“niziduanlexianmai,yangshouzhiyuyizai,duozuodasuanba。”
laoshenxiandehuayouzaierbianhuixiang。
wochengzhebaihe,quwangjianxianfu。
yiwangdoushiyujianfeixingde,xianzaizhinengqushilingshou。
woyourenbuzhukanlekanshoubeishangdeshangkou,shangbazongheng,rangrenbuganxiangxinzheishiyiweixianzideshoubei。
zheixieshangkoushiwozijihuade。
yueqian,wodefujunguanranbeichoudixiadu,hunmibuxing,wodebentishiqiyelian,qiahaonengjiebaidu,yipianxuanlianye,shubainianxiuwei,woyingshengshengziduanwuye,zheicaijiuhuita。
keshiguanranzicongxinglaihou,yilianjiridouzaipeizhexuyinhuan。
他爱的不是我。
yongyixiuzhezhushanghen,yanleishashijianxiongyongerchu。
woyanleyangansedesangziyan。
woshineigejiaoaodexianzia,zhanbaiyaochuwanmo,hejushengsi。
kejinshijinri,wozhishiyigegouyancanchuan,keqiufujunaiyidebanxian。
shoubeiyizhenzhendechoutong,woquansuozaibaihebeishang,renbuzhutonghengleyisheng。
erbianxiangqibaihedechuanyin,“xianzi,nizenmele?”
woyanjiaosuanse,dishengchouqi,meiyouhuida。
baihequetaotaobujuedishuodao,“bienanguo,chedaoshanqianbiyoulu,womenshouyuanzheimezhang,dabuleshuiyijue,zhengkaiyanjiushixinsheng。”
woxilexibizi,menmendengleyisheng。
kewozhishengyiniandeshouminglea。
wokanzhebuyuanchudejianxianfu,zaixinzhongmonian。
一年时日。
wozaiyebuyaolikaiguanran。
baihetingzailejianxianfuqian,wocongdouliquchulingbi。
zhalezhagansedeyan,huanshanglepingriliyundanfengqingdexiaorong,zhishiyanjiaohaiyouxiesuanse。
zaimenqianchichupianke,zhongshidadingzhuyi,bawomingbujiuyideshimanxialai。
我不想让他愧疚。
tuikaimen,quejianguanranzhengzaiwowuneidenghou。
wodelianshangfuxianchuyimojingxi,“anran,nihuilaila。”
tapingshihenshaotazuwodewunei。
“yinhuanqixibuwen,xuyaonidexueningshen,nisuiwoquyitang。”
wogangyangqidexiaorongshunjianningzhizailianshang。
wodefujun,qianlaizhaowo,jingranshiweilexuyinhuan。
xuyinhuan,haizujiaoshezhiling。
taxiulianyudaonanguan,bianhuiyangqiuguanran,quwodexue。
xiangdaozheili,wodexinliyichunongzhongdesuanchu。
zuichunfazhan,haobantiancaizhaohuizijideshengyin,jiansedekaikou,“woshentiyouxiebushi,jintiannengbunengbufangxuelianyao……”
“biemoceng!zhishiqunidexue,youbushiyaonideming。”
tabochunqingxian,sangyincankurudao,yixiajiuguanchuanlewozhenggexiongkou。
血就是我的命啊……
rujinwozhishiyigebanxian。
banxiandexue,yourugankudehubo,wufazaisheng,fangwanjiumeiyoule。
guanranjianwoyiyanbufa,meitouweicu,zoudaowomianqian,mengdizuanqiwoxishoudeshouwan,jiangwowangwaila。
shoubeibenjiushanghenleilei,beitayizhuai,tongdewolenghanwaimao。
wobeizhijiedaijinlexuyinhuandeqindian,haiweizhanwenjiaogen,bianbeitaladeyigelieju,zhongzhongdiedaozaidi。
tashouzhonghuanhuachuyibabishou,fanzheyouyoudelengguang。
“nilai,haishiwolai?”
woxinlimanshikuse,qingfushangfubu,gengyanzhekaikou,“kebukeyidenghaizichusheng?woxueqicanque,taieryehuishouyingxiangde。”
“nifangxin,wohuibaozhutaier。”tadeyuqisiyouhuanhe,yuqiqueyijiuburongzhihui,“yinhuanzheibianbunengdeng。”