huadengchushang，jingjiaoyichubuduiwaikaifangdesirenhuisuonei，judadeshuijingdiaodengjiangyanhuitingzhaodeliangrubaizhou，quequbusankongqililiutangdeneizhongjingzhiyouxuweidenuanmei。
gongchoujiaocuojian，diyuqianxiaodouxiangshijingxinpailianguodejuben。
linwanchuanzhezhouzhenglianxinsongtadeneijianouheseyedizhangqun，zhenzhuguangzededuanmianchendetafubaishengxue。
tawanzhetadebeiwan，lianshangweichizheqiadaohaochudewenwanxiaoyi，yingduizheneixiehuotanjiu、huoyanxian、huozangzheqingmiedemuguang。
zhouzhengliandeshouzhangdazaitayaojian，daizhezhangkongdewenre，zheirangtazaixindiqiaoqiaojiquyisixuhuandeanquangan——
zhishaocike，tashenbianzhandeshita。
raner，dangzhouzhengliandejiaobuzaiyanhuitingzhongyangshaozuotingliu，yujiweixiangshudeguanyuanhanxuanshi，linwandexiaorongqueshunjianjiangzailelianshang。
tawanzhezhouzhengliandeshouzhi，buzijuedishoujin。
buyuanchu，sumanzhengwanzheyigeshencaikuiwu、jianzhangshanyaodenanren，yanxiaoyanyandixiangzheibianzoulai。
neinanrenwushisuishangxia，guozilian，yanshenruiliruyingsun，shenzitingbadaizhejunrenteyoudegangyingqizhi，zhengshisumanneiweizaijunweishenjugaoweideqingege，suzhenguo。
tashenpangneiweiyizhehuagui、qizhiduanzhuangdefuren，ziranshitadeqizi。
suzhenguodemuguangrutongtanzhaodeng，jingzhundiluozaizhouzhenglianshenshang，suijisaoguojintiezaitashenbiandelinwan，neiyandilveguoyisibuyichajuedelengran。
“zhenglian，niyezaizheier。”
suzhenguoshengyinhongliang，daizhejunrenteyoudechuantouli，shenchushou。
zhouzhenglianlianshangdexiaorongxunsudiaozheng，reqingzhongchanlejifenbuyichajuedegongjin，lianmangshenchushouyusuzhenguojinjinyiwo：“sucanmouzhang！zhenqiao，peiwanwanguolaifangsongyixia。”
taqiaomiaodizhitilinwandemingzi，shitudanhuatadeshenfen。
suzhenguoweiweihanshou，muguangzailinwanlianshangtingliupianke，neiyanshentanbushangyane，queshiyizhongjugaolinxiadeshenshi，rangtaganjuezijixiangyijiandaipinggudewupin。
“嗯。”
tadandanhuiying，suijizhuanxiangzhouzhenglian，yuqizhuanxiangyizhongkansisuiyi、shizedaizheqianjunzhongliangdexianliao，“zuijinnanfangneigezhuangbeicaigouan，yidezenmeyangle？tingshuozulibuxiao？”
taqiaomiaodiqierugongzuohuati，fangfozhishiguanxinshishi。
zhouzhengliandaqijingshenyingdui：“shiyouxiebozhe，gefangsuqiuxuyaopingheng……”
lianggenanrendishengjiaotanqilai，huatihenkuaizhuandaojunqudiaodong、renshianpaizheixiehuimorushendelingyu。
suzhenguoshuohuashi，shouzhiwuyishidizaijiubeibianyuanqiaojizhe，xiangshimouzhongwushengdejiepaiqi。
tahuafengkansibujingyidiyizhuan：“manmanxingziruan，youshihoushouleweiquyebuzenmehuirangrang。wozheigezuogegede，youshihounanmianduocaodianxin。zhengliana，fuqizhongjiushiyaohuxiangfuchide，nishuoshibushi？”
tademuguangkansiluozaizhouzhenglianlianshang，yanjiaodeyuguangquejingzhundilveguodizhetoudelinwan，meiyigezidouxiangdaizhedaocidegouzi。
zhouzhenglianlianshangdejiroujibukechadibengjinleyishun，suijiduiqigengshendexiaorong，yuqizhandingjietie：“canmouzhangshuodejishi！manmanzheixienianweiwo、weizheigejiafuchulehenduo，wodoukanzaiyanli。ninfangxin，jiatinghemushigenben，womingbai。”
yucitongshi，sumanyijingsongkailegegedeshoubei，xiaoyeruhuadizoudaolelinwanshenbian，jiqizirandiwanzhuletadegebo，zitaiqinnidexiangyiduihaojiemei。
“wanwanmeimei，”tadeshengyinyouruanyoutian，yinliangbudabuxiao，qiahaonengrangzhouweiyouxinrentingjian，“jintianzheishenqunzizhenchenni，xinmaideba？zhenglianyanguangjiushihao。”
talianshangdexiaorongwanmeiwuque，yanshenquexiangbinglengdetanzhen，zailinwan**debojinghexiongqianqunxun，“buguoya，zheitianqizhuanliangle，meimeihaishideduozhuyibaonuan。nianqingnvhaiertanjing，kebiedongzhele，luoxiabinggenjiubuhaole。youxiedongxia，kanzheguangxian，weibijingdezhufengyu，yeweibizhangjiu，nishuoshibushi？”
tadehuarutongcuilemitangderuandaozi，meiyijudoujingzhundichuoxianglinwanzuimingandeshenjing——
“xinmaide”（qingfushenfen）、“zhenglianyanguanghao”（nanrendewanwu）、“weibizhangjiu”（suishikeqi）。
zhouweijigeshuzheerduodebinke，suiranbiaomianshanghaizaigezijiaotan，danyanshenlidewanweihekanhaoxidexiaoyiyijingzangbuzhule。
linwanzhijuedeyiguxuezhichongtouding，lianjiafatang，zhijianbingliang。
tagangyaokaikou，zhouzhengliandeshengyinquedaizheyisibonu，jiqizirandichalejinlai，shoubeiyishen，jianglinwangengjindilandaozijishence，gekailesumankansiqinnidechupeng。
“manman，”zhouzhengliandeshengyindaizheyizhongwenhequebushilichangdetixing，takanxiangsuman，yanshenliyouzhemingxiandehuihuzhiyi，“wanwannianqinghuoliwang，buxiangnitizhipianhan。renjiachuanshenmezizai，nijiubiecaoxinle。”
tahuashiduizhesumanshuode，fenglidemuguangquedaizhejinggaoyiweidisaoguoneijigemianluyisedebinke，wuxingdeyalirangneijirenshunjianshouhuileshixian，gangadizhuantouyupangrenjiaotan。
sumanlianshangdexiaorongjiangleyishun，yandidelengyijihuyaoyichulai。
tazhengyuzaishuoshenme，suzhenguodichendeshengyindaizheburongzhiyideweiyanxiangqi：“manman。”
tadaduanlemeimei，muguangchenchendikanletayiyan，neiyanshenlidezhizhiyiweiqingxiwubi。
“womengaiqugenwangbuzhangdagezhaohule。”
tayongyanshenshiyileyixiabuyuanchudelingyiqunren。
sumanxiongkouqifuleyixia，sisiwanlelinwanyiyan，neiyanshenrutongcuidudebingzhui。
tazhongjiumeizaishuoshenme，lianshangzhongxinguaqiwuxiekejideshejiaoxiaorong，shuncongdiwanshanggegedeshoubei，yitaiwanfangdizhuanshenlikai。
gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyin，daizhebugandeyuyun。
yichangwuxingdexiaoyansihuzanshipingxi。
yankansujiaxiongmeizouyuan，linwanjinbengdexinxianzhongyudeyishaoshaosongxie，yiguhunzazhequruhepibeidewuliganshunjianyongshangsizhibaihai。
taxiayishidiceguoshen，xiangkaozhouzhengliangengjinyidian，jiquyidiantagangcaihuihushidailaidewennuan。
就在转身的刹那！
tadejibeimengdicuanguoyigujiqiqiangliede、fangfobeimengshousuodingdehanyi！
hunshendehanmaoshunjianzhaqi！
tamengditaiyan，muguangchuantoushuijingdiaodengyaoyandeguangyunhezandongderentou，jingzhundibuzhuodaoleyanhuitinglingyiduan，kaojinanquanchukoudepijingjiaoluo。
赵怀山！
neiweiguofangbuzhang，buzhiheshizhanzaineili。
tasihugangcongwaimianjinlai，huozhezhengzhunbeilikai，gaodadeshenyingzaiyinyingyuguangliangdejiaojiechu，rutongyizuochenmodeshanyue。
taneishenbiaozhixingdeshenhuisebianzhuang，zaimanchanghuafuzhongxiandegewaichenwenneilian，quesanfazhelingrenwufahushideweiya。
tameiyoukanrenheren，muguangrutongshizhidetanzhaodeng，zhengzhizhidi、chuantouxingdiluozailinwandeshenshang！
neiyanshen，shenbujiandi，pingjingwubo，quedaizheyizhongdongchuanyiqiederuiliheleran。
fangfolinwanshenshangneijianjiazhibufeidehuafu，tanuliweichidezhending，tayandicanliudeweiquhefangcaibeijiqidenuyi，shenzhitayuzhouzhenglianzhijianneidianyinmideqingsu……
zaitaneishuangyanjingmianqian，dourutongtoumingdeboli，beikandeyiqingerchu，wusuodunxing！
neidongxidemuguang，xiangbinglengdedaofeng，jiangtacongpifudaogutoudaolinghun，cengcengbokai！
yigubinglengdehanyiconglinwandeweizhuigushunjiancuanshangtianlinggai，houbeishunjianqileyicengximidejipigeda！
taganjuezijixiangshibeidingzaileyuandi，dongdanbude，lianhuxidouzhizhule。
xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，jihuyaozhuangpoleigu！
erzaizhaohuaishanshence，yimingshenzheheisexizhuang、shenqingsumujinggandemishuzhengweiweiqingshen，dishengerxunsudixiangtahuibaozheshenme。
zhaohuaishantingzhe，lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing，neishuangchuantouxingdemuguangyijiusuodingzailinwanshenshang，fangfomishudehuibaoyutahaowuguanxi，youfangfotabenshenjiushihuibaoneirongdeyibufen。
zheilingrenzhixideduishi，jinjinchixulebudaosanmiao。
zhaohuaishanweiweiceguotou，muguanglengdandiconglinwanlianshangyikai，fangfozhishisuiyipieguoyigewuguanjinyaodebaishe。
taduizhemishulveyidiantou，suijizhuanshen。
jimingrutongyingzibancunzai、qixilengyingdezhuanshujingweiwushengdixunsukaolong，xingchengyanmidehuweizhenxing。
tamaikaichenwendebufa，zaijingweidecuyongxia，wushilemanchangdexuanxiaoheneixieshitushangqianpantandemuguang，jingzhichuanguorenqun，beiyingxiaoshizaitongwangshiwaizoulangderukou。
suizhetadeliqu，yanhuitinglineiguwuxingde、lingrenzhixidediqiyasihucaizhouranxiaosan。
zhouweiderenfangfocaizhongxinkaishihuxi，jiaotanshengjianjianhuifu。danlinwanrengjiangzaiyuandi，zhijianbingliang，houbeineizhenbeikanchuandehanyijiujiubusan，xinkouhaizaitutudikuangtiao。
yizhiwenredeshouzhangfushangtabingliangdeshoubei，qingqingwozhu。
“吓着了？”
zhouzhengliandeshengyinzaitaerbianxiangqi，daizheanfu，“zhaobuzhangneiyangderenwu，qichangshiqianglexie。biepa，meishile。”
tashunshijiangtalandegengjin，ditoukanzhetacangbaidelian，yanshenlidaizhejifenlianxihehoupa，“gangcaisumandehua，nibiewangxinliqu。tayoushihoujiushizuishangburaoren，youwozaini。”
tawenredehuxihetiejindeshenti，qusanlelinwanshenshangyinzhaohuaishanmuguangdailaidehanyi。
tataiqitou，kanxiangzhouzhenglian。
tayandineifenzhenqiededanyouhehuihu，xiangnuanliuzhurutabingliangdexintian。
fangcaizaisujiaxiongmeimianqiandequruhekongju，cikehuazuolegengshendeyilaihedongqing。
“正廉…”
linwandeshengyindaizheyisijiehouyushengdegengyan，tazhudongweijintahuaili，shuangbeihuanzhutadeyao，lianjiatiezaitajianshidexiongtangshang，tingzhetachenwendexintiao，“wobupabierenshuoshenme…wozhipa…panibuyaowo…”
tadeshengyinhenqing，chongmanlewuzhuyushenqing，xiangyizhixunqiubihudechuniao。
zhouzhengliandexinxiangshibeiyumaoqingqingsaoleyixia，youruanyouse。
tashoujinleshoubei，jiangtajiaoxiaodeshentiwanquannaruhuaizhongbaohudezitai，xiabadizhetadefading。
“傻话。”
tadishenghuiying，yuqishicongweiyouguodezhengzhonghezhenxi，“nishiwoxinjianershangderen，sheiyequdaibule。gangcai…rangnishouweiqule。”
taqingqingwenlewentadefasi，ganshouzhetashentideqingzhan，neifenbeiyilaideganjuehebeishenqinghuiyingdechudong，rangtaxinzhongduilinwandelianxigengshen。
jinwansumandetiaoxinhezhaohuaishandeyali，fanerrangtagengqingxidiganshoudaohuaizhongzheigenvrendecuiruohetaduizijide、haowubaoliudeyilian。
宴会终于散场。
huidaodingcenggongyu，judadekongjianxianruyipiansijideshehua。
linwantidiaomojiaodegaogenxie，chijiaocaizaibingliangdedalishidimianshang，yibubunuodaokuandadeluodichuangqian。
chuangwai，chengshidedenghuoyijiucuicanruxinghe，quezhaobujintakongdongdexinfang。
xiexiajingzhidezhuangrong，jingziliyingchuyizhangnanyanpibeidelian。
yandiyoudandandewuqing，meiyujianningjiezhehuizhibuqudeyuse。
“shahua…nishiwoxinjianershangderen…”
zhouzhenglianzaiyanhuitinganweidehuayuyouzaierbian，daizhenuanyi。
kelinwandezuijiaoquegouqiyisibinglengdehudu。
心尖上的人？
那又如何？
dideguosumanbeihouneizuomingweisuzhenguodekaoshanma？
dideguotazhouzhenglianzaishitushangxuyaodebuduirenmaima？
jintiansumanbuguoshixiaoshiniudao，tagegeyigeyanshen，zhouzhenglianjiudelikebiaozhongxin。
sumanlinzoushineigeyuandudeyanshen，xiangdushedexinzi，tianshizhetadeshenjing。
neigenvren，jueduibuhuiqingyifangguota。
jintianzhishirangtazaizhongrenmianqiannankan，mingtianni？
后天呢？
tazhidaotaiduozhouzhengliandeshiqing，yidanshiqutadebihu……
linwandalegehanzhan，buganzaixiangxiaqu。
zheikansishehuadejinsiquelongzi，suishikenengbianchengqiujintadefenmu。
fanzaohewuliganrutongbinglengdechaoshui，yiboboyongshanglai，jihuyaojiangtanibi。
jiuzaizheishi，naohaizhonghaowuzhengzhaodi，zaiciqingxidifuxianchuneishuangyanjing——
赵怀山的眼睛！
lengying，shensui，pingjingwubo，quedaizhesilieyiqiedechuantouli！
zhishibeineiyangkanleyiyan，tahoubeineizhonghanmaodaoshu、fangfobeibaguangkantoudezhanliganyouyiciqingxidihuilong。
为什么是他？
为什么会想起他？
guishishenchadi，linwanzoudaoshafabian，naqilezijideshouji。
pingmuzaiheianzhongliangqilengguang，yingzhetayouxiemangrandelian。
tadakailiulanqi，shouzhizaixunijianpanshangtingdunlejimiao，ranhou，xiangshibeimouzhongwuxingdeliliangqushi，yigezimuyigezimudiqiaoxia：
【赵怀山】
sousuoyemianshunjiantiaochu。jieguoqueshaodekelian。
jihuquanshiguanfangtonggaoshidejieshao：
“guofangbuzhangzhaohuaishanhuijianxxguoguofangdachen…”
“zhaohuaishanbuzhangshichaxxjunqu…”
“junweiweiyuanzhaohuaishanchuxiquanjunzhuangbeigongzuohuiyibingjianghua…”
liaoliaoshuyu，yansukeban，meiyourenhesirenxinxi，shenzhilianyizhangqingxideshenghuozhaodoumeiyou。
linwanbusixin，shouzhihuadong，diankaileyigelianjieriqishaojindeshipinxinwen。
huamianhuangdong，shimougejunshiyanxixianchangdebaodao。
jingtouhenkuaijujiaozaizhuxitaizhongyang。
zhaohuaishanchuanzheyishenbitingderongzhuang，zhanzaiyiqungaojijianglingzhongjian。
tameiyouxiangpangrenneiyangduizhejingtouhuishouhuoweixiao，zhishipingjingdizhanzhe，shenzitingbarutongyiganbiaoqiang。
yangguangluozaitalengjundecelianshang，goulechugangyingdexiantiao。
tademuguangtouxiangyuanchudeyanxichang，yanshenzhuanzhuershensui，fangfochuantoulexiaoyanyuchentu，zhangkongzhequanju。
neishiyizhongchaoyuexingbiede、chuncuide、lingrenxinjideliliangganhezhangkonggan。
linwandeshouzhiwuyishidianxialepingmushangdebofangjian。
shipinhenduan，zhiyoujishimiao，zhuyaoshiboyinyuanzizhengqiangyuandijieshaoyanxichengguo。
tadingzhepingmu，kanzheneigedinggezaihuamianzhongyangdeshenying。
ranhou，youdianleyixiabofangjian。
再点一下。
再点一下…
kongkuangdeketingli，zhishengxiaboyinyuanzhongfude、haowuganqingdebobaosheng，hetazijiyuelaiyuejicu、yuelaiyueqingxidexintiaosheng。
一遍，又一遍。
huamianli，zhaohuaishandeshenyingzaijianyuebudui。
junxuetadideshengyindichenyouli，rutongzhijieqiaodazaixinzangshang。
tataishouxiangshouyuefangzhenzhiyidedongzuo，gancuililuo，daizhezhandingjietiedeliliang。
tazhanzaizhihuichenei，celianxiantiaolengyingrupanshi，touguochechuangwangxiangyanxichangdeyanshen，rutongyingsunfukandadi……
linwandeyanshenjianjianshijiao。
pingmushangdehuamianfangfozainiuqu、xuanzhuan，neigeshenzherongzhuangdelengyingshenying，sihuchuantoulepingmuxiangtabijin。
tashenshangneizhongjueduide、burongzhiyideweiyanhelilianggan，rutongshizhibanmimankailai，daizheyizhonghuimiexingde、lingrenzhanlidexiyinli，yutacikeneixindecuiruohekongjuxingchenglejizhidefancha。
yizhongmoshengde、nanyiyanyudezaore，haowuzhengzhaodicongshentizuishenchumengdicuanqi！
rutongdianliushunjiancuanguoxiaofu，dailaiyizhenqiangliedejingluanhekongxugan。
linwandeshentimengdiyijiang！
xiangshibeiyiguturuqilaidegaoyadianliujizhong，tawozheshoujideshouzhizhouranshoujin，zhiguanjieshunjianfanqiyongliguodudeqingbai！
pingmushangzhaohuaishanlengjundeshenyingdinggezaineili。
yizhongcongweiyouguode、qiangliedexiuchiganhunhezhejudadejinghai，rutongbingshuibandoutoujiaoxia！
“不…不可能…”
tanannanziyu，shengyindaizhejingkongdezhandou，xiangshibeizijidefanyinghehuaile。
lianjiashunjianshaodeguntang，yizhimanyandaoergenhebojing。
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangdi、haowuzhangfadileidong，zhuangdeleigudouzaiyinyinzuotong。
taxiangbeitangdaoyiyangmengdidiukaishouji，fangfoneishigeguntangdeluotie！
pingmuzazairouruandeyangmaoditanshang，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，huamianshanshuolejixia，zuizhonganlexiaqu。
ketingxianruyipiansijideheian。
zhiyoulinwanjicuerhuangluandechuanxishengzaikongkuodekongjianlihuidang，gewaiqingxi。
naohaizhong，zhaohuaishanneishuangchuantouxingdeyanjing，zhouzhengliananfudehuaibao，sumanlinzoushiyuandudeyanshen，haiyouneipingmushangfanfubofangde、chuanzherongzhuangdelengyingshenying……
wushuhuamiansuipianfengkuangdixuanzhuan、jiaozhi、pengzhuang！
混乱！
恐惧！
羞耻！
haiyouyizhongtawanquanwufalijie、gengwufakongzhide、rutongyehuoliaoyuanbandeqiyijidong！
tamengdiquansuoqishenti，shuangshousisibaozhuzijidexigai，jiangguntangdelianjiashenshenmaijinbeiwanli，fangfoyaojiangzijisuojinyigejueduianquande、buhuibeirenherenfaxiandejiaoluo。
judade、wufaxiaojiedehunluanganheduizijishentishikongdekonghuang，rutongbinglengdechaoshui，chediyanmeileta。
chuangwai，chengshidedenghuoyijiulengmodishanshuo，xiangyigejudade、chongmanyouhuoyoubinglengdelaolong。