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yebuzhidaoshiyueshouleshenme**，neiwanguohoutayoukaishipinfanchuxianzaiwomianqian。
weixinjiabushangwo，jiubuzhidaocongnazhaolaidewodeshoujihaoma，shibushijiwofaduanxin，yebuguanwohuibuhui，zijifadetinglehede。
tayeyouwodekebiao，suoyizaitameikedeshihoujiuxihuanpaolaigenwoyiqishangke，gandouganbuzou。
zuihouwosuoxingjiubuguantale，suitazenmenao，fanzhengshijianjiulezheiweidashaoyezitaomeiqujiuhuifangqidele。
zaisheyourijianaimeideyanshenliwosuoyoudejieshijiugenfangpiyiyang。
yushiwoyelandezaijieshi。
zheiyizongrong，jiuzongrongledabangeyue，womenjieshuleqimokaoshi，kaishifanghanjiahuijiaguonian。
womenjiadoubuzaibenshi，huiquyaofeixing2gebanxiaoshizaizuodababangexiaoshi。
shiyuehuijiadeluxiangenwoyiyang，yushiyouhouzhelianpigenwoyilutongxing。
woganshoudaoletayushangbeizijidadebianhua，danbumingbaitaxianzaizheizhongduiwodeguoyunianhushichuyushenmeyuanyin。
yexushiduizhongshengdezheigeshijiehaimeiyouguishugan，juedebuanxin。
yushizaidabashangwoduizuozaiwopangbianweizhidetarenzhendishuodao：“shiyue，womenzhendehuilaile，zheibuzhishiwodeshijie，yeshinideshijie，niyinggaiquzuonixiangzuo，gaizuodeshi，bubiyizhiweizhewozhuan。”
气氛有片刻的沉静。
“nihaibudongma？”shiyueheimouwangxiangwo，yandiyoudiankunaoyoumimang：“wohaiyaozuodeduomingxiannicaihuizhidao，wobuxianggennichengweimolu？”
“wobuxiangwoderenshengmeiyounidecanyu。”
“jiusuanshigenshangbeiziyiyangyizhichaonao，woyebuxiangfangnizou。”
“woconglaibuxianggenyigerenjianliqingganshangdejiban，yinwei——”
wohaixiangjixutingxiaqu，yinweizheishidiyicishiyuexiangwotanluziji。
jiwoganjuezijizhengzaimanmanjiejinneigeduozaineixinshenchudeta。
ranerxiayishunwozhitingdaoyizhenjianjiao，ranhoushimengliedehuangdong，zaiwohaimeifanyingguolaifashengshenmeshishi，shiyueyijingxianyibupuguolaibawohuzaihuaili。
dabacheshendeqingxiedaozhixinglijiashangdadaxiaoxiaodexinglidoufenfendiaoluo，youxiezadaoshiyueshenshang，wozhitingdaomenhengyisheng。
haoburongyihuangdongzhongyutingzhi，chexiangliyijiuyipiancaozasheng，wozhengkaishuangyanzhijianyanqianyipianheian。
woyayibuzhuneixindekongjukuzhehanshiyuedemingzi。
wozhidaotajiuzaiwoshenbian，kewokanbudaotadeqingkuangjiuhenhaipa。
shouwanshanghaoxiangbeiposuidebolihuapole，yinyinzuotong，youxiezhannideyeti。
haoyihuiwocaiganshoudaoshenshangrenyouledongjing，xiangshiyinrenzhejudatengtongwenshenganweiwo：“biepa，meishide。”
tingdaoshuxideshengyinwodeyanleishushudiaogebuting。
woyazheshengyinwenta：“nizenmeyangle？nishibushishoushangle？”
“wohaihao……”taweiweichuanzheqi，suihouwoganjuedaofadingluoxiayigeqingroudewen：“bukule。”
woshenchushouzaiheianzhongxiangmosuotadelian，quezaichupengdaotadehounaoshaoshizhangxinyipianshirun。
“shiyue……”wokudegenglihaile，shuangshoudouzaifazhan：“niliulehaoduoxue……”
chewaichuanlaihenduozayin，yinyuetingdaoyourenzaishijiu，haoxiangshidabazaixingshiguochengzhongtuyudimiantaxian，dabangecheshendouxianlejinqu。
woheshiyuezuozaikaoqianpaideweizhi，shouyingxiangbijiaoda。
“nibuku，wojiumeineimetengle。”tayongyizhishoujiannandiyongleyongwo，fangfoyongjinsuoyouwenroulaihongwo：“zhende。suoyibukule，haobuhao？”
wosiyaozhexiachunpinmingyayizijidekusheng，shuangshoujinjinzuanzhutadeyifu：“……ng。”
tadishengwen：“niyoumeiyounalishoushang？”
biziyizhifasuan，wopasangyinchumailewodeqingxu，xiangxianhuanhuanzaihuida。
shiyuemeiyoutingdaowojishihuiying，shengyinyejiaojileqilai：“nishoushanglema？shangzainali？”
tashentidongledongxiangyongshouchakanwozhengtideqingkuang，quehaoxiangqianchedaoshenmetongchuyiyangdaochouyikouqi。
woganshoudaotadebutuo，lianmangshayachusheng：“womeishi！nibuyaoluandong……”
woyanleidiaodegengduole：“niganmaneimeshadangzaiwoshangfang……”
shiyuezheigeshihoujuranhainengqingxiaochusheng：“buranhehuainizheigelaopozilezenmeban？”
“nineimedanxiao，liancaichongzidoupa。”
chenmopiankeshengyinzaicixiangqi，roujinlexiegengyan。
“yaoshibanihesile，wopazaimeiletongyangdeyunqi，hainengzhaodaoni……”
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zaiyiyuanxinglaideshihouwofumuyijingshouzaibingchuangqianle，jibenzhishicashanghebeiposuiboligeshang，dandoubusuanyanzhong，yijingbaozhahaole。
jingliguoneimexinjingdeyimu，youjiandaolezaoyiqushiduoniandefumucikezheibanzhenshidizhanzaiwomianqian，kandaotamendechaneiwobitouyisuan，yanleijiumaochulaile。
babamamaanfuzhewo：“baobeimeishilea，buyongpa。”
woxiangqileshiyue，bianyazhesangziwentamen：“shiyueni？”
bamalengleyixia，fanwen：“sheishishiyue？”
wozheicaifanyingguolaicikedetamenbingburenshishiyue，yushizhinengzhejimanghuangdediyaoxiachuangzhaohushiwen。
mamajianlelianmangfuzhewo：“baobeiniyaoshangnaqu？”
wojijidihuiying：“genwoyiqihuilaidenansheng，chushideshihoutayizhihuzhewo。”
houlaicaiconghushikouzhongdezhishiyuebeianpaidaolelingyigedanrenbingfang，genwogele5gebingfang。
yinweiwobenshendeshangbingbuaishi，suoyibamameiyouzuzhiwoquzhaoren，zhishigenzaiwohoumianzhaokanzhe。
wolaidaoshiyuedebingfangmenkoushihushizhenghaojishiyuehuanlexindediandichulai，wokanjianbingfangneihaiyoushiyuedefuqinzai。
woxiayishidizoujinquhanleyisheng：“ba。”
shiyuedefuqinhuitouyihuodikanzhewo：“？”
我爸妈也：“？”
我：“……”
jihushichukoudeshunjianwojiufanyingguolainalibudui，zhinengjiongpodizhanghongleliangengzheng：“shushuninhao，woshishiyuedetongxuexuningzhi，wolaikankanta。”
shiyuedefuqinkanlekanwoshenshangdebinghaofu，huangrandawu：“nigenxiaoyuedouzaineidabacheshang？”
我点了点头。
youyuwoshibeishiyuehuzhecaimeishangdeneimezhong，wobamahuaizheganjiheshiyuedefuqinpantanqilai，erwozezaiyipangshouzheshiyue。
tashangdebuqing，yinweibeizhongwushucizadao，chuleyixiecashang，tadehounaoshaoyouwaishang，leiguyeyoulianggenguzhe。
songyuanhoudaoxianzaidouhaimeixinglai。
yizhidaodisantiandelingchen，shiyuedefuqinaobuzhulehuijiaxiexi，zhuanmenqingdehugongyezaiyipangshushui，woshuibuzhe，youqiaoqiaopaodaoshiyuedefangjiankanta，meiduojiujiujiantayouyouzhuanxingle。
bingfanglimeiyoukaideng，danwaimianludengdeguangyenengzhaojinfangnei，dailaixiexuguangxian。
shiyuexinglaihoudingdingkanlewojimiao，ranhouluchuyigeweixiao，meiyujiandoushiyichulaidewenrou。
wosongkaiyuanbenwozhetadeshou，qishenjitadaoleyibeiwenshuiweitahele。
“你感觉怎么样？”
tayaoleyaotou，biaoshimeishenmedaai，danhaishixiaozhe，yanjingyizhabuzhadikanzhewo。
“你傻笑什么呢？”
shiyuezuijiaoweiyang，shengyinlidaizhexieganya，danyangaibuzhuxinzhongyuyue：“meiyounayike，biyixinglaijiukandaonihaohaodizaiwoshenbian，gengrangwoanxindele。”
zheihaishiwodiyicitingdaoshiyueduiwoshuochuzheizhongleisiyugaobaidehua。yishijianwojingjuedezijizhenxianggeqingdouchukaidexiaonvhai，buzizhujiuxiuhonglelian。
“nigangqushineihui，wojiujuede，shijiezenmeneimeanjinga，anjingde，wohaoxiangshenmedoutingbudao。”
wozhengleyixia，neishiwobingbuzhixiaode，woqushizhihou，shiyueyigerendeshenghuo。
“juedeshenghuoyebiandetingmeiyiside，zhengriyigerendaidaidizuozhe，kanzheniliuxiadedongxi。”
“nitingshuoguoyuanyangmingma？tingshuoyouyuanyangmingdefuqi，ruguoqizhongyifangqushile，lingyifangyehuobujiu。”
shiyuededashoufushangwodeshoubei，fachuyishengqingxiao：“ningzhi，wohaoxiangyeshizheiyangzi。”
“mingmingwodeshentibucuo。”
“keshilianggeyuehou，wojiutangzainichangshuideneiyice，genzheniqule。”
woxilexibizi，naohailiquanshinianlaodeshiyuegushenyirendejiliaobeiying。
wohengleyisheng：“neinidangchuhaibukenjianwozuihouyimian。”
shiyueluchuyisikuxiao：“wozongjuede，zhiyaowobujianni，nijiuhuiqidebuganxinjiuzheiyanglikai。keshi……nihaishidiuxiawole。”
woyoudianwunai：“……neiyebushiwonengkongzhidea。”
yanwangyaowosangengsi，wohainengjianchidaowugeng？
“quedingzijizhongshenghuidaoershisuineiyike，wopoqiexiangyaozhaodaoni。keshidangwodiertianjiandaoni，buguanzaishitanghaishijiaoshi，nidoumeiyourenhetebiedefanying，woyoudianshiluo，nihaoxiangbingmeiyougenwoyiyang，huidaoershisui。”
“keshihenkuai，woyouchajuedaonideyixiejudongrangwohuaiyinishiguyiburenwode。huodongneitianbenlaiwomeidasuanneimekuaitankaishuo，danshiwokandaonigenwoxingrumolu，genbierenshuoshuoxiaoxiao，wodexinlijiuxiangbeishenmeduzhe，mendefahuang，poqiexiangyaosikainideweizhuang，xiangyaozhengmingnigenwozhijianshiyoulianjiede。”
keshineitian，woquegentashuo，womenbuyaocanyudaoduifangdeshenghuoli。
“yishidaozheibeizidenibuxianggenwoyoujiaojile，woshizhendeyouxiangguoneijiurunisuoyuanba。keshiwo，”tadunledun：“wohaoxiangzuobudaogenyiqianyiyangbuzaihu。”
“shengdanjieneiwannibeigaobai，wocaizhongyuxiangtong，jiranfangbukaini，neijiuzhinengnulizhuajinni。”
yishidaowoyizhimobuzuosheng，taqingqinghuanglehuangwodeshouzhi：“wei……woshuoleneimeduo，nihaodaijiwodianfanying？”