuge，
jingzhundiluozaiyuanchuyigeweizhi——jintiezaijingkuangbianyuan、linshixuanguazaishoushijiashangdemougedongxi。
taanjingditangzaiyikuaixiaoxiaodeheisesirongchenbushang。zhangzhangdezanshenliudongzhelenglieguiqidebojinguangmang，
dingduanyichangjianruixizhang，xiangshicuiguohanbingdesheya。
zantouxiangqianzheyiquanqiegewanmeide、xixiaoquecuicandelanzuanshi，xingchengyiquanxingchenbandedianzhui，bingleng，huali，
yuzhengzhizanzitouchuderuilifengmangxingchengjianruideduizhi，yinyinsanfachuyizhongwushengdeweixianqixi。
tajiushiwoqianshibeichuancihoulongdexiongqi。yeshijiangyanxingneiwei“zaoshi”baiyueguangshenweiwei，
zaitajingxinfenshidewenrouyouyabiaoxiangxia，yinzangdekeduhefengkuangdezuihaojianzheng。wodeshouzhiwuyishidiwojin，
zhijiashenxianjinzhangxinruanrou，dailaiyizhenjianruideteng。weiweijie？duomeshuxiyouqinnidechenghua，
qianshideduyaoguozhetianmeidetangyi。neigexiariwuhou，jiangjialinhudebolihuafangli，
kongqizhongpiaofuzhexiangbin、mingguixiangshui、haiyoucaomuqinglengdeqixihunhedeqiyiqiwei。
judadeshuijingdiaodengzheshezhewuhouguoyuchiliedeyangguang，jiangyiqiedouzhaodeguoyuliangbaicimu。
wogangchengweijiangtaitaibujiu，xiangyizhichuangrulehuameiciqidiandebenzhuohuigezi，
zaiwushutanjiu、pinggu、qingshishenzhiyinhanzheyanedemuguangzhongjucubuan。ershenweiwei，
jiangyanxingxintouwufaqudaidebaiyueguang，cikechuanzheyishenyutabenrenqizhiwanmeironghededanyatianqingsezhensizhangqun，
xianjingdizhanzaibuyuanchuhepengyoutanhua。taweiweicezhetou，luchuxiuzhangyoumeidetianejing，
zitaiwanmeidexiangyizunjingxinbaifangdeshuijingyishupin。“aiya！”yishengqiadaohaochudeqinghu。tafangfoshoubuwen，
duanzhedexiangbinbeizhouranqingxie，jinsedeyetihunzazhebolisuipian，shunjianposazaitaqunbaiheguangjiedexiaotuishang。
renqunfachuyizhendididejinghu。“weiwei，nimeishiba？
”tashenbianyigechuanzheziseliangpianliqun、zhuangrongjingzhidenianqingnvrenlikejingjiaochusheng，
suijixiangshicaizhuyidaoyipangguliwuyuandewo，yanshenlifeikuaishanguoyisihaobuyanshideeyi，
“yanxinggedexintaitai？weiwei，nimenshenjia……zhenshi……”tatingdunleyixia，
meiyoushuowandehualichongmanlechaofengdeanshi，fangfowodecunzaibenshenjiushishenweiweisuoshouweiqudegenyuan。
shenweiweiquezhishiweiweiculecuxiuqidemeitou，duiwozhankaiyigehaowujiedi、shenzhidaizhediankuanrongrenrangdexiaorong，
neixiaorongluozaidengguangxia，quemomingdidaizhemouzhonglingrenxinjingdehanyi：“meishide，xiaoyue，qingmoganglai，
biehezheta……qubangwoqutiaoxindequnzilaihaoma？duile，
”tademuguangqingpiaopiaodisaoguowokongkongruyedeshouwanheerchui，xiangshizaipingguyijianlianjiahuopin，
shengyinyijiuwenheyueer，“tingshuonizheizhenziyezaimangzhegouzhixie……xiaowanyier？zhenghao，
qianjitianyourensonglewoyidianxiaoshoushi，wozijiyongdaoxiansulexie，qingmopifubai，nianqingjiaoqiao，
daoshihenpei……”tasuishoucongpangbianshizhedilaideshoushipanli，nianqiyijiandongxidixiangwo。jiushizheige。
neigenshanshuozhebinglengbojinguangzedezhangzan，jianruidedingduanzaicuicandengguangxiafanzhewushengdeweixianxinhao。dangshi，
zhouweidekongqiningzhileyishun，neixieyuanbenjujiaozaitashenshang、hunzazhetongqinghexinshangdemuguang，
youyibufenqiaoranhualuozaiwoshenshang，bianchenglehaobuyanshideqingmandaliangheleranyuxiongdebibo——kanna，
yigekaomofangbierenshangweidetidaipin，jiuliantianzhishoushidoudekaozhengzhude“shishe”he“tidian”。
yizhongmodadechiruhehanyishunjianjuezhulewo。wodizhetou，bugankanzhouweidemuguang，
buganjiechushenweiweineikansichunjingwuxie、shizejugaolinxiadeyanshen。
shuangshoujiangyingdicongtashouzhongjieguoleneigenzhangzan。binglengdejinshutieshangpifu，jiqiyizhenbuyouzizhudehanzhan。
neiyike，fangfojieguodebushiyijianangguideshipin，ershiyigenshaohongde、cuilejududehuoqian，
zhuotangzhewodezhangxin。“xie……xiexie……weiweijie。”houlongxiangshibeishazhimoguo，gansefajin，
meiyigezidoudaizhebeigeshangdetongkujiannandijichu。“keqishenme，”tayudiaoqingkuaiyouya，
kanzhewodeyanshenliquedaizheyisirutongkanmaxituanxiaochoubiaoyanbande、yuyuedewanwei，
“duokankannidaizhewosongdeliwu，yanxinggeyehuikaixinde。
taya……zongxiwangshenbiansuoyoumeihaodedongxidou……”houmiandehuatameiyoushuowan，zhishiminzuixiaolexiao，
neizhongyiqiejinzaibuyanzhongdezitai，
renhemingyandougengqingxidixuangaolewodeshenfen——yigekaomofang、kaoyanpin、kaoshishecainengcunzaideyingziwanwu。
sizhouxiangqijishengxinzhaobuxuandeqingxiao，rutongxisuidebinglisaluozaibobingzhishang。
judadeshuijingdiaodengtouxiabinglengdeguangshu，jiangwodingzaichiruzhushang。
shouxinneizhibojinzanzibingdexiangyikuaigangcongbingchuanliwachudejianbing，jianyingdelengjiaojihuyaoluochuanwodezhangxin，
zhidigutoushenchu。“weiwei**jiushixinshan，duizheizhongshenfenderenye……”“yanxinggeyeshinianjiuderen，
zongxiangzhejiurenyongguodedongxi……”didide、haobuzheyandeyilunrutongduchongzaijiaoxiapaxing，zuanjinerduo，
kenshizhemeiyicunshenjing。xinkoujuliedichoutongqilai，meiyicichuanxidoudaizhezhuoshaodexuexingwei。congneitianqi，
zheigenhualifenglidezhangzan，jiuchenglewobojingshangyinxingdesuolian。wulunheshihedi，zhiyaoshenweiweizaichang，
zhiyaojiangyanxingyongneizhongkekedemuguangshenshiwolianshangshifouchuxianlepianli“yuanzuo”de“zouyang”shi，zheigenzhangzan，
biranhuichuxianzaiwodetoufajian。houlaini？houlai，
“sinianchengji”、“yousiguodu”wufaanmiandeshenye（wohoulaicaicongguanjiachenshuyiciwuxindebaoyuanlidezhi，
taneiwandeshejiaoquanjiuhuishanghaidaolingchensidian），jiangyanxingzhongyuhuidaoleneizuobinglengdedazhai。
tadangshimanshenjiuqi，angguishougongxizhuangbeicubaodichekaijikekouzi，yanshenyinchendexiangbaoyujiangzhidehaimian。
tawushimenkougongshenxiangyingdeyongren，muguangrubinglengdetanzhaodeng，
shunjiansuosilezuozaiketingjiaoluoli、chuanzhedanbosichoushuipaodewo。woxiayishidixiangzhanqilaijieshishenme。
taquedabubijin，daizheyigunongzhongdeweishijihemoshengxiangshuidehunheqixipumianerlai，
cubaodedongzuokuaidexiangbushidemengqin，
lengdeshouzhicubujifangdi、haobulianxidizhuazhulewotoushangneigentaxinaide“baiyueguang”songwodeliwu——shua！
wojingxinshuliwanhaodefajibeishunjianchesan！jilvqingsibeishengshengcheduan，toupichuanlai**ladejutong！
neigenbojinzanzibeicubaodiguanzaijianyingwubideheisedalishichajimianshang！“kuanglang！——zi！
”cierdezhuangjishenghejinshubeiqiangxingniuzhuanbianxingdejianlimocashengtongshizhaxiang！
jianyingdemingguiheijinshimianbeiyingshengshengzachuyigexiaokeng，erneigenzaojiaangguidebojinzanzi，
shangbanbufenyebeineikongbudelilianghejianyingdeshimianqiangxingzhuangwan，xingchengleyidaozhayantuwu、jibuguizededunjiao，
jianduancaguoshimian，liuxialeyidaolingrenxinjidecangbaiguahen。
nanrendaizhejiuqihebaonudehunzhuoqixipenzaiwoerpan，shengyindichenerweixian，
guoxiezhehaobuyanshidexianehenongchourumodehenyi：“tayepeidaiweiweidedongxi？diliedemaopaihuo！
zhihuinongzangta！”binglengde、daizhejueduibiyidehuayu，meiyigezidouxiangguntangde**，
henhendaruwodeshenti，shunjianchuantoupirouguge，zaixueroulifengkuangzhuoshao，liuxiazhongshengwufayuhedejiaohen。
wenredeyanleishunjianchongshangyankuang，shiyechaneimohu，
erpanzhishengxiatadaizhenonglieyanehezhanyouyudedihouzaifengkuanghuidang。
、daizhebaolisunshangdeangguishipinshang——neishilingyigenvrenbeijingxinhehu、lianyidianwusundoubuyunxudezhenshi，
shiduiwochetoucheweidewuqingjianta。“……**！tagaisi！”jiyidesuipianzhouranbaozha，
hunzazheqianshilinsiqianpenyongchudenongchouxuejiangxingqi。xiongkoumoranyitong，houtoushunjianyongshangyiguxingtiandetiexiuwei！
wosisiyaozhuxiachun，yingshengshengjiangneikounichongershangdexueqiyanlehuiqu。yachizaichunbanneicekechushenshendeyinhen，
dailaijianruidecitong，qiangxinglachezhuyaoyaoyuzhuidelizhi。muguangrucuihuodegangding，
sisisuozaijingkuanglineigenbianxingniuqudezhangzanshang。tajingjingtangzaiheisesirongshang，
wanqudexingzhuangdaizheyigubeishinvehoudezhengning，
chenmodichaonongzheguoquneigeyuchun、nuoruo、ganyuanhuozaibierenyinyingxiade“shenqingmo”。henhao。xianzai，
gaibazheibikegudechouhenhewuru——lianbendaili、yisibushengdi——haijisuoyourenle！womengditanchushou。
neidongzuodaizhezhanduanyiqiedehenli。zhijianjingzhundi、daizheyizhongbinglengdechugan，
jinjinzuanzhuleneigenjianying、binglengdezanzi！wanqubianxingdebojindingduanluozhezhangxinxinendepirou，
dailaiyizhongqiyierjianruidetonggan，xiangshizaitixingwoneibeiguanchuanhoulongdebinglengshunjian。shuzhuangtailingluandebianyuan，
jingjingdigezhewosuishendexiaobao。neishiyizhijiqiputong、jihuhaowushejigandeliantiaobao，pizhilianjia，
yanseanchen，hezheishehuadexinniangfanggegeburu。wocubaodilakailalian，shouzhizhijieshenjinqu，