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该给什么反应呢……
“……yaozaihedianshuima？”wowen。
shiyueqidedengdaleyanjing：“……jiuzhei？”
woruoruodikaikou：“fanzhuantaida，wohaimeilvmingbai……”
shiyuetanlekouqi：“ningzhi，woyizhibuxiangqupengqingqingaiai，gengbuxianggenyigerenchanshengqingganshangdejiban。nizhidaowobamahenzaojiulihunle。”
“wokanguotamenxiangaideyangzi，yekanguotamenbuaizhihouhuxiangyuanhendeyangzi。neishiwojiujuede，renxinshizuishanbiande，shenmeshihouaidenong，shenmeshihoubuai，doubukekong。”
“suoyibupengqingaishizuiqingsongde，yeshizuinengguibitongkude。shangyelianyinhenhao，buyongfuchuzhenxin，danwomenbicinengrangliyizuidahua。”
“yudaoniyehenhao，niduiwobiaoxianchudetaoyanrangwomeiyoulefudan，fanerkeyifangxinhenixiangchu，shenzhikeyihaowugulvshifangchuwogezhongqingxu。”
“womenyoulehaizi，xiangniyiyangjueqiangyoukeai。houlaihaizimendouchengjialiye，yeyoulezijidexiayidai，wozhendejuedezijizheibeiziguodetingshuntingmanyide，yiqiedouruwosuoxiangdiqufazhan。”
“chule——”tadunlehaojimiao，ranhoucaizhongxinkaikou：“wocongmeixiangguoyouyitiannihuixianwoyibulikai。nizaiwoshenbianshenghuoduiwolaishuojiuxiangwoxuyaohuxikongqiyiyangziran。woyibeizigennichaogenninao，kewozhende，congweixiangguoyaogennifenkai。”
“wochengrenwobudongairen，keshizhonglaiyici，woxianghaohaoxuexi，keyima？”
shuowanhou，shiyuebianbuzaichushengle，zhishijingjingdiningshizhewo，wozhidaotazaidengdaiwodedaan。
liangjiu，wocaihuanhuankaikou。
“neitiannishuo，woduinidexihuanzhiweichilesinian，qishibushide。”
“shiyue，”woxiaolexiao，yankuangyouxiewenre：“woaini，ailedabanbeizi。”
“zhidaoniduiaiqingdedichu，yemingbairuguowoshuncongzijidexinyimingmuzhangdandiduinihaozhihuibanituidegengyuan。meiyiciwobuxiaoxinluchudeguanxin，douhuirangmingandenixinshengjingti。woxianglehenjiu，rangnijuedewobuainisihushirangnigandaozuishufudefangshile。”
其实我们都一样。
wobawodeguanxinzangzairifuyiriweizhuangdexianqili。tabataderouruanzangzaimeiyicidexuzhangshengshili。
wogenshiyueyoutongyangdeganshou，shangbeiziqishiguodetinghaode。
xiangjiaoyupangrenzhikandaotayouxiudangaolengdeyimian，taxiangwozhanluguotadegengduomian，qingxufengman，neicaishiyigewanzhengdeshiyue。
wojuedezijisuiranmeiyoujinrudaoshiyuedexin，keshiyemeiyoubierenbawomendejulilayuan。wohaishiweitashengeryunvyouleyigewanzhengdejia，wohaishipeizaitashenbian，zhidaoshengmingdezuihou。
“woshuodebuzaicanyubicideshenghuo，shiyinweiwojuedeshangbeiziwomeinengrangnichangkaixinfei，yexuzheibeizimeilewo，nihuiyudaogengheshideren，tahuirangnigaibianduiaiqingdekanfa，guodegengjiaxingfu。”
“keshiningzhi，”shiyueqingqingdikaikou：“niyijinggaibianlewo。”
zaishangweichajuedeshihou，zaineimanzhangdepeibansuiyueli。
wowenyanrenbuzhuxiaole，meizaigentazhengzhi：“xingba。”
renzheiyishenga，shuozhangyezhang，shuoduanyeduan，zhuanyanjian，wojuranjiuzheiyangpeizheshiyueyanleyibeizi。
wozaiailizhangda，shenzhiaishifuchu，shibaorong，shipeiban。shiyuecongxiaoqueai，shangbudongderuheairen。rujinkanlai，dangchudeshiyueyebujiandejiuaidebiwoqian，womenzhibuguoshiyigexianzhi，yigehoujue。
“ruguowozhendemeizhongshenghuiershisui，xianzaidewozhishidanchundeershisuidewo，nizenmeban？”
shiyuexiangyebuxiangjiuhui：“zhui！zhuidaojiushizhuandao！”
woxianqidizhouqilemeitou：“nidouqishibasuile！”
shiyuefanbo：“neizhishixintai！xintaidongma？nikeyilijieweichengshuwenzhong。wodeshijinianlingyejiuershia，henpeibushima！”
wohuiyiqineitiantapenwodeneixiehua。
我：“……呸。”
双标玩得贼溜。
“duile……”woturanxiangqidiyicidaobingfangkanshiyuedeshi，youdianbuhaoyisidishuodao：“wojiandaoniba，yixiazimeigaikouyehanleyishengba，dangshihoumianhaigenzhewobama。zhihoutamenkanwodeyanshen，kendingshiwuhuile……”
shiyuetingwoshuowanxiaolehaobanhui，lianxiongkoudouxiaodeyinyinzuotonglecailvelveshoulian，xiaoyiyingyingdikanxiangwo：“xianzaihaisuanshiwuhuima？”
wolengleleng，jimiaohouqingshenwenshangtadeetou。
“嗯，不算了。”
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hanjiazhiyouyigeyue，huixiaohoushiyueyourenzhenxiuyanglesangeduoyuecaisuanshichediquanyu。
sushederenjianwogentashouqianshoude，bujinyeyu：“dangchuhaineimefeijingjieshi，jieshishenmea，suojianjizhenxiang！”
……xingba，buzhengzhale，fanzhengjieguoqueshiyemeipiancha。
liangnianhoudasipaibiyezhaodeshihoumingmingyijingpailehenduohezhaole，tayingshilazhewodaodangnianwo**tadetongyidifangpaiyizhangzhaopian。butongdeshiwomenweizhihuhuan，zheici**derenbianchengshita。
neizhangpailidebeihoutaxieleyijuhua：chunfengshiliburuni
xiangshikuayueleshikongdefengxi，chuanguosuiyuedezhanghe，duiduonianqianneifenmeiyouyanmingdexihuanjinxingleyiciyaoyaoquereliedehuiying。
执着得可爱。
biyezhaozhihouwomenjiuzhengshikaishileshixi，yinzhewomenyouleshangyibeizineimeduoniandejilei，woheshiyuegezihuidaozijiagongsibianbeiweiyizhongren。
zaoshuoguole，zheishishangdezaobazonghuiyibutongdefangshicunzai。
womenliangjiadegongsidoushijiudianbancaishangban，ranerwogentadoubeijiazhangguidingbixubadianjiudao。
真是一对苦命鸳鸯。
shiyuemairu22suishengridediyitian，tianqihenhao，womenlianggedouzaibangongshijianmoyuchumen，quminzhengjulingzheng。
shushimeiyouxiangguoshiyuehuineimexinji，danjingbuzhutaderuanmoyingpao，meiliangtianjiubaixiazhenlai。
lingzhengqianworenbuzhuziwodiaokan：
shangbeizidoumeitanguolianaijiujiehunle，zheibeizitanleyicilianaijiujiehunle。
还都是跟同一个人。
挺单调的。
ranhoubeishiyuetuoshangchuanghenhenjiaoyuleyifan，zhongfuwenwo，haidandiaoma？
……budandiao，tinghaode，ganqingjiandan，kuailejiujiandan。
congminzhengjuchulai，womenliangdeshoushangdouduoleyigehongsedexiaobenben。shiyuerangwobajiehunzhengdoujitashouzhe，zhenzhizhongzhidifangzaileneicekoudai。
shiyuehengzhegekaiche，zaiyigehongdenglukoutinglexialai。
“nihaijibujidenizhiqianshuoguowomenzhongxinkaishirensheng，keyizuochugenshangbeizibuyiyangdexuanze？”
wopieletayiyan，youyoushuodao：“zenme？xianzaizuoleyiyangdexuanzejiuhouhuile？”
“meiyou，wojiushizaixiang……”tachenzheshijianmeidao，couguolaikuaisuqinlewoyikou：“shangbeiziwomenshenglelianggehaizi，zheibeiziwomenzaojiehunlesinian，zaishengyigezenmeyang？”
wo：“……”zheishishenmenaohuilu？
shiyuexingzhibobo：“nikanzanliangjiyinneimehao，buduoshengdianduolangfeiashibushi！”
我：“……呵呵。”
shiyue：“zuoweiyouweiqingnian，womenyaojijixiangyingguojiadehaozhao！”
wo：“shengba，youbushiyangbuqi。”
shiyue：“niceeeeeeee！aini！”
wofeihongzhelianzhuanguotoukanxiangchuangwai，zuijiaoqueyizhibuzhudiweiweishangyang。
嗯，也爱你。
congguoqu，daoxianzai，jiweilai。
全文完。